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CHAPTER 31 – DOUBT
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Surviving the World to Escape Him CHAPTER 78 – SLEEP YOUR MAJESTY
NANNY WANG I was thinking of stopping the whole thing. The Queen Dowager took care of me, rewarded me well for my work. I wanted to forget about poisoning him. Talk her out of killing the second prince. The poor child was pitiful enough as it is. But she had to go and be more ruthless. She wanted to go after the regent. I couldn’t do to. The regent’s projects got my uncle and aunt hired. They have food on the table now because of him, their son would be able to pay for his studies and sit for the exam. The regent did that for them. He didn’t turn them away because they were old. He asked what skill they had and gave them work. How could I poison him? my uncle meant a lot to me but because I was working for her and worried about what the Queen Dowager would do to them if I were to find out about them. I cut ties with them and never visited again. But I kept an eye on them. Send money to their neighbours to help them when they needed it. Now she wanted to get rid of that person. No.
Surviving the World to Escape Him CHAPTER 77 – NOW OR NEVER
MARK“Are you sure the person you got is going to do it?” I shot her a cold glare. “If you are so capable, why don’t you do it yourself?” she shrunk back smiling nervously. “That is not what I meant, Prince Mark.” She reached for my hand; I pulled it away avoiding her touch. The smile on her face froze. She chuckled nervously. “I meant nothing by it, I got worried because it has been days and nothing happened. I just want to know If we need a new plan.” She was talking as if what we wanted to do was easy. “If it were that easy, you would have done it yourself. You wouldn’t have come to me for help.” I flipped my fan and fanned myself. I was worried too, worried that Nanny Wang changed her mind. Worried that she told that old witch everything we were planning. If she did that, I would be the one who would lose, I was the one who approached her. “I have to go to the palace.” I stood and left. I couldn’t keep putting father off. If things didn’t work out with my grandmother, I at leas
Surviving the World to Escape Him CHAPTER 76 – WHY THE REGENT STILL LIVES
QUEEN DOWAGER“Nanny Wang.” She stepped forward and bowed. “I am here, Your Majesty.” With the lid of the cup, I slowly moved the tea leaves away before taking a sip. “Remind me why I left the regent live, when others were taken care of?” with his recent actions, Julian was making me wonder why I let him live in the first place when I took care of all the other useless princes this kingdom had.“He was obedient, filial, never questioned you and followed the rules. He was the only one who had potential to be a good king.” I hummed, all of that had changed in a short period of time. “Remind me again why I sent him to the village back then.” It was the damned village that changed him. meeting that orphan girl.“He was not sleeping, Your Majesty, he suffered from nightmares about the fire. You thought sending him to the village was going to calm him and put his mind at ease.” I pushed him to go when he refused. I pushed him right into that girl’s hands and she didn’t miss the opportunity
Surviving the World to Escape Him CHAPTER 75 – YOU BROKE MY TRUST
HELENAI didn’t go to the shop that morning. Julian had told me to wait for him and despite everything inside me screaming that I should leave, I stayed. Part of me wanted to see him. I wanted to make sure he was alright. General Tom had secretly told me that he slept outside my door last night. He pleaded for me to forgive him, to let him explain and to try and understand where he was coming from. To understand that some of the work he did couldn’t be shared. His words made me think that I had been too impulsive but then part of me refused to believe I was wrong. This time, his work involved meeting another woman behind my back. It brought trouble to my door. The Queen Dowager. Someone he knew every well I wanted nothing to do with. If he had told me, I would have been prepared, but I was blindsided. Terrified when she called me to the palace. thinking my life was over. Did he think of that when he hid the truth from me? I didn’t think he did. I sat outside under the peach tree th
Surviving the World to Escape Him CHAPTER 74 – THE FALL OF A GENERAL
JULIAN “After court, I will come right back. please, wait for me.” I waited for her to say something, but nothing came. She just calmed walked over to the table where her maid, Rose had just placed her breakfast. I felt defeated, I wanted to stay and explain more. Get her to take to me, but I knew staying wasn’t an option. I had to get to court and finish what I started.I walked out; general Tom was standing outside. “I am leaving the lady to you, keep her safe and if anything happens. Send for me.” I didn’t wait for him to respond or looked back. I knew if I did. I wouldn’t leave. Not with her ignoring me as if all my explanations didn’t matter.I mounted my horse and rose fast through the bustling streets of the capital toward the palace. morning breeze hit me hard turning my cheeks a little red from the cold. But I couldn’t be bothered, I had to get there, deal with the case and go back fast. When I got to the palace, the outside of the throne room was empty. Which meant only one
Surviving the World to Escape Him CHAPTER 73 – NOT AGAIN
JULIAN After I spoke, I watched as the light in her eyes slowly return. I let out a sigh of relief but the next second, that spark faded as if it were never there. I watched her resolute back as he tuned and went back inside leaving me with a heavy heart. I was not hurt because of her reaction to what I did. I was hurt because I had failed to do what I had promised her. Protecting her, I had been so focused on what I was doing that I forgot what it would look like if she were to find out. How she would feel. I was too short sighted. My mind went back to the carriage.The look on her face, how she called me Your Highness, so distant as if we were strangers. How she spoke of me marrying someone else. She wasn’t just hurt or acting distant. My chest burned, tension gathered on my shoulders. Knowing Helena the way I did. She… oh dear gods not again. I stared at the locked door forgetting how to breathe for a moment. Helena was not only acting distant, she was taking herself out of the
Surviving the World to Escape Him CHAPTER 7– SAFE HAVEN, ALMOST
HELENA The forest felt different when I was alone in it. not emptier. Just honest. Every sound mattered now. every snap of a branch. Every shift in the wind. Every breath I tried to keep steady. There was no one left to decide what I was worth. No one left to watch. Only the path. Only me.I follo
Surviving the World to Escape Him CHAPTER 6– THE JOURNY
HELENA The silence after his words felt heavier than anything he had said before. I didn’t speak again; there was nothing left to argue with. He had already decided I was something still unfinished and that was somehow worse than being worthless. I needed to leave, get the hell out of there. with
Surviving the World to Escape Him CHAPTER 5– AND SO, IT BEGINS
HELENA Sunrays seeped through the cracks in the wooden walls. It didn’t feel like morning. It felt like survival continued. I woke slowly, my body stiff in ways that made every breath feel like a reminder of what had happened. For a moment, I didn’t move. I didn’t think. Just lay there, staring at
Surviving the World to Escape Him CHAPTER 4 - FRIEND OR FOE
HELENAHe was back, panic flared. Should I run? stupid thought. Where would I go? How far could I get with a broken body and no strength? Begging? Maybe that would work. He was alone now. That had to mean something. He had lied for me. Maybe, just maybe he meant to help. I looked up at him, searchi
