Jade“Hurry up, Jade! We’re going to be late!” Zach’s voice came through the door.“Hold up,” I yelled back. “You took a lot longer in the bathroom and you know it!”He didn’t have a thing to say against that, and I smirked. It was hard for me not to take my time, though. After all, my stomach was a lot bigger now, and while not fully grown yet since I was only in the second half of my third month, the lump was big enough to be visible even under my clothes, no matter how baggy. Still, stepmom somehow managed to get me the right dress to make it a little subtle, and I had to settle it just right on my form so no one could tell, even when I walked around.Today was the open day for our bakery, both mine and Zach’s. Once we both enrolled in culinary school, he’d decided to drop his original plans for university, because of course Zach had plans. We’d graduated from high school, and we had the rest of our lives ahead of us.Finally getting my dress to settle right, I left the bathroom.
I’ve been writing to my stepbrothers, Dean and Vale while they were away. It was easier, then I didn’t know if or when I would see them again. Now, they’re back home. Something about them is damaged. They no longer pat my head and treat me like the little kid they used to. No something happened to them on the field. They’re full of darkness. I should be scared and want to keep away from them. But I remember them as the teens that left to go to war. I know I can mend them. I’ve been doing it for so long. Yet, I worry my heart could get caught in the crossfire and end up damaged.
They were home today, I was so nervous. I hadn’t seen them in five years, but they were back. When they left I was only sixteen. Too scared to tell them how I felt, I wrote letters. I told them they were in my thoughts all the time. At first, they didn’t reply, and I assumed it was a little weird for them getting letters from someone they’d never met.Mom died, dad remarried and Mary was lonely. She had two sons, not only had one of them joined the Navy but both of them. She’d spent all her life on the ranch but her boys weren’t interested. Something which had been in her family for years.Dad offered to help and the next thing I knew they were getting married. It was nice at first, having another woman in the house. I didn’t have a wave of jealousy, but it was clear I wasn’t dad’s little girl anymore and I started to become a rebellious teenager. Until I graduated high school and left.That was when things changed and ended up back to the one place I’d run away from, but this time th
Fire, that’s what we called Bex when she was little. yeah, she was all grown up, but those green eyes and spiky red hair hadn’t changed since she was a little kid, not that she’d grown much over the last six years. She wasn’t wearing a bra. Her breasts bounced as she began to talk. It amused me slightly a lot more than I thought it would come back to this place.Vale winced, the same way he did when he was a kid whenever we came home. He loved being on the ranch, at school, anywhere but between these four walls. As soon as he turned eighteen and could join the Navy, he didn’t hesitate in signing up, not that he had any choice. I joined too. I knew he wouldn’t do it if I wasn’t with him. A burden I’d had since I was a kid. Vale relied on me to do everything, he said I was his right hand, and he couldn’t do it without me. Now, I was a lot more than that, I didn’t mind, he was my brother and I would give my life for him, even more so to turn back the clock.“Here she comes,” Vale whisper
I couldn’t see her, but I could hear Fire nervously pacing the room. She was making me nervous, I thought I was in a place, I once knew. It was unfamiliar territory, something which made me feel even more uncomfortable.“You look more like Pa than Dean.”I nodded, “Maybe, because, unlike Dean, I don’t cut my hair enough.”I could feel her studying me, she drew towards me like a moth to a flame.“It’s not just that. I think Dean lifts a little too many weights. He’s a lot bigger than you.”“Thicker.”“What? Just he has a lot more muscles. I could see it in the white vest he was wearing and his jeans. Everything clung to him. Whereas you’re just wearing a black polo shirt and matching pants, and they even look big on you. Like, you’re a lot smaller in the frame than he is.”I was joking with her, but then her quick response, told me that she didn’t get the joke. I wondered if she looked the same. Sure, she wasn’t the same ten-year-old, we’d left behind. Now close to seventeen or maybe s
Once we reached the barn, I knew things would change between us. He hadn’t hesitated in patting me on the butt. Brushing his arms against me, and even my chest, as he helped me change into my boots. He couldn’t keep his hands off me, and I did my best to flirt with him, from the moment we left the house. “I didn’t know if you wanted to see more of the ranch.”He growled as he stood in front of me. So, close that I could smell his woody scent and his breath smelled of beer. As if he’d had some just before coming to the ranch, even if it was a little early in the day.“No. I just wanted to know if you meant the things that you said in your letters. The part about wanting us back home and missing us?”I nodded, finding myself speechless. I’d given him permission to do what was written all over his face. He lifted me into his arms, taking me into one of the empty stable and gently laying me on the hay.He began to undress slowly, not to tease or be a tease, but because he could barely ta
They were gone for so long, that I was wondering if they planned to come back. I gave up sitting and waiting for them, so I used my time to explore the house. I couldn’t go into dad’s old room. For some reason the door was locked, I found it weird seeing as every door in the house was open.It didn’t take me long to figure out that Daisy’s room had completely changed. It used to be pink with all her awards proudly on the bookshelf from cheerleading, to track. She was athletic and we all thought one day she would get into it professionally, but none of her trophies were on her bookshelf. Even the bookshelf wasn’t there. It was as if her room was cold and bare. It was times like this, I wish I could see. My sight was impaired, not completely lost. So, I could make out objects in the light, but darkness was my main weakness. I used my hands to feel my way around it. Just a bed, and closet. It was almost as if she’d wiped the past out of the house. Out of her mind.My mind returned to the
The last couple of days since we were in the barn, not only has Dean been avoiding me, but Vale too. It was weird seeing him blind, it didn’t make him unattractive. If anything the complete opposite, he walked around with his head held high and he knew where he was going and what he was doing, without a guide.I would be completely lost if something like that happened to me. Things I took for granted such as seeing and hearing everything, he’d lost, but it didn’t phase him. The Vale I’d once known had been replaced by one who was more confident and had taken on a problem and rolled with it.So many questions were running through my head?Like, did the Navy make him this way?Or the issues of the past?They’d received my letters, I kept sending them not even knowing if they got them. The thing was at first, I didn’t receive a reply. I sent them as a way to express how I was feeling and to help with my internal suffering. After the death of our parents, I needed to talk to someone who k