Olivia

I do love him. I really do. There’s no denying that, but once he finds out the secret I’ve been keeping he will throw me to the curb. He told me that he didn’t want me to feel like I had to stay inside all the time; I should go out..

I couldn’t go out because I had no money. Clark wanted my bank details to pay me, but I couldn’t give them to him because I’d told him not only did I have an allowance from mom, but I was doing this in exchange for staying here during the summer.

I couldn’t ask him for any either, but I had to get out, I felt as if my entire head had spun out of control. I’d been here for a month, and it wouldn’t take him long to figure it out. There was no Yale, not anymore. I knew he could pay for the whole thing, but I was in love with him. I couldn’t ask him to do that. I wanted him to know he had my heart, nothing else. This was what drew me to him, and deep down I knew that now. My attraction had nothing to do with needing a place to stay. I had family. If I really