|ATHENA|
Five years later: “I’m nervous. I can’t feel my throat anymore. Help.” I was all sweaty, and my hands were clammy from anxiety. I couldn’t do this. I should just go back home and— “Calm down, Athy.” Mina placed both hands on my shoulders. “Everything is going to be fine. Have some water.” Mina brought out a bottle of water from her bag and handed it to me. God, she was the best agent. I quickly gulped down half the bottle of water and thanked her. I hadn’t even walked inside the building, yet, I was already so nervous. I wanted to audition for the role of a female lead in an upcoming movie. This was going to be the start of a new life for me. If I failed this, then I’ve failed, period. The audition was being held in an extension building of Star Galaxy Entertainment, which I must add was the most famous and upstanding entertainment company ever created. Since they were fully sponsoring this movie, the audition was going to be hosted out here. I shouldn’t be so nervous about it. The director of this movie was an old friend. He told me that I was the best actress who was going to be auditioning for the role. If I could just calm my nerves and do what I know how to do best, the role would be mine. Yet, this fucking anxiety stirring inside me… “Are you calm now?” Mina asked me with a concerned tone. We’ve been paired for less than a month, yet she’s been the kindest person to me. Maybe it was because she knew that I really needed just one big splash to make it once again in the entertainment world. Everything I had was riding on this audition. I couldn’t chicken out now. “Not really. But I’ll be fine. I have to be fine.” I reassured both her and myself. I remembered the reason why I was doing all of this. If I couldn’t conquer this audition, how would I achieve my real goal? “That’s good. You still remember your lines, don’t you?” Mina asked, I nodded. The audition consisted of me playing two different scenes of my supposed character from the movie. In the movie, the female lead was the daughter of a gangster leader who eloped with and married a poor common man because of love. However, after marriage, she faced abuse from this common man because she was basically better than him in all aspects and the man developed an inferiority complex. She suffered for years under his hand, until one day, she got the courage to report him and send him to jail. Then she returned back to her family as a prodigal child and realized that her father and the relatives she had were all dead to be replaced by a new gang. The new gang leader was a young and cold man who chained her down the moment she returned and made her his personal maid. But they soon fell in love, and after many trials together, they get a happy ending. I was supposed to act out the scenes where the female lead would stand against her father and the one where she realizes that the husband she left her family to be with was a monster. This character was basically designed just for me. I had to get the role no matter what. “Come on. Let’s go in.” I said to Mina, then we walked inside the building. The receptionist at the front desk gave us directions to the auditioning room. Mina and I found the hallway leading to the room easily. We were about to take a turn to get there when I suddenly bumped into someone. “I’m sorry.” I quickly apologized, even before seeing the person’s face. Being courteous was a must now that I was starting all over again in this industry. The person I apologized to tsked in response. I lifted my head to see a young man who easily towered over me. He was wearing a white button-down shirt with black trousers. He had a very slim and toned body. And his face… There was only one person in the world who could be said to have this kind of ethereal beauty. “North…” The name slipped out of my mouth before I even realized. His slim gray eyes widened in that second, showing that he recognized me as well. “Oh, my goodness, hi! It’s been so long. What are the odds of meeting you here?” I spoke to him with a friendly tone. Suddenly, a deep frown settled on his face. “Who the fuck are you?” he asked rudely. I was physically and mentally taken aback. Surely I didn’t look that much different from seven years ago, did I? And I thought he recognized me. “It’s me, Athena Carson. You don’t remember me? We played China and Celia together in ‘The CCs’ show eight years ago. You’ve forgotten?” I said, using my hand to gesture at two Cs that almost formed a heart. That used to be our signature gesture in the show. We acted together for over a year with two great seasons. North’s frown only deepened at my explanation. Then his lips formed into a sneer, and he said, “Oh. It’s you.” He said only those three words, but I have never heard someone use a tone so condescending to speak to me before. “Pardon?” I said, trying to understand why he was being so rude to me. “Athena, huh? You fell off the grid so pathetically, it took me a while to recognize you. Tsk. What are you doing here now? Want to get back into the spotlight?” North spoke with a snobbish tone, and I was really lost. I always knew he had a sharp-tongue, but I never thought that one day I’ll be on the receiving end of it. “I don’t know why you’re being rude to me, but yes. I’m back to get into the spotlight. Have a problem with that?” I bit out boldly. North’s eyes drew into thin slits for a moment, then enlarged to their regular size. “Good luck with that.” He simply said, then sidestepped me and walked away. My hands had already tightened into fists. His good luck wish did not sound like a good luck wish at all. That bastard! How dare he act so smug with me?! “Athy.” Someone shook my shoulder, bringing me back to reality. I turned my head and realized that Mina had been standing next to me this entire time. I suddenly felt embarrassed that she had seen me getting cooked by North. “There’s less than five minutes to the audition. Where’s your head at?” Mina said. I thanked her mentally for not asking about the exchange between me and North that she just witnessed. “You don’t need to worry. It’s all good. My head’s fine.” I said with a smile. However, I couldn’t stop replaying the words, “Oh, it’s you,” inside my head.|NORTH|“What the fuck??!”The sound tore through the entire board room, stunning both me and the board members seated round the table for the ongoing meeting.I frowned deeply, then raised a finger and excused myself from the board room. Since my office was not too far, I headed straight to my office before saying, “Are you insane?!”Using the exact tone that Athena had used to speak.“Ask yourself that question first. I got the dress. Why!?” Athena’s voice was so loud that I could feel it inducing a headache.“You got the dress, so what?” I asked, walking down to my desk to pour myself a glass of water.“It’s encrusted in diamonds!” Athena whisper-yelled, almost as if she didn’t want anyone to hear what she was saying. Mission failed as she had already alerted the entire world with her loud voice at her first sentence.“Why are you acting like you don’t like dresses like that?” I asked with a deadpan tone, taking a sip of my water.The line went silent for a few seconds.I didn’t th
|ATHENA|I frowned as I read the text. What did North want now? I quickly typed out a message and sent it to him in response.[Why?] - A[Cause I said so. Be there.] - N[It’s written in the contract that if I want to see you, you get into a fucking plane and fly over to where I am. Even if it’s in the middle of night and the destination is at the bottom of the ocean.] - N[Fuck you.] - A[I’d rather not.] - NI sighed and stopped responding to his messages. North was annoying like that. The cab stopped in front of my building, and as I stepped inside it, the receptionist on the floor greeted me.It was a surprising action as I’d been living here for the past month and she hasn’t said a single word to me. I responded to her greeting casually and she said:“Something came in for you while you were away.”I raised a brow in curiosity.“For me?” I questioned, taking a step towards her.The young girl nodded her head vigorously, then bent down for a second, only to stand up straight holdi
|ATHENA|In acting, there was something known as bringing someone into a scene. And there was also something known as keeping someone out of a scene.Bringing someone into a scene simply meant acting in a way that the person you were acting with or against would believe in your acting so much that it would make them forget they were acting.It was the ability to bring out the true uniqueness of a character in the person you were acting with. Only really good actors could do that.As for keeping someone out of a scene; it was just as the name implied. It simply meant overshadowing the person you were acting with or against. Being so perfect that the other person felt overwhelmed by your acting.It was a good thing to be able to stun people with your acting, but a terrible thing for your acting to stun your co-actor very much in a scene where it wasn’t needed.I had to try my best not to fall into the latter category. Back in the day, I had a problem of overshadowing people. It was unco
|ATHENA|I internally facepalmed myself after hearing Colton’s words. This man… He really didn’t know when to stop.“Oh, really…?” Henry drawled with interest, his eyes glinting mischievously.“Of course, Athy has been in the business way longer than you. Way longer than any of you here.” Colton raised the pitch of his voice at the second half of his statement, talking to everyone present in the room.“When you speak to her, call her senior, okay? She may look young but she knows allllll about the—”“Colton.” I called out with a restrained tone, pinching the bridge of my nose in embarrassment.That was when the man realized that he had been going overboard and reeled his excitement back in. I couldn’t blame him for acting over the top, though. I was also excited to be back in the game, but super anxious at the same time.Colton was making a big deal out of the entire thing because he was going to get the bragging rights of supporting my name from the start when—if—the movie gets big f
|ATHENA|“Pardon?” I said, checking if I heard her words correctly.Billie’s dark brown eyes were devoid of emotion as she looked at me and said, “I won’t repeat myself again. Don’t talk to me.”My lips parted in surprise at the sudden hostile treatment that I was receiving from Billie. I had never met her in person before, and I don’t remember us clashing back then in my day. So why was she being like this towards me?Billie was staring at me coldly, as if to say, ‘What are you still waiting for? Go on and leave.’Not wanting to force myself to stay where I wasn’t welcomed, I nodded my head and walked away from her. I stared at the other people already seated and I suddenly lost the courage to speak to any of them.I resigned to an empty corner in the room as I began to arrange my scattered thoughts. Was I repulsive in any way? I sniffed myself, checking if I smelled of alcohol. Years ago, whenever someone was rude to me, I would blame it on my appearance and smell. But I didn’t dr
|JASON|“Well, for one, they were able to get their hands on materials that shouldn’t even exist.” My frown deepened as I said these words.No one except my family should know about those days of mine. How come someone was able to get those specific clips of me? How long have they been keeping tabs on me?“The malice the person has for me is deep. I can feel it.” I said, letting Bonnie collect her glasses from my hand and wear it once again.The thought that someone was holding a huge grudge against me, making them go as far as to blacken me in the eyes of the public, it didn’t sit well with me. At all. Why would someone hate me that much? I was totally lovable, wasn’t I?This particular person… I had to smother them completely before they got the chance to strike at me once again.“So, what would you like me to do?” Bonnie asked in a silvery tone, reaching for my shoulder seductively.I smiled. Now, she was speaking my language.I put my hand on top of her own and guided it to my ch