LOGINThis taxi smells like cheap cigarettes and a nauseating orange air freshener. I pressed my forehead against the cold windowpane, watching the lights of Beverly Hills blur into streaks of light as we sped away.
Behind me, in that palace of a house, David is probably still on his knees on the cold marble floor. Or maybe he’s already gone back to holding Erica. My mind is spiraling. Every time I picture David’s hand touching my half-sister’s shoulder, my stomach twists violently—as if an invisible hand is intentionally wringing out my womb.
"Miss? Are you... alright? You’re bleeding!"
The driver’s voice jolted me back to reality. I looked down at my lap. On the white satin dress draped over my thighs, a small red stain was beginning to spread. The contrast was jarring: deep, dark crimson against the pure white fabric. My heart skipped a beat.
"Keep driving! To the airport!" I screamed, my voice cracking and hoarse. "Hurry! Don’t stop!"
I gripped the car seat so hard my fingernails snapped, but the sharp sting was nothing compared to the shattering of my chest.
Please, don’t die now. I was talking to my baby—the only reason I’m still able to breathe this poisoned air. David took my dignity, he destroyed my world, but he cannot take the life inside me. If this baby goes, there is nothing left of Samantha.
When we reached the airport, I threw a few hundred-dollar bills at the driver and dragged my suitcase away without looking back. My steps were heavy, stumbling as I fought the sharpening pain in my lower abdomen. This white dress felt like a thousand tons of lead pulling me to the bottom of the sea. Every pair of eyes watching me in the departure terminal felt like they were stripping my misfortune bare.
I headed straight for the furthest ladies' room, locked the stall, and retched. All the luxury, all the expensive food from the party, came back up as a bitter bile that burned my throat. I stared at my reflection in the small mirror inside the stall. My mascara had run into black streaks down my cheeks; my face was as pale as a corpse forced to walk.
"Angel," I whispered bitterly, remembering David’s pet name for me. "You have so many 'angels,' how could you be so cruel?"
With trembling hands, I yanked at the back zipper of the dress. The sound of the fabric tearing was immensely satisfying, as if I were ripping away my entire history with that man. I shed the expensive silk, letting it crumple onto the wet, filthy floor. I reached into my suitcase and pulled out an oversized black hoodie and leggings.
I dressed with stiff, mechanical movements. Then, I grabbed a small pair of scissors from my makeup bag. Without hesitation, I grabbed fistfuls of my long blonde hair and began hacking it off haphazardly. The blonde clumps fell to the floor, mingling with the bathroom grime. I didn't want a single part of me that he had ever touched to remain.
I was squeezed into the very last row of economy, between a man who smelled of sweat and a plane window that vibrated violently. The cabin air felt thin, suffocating lungs that had been struggling to draw a proper breath for hours. Every time the plane jolted from turbulence, my womb throbbed with pain, sending signals of danger that made me shiver with terror.
I kept my palms pressed against my stomach, trying to offer a warmth I no longer possessed myself. "Stay in there, sweetheart. Please..."
"Would you like some water, Miss?" The flight attendant looked at me with suspicion. Probably because of my ghastly face and the jagged, messily cut hair.
"No," I replied shortly, without looking up.
I closed my eyes, and the darkness immediately dragged me back to that garden in Beverly Hills. Erica in her provocative red dress. The photos of David fast asleep with another woman. And that lab report... eight weeks. David got my half-sister pregnant while I was struggling with morning sickness for our child. He planted a seed in another womb while I worshipped his every touch.
Bastard. Traitor.
Every time I remembered David’s face as he knelt pleading at the stairs, the nausea returned. I had loved that man more than my own life; I thought he was my final harbor after my parents discarded me for their own selfishness. It turns out David was just a more destructive storm.
The cramp hit again, sharper this time, like a knife being slowly twisted inside my gut. I bit my lower lip until the metallic taste of blood filled my mouth, trying to drown out the internal agony with a different pain. I couldn't faint here. I had to make it to Vermont. I had to reach my grandfather’s old log cabin on the edge of the woods—the one place David forgot to put on his list of assets because it was in the name of a great-grandfather long since considered missing.
Pushing through the haze of anxiety was grueling, but I managed to hold on. After the long flight, I finally touched down in Vermont. I moved quickly, dragging my suitcase onto a bus to continue the final leg of the journey. The anxiety slowly faded, replaced by a bizarre sensation in my head and gut.
When the bus doors hissed open in front of Miller’s General Store, the night chill cut straight to my bones as if I were standing naked in a blizzard. The snow was falling heavily, white-washing my vision until I was nearly blind.
I stepped off the bus with feet that had gone numb. My head was spinning violently. With every step, the pain in my stomach screamed for attention, and black spots began to dance across my vision. The suitcase I was pulling felt like solid concrete, hampering my already stumbling gait.
"Just a little further, Sam... don't give up now," I whispered to myself.
My legs gave out when my body finally refused to take another order. I tried to grab the lamppost for support, but my hand only caught empty air. I collapsed onto the frozen asphalt. The cold snow touched my cheek, and for a moment, it felt incredibly peaceful. I wanted to sleep and find that this was all just a nightmare that would vanish at sunrise.
"Hey! Who's there?"
I heard the sound of hurried footsteps crunching through the snow. Someone was approaching. I tried to open my eyes, but my eyelids felt like they were made of lead and glued shut.
"My God... Miss? Can you hear me?"
The scent of flannel and pine. I felt a pair of strong arms lift my body from the frozen ground. The touch was rugged, yet a warmth seeped into my skin.
"Please... save my baby..." I whispered with the last of my strength.
As my consciousness began to flicker out, I caught a glimpse of the man helping me. A face that was hauntingly familiar.
"Sam? Samantha?" The man’s voice was panicked, but it carried an agonizing note of nostalgia. "Hang on, Sam! Dammit, what happened to you?"
The world went completely black.
David’s POVFive Years Later.I am a ghost, trapped in a cycle of regret for one thousand eight hundred days. It’s hard to believe how fast time has slipped away.How is Samantha? How is my child? Where is she?Those three questions never leave my mind."Daddy! Look! I drew a big ship!"The door to my study swung open, and a four-year-old boy came running in with a piece of paper in his hand. Leo.My hardened expression instantly softened. I knelt down, letting the boy collide with my legs. I lifted him up, kissing the top of his head which still smelled of baby soap. Leo has large eyes, and every time I look at him, I search for a trace of Samantha in them, even though I know it’s impossible."That’s great, Champ. Who is this ship for?""For Daddy! So Daddy can come home early and play soccer with me!" Leo laughed, his tiny hands patting my cheeks."I promise. Once this work is done, we’ll play in the park, okay?"I sat Leo down on the large sofa in the corner of the room, giving him
Samantha’s POVThe first thing I felt as consciousness started to creep back was a bone-chilling cold, followed by the sharp smell of antiseptic and a rhythmic beeping next to my ear. I tried to move my fingers, but my body felt incredibly heavy.A sharp, pulsing pain in my lower abdomen reminded me of the deep crimson stain I had seen on the airport bathroom floor. My heart started racing wildly. Using whatever strength I had left, I tried to feel my stomach beneath the stiff white blanket."My baby... Please... don’t..."Hot tears began to stream down the corners of my eyes. My thoughts immediately flew to David. I swore I would return to Beverly Hills only to watch David crumble with my own hands.The door to the room opened softly. A middle-aged nurse came in with a clipboard in her hand. The moment she saw my eyes open, she gave a reassuring smile."Relax, Mrs. Miller. You are in a small clinic in Vermont. You passed out due to extreme exhaustion and dehydration.""The baby... my
David’s POV"Goddammit!"I snatched the half-empty bottle of Macallan off Samantha’s vanity and, with one violent jerk, hurled it at the mirror.Shards of glass exploded in every direction. My reflection shattered into a thousand jagged pieces—just as broken as my heart felt when I saw the look in Samantha’s eyes at the top of the stairs. That gaze, which used to be filled with adoration, held nothing now but a void that chilled me to the bone."Samantha!" I roared, my voice echoing through the vast room that now felt like a tomb.I trashed everything within reach. The bedside lamps, our framed wedding photos, even the crystal flower vase her mother had given us. I needed physical pain to drown out the gaping hole in my chest. But the more I destroyed, the more suffocated I felt. This room screamed her name, yet all that remained was the white dress she had ripped off and discarded on the garden floor.Erica stood in the doorway. Her garish red dress looked even more revolting to me n
Samantha’s POVThis taxi smells like cheap cigarettes and a nauseating orange air freshener. I pressed my forehead against the cold windowpane, watching the lights of Beverly Hills blur into streaks of light as we sped away.Behind me, in that palace of a house, David is probably still on his knees on the cold marble floor. Or maybe he’s already gone back to holding Erica. My mind is spiraling. Every time I picture David’s hand touching my half-sister’s shoulder, my stomach twists violently—as if an invisible hand is intentionally wringing out my womb."Miss? Are you... alright? You’re bleeding!"The driver’s voice jolted me back to reality. I looked down at my lap. On the white satin dress draped over my thighs, a small red stain was beginning to spread. The contrast was jarring: deep, dark crimson against the pure white fabric. My heart skipped a beat."Keep driving! To the airport!" I screamed, my voice cracking and hoarse. "Hurry! Don’t stop!"I gripped the car seat so hard my fin
Samantha’s POVAll around me, a sea of people moved with grace, draped in pristine white. An all-white garden party.This baby shower filled me with warmth; I couldn't wait to finally hold the little one we’ve been longing for these past two years, the child who would bring a million joys into my life. This was David’s idea, a celebration he said symbolized the purity of a new beginning for our small family.The scent of blooming white roses from every corner of the garden filled my lungs. Instinctively, my hand stroked the large bump of my belly, feeling a subtle movement from within that never failed to make my heart flutter."Be patient, my love... soon you’ll meet both your parents. We love you so much," I whispered softly, barely audible amidst the clinking of crystal glasses and the polite laughter of high-society guests.In front of me, two meter-high cake towers stood grandly under a silk canopy that fluttered gently in the breeze. One was pale pink with sugar pearl decoration







