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WHAT DO YOU MEAN NOT A GUY?

Author: Ray Nhedicta
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Chapter 40

Max

I barely slept, every time I closed my eyes I could feel Ace's hands on my skin and taste him on his lips and my whole body felt restless like it was missing something vital.

Around two in the morning I gave up trying to sleep and grabbed my phone, there were three texts from Ace.

The first one said: Are you awake?

The second one sent ten minutes later said: Probably not. Sleep well.

The third one sent five minutes after that said: I can't stop thinking about today.

I smiled at my phone like an idiot and typed back: I'm awake. Can't sleep either.

His response came immediately: Come over.

My heart jumped into my throat, it was two in the morning and going over there now would be a terrible idea, but I was already pulling on jeans before I could talk myself out of it.

Jordan was snoring in his bed as I crept out of the room, the dorms were quiet and dark and I felt like I was doing something forbidden which I guess I kind of was but I couldn't make myself care.

I knocked
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    Chapter 41His hand tensed in mine. "I wasn't gay Max. I'm still not. You were the first guy I ever felt anything for and it freaked me out.""You were confused too?""Yeah I was so confused." His free hand came up to run through his hair and I could tell from the movement that he was agitated. "I spent that whole afternoon with you feeling things I didn't understand, wanting to see you again in a way that felt different from any friendship I'd ever had. And then you disappeared and I thought maybe that was for the best because at least I didn't have to figure out what those feelings meant.""Ace.""Ace.""But then two months later Freya brought you home and all those feelings came rushing back and I was so angry. Angry at you for forgetting me and angry at myself for still caring." His fingers tightened in my hair almost to the point of pain. "And angry that you were with my sister when you were supposed to be with me except I didn't even know if I wanted you like that or if I was

  • THE HOCKEY ALPHA WANTS ME   WHAT DO YOU MEAN NOT A GUY?

    Chapter 40MaxI barely slept, every time I closed my eyes I could feel Ace's hands on my skin and taste him on his lips and my whole body felt restless like it was missing something vital.Around two in the morning I gave up trying to sleep and grabbed my phone, there were three texts from Ace.The first one said: Are you awake?The second one sent ten minutes later said: Probably not. Sleep well.The third one sent five minutes after that said: I can't stop thinking about today.I smiled at my phone like an idiot and typed back: I'm awake. Can't sleep either.His response came immediately: Come over.My heart jumped into my throat, it was two in the morning and going over there now would be a terrible idea, but I was already pulling on jeans before I could talk myself out of it.Jordan was snoring in his bed as I crept out of the room, the dorms were quiet and dark and I felt like I was doing something forbidden which I guess I kind of was but I couldn't make myself care.I knocked

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    Chapter 39MaxAce laughed and the sound was breathless and genuine. "What sucked?""Stopping. Being responsible. All of it.""Welcome to self control.""I hate self control.""Me too right now."He turned on his side and propped himself up on his elbow looking down at me, his hair was a mess from my hands and his lips were swollen. His shirt was twisted and he looked like he'd just been thoroughly kissed, the sight made my chest feel tight.I'd done that to him."You look thoroughly kissed," I said and reached up to smooth his hair down but it just sprang back up."So do you.""Is that a good look?""On you? The best look."I reached up and touched his face, my fingers tracing his jaw, his skin was smooth except for the slightest hint of stubble that I hadn't noticed before. He leaned into my touch, shutting his eyes in the process. I watched the way his eyelashes cast shadows on his cheeks, watched the way his lips parted slightly."You're so beautiful," I said without thinking an

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    Chapter 38Max"Hi," I said stupidly because I couldn't think of anything else to say when he was looking at me like that."Hi.""Thanks for icing my knee.""You're welcome."Neither of us moved and we just looked at each other and I felt that pull again, that magnetic force that seemed to exist between us now, stronger than before, impossible to ignore, and I wondered if he felt it too or if this was all in my head.But then his eyes dropped to my mouth and I knew he felt it."Can I kiss you?" I asked and my voice came out rougher than I intended."You're asking permission?""I'm trying to be respectful.""Max you've already kissed me like ten times today.""So is that a yes?""That's a please do."I leaned in and kissed him and his lips were soft and warm and tasted faintly like chocolate from the candy bar he'd eaten.It started gentle but quickly deepened because I couldn't help myself, couldn't stop myself from wanting more.His hand slid up my thigh to my hip and gripped there,

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    Chapter 37MaxWe stayed like that for a while longer, my head on his chest and his fingers drawing lazy circles on my back. I could feel his heartbeat under my ear, steady and strong and somehow comforting in a way that made my own chest feel tight.Neither of us mentioned leaving or classes again or anything that existed outside this room, and I was grateful for that because the moment we acknowledged the real world this bubble we'd created would pop and I wasn't ready for that yet."Are you hungry?" Ace asked eventually and his voice rumbled through his chest where my ear was pressed."A little.""I have some snacks in my drawer.""What kind of snacks?""The good kind."He shifted under me and I reluctantly moved so he could get up, immediately missing the warmth of his body against mine. I watched him walk over to his desk, noticed the way his shirt was still twisted from my hands, the way his hair stuck up in places where I'd run my fingers through it, and something in my chest

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    Chapter 36MaxHe was so close and he smelled so good and all I could think about was kissing him."I forgot what I was going to say.""Did you?""Yeah.""That's interesting.""Why is that interesting?""Because I don't think you came here to talk at all." He shifted slightly closer and my heart rate picked up. "I think you came here because you wanted to see me. Same reason I've been checking my phone all morning hoping you'd text.""You were checking your phone?""Yeah Max I was. Because last night was..." he paused like he was trying to find the right words. "Last night was really good and I wanted to see you again.""It was really good," I agreed. "The kiss I mean, kissing you was really good.""Just really good?""Amazing. Incredible. The best thing ever."He smiled and it lit up his whole face. "The best thing ever?""Don't make me say it again.""But I like hearing you say it.""Kissing you has become my favorite thing," I said and watched his eyes go wide. "Better than Basket

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