Matthew
I didn't believe in gods or luck, but nothing else could explain the amazing coincidence of Mia Patel walking right into my fucking bar. I thanked my lucky stars. Coming here after the ceremony was the right choice. My eyes trailed after her through the security system in my office like a creep as she made her way to the VIP area. I instantly made a call to one of the guards, Steve. "Let her in," I said. I didn't want her using her money to pay for a ticket in order to get in. When she was settled, I ordered all her drinks on the house. I watched her expressions through the camera, and damn, I should have added audio, but it was satisfying nonetheless watching her changing expressions. As she settled herself comfortably on the sofa and brought out her phone, I suddenly wanted to know what she was doing—her favorite book, music, food. Fuck, I wanted to know everything about her. Her tense shoulders relaxed as she continued downing brandy like it was water. She loosened her hair and let it fall around her as she got lost in what she was doing, only for her cheeks to start reddening. I was fucking grateful for the good camera quality and the fact that the camera was near her, as I could see her eyes glazing over. What the fuck was she thinking? Her eyes widened and her cheeks burned a bright shade of red. She adjusted herself and went back to her phone, forgetting everything around her again. My hands went to my phone. I clicked on the message of the guy I asked to get information on her. I had done that before, but I only needed surface-level information. I had to ask again and request deeper info this time. Mia Patel General Manager of Ravins Corporation Date of birth: August 5th, 1997 28 years old, 3rd child of 4 children, and the most successful No socials, no close friends I scrolled through the pictures gotten from her younger sister's account. Mia might be a recluse, but her sister was definitely a social butterfly. She had tons of pictures of them together under captions like "Best sister ever," though recently it became more of her and her now-husband. A smile spread across my lips without me realizing it. It was obvious she doted on her sister. I carefully went through every available photo of her, and there were a lot of them. By the time my eyes would go back to the screen, she was gone. I checked through the other cameras until I saw her stumbling towards the direction of the club. Like hell I was letting her into the crowd of drunk sweaty people. I stood up and left my office, trying not to appear as if I were in a hurry. When I eventually got to her, she looked lost as hell and was about to crouch on the floor. I pulled her up against me and she giggled, sniffing me up. "Hi there, handsome," she said. Damn, she found me handsome. I tried not to smile. "What do you think you are doing, Mia?" Doing right in the lion's den, she was drunker than I thought. I was so sure sober Mia would be mortified to find out she had her hands roaming over my body, sending blood rushing to an inappropriate place. "Why are you so handsome?" she slurred again. "I'm not usually like this." Oh, but I think I prefer you like this, she prattled on, oblivious of how hard it was for me to focus on anything except her full pouty lips and how they would feel around my cock. I suppressed a growl." Ever since I met you, you've been making me think about things I shouldn't be thinking about," she says, and it takes everything in me to not carry her off at that moment. Instead, I ask in a low, dark voice, "What do you want, Mia?" "I want to kiss you," she said right before slamming her lips against mine without warning. Either she was too drunk or she was a sloppy kisser, so I took control, prying her mouth open and shoving my tongue into it. I groaned—gods, she tasted divine. I pulled her flush against me as I explored, sucked, and lapped. It took a lot not to start groping her right there—she's drunk, I kept telling myself—but lust blinded me. As soon as she tried matching my rhythm, who's a fast learner, huh? I deepened the kiss and I got a moan. Fuck! She moaned for me. I broke the kiss to let her catch her breath. "Fuck," she whispered. Now that I've got a taste, there's no way I would stay away. I grabbed her hand and pulled her along with me, the alcohol making her compliant. I took a secret route only I knew about and we ended up right in my office. The walk seemed to have sobered her up a little as she tried to wrench her hand away from mine. Yeah, tough luck with that. I backed her up till her back hit the wall. She looked at me with hazy eyes filled with desire and defiance that was slowly coming back. "What are we doing?" she slurred, holding on to my shoulders. "Whatever you want, baby," I murmured against her neck, trailing kisses higher and higher till I got to her earlobe. I bit it lightly and she gasped, squeezing my shoulders. I took that as a good sign and continued nipping and biting till I got more. "Fuck, that feels good," she rasped. My mouth went back to hers as my palms cupped one of her breasts. Fuck, they are so perfect. She groaned in my mouth when I started squeezing. I was about to get rid of her dress when a knock sounded on the door. I ignored it, but the asshole knocked again. Frustrated, I left her and dashed to the door. "What the fuck..." The words dried in my mouth when I saw Carlos glaring at me with a disapproving look.Mia’s POVThe first thing I noticed when I woke was the silence. Not the oppressive silence of loneliness, but a softer kind—the kind filled with the faint tick of a clock, the occasional creak of wood, the distant murmur of life somewhere else in the house. My body still hurt, but not in the sharp, unbearable way of last night. Now it was manageable, like a dull echo reminding me that I had survived. My ribs twinged when I shifted, my eye throbbed when I blinked, but I could breathe. I was alive.I turned my head carefully, and my heart squeezed at the sight of Matthew. He was in the chair beside my bed, slouched slightly, his head resting against his hand. His eyes were closed, but the tension in his shoulders and the rough stubble on his jaw spoke of sleepless hours. He looked like a man holding himself together with sheer force of will.A strange warmth flickered through me. He hadn’t left. Not once.“Matthew,” I whispered, my voice hoarse.His eyes snapped open instantly, sharp a
I couldn’t believe I’d lost her. One second she had been there, stepping out of the bar into the night, and the next she had melted into the shadows like smoke. She must have slipped into a crowd or ducked into a cab while my attention wavered for a heartbeat. Goddammit. I should have spotted her. I always did.I drove like a madman, cutting across lanes, scanning sidewalks, scanning cabs, desperate for even a glint of her unmistakable red hair. My pulse hammered as I searched, my chest tightening with every block. When I came up empty, I doubled back, retracing my route hoping she’d pop up somewhere.In a last, irrational hope, I drove to my mansion. Maybe she’d somehow slipped past me, maybe she’d be there, sitting in the living room, safe. Empty. The house was silent. That was when the guilt started clawing at me. I don’t usually do regret. I don’t usually do fear. But this was different. She was different.Hell, I was barely living as it was. Mia was the one thing that made me car
**Mia**The bar lost its appeal after a while. Even Gladys's chatter couldn't drown out the heaviness in my chest. I left after thanking her for coming out to see me, calling an Uber as soon as I got out.The Uber ride back to my house was quiet, almost suffocating. The city lights blurred past the window, but my stomach twisted tighter the closer we got. When the car finally pulled up to the curb, my breath hitched.The street smelled of wet tar and old smoke as I stood on the step and stared at my house. Night had not finished with the world. Spray paint scarred the front wall in thick, clumsy letters. A window on the side lay open, glass glittering on the porch. The lock on the door dangled uselessly.My hands went numb. My pulse beat loud in my throat. I did not let myself think of who had done it first. I only moved.Inside the air was stale with a dozen small violences. Cushions shredded, books ripped from their shelves, photographs stomped into paper dust. My kitchen lay gutted
# MatthewI should have been smug. My plan had worked. The moment I saw her storming down the street, shoulders stiff, fury radiating off her, victory should have tasted sweet. But it didn't. All I wanted was to ease her anger, smoothen the scowl on her face, and make her look at me with something softer.I stayed hidden, watching as she pulled her phone from her pocket, raised it to her ear. I waited, certain she had no one else to call. The thought was pitiful, really, but I consoled myself with the knowledge that I would be enough for her. I hated the sight of her standing alone in the sun. That was on me. I could have had her car repainted after it was vandalized, or simply bought her a new one. But the selfish part of me liked having control, knowing she relied on me for movement, for escape. It tethered her to me, and I wasn't ready to cut that cord. Still, watching her now, wilting under the weight of betrayal, I shifted the matter higher on my list of things to fix. I sent a q
# MiaMy mother's house came into view and my mind nagged at me to turn back, return to Matthew's mansion and warmth. The feeling was so strong that I did not realize I was squeezing his hand until he told me to relax again. I took deep breaths, forcing myself to calm down—I was supposed to be okay with this and I was not supposed to be seeking comfort from the person I was trying to avoid, but the closer we got the heavier my chest felt.The car stopped in front of the familiar gate. I hesitated, staring at the rusted bars that once represented safety to me. Matthew squeezed my hand again, steady and sure. I gave him a halfhearted glare and stepped out.My mother opened the door before I even knocked. Her blue eyes sparkled when they landed on me and she smiled brightly. An older version of myself though wearier. Years of suffering had carved lines into her face, and I hated my father all over again for every mark of pain I saw on her."Mia," she whispered. Her eyes glistened with te
# MatthewThe rest of the night I replayed every move. I could not lose the ground I had finally gained with her. She kept pulling away and I could not protect her like that. Renson was a different kind of threat, desperate and reckless. He needed that shipment. I had no intention of handing it over. He knew I would not, so he aimed at the one with the least knowledge of what she was fighting for. Mia. Telling her would undo her. She did not make wise choices when she was upset. She did not need that kind of raw truth so I needed her closeby until I sorted things out.I tried every angle. Begging would not work. Force was a last resort. Small manipulations would show. I needed her here and I needed it to look natural. I wanted her body. I wanted her heart. I wanted her whole life folded into mine. That thought hit me with a stupid, raw clarity and I cursed under my breath.I had memorized her details. I ran them over in my head until a clean idea landed. One shot. No second try. A pl