Mag-log inRYKER'S POV
My heart didn't slow down. The devil was closer now—too close. Fear tangled with desire and I hated how badly I wanted this.
“This isn't romance.” Leonardo said calmly, watching me intently.
“I know.” I breathed, chest tightening.
“You'll belong to me.” He said, meaning each word. “In public, you don't exist. But in private–” He paused, his gaze dropped briefly. “You do.”
His words seeped into my chest, sharp and burning. Shame and fear flooded my face.
I understood what this was. I knew what I was getting myself into. But I chose to flow with it. As long as it was him, my crush.
“Then, take me.” It escaped my lips before I could stop myself, desire and want flashing in my eyes.
That was it.
Our lips met sinfully.
My eyes sparkled before they closed, and I leaned into him. Our tongues clashed, fighting for dominance.
His hands gripped my shoulders, pulling me closer. I gasped when he bit my lip, and I pressed back, wanting more.
The kiss turned rougher and hungrier. The heat in the restroom increased.
I let my hand explore his muscular physique; his muscles, his back, his hair–
“Keep your slutty hands, boy toy. I handle the touching.” He cautioned hoarsely against my lips.
Boy toy? Jeez! What have I gotten myself into?
Nevertheless, I obeyed, and my hands fell by my side.
Leonardo's hands moved skillfully, digging into my shirt, trailing my chest down to my perfectly toned abs in a maddening slow pace.
I shuddered when I felt a twitch in my crotch.
“Hmm..” I couldn't resist the moan.
He smirked, knowingly lingering his hands on the lower part of my abdomen. Gosh! He was doing things to me.
His lips moved to my neck; biting,licking and sucking.
“Fuck…” I cursed breathlessly, my head fell back in pleasure.
Fuck! I badly wanted to touch him too, to explore his body just the same way he’s doing
But I dared not, not when he warned me gainst it.
“Ahhh Fuck.” It left my lips again when his lips grazed my earlobe softly.
My cock kept twitching, stretching with need. I could feel a bulge in my pants.
“Hmm…nardo...”
His body went stiff for a split second. It made me wonder if I just did something wrong. I stared into his eyes, searching for an answer, but his gaze remained blank.
I gulped, trembling slightly.
Then slowly , his hands trailed down to my dick, rubbing the hard monster through my pants.
“Ahhh.” I bit my lips, arching my hips.
Then his hands dipped into my pants, slipped past my boxers and grabbed my dick.
It sprang out–hard, erect and veiny.
I watched as his eyes flickered with lust.My heart thumped wildly in my chest. Inwardly, I hoped he found it attractive.
My crush was starring at my dick lustfully! Can today get any better? I thought and my face burned bright crimson.
He moved away from me and fished out lube.
My eyes followed his every move, my Adam’s apple bobbing in anticipation.
He returned back to me and our gaze locked. He applied the lube on my dick, slowly. I shuddered, enjoying the feel of those sexy fingers on it.
My heart raced.
“Ever being touched by a guy?” He asked, unexpectedly.
I bit my lips. How was I supposed to tell him that I wouldn’t even react to another guy’s touch, not because I didn’t feel, but because I was obsessed with him?
I shook my head.
His eyes twitched with suprise for a brief moment.
“Good.” He muttered coldly.
Good? Why Good?
As soon as his hands began rubbing on my dick, my head went blank.
I rolled my eyes in pleasure.
Then, his hands began the real deal, stroking and rubbing–fast and sensual.
“Arrgh…yeah.” A moan tore through my lips.
“Do you wank?” He asked, his lips a breath away from mine.
I nodded, vividly recalling how I always masturbated with his pictures.
Oh Geez! I'm a whore!
“Words….” He groaned, rubbing my leaking precum and smearing it on my dick.
The sweet sensation hit me, “Yes.” I muttered breathlessly.
His lips teased my earlobes, igniting heat within me.
“How did it feel?” He whispered hotly against my ear.
“Good.” I muttered.
He smirked. “How does it feel right now?” His lips met with my neck, licking and biting.
“Fucking better.” I cried out, the pleasure was too much to take. He wasn't just pleasuring me with his hands, his voice alone was enough to ruin ten underwear.
While he sucked on my neck, he gave me a hand job, pounding on my balls.
“Hmm…I'm about to–Fuck.” I cursed, whining my hips.
“Cum for me, boy toy.” He whispered lustfully and he increased his pace, stroking harder and rougher.
“Arrghhh…”
“Don't hold back, boy toy.”
“Fuck…ahh…fuck.” I was breathless as my cum shot out onto his palm.
He gazed at it like a meal he couldn't wait to devour.
My eyes fluttered close as I panted heavily, sweating.
“Eyes on me.” He ordered and I obeyed.
He shoved his hand into his mouth, licking my cum.
My stomach flipped.
“Hmm…healthy.” He mumbled, savoring the taste.
My face flushed. If anyone had told me our first meeting will turn out this way–I won't have believed.
My heart jiggled with excitement.
I couldn't wait to squeal excitedly into my pillow.
“It's…It's late. I should get going.” I whispered, biting my lips shyly.
He threw me a sharp, burning stare.
I flinched.
“Get on your damn knees and give me a fucking blow job, boy toy.”
Ryker’s POVI was a bad friend.The thought didn’t just sit in my head. It echoed, bounced off the walls of my skull like it had nowhere else to go, like it wanted to be heard, acknowledged, punished.“I’m a bad friend,” I muttered again, this time out loud.Chris and Oliver were still standing across from me, both of them quieter than I had ever seen them. No jokes. No teasing. Just this heavy, uncomfortable silence that felt like it had weight.I dragged a hand over my face and reached for my phone again, even though I had already tried calling Ronaldo twice in the last five minutes.It rang.Once.Twice.Three times.Pick up. Please pick up.The call ended.I stared at the screen like maybe if I looked hard enough, it would change its mind and ring again.“He’s not going to answer right now,” Chris said gently.I swallowed. “I know.”But I still dialed again.This time it went straight to voicemail.Something inside my chest twisted so sharply I had to sit down.“I should’ve been
Ryker’s POVBy the time I made my way back toward the stadium, most of the noise had already died down.The electric buzz that had filled the air earlier was gone, replaced by scattered voices, distant laughter, and the occasional echo of footsteps against concrete. It felt like walking into the aftermath of something big… something I had somehow stepped out of halfway through.Maybe I had.My hands were stuffed into my pockets as I walked, my head slightly lowered, my thoughts louder than anything around me.And then I saw him.Leo.He stood a few feet away, Catherine right in front of him, her face tilted up toward his, her voice animated, her hands moving as she spoke. He looked composed, controlled, like he always did in public.Like nothing ever touched him.Like nothing ever got through
Leo’s POVI kissed Ryker several times on his cheek, his face, his nose, his neck, everywhere my lips could touch.Then I pulled my shirt back over my head.My hair was still damp from the shower we just had, the memory of it clinging to my skin, to my thoughts, to him.The way he moaned when I bent him over in there and fucked his ass till we both visibly shook.Even now, as I looked at him, lying on the ground, clad in nothing but his shirt and his black briefs, I still felt like I hadn’t gotten enough of him yet.And I doubted that I ever would.I pushed myself up from the floor.The joints in my bad leg protested immediately, sharp, biting pain shooting upward like lightning crawling through bone. My jaw tightened, but I kept my face neutral, steady, untouched.Like nothing was happening.
Ryker’s POV“Are you sure you're okay?” I asked again, my voice softer this time, like if I spoke too loudly, I’d somehow make the pain worse.He didn’t answer immediately.Leo was still sprawled on the ground, one arm thrown over his chest, the other resting loosely by his side. His breathing was uneven.“I will be,” he finally said, like it was an afterthought, like pain was something he could simply schedule around. Then he tilted his head slightly, eyes finding mine. “Come here.”Like he hadn’t just collapsed.I frowned, already crouched beside him, but I moved closer anyway, my knees brushing the cold floor as I leaned in. “How badly does it hurt?” I asked, my chest tightening with every second he didn’t give me a real answer.&l
Ryker's pov I let out a gasp, my cock practically jumping in response to his feather like touch.His words echoed in my head making me even harder, even though I didn't think that was possible.He didn't bother warning me before he took my full length in his mouth. I felt my eyes roll to the back of my head.My hands immediately went to grip his shoulders to steady myself from falling.He chuckled, while his right hand caressed my waist so tenderly like the thought I might fall apart from his touch alone.He wasn't wrong.His tongue traced my entire length, teasing me, daring me to do something. Then he gripped my cock aggressively and sucked my cap."Le—Fuck" My whole body shook as the room filled with the sound of his mouth pleasuring me–sloppy sounds like he was devouring something whole.I gripped him even tighter “Yes Leo, oh fuck. Yes" I shamelessly meowed in the empty space.His right hand left my cock and went up to my waist again then slowly drifted to my ass cupping m
Leo's pov This was peace.Kissing Ryker didn’t feel like a chore or an obligation. It didn’t feel like something rehearsed, something expected, something staged for an audience that was always watching, always judging.It felt quiet.Like the world had finally shut up for once.Like the expectations had stopped clawing up my neck.But the way this peace came… it left something bitter curling at the back of my throat.I broke it off immediately.“No—wait,” I muttered, my voice rough, my chest rising too fast. My entire body was alive, electric, aching for more, but I forced myself to pull back.Ryker let out the softest sound of protest, something between a breath and a whine, his fingers tightening in my shirt like he could hold me there.God.He was adorable. Everything about him reckoned to me in a way nothing else or no one else has.That alone nearly ruined my resolve.I swallowed hard.“I need you to understand what you’re signing up for,” I said.He pouted his lips were red,
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Leonardo’s POVThe dean’s secretary looks like she’s about to faint when I push through the frosted glass doors, shoulders loose, expression unreadable.Everyone always acts like they’re bracing for an earthquake when I walk into a room.Maybe they should.I barely sit before the dean clears his th







