LOGINJAMES
It was adorable to see Stella all flustered. She was always so uptight and stern but right now, with her trapped in my arms, she was flustered as fuck. Teasing her was fun. It made me want to do it even more.
“What do you mean you don't want it to be fake?” She asked, nearly stuttering and a small smirk graced my lips as I leaned even closer so that our breaths were mixed.
“What do you think I mean, Stella? Don't you notice the way I stare at you? Isn't that enough to show that I feel something for you? Every bimbo I've fucked, every girl I've brought to my office while you listened, was to make you jealous. Haven't you considered that for once?” I asked softly as my thumb gently traced her bottom lip and for a moment, she looked mesmerized, causing me to smirk in amusement.
She was so gullible.
Until she suddenly pushed me backward, and I almost stumbled due to how harshly she pushed me. Damn, she was strong. And maybe she wasn't as gullible as I thought.
“We both know you did those things just to get on my nerves. And to get me on your bed, nothing more. Seriously, Mr James, playing around like this is childish as fuck.” She replied in annoyance as she brushed her shirt and I tugged on my bottom lip with my teeth.
She was not just hot but smart as hell. She was my type. But she wasn't wrong. Everything I did was just to get her in my bed. Why was she playing so hard to get?
“Fine. We'll keep it as professional as you want. But if you end up falling in love with me—”
“That won't happen in a million years, Mr James. I should caution you to not fall in love with me instead. I can be very tempting.” She interrupted me with a confident smirk and oh, how I wanted to break that confidence out of her.
“Alright, Missy. What are your rules? Let's get down to business.” I said as I sat down on the couch while she took her seat behind her desk before running her tongue over her lips.
That action right there always made me lose my mind. I couldn't help but imagine how it would feel if she ran that pretty pink tongue of hers over my—
“Here are my basic rules,” She started, interrupting my lewd thoughts and I finally glanced up at her. “We can do whatever couples do in public, but it is strictly forbidden when we're alone. You're not allowed to touch me inappropriately. You don't own me. So don't try to act like you do.” She said with a stern expression and I sneered in amusement as I leaned into the couch.
“Feisty, I love it. I have no problem with your rules. As long as you do what you're supposed to do, we'll be fine.” I replied and she hummed in response before returning her attention to the pile of documents in front of her.
I wanted to kiss her lips again. They were softer than I had imagined. Damn, she was driving me insane. And I won't back down until I have her where I want her.
In my bed.
“We need to make our first appearance. That'll cause a spark and we'll be the next source of gossip. What do you say?” I asked and she glanced up at me with a slight frown on her face before she finally nodded.
“That sounds fine. You make the preparations and let me know what I need to do.” She replied before returning her attention to her book and a scowl formed on my face at how nonchalant she was.
“I'll pick you up by eight. Make sure to look your best.” I said harshly before leaving her office but I didn't miss the look of confusion on her face as I left.
Why was I suddenly throwing a tantrum? Stella had always been like that. But it was definitely more annoying now that she was my pretend girlfriend. She didn't give a fuck about anything and I wouldn't lie that it didn't piss me off.
The day went by in a flash and it was already time for our date. Stella had left the office hours ago, acting like we did not share a passionate kiss earlier today. Returning home, I didn't waste time and quickly freshened up before draping on my favorite suit.
I drove to her apartment that I was all too familiar with and the moment I parked the car, she stepped out of her house. I was dumbfounded for a minute as I stared at her in a blue sundress that did nothing but hug her tightly in all the right places.
How did she know I was wearing a blue suit as well? We were matching without even trying. I stepped out of the vehicle and opened the door for her as she got in silently.
She didn't notice that we were matching until I got into the driver's seat.
“Oh? How are we wearing the same color?” She asked in amusement as she buckled her seatbelt and I chuckled in response before driving towards the restaurant.
“Let's call it telepathy?” I replied as the car sped down the road and she chuckled softly before looking out the window in silence. The way the wind blew her hair and the glow from the moon made her look even more ethereal as she sat with a smile.
“You look beautiful.” I blurted out and she turned to look at me in surprise as a soft chuckle escaped her lips while I cleared my throat in embarrassment.
“Was that a compliment?” She asked as a soft laugh escaped her lips. I was about to reply when I noticed the large crowd in front of the restaurant.
Those damned media.
STELLA’S POVI gripped the edge of the rails as I took another step. The physical therapist had already left, and I was supposed to practice walking on my own, but it felt so impossible for me to even move one foot. Even when I pushed myself, it felt like my bones were grinding against each other. It just hurt so badly. My legs trembled and I quickly lowered myself back onto the bed before I collapsed.My chest rose and fell very fast, and God help me, I was not okay. Not even in the slightest.It wasn’t just physical. It was mental, and even emotional.I lay back against the pillow, staring at the ceiling. The room was quiet and my heart wouldn’t stop racing. It felt like I was about to have a panic attack.Today actually made it twelve days since I’ve heard his voice or even seen his face.These past twelve days have been the worst of my entire existence. I keep asking myself what exactly I did wrong, and I couldn’t pinpoint it, but I was ready to apologise because I couldn’t lose h
Brad’s POVThe moment James walked out of my office, the air cracked. I didn’t even realise I wasn’t breathing well until the rage tore through my chest.How the hell did he find out? Where did I slip up? What gave me away? I roared, grabbing the nearest file off the desk and hurling it across the room. It hit the wall and the papers scattered everywhere. This wasn’t happening. It felt like I was losing my mind.I slammed my fist on the table.DAMN IT.My vision blurred with anger. Everything I had been planning, everything I had been building—I was so careful, but James still found out.The door to the office opened again and I thought it was James. My heart jumped, but it was Don. He walked in looking calm and composed while I was trying to steady myself.“He knows,” I said through clenched teeth. “James knows everything. He knows I’m the head of the Triad. We are exposed, Don, and do you know what that means?” I slammed my fist on the table. “He’s going to do everything within his
James The mirror reflected a man I couldn't recognise. I was dressed in a black crisp suit, hair combed back slickly. There were no traces of all my sleepless nights and the rage eating me alive from the inside. Without Stella I just felt like a shell of myself, but in this suit I looked like I had everything figured out and this was perfect for what I was about doing. I slid my hand into my pocket and went downstairs and into my car. I'd expected my heart to at least skip a beat but nothing like that happened, so this was what emptiness felt like. When I got to Brad's company I stepped out and made my way straight to his office. Every step I took was one of confidence. The guards nodded stiffly when I passed; they were all Triad and I never knew all those while ago. Brad's office door was half opened like he was expecting someone. Maybe I was that person today. I was dropping the whole pretend act. Brad had to pay for his crimes. He was behind his desk, leaning back with that f
JAMES I had been training nonstop. It had gotten so bad that days blurred together. I wasn’t sure how long had passed—nights felt like minutes and then morning again. My body was aching, but my mind refused to rest. I thought I would be the one flying to London, but instead he was the one who came to New York, and from the moment he arrived he hasn’t given me a second to slack off. I poured everything I had into this training. My anger, frustration, guilt, sadness—the fact that I couldn’t be with Stella. Every single thing. God, I wanted to be with her so badly, and that made me punch harder. This was all his fault. Brad. He was the reason all of this started in the first place. My brother. My blood. My family. I was going to take his head. And the more the thoughts consumed me, the harder I trained. “Again,” Adrian barked. I didn’t argue or anything like that. I just swung. My fist connected with his jaw so hard that he fell to the ground, and blood was rushing out of his mou
STELLA Doctor Lois came in with his usual bright energy like he was a magician about to perform a magic trick. He had his signature bright smile on but I just stared at him blankly. “Alright, Stella,” he announced cheerfully, “today is the day. I know you can't wait—me neither. We are going to be taking off your cast and from tomorrow we would be starting light physiotherapy.” Soon he grinned, “you would be out of here. Freedom from the hospital food and always seeing nurses and all the beeping from the annoying machines. And you can get to live your life again.” He seemed genuinely excited for me. He expected me to be excited too. I was even supposed to be more excited than him, but I wasn't. My mind wasn't even here. I kept staring at the blanket covering my legs and my fingers playing with the hem of the blanket. Lois kept talking and talking, telling me how it would feel weak at first but later with practice and exercise I was going to regain my balance. He explained how I s
JAMES Her voice on the other end of the call broke my heart but I couldn't respond, I just listened. “James please tell me this is all a joke.” I pressed the phone to my ear as if I couldn't hear her clearly enough. I wish I could yell surprise, it's all a prank, but I was actually broken up with the love of my life and she had no idea. Even after the call had ended I couldn't stop replaying her voice in my head. The only thing that calmed me when I was in a worst place was remembering she would be at home waiting and instantly my entire mood would light up. “GOD... GOD!” I screamed. It felt like what I did hadn't fully settled in because I found myself hoping, praying, and begging God that this should be a dream. I'd just wake up from and find Stella laying peacefully. I hated that my life had gotten so bad I regret waking up in the mornings. I just want to sleep and never wake up. But I'm not that lucky to die through my sleep. I always wake up in this cruel world. All the







