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Chapter 31
GAVIN
I was alive but I don't feel anything at all.
My mouth and my feet were doing their job but the rest of my body wasn't functioning. I felt like I was just floating, just going where my feet take me.
I just did what needed to be done and after leaving instructions to Timothy, I said goodbye to my men and head off to my car. It would be a long journey back home.
Home. Ironic.
I don´t know where home was now. The only time I really felt at home, was when I have her wrapped up in my arms.
The last five days were the best days of my life. It doesn´t matter if we´re cuddling or she was throwing dagger stares at me. Just having her around was enough for me.
I went here without any expectations, but I got more than what I hoped for.
We might not end up together but at least, she let me in her life even just for a few days. I have memories of her, I could live with that.
Or maybe not, but I don't really have
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