LOGINSTELLA
I didn't know what James was up to, but I could tell that he needed me to act like I was his girlfriend, and as his secretary, I had to always help him out of every problem he got himself into.
He was such a pain in the ass.
I didn't mind pretending to be his girlfriend because that kiss we just shared had my knees buckling in response. My entire body felt hot and I could feel a little dampness in my sensitive spot.
Fuck it, he was a great kisser. No wonder women followed him like damn sluts. I would too, if I wasn't his secretary.
I was drawn out of my thoughts when I felt someone's hand collide with my face and I realized that I had been slapped hard by James’ mother. This was definitely not the reaction I expected.
“You've been dating my son for months and you couldn't bother to inform me? I'm the reason you got here, have you forgotten?” She yelled in anger and I let out a sigh, wondering how I would tell her that it was all a lie.
“Mom!” James immediately came between both of us as he shielded me from his mother's attacks. “You have no right to slap my woman. It's not her fault but mine so hit me instead.” He said in anger and I could have sworn that my stomach flipped when he called me his woman.
“This is crazy but I'll let it slide. I don't care how you do it but let that scandal be off the internet before the day ends. And for the both of you, I'll address it another day.” She huffed in annoyance as she left the room and I just stood there frozen with my cheek that still stung from the slap earlier.
“Are you alright? Does it hurt so much?” He asked in concern as he turned to me and if I didn't know better, I would have thought he cared about me so much. But I knew better.
“What is this about now, Mr James? What trouble did you get yourself into this time?” I asked in annoyance as I walked over to my drawer and took out a cooling patch before applying it to my cheek.
Fuck, that slap hurts like hell. It made me feel even worse given that his mother was the only reason I was here in the first place.
“You know the bimbo I told you about? That was Freya—”
“The model? You fucked around with a famous model?” I asked in sheer shock as a scoff of disbelief escaped my lips and he nodded in response, his lips curling into something I didn't quite like.
“She came after me. What was I supposed to say, no? She was hot as fuck so why should I reject her?” He replied with a nonchalant expression and I fought the urge to smack the living shit out of his face.
“Let me guess, now there's a scandal spreading about you two like wildfire and your mom came here to get you a wife so you can finally settle down. You didn't want that so you lied to her that we were dating. Correct me if I'm wrong.” I said in annoyance and when he flashed me a sheepish grin, I knew I was right.
What a cocky bastard.
“Do you realize what you just got yourself into? Your mom won't let this slide. You're either gonna marry me or marry the woman your mom chose for you. How will you take care of that?” I asked with my arms crossed and he finally let out a sigh as a serious expression clouded his face.
“I would rather marry you than get into an arranged marriage.” He replied, his expression as serious as ever and I froze for a second, not expecting that response.
“But, we don't need to get married.” He added and I raised a brow at him. “We simply need to let the news of our relationship spread instead of the rumors. Let the media see us together. Let them speculate. When the scandal finally dies down, we can come up with a break-up story and go back to being CEO and secretary.”
His words made sense. But for how long? What if the scandal never dies down? What if Freya decides to go crazy?
“So you're advising that we fake-date for a while until the scandal dies down? What do I get in this deal? I can't just sit around and be your pretend girlfriend while I get nothing in return.” I said with crossed arms and he scoffed in response before twirling the pen on the desk in his fingers.
“Whatever you want is yours. All you gotta do is ask. Besides, being the girlfriend of James Hawthorne should be considered a privilege.” He replied smugly and I rolled my eyes at how narcissistic he was.
“Also, we need to set rules for this fake relationship of ours. We need to keep it as professional as possible. No intimacy of any sort in private. We're allowed to act like couples crazy in love with each other when in front of the media or your mom. But here with no one around, we're just the CEO and secretary.” I said sternly as I moved to take a seat but he suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled me to his chest.
Fucking hell, why did he smell so good?
“And what if I wanna say no? What if I don't want our fake relationship to be just out there but in here?” He asked as he trailed his finger on my chin but I quickly pushed him away and took a step backward.
“Then it wouldn't be fake anymore, would it?”
“What if I don't want it to be fake?” He asked softly as he stepped forward, trapping me between the wall and him, and I froze.
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James' POV The minute I walked through the store, the cold air hit me. It was a nice calm from the heat waves that permeated the early seasons of summer. Out of reflex, I adjusted my suit, my mind made up. I had to break it up with Natalia today.She on the other hand seemed relaxed, too relaxed.I watched her shoulders sag in relief as she munched on the fried chips, her eyes lighting up the minute she saw me." James! Thank goodness you are finally here, the party planner had to use the bathroom but I'm sure she will be done soon" The party planner...our wedding planner." I see you got here early" I remarked instead, taking my seat." Well, I knew you would be reluctant to show up so I had to make sure you did. You should try their fries, it's so addictive I could not stop chewing on it all day" " I have something to tell you, and I want you to be grounded when I say this okay?" I asked.The light in her eyes dimmed as she pursed her lips." Hey! Finally the man of the hour is
Stella's POV I was still not over the pain. It was the throbbing in my limbs and the pain that seared through my being as I made to get up from the umpteenth time." You should rest, it's been a long week for you" I heard the doctor say even though I was not quite seeing him.My mind flashed back to less than twelve hours ago when I laid helpless on the cold floor. I could still feel the mold and the grime clinging to my clothes like a second skin as I tried to get the blood out of my lungs to breathe.I knew he had come in, the gun shots leaving in rapid fire as he clutched me into his arms.It was not James, but I could hear his mutter over and over." You will be fine, James sent me for you" My eyes were laden and I felt the increasing urge to close them, and when I finally opened them again, I was here..in this white washed room with this doctor that kept poking needles in my arms." You have a visitor though, if you want him to come in"I already knew who it was and even thoug
JamesThe lines between reality blurred as I stared at him wishing it wasn't true.I looked back at my phone, her battered up body and eyes closing as she tried to hold on to life stared back at me, gaping.Shit. " I will kill you. I will make sure you die a very slow and painful death" I said, voice shaking.But he did not care. A small smile pressed on his face as he shrugged." Oh please save me the drama. I am giving you an option am I not? I can tell you where she is right this instant. I will ask them to stop torturing her, I will give her to you. All you have to do, is walk out of this place a loser." James, don't do it. He is playing with you" Adrian whispered to me.I could not think straight, I could see her in my mind's eye, calling for me. Begging me." I can't do this..I have to get her" I said to him.He gave Brad a long look before pulling me aside, raising my head to look at him, the unshed tears that welled behind my eyes confronting him.He sighed." You walking ou
Brad's POVI adjusted the straps on my arms, my eyes blurring as I stared in the mirror.James was nothing.The knock on the door came, followed by the door handle twitching as my assistant let himself In." You called for me sir" he said.I flung the towel over my shoulders, taking off my boxing gloves." You know sometimes when you need something, you have to ruffle a few feathers right?"His eyes peaked.He had worked with me for five years, but somehow, he still did not understand my lines." I don't understand sir" I sighed, taking a sip of my bottle water, the sweat glistening on my chest." I'm talking about the duel coming up with James." " Do you need me to cancel it?".My eyes thinned as I glared at him." No. I want him a little... weak on that day" I knew how that sounded. I hated that I had to admit it but James was stronger. He was better than me and I could not let him win." Sure. I can spike his drink and..." I scoffed." James is a careful bastard. He knows bette
STELLA’S POVI gripped the edge of the rails as I took another step. The physical therapist had already left, and I was supposed to practice walking on my own, but it felt so impossible for me to even move one foot. Even when I pushed myself, it felt like my bones were grinding against each other. It just hurt so badly. My legs trembled and I quickly lowered myself back onto the bed before I collapsed.My chest rose and fell very fast, and God help me, I was not okay. Not even in the slightest.It wasn’t just physical. It was mental, and even emotional.I lay back against the pillow, staring at the ceiling. The room was quiet and my heart wouldn’t stop racing. It felt like I was about to have a panic attack.Today actually made it twelve days since I’ve heard his voice or even seen his face.These past twelve days have been the worst of my entire existence. I keep asking myself what exactly I did wrong, and I couldn’t pinpoint it, but I was ready to apologise because I couldn’t lose h







