SUNSHINE:
When I reached the dining room, Mother and her husband as well as my other five stepbrothers were already at the table. Knoxx's delicious scent hit me hard.'Mate,' Helena exclaimed. 'Let's go to him, Sunshine.''Knoxx is our enemy, Helena. He ruined our wedding, remember?' I recalled. I tiptoed, making my presence as small as possible, but they noticed my presence. Especially Knoxx. "Sunshine. We've been waiting for you," Alpha Ezra said. Did they?Sometimes, I couldn't help but feel that my presence felt like it was no longer essential in this house. Or was it not necessary in the first place? It was only me who was asking for a spot in this family. The five siblings were having a great time eating and talking about what happened in their day.I bowed. "Sorry to keep you waiting.""That's okay. Have a seat." He motioned the seat next to Knoxx. But instead, I sat opposite him. If there was no other vacant seat. I wanted this to end as soon as possible. I could not stay in the same room with Knoxx. He doesn't want anyone to know we were mates? Same with me!"Sunshine. Are you okay?" Mother asked. My heart tightened. If only she would always ask me how I was, maybe I would feel less that I was alone in this new pack. Mother had blended well in the family. She was all smiles to my other stepbrothers, seemingly forgetting my presence and that she still had a daughter in the house. Until now. Good for her. She didn't even ask whether I was okay or not after my wedding. All she cared about was my stepbrothers and stepfather. Only this time.Smiling sadly, I responded, "I'm trying to get better, Mother. I will forget about this for a couple of months.""You will forget about Alpha Jericho. There are far better men than him. You will meet your second chance mate and he will love you the most."If you only cared about me, Mother, you would know that I already found my other mate. And that was the man glaring at me now. "I don't want to meet him, Mother."Knoxx's expression turned dark. Did I hurt his pride? It served him right. "Your mate doesn't want you, either," Knoxx replied. "I also don't like him," I responded. "I don't need a man who will only betray me in the end. I don't want someone good at telling lies and then who will hurt me in the end. If you get what I mean, Alpha Knoxx."A low growl escaped his lips. "Knoxx. Stop throwing a fight with your sister.""She is not my sister."I showed him my fist. The other four brothers did not like what I did but held themselves in check."Boys!"They straightened themselves aside from Knoxx. "Sunshine. You're not touching your food," stepfather declared, seeing my untouched food. I had nothing against him. He was good to be. It was Mother whom I had something. Despite the pain of what happened to my wedding, I was glad that it also happened. I never wanted to be someone like her. "I…I don't have the appetite, Alpha. Seeing Knoxx's face ruined my appetite.""Sunshine. That's not how you will talk to your alpha," Mother scolded. Alpha Ezra held his hand. "Let her be. It's good that someone will make Knoxx stay on his ground." His eyes softened when he looked at me. "When will you call me Dad?"Calling him daddy would only mean forgetting my biological dad who died in a war against the rogues. I was only three years old back then when Father was alive. And the only thing that I could only remember was the laughter whenever he played with me. But then he was killed and we were demoted into omega and slaves. "I'm uncomfortable about it, A-Alpha. Maybe when I get used to it," I explained. My eyes darted at Knoxx. If looks could kill, I would be dead now. I glared back at him. I hated him. To the eternity and beyond."It's been more than a year since you came here, Sunshine. Maybe you should start getting used to it. Besides, I'm no longer your alpha, but your stepdad. Your brother is the new alpha."I appreciated all his efforts to make me feel comfortable. When we got here, Alpha Ezra wanted us to dine together every day so that we would be comfortable with each other. Something we still had not achieved. His five sons, especially Knoxx, scared the hell out of me. It felt like I was all alone now despite the presence of everyone around me.If I had known this would be my life, I should have not left my previous pack and let Mother leave. I would have not met Jericho and been betrayed by my own mate. Helena whimpered inside my head and I could not help her. "Don't force her," Knoxx interjected. "We cannot force an unwilling woman.""Knoxx!""What? That's true. What's the point of this dinner if she won't talk?"I fisted my fist. How dare he! He never even felt a little bit sorry for what happened to my wedding. The worst thing of all was that I was paired with him. What kind of sick joke was this? A stepbrother for a second chance mate?The pack would mock us!"Knoxx. We will give her all the time.""You're babying that woman.""Knoxx!" Alpha Ezra shouted and punched the table. "Watch your mouth! You might be the alpha, but you are still my son. In this room, we are a family."Mother and I flinched as the utensils danced. The servants around us whimpered. I felt their fear as they hugged each other. "No family would willingly ruin his step-sister's wedding," I mumbled.Knoxx's head went in my direction."What. Did. You. Say?"My heart felt like it was going to burst. It thumped loudly against my ribcage."No family would willingly ruin his step-sister's wedding," I repeated, this time louder, and stared at him in the eyes. "Brother," I added, calling him using the words he never liked to hear from my mouth. A low growl escaped from his lips. "Sunshine," Mother interjected. "Will you calm down?"Calm down?I scoffed. "How could you tell me to calm down after what he did to my wedding, Mother?""What did he do?" Alpha Ezra asked. Oh, right. Stepfather did not know that his beloved son had entered my room and showed me the video and pictures. No one did not know what had happened.'Don't tell him,' Knoxx ordered using our mind link. 'What if I tell him? Who do you think will sympathize?' I retorted. 'Or do you want me to tell him that we are mates?''No!' he shouted in my mind. 'Don't you dare, Sunshine. If you do, I will make sure you will be punished.''Make me, Brother. I challenged you. You want war, I will give you war, Brother.'"Sunshine. Tell me. Don't be scared of my son."'Don't you dare, woman,' Knoxx muttered. I smirked.SUNSHINE:I felt like I was an eggshell when I returned to the pack. My mind was a mess and I did not know whether I should be happy or not at the turn of events. Jericho had just broken the engagement and wanted me to be with Knoxx as if it were simple. It was not. How could I be with someone after knowing I hurt the person who truly loved me?“Sunshine? You okay?”I lifted my gaze after I stepped out of the car. Knoxx was at the garage, washing his car. Good for him. He turned off the faucet and wiped his hands on his pants. He was shirtless and sweat decorated his chest. Or maybe it was the water from the faucet. If I was not in shock at what happened earlier, perhaps I was already licking my lips upon seeing his body. “Do I look okay after seeing you?”“You were already not in a good mood when you stepped out of the car.”A low growl escaped from my lips. “You shut your mouth.”He heaved a sigh. “Have you eaten?”“Why does it matter?” I snapped. “Don't pretend like you care
SUNSHINE:Knoxx loved me. He finally loved me. Too bad, when I already gave up, he came chasing me. Why did it have to become this way? “What do you expect me to say?” I asked. “Do you want me to say that I have feelings too? How many times do I have to remind you that I already have Jericho? Why can't you see that?” I growled.Please don't confuse me, too. I pity Jericho. He was a changed man and I did not want to sin. My conscience won't allow that. “I…I don’t expect anything, Sunshine. I just wanted to tell you my feelings. I don’t…want to have any regrets.”“You really don’t care what your pack would say?”“Anyone’s opinion doesn't matter anymore, Sunshine. This time, I will pursue what I want. I won't stop unless you are already married. I don't want to live in regrets.”I inhaled deeply and pocketed his handkerchief. If only he confessed when I had not accepted Jericho…then maybe…there might be a chance between us. A sad smile spread on my lips. “Is this the kind man you ar
SUNSHINE:“Alright, Jericho. That’s good. Tell me if everything is okay.” I had to marry Jericho so that Knoxx would stop pestering me. I meant he already made it clear that he did not want me. So, I hoped he would stick to that. Sensing that someone was watching me, I looked around and found a pair of eyes watching me intently. Shite. My heart skipped a beat when I caught sight of Knoxx. He was about to enter the hall but stopped upon seeing me. If I stayed here, our paths would always cross. I had to get out of this pack as soon as possible.“I’ll be calling you back later, Jericho. T-thanks,” I muttered, in a hurry. Knoxx's steps faltered. As if he debated on approaching me or not. “Yes. Take care, Sunny. I love you so much. I hope this will be the start of something new. I love you,” he whispered lovingly. My mind went blank. He loved me. Until now? But my love for him had already disappeared when Knoxx entered the picture. What should I say?I bit the inside of my cheek
SUNSHINE: Out of reflex, I stood at the bed and scrambled away, losing my balance and landed on the floor with a loud thud. I gasped when a wave of pain exploded. I cursed loudly. Knoxx was suddenly on my side and asked, “Are you okay, Sunshine?” His voice was full of worry. His eyebrows raised and that was the time when I realized he was clean-shaven and his hair was also cut properly. He looked handsome…that I could not stop myself from thumping loudly against my ribcage. Jericho's face flashed inside my head. Guilt swallowed my heart. How could my heart jump because of someone else? Disgusting.“Do not touch me. Stay away from me. Your touch repulses me.”Knoxx let out a shaky breath. “Sunshine. I’m only checking if you are hurt.”“I’m not that weak. Why did you come here?”My heart continued to hammer against my chest. What was he doing here? Staying in the same room with him brought so many memories. I wanted to run away from him and hide.“I’m glad you're not in pain.”
SUNSHINE:I am going to marry Jericho a month from now. That was our agreement. Jericho’s parents were both excited and I had already told everyone in the family about it. Yes. That includes my stepbrothers as well. Mother was thrilled but my stepbrothers were not. It was as if they wanted me to wait for Knoxx. I sighed and rolled to my side. Leaving this room was not something I wanted to do now even if Jericho and I both agreed that we would be choosing wedding dresses even if the wedding ceremony was only simple. His Mother insisted that we should choose my dress properly for a prosperous life.I did not want a luxurious dress. All I wanted was a peaceful life. A peaceful married life. Marriage. Am I going to do this or am I only using Jericho?He said he was willing to be used, another part of my mind said.He did, but the guilt…If you don’t want to feel that, try loving him so that it will fade.I was not the type to use other people. I would rather be used than to be anoth
DANTE:The alpha was drunk again and stayed at the river, while watching the bonfire, I mused to myself as I hid on the large tree. I wanted to be disappointed, but I also understood why he was acting like this—his youngest brother's death. I wanted to pretend that I did not know what was happening to him, but I did.My heart tightened when he would call his dead brother and sometimes Sunshine when he was so drunk. I looked at the sky which was full of stars. I wished the day would come when Alpha Knoxx would stop blaming himself. He got worse after Miss Sunshine went back to the pack. Did the two have a falling out? If I were the alpha, I would not let anything separate me from my mate regardless of the reason. May it a step sibling or not.Alpha Knoxx emptied the contents of the bottle and put it aside. He already drunk five bottles of beer. There were five more left for him to empty. Still, he continued taking care of his people. Little by little, they accepted him as their
SUNSHINE: Jericho knew he messed up the moment he saw my expression. It turned sour until it darkened. His mouth opened and closed until he fell silent.I clenched my fist and put them on my side. “You think it’s about Knoxx?” That man who left me? That man who never wanted me? “What do you think of me, Jericho?”You liar! How could you lie with a straight face?Isn’t he the reason for all of this? Isn’t he the reason why you could not move on to the present, Sunshine? The other part of my mind asked.Jericho went to the window, pulled out something from his pocket. A cigarette. As if reminded that I hated the smell of it, he grabbed one stick and snapped it into two. “It was him. You loved that man,” he insisted. I lifted my chin, feeling my lips quivered.I was glad that he was not looking at my direction or he would know that he was right. I loved Knoxx. I loved the man who said he liked me but never loved me. At all.My chest went heavy. Fuck.How long will I continue to dea
SUNSHINE:“Mom. You don’t have to pressure Sunshine about that. We did not come to visit here for that,” Jericho declared in my defense. Lifting my gaze, I saw how his cheeks flamed with embarrassment. Cute. Cute?I chuckled nervously, but his mother won’t stop any moment from now. She pinched his son’s side.“Oh, come on, Jericho. Have you been slacking off? How many times will I tell you that you should win her back? I want her as my daughter-in-law!” his mother scolded.Mentally, I sighed in relief. She did not hate me for what I did to their son.‘Why would they when it was Jericho’s fault?’ Helena interjected. ‘It was right to reject him.’‘The last time I remember, you were bawling your eyes out when I rejected him.’Helena sneered. ‘That was all in the past. I want Knoxx to be better.’“Honey. Let’s just let the kids deal with it.”“That’s right, Mom. Right now, Sunny and I are friends.”“Friends?” His mother’s disappointment was evident on his face. “I never said that you two
SUNSHINE:The heart hammered against my ribcage as I walked in the hallway while clenching my fist.How could the beta ask me what would happen to Knoxx if ever I married Jericho when the alpha specifically showed me that he had nothing to do with me? Men. Did they think women had all the time to wait for them? Like the heck!I should seriously consider if I want to marry Jericho or not so that this will stop.‘What will happen to our mate, then?’ Helena asked, whimpering. She had been silently crying in the corner of my mind.‘That is no longer my concern. Knoxx has chosen and it’s time for me to do the same.’“Sunshine. Wait!”I heard footsteps and I did not need to stop to know who it was. Cayden. The rational one among the brothers. And he was also the most sane person who never blamed me for what happened to the youngest brother. How unfortunate we were never given the chance to be closer as siblings. “Sunshine. Can we talk?”I stopped and faced him. Sweat coated his forehead f