Chapter 2_yes my birdie, does that feel good?

"you're a whore Wren Sinclair" I groaned into my pillow.

I definitely regretted yesterday and as the perfect innocent girl I was, I would pretend like it never  happened.

On autopilot, I zombied my way into the bathroom.

Turning the shower on, I replayed last night's conversation.

"You're telling me to kiss you, all tongue and spit, finger you, and by that I mean my finger's gonna be in there, I'll probably have to eat you-"

"You're a whore Wren Sinclair" I repeated weakly. All of a sudden the bathing liquid seemed like it needed me to caress it around my breast. I moaned quietly fondling my peaked nipples.

"-My finger's gonna be in there-" my fingers trailed their way to my pussy, touching myself. It didn't feel good, it never did. I never understood why girls touched themselves for pleasure. It was like I wasn't made with a pleasure switch there.

"-I'll probably have to eat you-"

"Jesus Wren! Get your head out of the gutter" I cautioned myself.

I had decided to forget about last night but his words kept replaying in my head.

Kai Anderson had always had an unfiltered mouth. And I was his safe space to let it all out. He'd say the dirtiest of things with a smirk on his face, and we'd laugh about the vivid descriptions of girls he'd been with. We were that comfortable with each other, we'd been best friends for 8 years since I and my dad moved right beside his house.

To Kai, sex was a hubby and a duty. His words not mine.

He'd made a drunk speech of being responsible for giving every Lady a one in a lifetime sexual experience and to enjoy himself while at it.

Apparently I wasn't worthy of that one in a lifetime experience and the faster I scrapped the idea out of my head, the better.

I rinsed off and stepped out of the cubicle.

Staring at my warped reflexion on the fogged mirror, I laughed.

"Fantasising about your best friend and touching yourself Sinclair?" Oh how the mighty has fallen.

"Wren? You're gonna be late honey" my dad called from outside my room door.

"Shit. Almost done daddy". Daddy seemed to be in a good mood today.

I breezed through the rest of my routine, picking out a light pink hoodie and tennis skirt as my outfit. Pairing it with my white high top converse, I dashed out of the room and straight to my dad made breakfast.

"Good morning Honey, I gotta run, the final hearing for the Clarke's case is today, wish me luck" daddy said giving me a kiss on the forehead.

"You're gonna crush it! I expect a win Attorney" I smiled warmly.

"Yes ma'am. Bye honey". He said leaving the kitchen island.

"Kai's here" I heard him call before locking the door on his way out.

"Okay, bye daddy"

Kai always drove me to school since he got his car last year.

"How's my lil whore feeling today? Am I safe to approach?" Kai teased staring at me from the door.

I flipped him off and continued picking at my food.

"Ahhhh that's my lil birdie, always a Lady" he ruffled my hair.  grabbing an island stool, he picked a French Fry and stuck into his mouth.

"Before you ask, yeah I do regret last night and I wish we would never speak of it again" I announced staring at my plate.

He laughed lightly. "Oh really, so you don't want me fucking you again lil birdie?" "And I was actually considering your request"

My head snapped to his amused face. I wouldn't fall for his tricks, not today Kai Anderson.

"Like you said, I was just horny and that's all over now, so nope, don't want you, not now, not ever" I plastered a fake smile on my face.

Kai looked at me, his famous mischievous glint dusting his Gray eyes.

"Oh really? So I can innocently touch you without setting off alarms?" He asked teasing.

Two can play this game Kai.

"Alarms?" I scoffed "you think too much of yourself Kai"

He turned my stool to face him, bringing us awfully close.

"How about we test it lil birdie" He said, voice low placing his hands on my thighs.

I sucked in deep breath, my heart beating loud in my ears.

His hands slowly slid up as he continued staring at me.

"Kai" I moaned out. This felt forbidden yet very good.

"Yes my birdie, does that feel good?" He asked voice low, taunting, pleasuring.

I nodded miserably, scared that if I tried to open my mouth, I'd moan loudly.

"Want me to touch you there?" He asked, eyes darker.

I nodded wanting him badly.

"Use your words birdie" he smiled, his hands stilling just a breath away from were I needed it the most.

"Fuck you Kai" I cried, sexually frustrated.

" you still want to fuck me lil birdie" he smirked leaning close to my ear. " I guess my little Whore's still horny" he said sucking on my earlobe. A moan escaped from my mouth as I held on to his shoulders.

I had never had that done to me before, it felt heavenly.

"Do that again Kai. Please" I whimpered.

"Fuck. Wren" Kai groaned.

He sucked on my earlobe, lightly biting.

"god. That feels good. Why the hell does that feel so good" I whispered.

He ran his tongue down my neck and I leaned closer to him. Silently begging for more.

He trailed kisses on my jaw, stoping at my lips.

"You're a temptress Wren Sinclair" he groaned. "We'd be late for school, get your bag" he said, standing up abruptly.

"What the hell Kai?" I grumbled. It was just about to get better.

He ran his fingers through his hair.

"What the hell Wren? Are we actually doing this? Getting hard and horny for each other? Do you really want me to kiss you? Why? What exactly is our relationship Wren"

Kai didn't like being unsure about anything, especially emotions. This new sexual tension between him and his best friend must be fucking with his mind.

"I'm sorry" I whispered, ashamed. "I'm sorry K"

He looked at me, uncertainty etched on his face.

"birdie, you're my best friend and I love you. I'm so fucking in love with you it's crazy, so I need to get this straight. Do you like me? Like feelings and shit?"

"No K, you're my best friend. you're just the only guy I love right now so the lines get a little blurry recently"

"So this is just some intense sex drive of a virgin girl and I just happen to be the closest one with a dick" He teased

"You're a dick" I said punching his chest.

"I'm about to ask a question that I should've asked a long time ago" he said holding my hands in his.

"Yeah?" I asked unsure of where this was going.

He took a few seconds to stare into my soul before smirking.

"Do you touch yourself my lil birdie?"

Ahhhh. I could not be any redder than I was. I tried wiggling my hands from his grip but he was far stronger than me.

"No Kai Anderson, I do not touch myself" I said with every bit of self esteem I had.

"Why?" He asked, surprised. "Do you use a vibrator?"

"Jesus Kai! What are you? A questionnaire?"

"Just answer the question birdie" He said still holding both my hands and my gaze.

"Fuck. Fine. I don't own a vibrator Kai, not anymore.

I don't get any pleasure from it and I stopped touching myself for the same reason. Can't feel shit down there Kai"

"Oh my sweet sweet child" Kai cooed sarcastically. "I can't begin to tell you the pleasure you've been missing out on. Your body probably hates you. You should've given her some love yourself and she might not have gone on overdrive."

"No shit Sherlock, I think you forgot the part were I said I've tried?" I rolled my eyes.

"You probably just stuck your fingers in there and hoped for a miracle" Kai laughed. "There's a lot to teach you my lil birdie."

"Teach me? What? How to finger myself?" I laughed awkwardly.

"Yes birdie, I'll teach you everything you're missing out on and you wouldn't even need my dick in you, you'd be a satisfied woman." "I'm gonna turn you my lil birdie into my little whore" Kai said oddly satisfied.