Chapter 5: The Weight and the Whispers
Janine walked briskly through the hospital corridor, her legs still sore, every step a sharp reminder of what she had done the night before. But she forced herself to move, to stay composed, to keep breathing. She clutched her sling bag tightly to her chest, the envelope inside carrying the money that cost her far more than she ever expected. She reached the billing counter and handed over ₱50,000 in cash. The woman behind the glass looked up at her in surprise. “You’re covering half the outstanding bill?” Janine nodded. “Yes. That’s all I can do for now.” The nurse hesitated, then gave a small smile. “It’s a big help but there is still a remaining bill. We’ll keep your mother in care and continue the medication. But…” “I know,” Janine interrupted softly. “It’s not enough. I’ll work it out.” She didn’t wait to hear more. She just turned and made her way to her mother’s room. Inside, the beeping of the monitor was steady. Her mother lay pale and motionless, but breathing—alive. Janine approached slowly, brushing a few stray strands of hair from her mother’s forehead. Her fingers trembled. “Mama,” she whispered, voice cracking. “Hold tight, okay? Fight. We still need you.” A tear rolled down her cheek as she forced a smile. “I still need you.” She kissed her mother’s temple, lingered for a few seconds longer, then turned away before her emotions could drown her. There was no time to fall apart. Not now. --- The sun had already risen by the time Janine got home. The smell of eggs and rice drifted from the kitchen. She found Kyle and Sheila dressed in their school uniforms, laughing quietly as they packed their bags. “Good morning, Ate!” Sheila chirped, running over to hug her. Kyle followed, giving her a kiss on the cheek. “Did you just get home?” “Yeah,” she said, forcing a grin. “Work kept me up.” They sat down for breakfast. Kyle had cooked—he always did when Janine couldn’t. It warmed her heart, even if she was too tired to eat much. Kyle watched her closely. “Where do you work again?” he asked carefully. Janine took a sip of water, not meeting his eyes. “Just… a side job.” He frowned. “Ate, you didn’t do anything wicked, did you?” She laughed, even if it sounded hollow. “Of course not. What kind of question is that?” He didn’t push. But she could feel his gaze linger—worried, protective. She changed the subject quickly. When they were about to leave, Janine called after him. “Kyle, wait.” He turned around, and she handed him an envelope. He opened it, eyes widening. “₱28,000? Ate, where did you—?” “Just take it,” she cut him off, her tone firmer this time. “Pay the remaining tuition. I don’t want any delays.” He opened his mouth to argue, but she gave him that look—one he couldn’t refuse. “Graduate, okay?” she said softly. “Make me and Mama proud. Don’t waste my hardship.” Kyle’s face softened. He pulled her into a tight hug, and for a moment, they just stood there—quiet, steady, holding each other together. “Thank you, Ate,” he said, voice low. “Go,” she whispered. “You’ll be late.” When the door closed behind them, Janine exhaled. Her legs gave out and she sat on the couch, burying her face in her hands. She had done what she needed to do. But at what cost? --- Meanwhile, in the towering glass office of Guevara Holdings, Theo sat at the head of a long mahogany table, surrounded by men in suits and glowing screens full of charts. He should’ve been focused. This was the quarterly board meeting. His reputation demanded precision. Strength. Presence. But his eyes kept drifting. His jaw clenched slightly. Every now and then, his fingers tapped the table—impatient, distracted. Across from him, Kevin, his closest business partner, finally leaned forward. “You okay, bud?” Kevin asked casually, but his voice had an edge of concern. “You’re unusually quiet today. Want to reschedule?” Theo snapped out of his daze and shook his head. “No. I’m fine. Continue.” Kevin raised an eyebrow but nodded. As the presentation resumed, Theo leaned back in his chair, crossing one leg over the other. He clasped his hands, trying to push the image out of his mind—but it was relentless. Her. The girl from the club. The virgin. The way she moaned, the way she wrapped her legs around him, the look in her eyes when she said, “It’s just a job, sir.” He hadn’t even gotten her name. But she was burned into his memory now—red dress, red lips, smudged lipstick and trembling defiance. He should’ve let her go. Hell, she was gone, and that should’ve been the end of it. But now she was haunting his thoughts like a drug he hadn’t meant to try. When the meeting finally adjourned, he returned to his office and poured himself a whiskey, even though it was barely noon. He stood by the window, looking out at the city, fingers tightening around the glass. “I shouldn’t care,” he muttered. But his curiosity was growing louder than his restraint. He didn’t know what she looked like.. But he wanted to. And Theo Lucas Guevara III always got what he wanted.A week passed like a fleeting breeze. Each day, Janine woke with a strange sense of balance—visiting her mother in the hospital during the day, then returning before seven in the evening to Theo’s penthouse, just as he asked. It was odd how it no longer felt suffocating. Maybe it was because, for now, he didn’t push her, didn’t cross the line she had drawn around herself. Maybe because every time she stood in front of her mother’s hospital bed, she knew she’d made the right sacrifice.She found herself wondering what went on in Theo’s head. Why this sudden freedom to see her mother? Why did he come home earlier these days and eat the meals she cooked without complaint? What game was he playing now? And why did she feel oddly safe when he pulled the strings—as if all she had to do was follow, and everything would be fine?It was confusing, unsettling… yet it was a relief, too.On a warm Friday morning, Janine packed her mother’s favorite fruits along with some freshly baked bread she m
Janine arrived back at the penthouse a little later than she intended. The soft click of the front door echoed into the quiet. She thought she might find Theo in his study, perhaps busy with work or simply ignoring her again. But to her surprise, he was in the living room, sitting on the couch with a drink in hand.He looked at her—no frown, no sarcasm, not even a mocking raise of his brow. Just a glance. Then he stood up, set his glass on the side table, and walked away without a single word.It was...strange.Janine blinked. No cruel remarks, no interrogations, no possessive accusations. Just silence. And oddly, it felt heavier than all the words he’d thrown at her before.With a tired sigh, she went to her room, slipped out of her clothes, and changed into her soft cotton pajamas. The silence lingered in the air like an unanswered question.When she stepped out of her room again, she was surprised to see Theo still awake, this time sitting at the dining table. The maids were gone f
Janine visited her mother again that day. She had asked Theo for permission, and to her surprise, he agreed with only a brief nod. His driver was waiting for her in the parking lot, patient and quiet as ever. She took a deep breath, trying to calm the anxious energy running through her body. She had one goal today: to spend peaceful time with her mother without letting anything else interfere. When she arrived at the hospital, her mother’s eyes lit up like the sun. “How are you, Ma?” Janine greeted her warmly, leaning in to kiss her on the forehead. Her mother’s fragile smile sent a wave of relief and tenderness washing over Janine. “Better, thank you, Janine,” her mother said, her voice soft but steady. The smile on her face was a balm for Janine’s weary soul, easing some of the weight she carried in her heart. Janine smiled back and pulled up a chair closer to the bed. She started to peel a crisp apple, cutting the slices thin and neat. The small, simple gesture made her feel l
Janine was still angry. Her chest was tight with resentment from their last confrontation—Theo’s possessive outburst, the harsh words that left her feeling small. She wanted to leave, to be far away from the suffocating hold he had over her life. But she knew she couldn’t—not now, not yet. Every time she thought of packing her bags and disappearing, she was reminded of her mother, still weak in the hospital, and her siblings, who relied on her to make sure they had a chance at a future. If she left Theo now, she would break the contract she had agreed to—no money for her mother’s medicine, no money for her siblings’ school fees. She knew she could work herself to exhaustion in some other job, but there was no guarantee she’d earn enough to cover everything. That was the reality she faced. Some would say she was stupid for staying, that she should fight for her dignity. But dignity didn’t fill stomachs or pay hospital bills. For Janine, staying was the only choice she could live with
After leaving the bar, Theo drove around the city in a haze. The alcohol had numbed some of the anger swirling inside him, but not all of it. Mark’s teasing had only reminded him of the mess he’d made with Janine. She was in his penthouse, behind a closed door, probably crying. And he was the reason why.He parked outside the building and sat in the car for a while, gripping the steering wheel so tightly his knuckles turned white. In his mind, all he could see was Janine’s face when she’d looked at that man—Javier. Theo didn’t want to think about what they’d been talking about or how she’d smiled at him.Stay away from him, he thought. Stay the fuck away from him.When he finally made it up to the penthouse, the place was silent except for the pounding in his head. He went straight to his office, pouring himself another drink, the burn doing nothing to dull the unreasonable jealousy raging in his chest. He couldn’t let it go. Couldn’t let her go.Meanwhile, Janine sat on the edge of h
Theo’s mind was a mess. It was such a tangled knot of jealousy, rage, and something he didn’t want to name—something softer, something that felt too close to fear. He took a breath and forced himself to calm down, stepping away from Janine’s door because he knew if he didn’t, he might say something he couldn’t take back—or worse, he might do something he’d regret.He needed space. He needed to breathe.So he grabbed his keys and left the penthouse, his footsteps echoing in the hallways. He drove without thinking, the city lights blurring around him. He didn’t care where he was going—he just needed to be away from her, from the way she looked at him with those hurt, accusing eyes.He found himself pulling up to the bar his friend Mark owned, a place he’d gone to countless times before. Tonight, though, it felt different—like even the familiar neon lights couldn’t chase away the storm in his head.He walked in like he owned the place, ignoring the curious glances and the way the music s