LOGINRyker’s
He grabbed me and pulled me against him.
Yes!!
But then he paused, seeming startled by the intensity of his reaction. But I didn’t really think about that, what it meant, if it meant anything. Instead I swallowed, pressing myself against his bulge.
My mouth watered as he groaned. We’re back on track.
What I wanted was so close, so fucking close. He’d been my crush for so long it seemed like forever. My hand began to snake down–
“You know,” he said speculatively, pausing to press his warm tongue on the pulse at my neck. I wasn’t listening until he pulled back, arms on my shoulders, instead of where I’d like them to be. “I think I could convince you to still be my boy toy without protection.”
I pause, cocking my head. What was he going on about? “Yes,” he nodded. “I think I still could have.”
I caught up with the conversation, a little confirmed in why he was bringing it up now. Of course he could have. My crush on him was as large as the grounds this school sat on top. It was a stroke of luck I remembered to add something in, to not just toss myself at him fully.
“I touch you and you shatter," he laughs, and as if to prove his point, he grabs my face closer as if he’d kiss me. He grins at the hopeful expression on my face, one I can’t control. “I want to keep seeing you squirm, toy, it’s very entertaining.”
And I was squirming. I felt like he was straying far away from the reason we were supposed to be here. Let’s go back to what we were doing! I begged in my mind.
Scrambling, I try to think of something to say that will help. “But,” I started, hearing how whiny I sounded even to my own ears, “If we don’t… then you won’t—
I paused, stopping. Oh right, he could get some anywhere. And he is, with those bitches.
He laughed, obviously seeing where my mind had drifted off. He’d backed up enough that I could fold my arms across my chest and I did. A dubious idea entered my head.
I hoped it would get a reaction out of him.
I stayed quiet, stayed still, as he leaned in again. Then when I was sure he would hear, I whispered, “Then I'll go find someone else too.”
His eyes shuttered, going hard. His hand lashed out to grab my neck and my cock jumped in my pants. Yes!
I registered the urge to smile as he began to cut off my air circulation. His cove was basically a growl when he said, “If you let anyone else touch you, I'll get you to the edge of pleasure and keep you there for so fucking long you want remember what an orgasm feels like.”
Well, that had backfired spectacularly. “That's not fair!” I said, the words bursting out of me with what little air I had left.
God, I was getting a little lightheaded. But what did that say about me that I didn’t care? That I was still hard? That I would take whatever Leonardo would give me because it was him?
“I don't fucking care,” he growled, his other hand rubbing me over my trousers. My head fell back against the wall, a whimper stuck in my throat. “This isn't a democracy, and I really don’t like sharing my toys.”
“But–!”
He pressed harder, with both hands and sparks exploded behind my darkening eyes. Jeez!! “Do you understand?”
“Yes.” The word left my throat almost in a wheeze and then I could breathe again.
I gasped for air as Leonardo walked away from me running his hands through his hair angrily. I almost felt bad, I hadn’t meant to make him mad, I’d just wanted to shake things up a bit.
“I'll throw you a bone,” he started, his back to me, as he cracked his neck. “Everytime we meet up, depending on how good your… performance is, I'll have less women after you.”
As I was processing that, he turned here, and the hard edge of anger was gone from his face. There was mischief there now, and it excited me just as much as it made me apprehensive. “Or if you're very good, no women at all. Are you up for that challenge?”
My eyes widened. No bitches? Leonardo won’t fuck any bitches if I could make him very satisfied? I nodded, quickly feeling the bite of the imprint of his fingers in my neck.
I almost hoped it bruised. Ryker!
But it was true. I’d have him etched into my skin as I was doing absolutely anything throughout the day; watching a movie, in class, taking a bath.
I wanted that, badly, almost enough to rile him again to see if he put his hand working my neck and deepen the lines.
Would he fuck me now?
I gulped, swallowing the extra horny thought to say, “should I take off my clothes?”
“Not just yet, toy. I said I would make you squirm. You’re not getting fucked tonight.”
Unconsciously a disappointed whine left my throat and he marched forward until my back was touching the walls and his fingers were around my neck again, the pain flaring up around them.
“On your knees, boy you, let's see how good you can make me feel, how much of me you can earn.”
Determinedly I dropped to my knees. I was going to make him feel so good, he would go straight to bed tonight.
Those bitches can’t have him!
Leo’s POVThe house was empty there was no sound of Catherine moving around. No footsteps following mine. No quiet reminders that she was there.I couldn’t even remember where she said she was going.And honestly?I was glad.For the last month, Catherine had practically become attached to me.Everywhere I went, she was there.Every meeting, every event, every place I had to be, she somehow found a reason to come along.It was suffocating.I knew she was trying to fix things between us, but the harder she tried, the more I felt myself pulling away.Especially because every time I looked at her, I thought about Ryker.I hadn’t seen him.I hadn’t texted him.I hadn’t called him.Because I didn’t know how I was supposed to see his face and then come back here and lie beside Catherine like everything was normal.Like I wasn’t thinking about someone else.Like my heart wasn’t somewhere else.The worst part was that Catherine had become more physical too.At night, she would try to touch me
Catherine’s POVI lay comfortably on the bed, staring at the ceiling.My body ached in places I didn’t even know could ache. My back hurt, my head was pounding, and I felt like I hadn’t had a proper night’s sleep in weeks.I shifted slightly.Then I froze.I needed to use the bathroom.With a small sigh, I pushed myself up from the bed and walked towards the bathroom.The apartment was dark. Leo was still asleep, his back turned towards me.I looked at him for a second.Even now, after everything, he still looked peaceful.It almost made me angry.How could someone look so calm and yet be so stubborn? I turned away and entered the bathroom.My eyes landed on the small bag sitting beside the counter.My heart tightened.I had lost count of how many pregnancy tests I had secretly taken every week.Sometimes more than once.For four weeks, I had watched that tiny little stick like it held the answer to my entire future.And every time, nothing.Nothing.I had started wondering if maybe
Ryker’s POVYou would think that after one month, everything would have started to fix itself.That the misunderstandings would clear up. That the tension would finally fade away. That the silence would stop feeling like a heavy weight pressing against my chest every single day.But it didn’t.If anything, everything felt even more confusing.Milestone was almost completely empty now. Most of the students had gone home after finals, leaving behind quiet hallways and classrooms that used to be filled with noise and endless conversations.Even my roommates were gone.Chris had gone back home. Oliver had left a few days after exams ended. Ronaldo had also left, although he made me promise to call him every day.I hadn’t seen Leo since our conversation.Not once.Not a message. Not a call.Nothing.I tried not to think about it too much.I tried to convince myself that he was busy, that maybe things with Catherine were complicated, that maybe he was trying to figure things out.But every
Catherine's POVI should have followed my first instinct.I should have mentioned Padrino from the very beginning.The moment Leo started acting like he suddenly had a choice, like he could just throw away months of plans and expectations because of some stupid obsession, I should have reminded him exactly who he was dealing with.But maybe it was better this way.Because now, the fear in his eyes was real.Leo could be stubborn. He could be arrogant. He could be impossible.But he wasn't stupid.He knew what happened when someone crossed Padrino.The last time Leo tried to challenge him by refusing to give that speech, he disappeared for weeks.And when he finally came back, he had an injury and a story about some accident.I remember how worried I was when I couldn't reach him and how I asked so many questions. Questions that I never got answers to, and I stopped pestering not because I didn't care.But because I eventually understood the rules.There were things people like us were
Ryker's POVI woke up to my phone buzzing from incoming messages. The day was bright and mild sun filtered in from the windows.For a few seconds, I just stared at the ceiling, not really aware of where I was. My body felt heavy, but my mind felt strangely lighter.Then my phone vibrated again.I reached for it lazily and unlocked the screen.Several messages from a group chat, I rolled my eyes about to shut my phone off and get some more sleep when I saw it.One message.From Leo.My heart immediately started beating faster. Leo: Meet me in front of your dorm tonight. It’s really important.I read the message again.And again.A strange mixture of emotions settled inside my chest.Excitement.Fear.Confusion.Because what if this was it?What if the letter yesterday had been his final gift to me?What if this meeting was where he was going to finally tell me that we were done?I swallowed.The thought hurt more than I wanted to admit.But at the same time, I couldn’t ignore the s
Ryker's POVI tried calling Leo again before I finally stepped into my dorm.Again.The call rang until it went straight to voicemail.I stared at my phone screen, my fingers tightening around it. I had already called him twice, and both times there had been nothing.No answer.No message.Nothing.I stood outside the dorm door for a few seconds longer, my mind running in circles.What if paying my tuition was his way of saying goodbye?What if this was his grand farewell gift because he knew he couldn't stay?The thought made my chest ache.Because knowing Leo, that was exactly the kind of thing he would do. He would rather destroy himself quietly than look me in the eye and admit that he couldn't keep doing this.But this wasn't some small goodbye gift.This was my entire future.I
Leonardo's POVI crumpled to the ground, pain ripping through my leg so violently that for a second I could not even breathe.Fuck.He shot me.He actually shot me.The world narrowed into white heat and ringing ears. My palms hit the floor as I tried to steady myself, but the second I moved, agony
Ryker's POVI scratched at my hair as I walked into my dorm building, dragging myself up the stairs like each step personally offended me. It was already noon, the kind of late that made you feel useless before the day had even properly started. I
Leonardo's POVThe taxi came to a halt in front of my family house, and I got down, making a beeline toward the big burgundy mahogany door before the driver had fully pulled away my jaw locked so tight it hurt. The morning air was cold, but it did nothing for th
Ryker’s POVWhen I woke up, the first thing I felt was warmth on my stomach, followed by a bitter aftertaste sitting stubbornly at the back of my mouth. I couldn’t really identify what either feeling meant at first. They just existed before my brain fully caught up. My body felt drained, heavy in a







