Chapter 4: Gone Before Dawn
The room was silent, cloaked in shadows, save for the faint thrum of bass outside the walls. Theo lay still, his breathing deep and even—finally asleep. Janine turned her head slowly. His arm had slackened, no longer caging her in. The warmth of his body still lingered on her skin, but she didn’t dare think about it too long. She moved gently, barely breathing, and slid out from under his arm. Her thighs screamed in protest, her hips aching, every part of her body sore and raw. But she bit her lip and stayed quiet. She grabbed her dress from the floor, slipping it on slowly, quietly. No shoes—just her bare feet against the cold floor as she walked to the door and turned the handle. It gave way with a soft click. She didn’t look back. Outside the room, the hallway was dimly lit. Janine moved quickly, silently, her heart pounding in her chest. Her mask was long gone, her lipstick smeared, hair a mess, but no one stopped her. No one questioned a woman leaving a private room in the early morning hours. Once outside the club, the cold morning air hit her like a slap. She paused on the sidewalk and let out a shaky breath, finally letting herself feel it—the ache, the shame, the confusing mess inside her chest. Something felt torn, like she’d left a piece of herself behind in that room. And not just physically. But she pushed the thought aside. She pulled out her phone with trembling fingers and checked her bank account. It took a moment to load. When the number popped up, her eyes widened. ₱100,000. Her breath caught in her throat. She stared, disbelieving. That wasn’t what Tina promised her. It was supposed to be ₱20,000 for one night—quick money for a desperate woman. But this… this was five times that. She laughed. It was hollow, short, almost bitter. “At least half my problems are covered,” she whispered to herself. “Just one night… and that’s it.” She hailed a cab and texted Tina on the way to the hospital. Janine: I’m done. I quit. Tina replied almost immediately. Tina: What? Why? You barely started. Janine: It’s not for me. There was a pause. Tina: Did something happen? Janine stared at the screen for a long moment before replying. Janine: Nothing happened. I’m fine. It’s just… not my thing. She pocketed her phone and looked out the window. The buildings blurred past. Her body ached, her soul even more, but there was no turning back. She was going to see her mother. She had money now. She had to focus on what mattered—(why) she’d done it. Not who she’d done it with. --- Back at the club, Theo stirred. The room was quiet, too quiet. He reached out with one hand, expecting to feel soft skin and warmth beside him. But the bed was empty. His eyes snapped open. He sat up, blinking in the dim light. The sheets were rumpled, the scent of sex still heavy in the air. But she was gone. He swung his legs over the edge of the bed and stood, scanning the room. He checked the bathroom, the corners, even under the edge of the curtain, as if she might still be hiding. Nothing. She was really gone. A low chuckle escaped him, humorless. “Smart girl,” he muttered. “Didn’t even wait for me to open my eyes.” He didn’t know how to feel. Relieved, maybe. Disappointed? He wasn’t sure. One part of him was glad—he wouldn’t have to deal with a clinger, a woman who tried to turn one night into a promise. But another part of him, the same one that couldn’t stop thinking about the way she shook beneath him, the quiet way she cried, the look in her eyes… that part wasn’t satisfied. Theo got dressed, adjusting the cuffs of his shirt with practiced ease. His movements were sharp, almost irritated. He didn’t like things left hanging—and this felt unfinished. Still, he told himself it was for the best. She did her job. He paid her—more than she deserved. She made no fuss, asked for nothing. That was rare. “Good,” he muttered, heading out. He drove back to his penthouse, a sleek glass structure perched high above the city. He grabbed a beer from the fridge and downed half of it in one go, the bitter taste grounding him. He tried to shake her off—whoever she was. Just a masked girl from the club. Anonymous. Transactional. Simple. So why the hell was he still thinking about her? By the time he showered and dressed for work, he still couldn’t stop the nagging thought in his head. He hadn’t even see her face. And that irritated him more than he cared to admit. He left his penthouse and drove to his company headquarters, slipping into the skin of the CEO like armor. Sharp suit. Cold demeanor. Eyes that missed nothing. He had a meeting in ten minutes. But his mind? Still back in that room. Still wondering why a virgin would sell herself so quietly, so desperately… and disappear without a word.A week passed like a fleeting breeze. Each day, Janine woke with a strange sense of balance—visiting her mother in the hospital during the day, then returning before seven in the evening to Theo’s penthouse, just as he asked. It was odd how it no longer felt suffocating. Maybe it was because, for now, he didn’t push her, didn’t cross the line she had drawn around herself. Maybe because every time she stood in front of her mother’s hospital bed, she knew she’d made the right sacrifice.She found herself wondering what went on in Theo’s head. Why this sudden freedom to see her mother? Why did he come home earlier these days and eat the meals she cooked without complaint? What game was he playing now? And why did she feel oddly safe when he pulled the strings—as if all she had to do was follow, and everything would be fine?It was confusing, unsettling… yet it was a relief, too.On a warm Friday morning, Janine packed her mother’s favorite fruits along with some freshly baked bread she m
Janine arrived back at the penthouse a little later than she intended. The soft click of the front door echoed into the quiet. She thought she might find Theo in his study, perhaps busy with work or simply ignoring her again. But to her surprise, he was in the living room, sitting on the couch with a drink in hand.He looked at her—no frown, no sarcasm, not even a mocking raise of his brow. Just a glance. Then he stood up, set his glass on the side table, and walked away without a single word.It was...strange.Janine blinked. No cruel remarks, no interrogations, no possessive accusations. Just silence. And oddly, it felt heavier than all the words he’d thrown at her before.With a tired sigh, she went to her room, slipped out of her clothes, and changed into her soft cotton pajamas. The silence lingered in the air like an unanswered question.When she stepped out of her room again, she was surprised to see Theo still awake, this time sitting at the dining table. The maids were gone f
Janine visited her mother again that day. She had asked Theo for permission, and to her surprise, he agreed with only a brief nod. His driver was waiting for her in the parking lot, patient and quiet as ever. She took a deep breath, trying to calm the anxious energy running through her body. She had one goal today: to spend peaceful time with her mother without letting anything else interfere. When she arrived at the hospital, her mother’s eyes lit up like the sun. “How are you, Ma?” Janine greeted her warmly, leaning in to kiss her on the forehead. Her mother’s fragile smile sent a wave of relief and tenderness washing over Janine. “Better, thank you, Janine,” her mother said, her voice soft but steady. The smile on her face was a balm for Janine’s weary soul, easing some of the weight she carried in her heart. Janine smiled back and pulled up a chair closer to the bed. She started to peel a crisp apple, cutting the slices thin and neat. The small, simple gesture made her feel l
Janine was still angry. Her chest was tight with resentment from their last confrontation—Theo’s possessive outburst, the harsh words that left her feeling small. She wanted to leave, to be far away from the suffocating hold he had over her life. But she knew she couldn’t—not now, not yet. Every time she thought of packing her bags and disappearing, she was reminded of her mother, still weak in the hospital, and her siblings, who relied on her to make sure they had a chance at a future. If she left Theo now, she would break the contract she had agreed to—no money for her mother’s medicine, no money for her siblings’ school fees. She knew she could work herself to exhaustion in some other job, but there was no guarantee she’d earn enough to cover everything. That was the reality she faced. Some would say she was stupid for staying, that she should fight for her dignity. But dignity didn’t fill stomachs or pay hospital bills. For Janine, staying was the only choice she could live with
After leaving the bar, Theo drove around the city in a haze. The alcohol had numbed some of the anger swirling inside him, but not all of it. Mark’s teasing had only reminded him of the mess he’d made with Janine. She was in his penthouse, behind a closed door, probably crying. And he was the reason why.He parked outside the building and sat in the car for a while, gripping the steering wheel so tightly his knuckles turned white. In his mind, all he could see was Janine’s face when she’d looked at that man—Javier. Theo didn’t want to think about what they’d been talking about or how she’d smiled at him.Stay away from him, he thought. Stay the fuck away from him.When he finally made it up to the penthouse, the place was silent except for the pounding in his head. He went straight to his office, pouring himself another drink, the burn doing nothing to dull the unreasonable jealousy raging in his chest. He couldn’t let it go. Couldn’t let her go.Meanwhile, Janine sat on the edge of h
Theo’s mind was a mess. It was such a tangled knot of jealousy, rage, and something he didn’t want to name—something softer, something that felt too close to fear. He took a breath and forced himself to calm down, stepping away from Janine’s door because he knew if he didn’t, he might say something he couldn’t take back—or worse, he might do something he’d regret.He needed space. He needed to breathe.So he grabbed his keys and left the penthouse, his footsteps echoing in the hallways. He drove without thinking, the city lights blurring around him. He didn’t care where he was going—he just needed to be away from her, from the way she looked at him with those hurt, accusing eyes.He found himself pulling up to the bar his friend Mark owned, a place he’d gone to countless times before. Tonight, though, it felt different—like even the familiar neon lights couldn’t chase away the storm in his head.He walked in like he owned the place, ignoring the curious glances and the way the music s