I remain to stare into his mesmerizing blue eyes. I couldn't believe what I have just heard from him. All along I felt bad, hating myself that I have developed feelings for a wolf that was not mine. It had turned me to hate him for no reason at all and allowed me to keep ignoring him, but now I discovered that the strange feeling I had towards him he too was having them.
"I tried fighting these feelings, knowing that you are not my one true mate, but I can't anymore," Lucas said with great anger within his voice.
"These feelings I have towards you are so strong that sometimes I think that I'm going to die if I don't see you for a day or if I'm not around you," he again told me but softly. Within his eyes, I could see great sadness and how he too was having a hard time controlling this powerful feeling. I too hear great sadness within his voice. I could hear tears within his voice and pain by the way his voice cracked as he confesses his love for me.
"Lucas," I c
The side of my head hurts. I have been leaning my head against the bottom of the staircase handrail, resting. My eyes open and slowly I move my head sitting up still. I rub the side of my head getting rid of the uncomfortable feeling. My butt soon started to feel numb from sitting down on the hard step of the stairs without moving. I got up and stood still. The moment with Lucas and I outside was killing me. I need to get over it and remove every single image of him out of my head. I needed to forget the day I first met him and what had happened today. He was giving me a hard time and I need to let him go by forgetting him. I wish I never did run to his house to see if he was okay and not hurt. Lucas was fine and I had wasted my time. I detested I was soft-hearted. I curse myself for not leaving right away the time I found out he was fine, but no..., I foolishly stayed wanting to help him paint his house and look what it leads to in the end. I should have avoided it all befo
He was kissing me. Lucas's lips were canoodling mine softly and passionately. My eyes close returning every one of his kisses with a kiss. I was enjoying it. It felt good. His hands tighten around my waist and his body moves closer to mine as our lips remain to dance simultaneously to our sweet tune. Wherever his lips lead mine, my lips follow his gently. My hand slowly moves away from the doorknob, soon both of my hands were wrapped around his neck."No," I stopped him as I open my eyes and quickly move my lips away from his. I move my hands from around his neck and then his hands around my waist."This is wrong, you should leave now," I told Lucas gravely as I look him in his eyes.I wish I didn't, I froze instantly, and I no longer felt the urge to chase him away nor to run inside. Lucas returns my stare. Slowly he begins to approach me, again getting close to me. The next thing I know my eyes were again closed and our lips were diving into each other again,
Lucas's lips slowly move away from mine. Both of his hands went straight to my face, holding each side of my face. His thumbs spread across my cheeks as we stared into each other eyes, standing very close. A beautiful smile appears on his face. His radiant smile was so contagious that I return his smile. How could I not smile with a beautiful smile like his?"I love you," he once more confesses his strong love for me."I love you too," for the first time I confess my love for him.Lucas was so happy to hear me saying my true feeling for him. A brighter smile appears on his face, and he brought his forehead to mine, gently resting it onto mine. It was cute of the moment we were both sharing. But as we did, deep down I felt doubt that this was not right. I felt like we were going against the moon goddess. The moon goddess knew everything. She was powerful and knew what was right for us, us choosing our own path together I fear that we will end up in our own destru
The entire time I was in the shower. I couldn't help worrying when the right time was to tell Chloe about Lucas and I relationship. I thought about telling her when she returns home, but deep down it didn't feel like it was the right time. It feels like I was rushing.Chloe had a big crush on Lucas the biggest crush I had seen her have with any guys she had a liking for. It felt bad for me to tell her that Lucas and I were together. It saddens me. As much it pains me of deciding to keep it a secret until she finds her mate. It was the best thing to do. Still, I hated hiding anything from her. Chloe was a good wolf and she conceal nothing from me. Doing this I felt like was betraying her."You're trying to protect a good relationship from being broken," I told myself softly as I put on my bra and underwear and started on attiring myself in a beautiful red dress Chloe was so kind enough to give me.I pull done the dress. As I did, I soon started to feel better by
Chloe had gone into the shower. I stood still within the hallway facing the front door wondering what I should do. In my mind, it felt so easy running off to Lucas telling him, but doing it, it was giving me a hard time. I feel nervous confronting him after all the kisses we've shared right on the front porch. I felt my knees begin to weaken and my body trembling.You must, you need to get rid of this nervousness and see him now, I told myself strongly within my mind as I played with my fingers apprehensively. I exhale heavily and soon I was on my way to the front door opening it. I close the door behind me exiting the house. I made a right turn, walking along the side of the house. My speed increases the moment I begin to head up the hill and my heart begins to race. It races even more as I got closer to the house until I was on their front porch.My right hand slowly folded and gently I knock on the door."Dad, are you expecting any visitor," I heard Lucas's s
"Wow you're up so early!" Chloe said surprisingly as she enters the kitchen."You've even completed breakfast already," she again said appall.I smile while I grab a plate and started to share her breakfast, fry eggs, sausage, and bread. Chloe grabs a cup and assist me with pouring out the mint tea I too had prepared. I gave her a plate. She takes it over to the kitchen counter while her eyes are fixed on me."You even change into another beautiful dress," I heard her behind me as she laughs softly. I roll my eyes smiling."Good morning," Mr. Martin greeted me as he enters the kitchen."Good morning, sir," I greeted him back as I hurriedly grabbed a plate and share his breakfast immediately. He thanks me and takes his plate and cup of tea from me."As soon as you're through with breakfast, we leave," he told Chloe. "We're heading to work early today," he left the kitchen."Okay dad!" Chloe yellsI started on my breakfast
"How about your full name for starters and you decide on what I need to know about you," I answer him shyly. My hand run through my hair as I did. My head turns to his feeling his hand held mine. We both stood still as we stare into each eye. "Your hair looks perfect," he told me as he slowly places my hand at my side. "Thank you," I said to him shyly as I lower my head. I felt my cheeks turn red as I did. Lucas's hand gentle move to my chin. My eyes widen and my cheek burns red even more. Carefully he carries my face to his. I stare into his eyes. He too did the same. His hands never leave my chin as we were lost in each other eyes. My lips begin to shiver by the strong touch of his hand against my chin. My entire body soon feels weak. "So, what is your full name, Lucas?" I inquire him I quickly move away from him and continue to walk. I held my head straight as I did not want to be captured by the beautiful stare of his eyes anymore.
I had a wonderful time with Lucas near the pond. He helps me to let go of all the hurt I have been through while we get to know each other. He helps me to heal from all the pain and hurt I have been through. We too enjoy our time spent near the pond. We enjoy it so much that it had become our favourite spot we would visit whenever Chloe and her dad, Mr. Martin went to work. We went there for days after our first date, the day we got to know each other and fell in love even more.Lucas would always ensure I arrive home before Chloe and Mr. Martin return home and too to prepare dinner. We didn't want any of them to be suspicious that I was leaving the house whenever they went to work. Lucas once tasted my cooking and he loved it. My cooking was so delicious to him. I would have to always share a plate for him and give him secretly. We did our best to keep our relationship secret until we both were ready for others to know."Arissa, Arissa," Chloe calls me."I'm go