LOGINCHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.
Justin didn’t come home that night… or the next, or the one after that. At first, I told myself I didn’t care and that I was happy that he was gone. I packed boxes in silence, folded clothes, put them into my suitcases, and sorted through years of our lives together piece by piece, trying to decide what I could take that would have the fewest memories tied to it. I wanted to move on and have a fresh start, but every night that he didn't return, I watched the clock. I couldn’t tell if I was anxious for him to come home or scared that he wouldn’t. Every time headlights passed outside, my stomach twisted, and every time my phone buzzed, my heart betrayed me. I hated myself for it. Especially after Tara’s messages kept coming, she was insistent on rubbing it in my face, as if she were proud to be with a man who could lie and cheat so easily. I should have blocked her, but instead, I tortured myself. Unable to sleep in our bed, I found myself wrapped in a blanket on the couch, scrolling through her social media account like some stalker, dissecting every post, picture, and date. Despite her direct messages to me leaving nothing to the imagination, she had been careful on her page, helping him keep their relationship a secret. There was nothing directly connected her to Justin. She didn’t show his face, use his name, and didn’t tag him. But I recognized him anyway. It was impossible for me not to. I recognized the expensive watch on his wrist in her photos and his custom suits. There was even one picture of her sitting in his car. His hand was resting possessively on her thigh, but in the cup holder between them were my sunglasses. The photo from my birthday made bile rise in my throat. Tara had posted it about an hour before he called me… an hour before I had to hear and see my husband fucking her. Tara was smiling at the camera with a milkshake in her hand and the caption: ‘Pregnancy cravings! Good thing my man is so good to me. He always drops everything as soon as I call. Luckiest woman ever.❤️’ Just like with all the others, I took a screenshot before scrolling further. Photo after photo, I felt my heart break even more. There was a beach trip from six months ago when he had told me he was at a conference in New York. Pictures of flowers on her dining room table, identical to the ones Justin used to send me, but that he hadn’t for a while. There was even a picture of their hands together, fingers intertwined, with a caption about going to her favorite restaurant from nearly a year ago. A year ago!!! My chest tightened painfully, and my tears turned to ones filled with anger and humiliation instead of the hurt and shame I had been wallowing in. All this time, I had thought we were happy, but he’d had a second life behind my back. Another notification popped onto my screen, and I knew it would be her before I even opened it. ‘Don’t wait up. He used up all of his energy.’ As I read and reread the message, an image came in of Justin’s back. He was shirtless in bed with his arm slung over her bare stomach, with our wedding ring still on his finger. I locked my phone immediately and threw it to the other side of the couch, as if it were on fire. “Stop looking, Charlotte,” I whispered to myself, wiping the tears from my cheeks. But twenty minutes later, I was crawling across the couch and picking it up again. Pathetic. I was absolutely pathetic and obsessive. I knew anything I saw would just hurt me, but I couldn’t seem to stop myself. It was like I wanted to feel the pain. Maybe if it hurt enough, I would stop thinking about him. I just had to make it through one more day. Then the divorce papers would be served tomorrow... on our fifth wedding anniversary. Unable to stand anymore sulking, I went back upstairs and continued packing until the sun had come up. As I zipped the last suitcase shut, I looked around the massive bedroom that had once felt like a fairytale. Now it just felt cold and empty. A soft knock sounded at the bedroom door, making me jump, before Lydia poked her head inside. “Please tell me you’ve eaten something today.” “I had coffee,” I said, pointing to the empty cup on the nightstand with my thumb over my shoulder. “That is not food.” “It had creamer.” Lydia stared at me in horror before stepping into the room carrying takeout containers. “You were one more missed call away from me filing a missing person’s report for you.” She said. Despite the emptiness I was feeling, I laughed weakly. “I haven’t been that quiet.” I defended, but she set the boxes down on the dresser and raised her eyebrows at me in disbelief. “It’s been days.” She glanced toward the suitcases lining the wall. “But I can see that you’ve been busy. You packed everything already? What can I help with?” I nodded. “He hasn’t been home in days. He told me that he got sent on a sudden work trip for some bullshit emergency.” “Oh.” She responded, pursing her lips as if she didn’t know what else to say. “It doesn’t matter. Justin is free to do whatever he wants. I found a furnished apartment downtown, and I'll be gone before he gets back. It’s a small place, but it’s a private building with security at the gate.” I swallowed hard. “The lease starts tomorrow, and I already paid for the next year upfront.” Lydia’s expression softened. “You’re really doing this.” “He got another woman pregnant, Lydia. I don’t really have a choice. This isn’t something we can just go to therapy for.” I said, glaring toward our shared closet. I had debated cleaning out the drawer of designer watches he kept in there so many times this week, but if there were one thing that would make him lose his mind, it would be that. “I know.” Her jaw tightened. “And honestly? I’m proud of you. I also kind of hope she gives him the clap or something.” Another laugh escaped me, but it was quickly cut off as my phone buzzed again on the couch. “Speak of the devil. She doesn't stop.” I muttered. Lydia’s face darkened instantly, and she rushed for my phone. “Oh, absolutely not.” She snapped as she curled her lip in disgust. “What now?” Without answering, she handed me the phone, but I was hesitant to take it. I didn’t know how much more I could take. There was another photo. Justin was sitting across from her at my favorite brunch spot, and he was laughing. Tara’s manicured hand was resting possessively on the top of his. ‘I have never seen him this happy before. Time away from you really does him good.’ My vision blurred the longer I stared at my husband’s face. It was the first time she had sent a clear and identifiable picture of him, and seeing that smile… the one he had only ever used with me, somehow hurt even more than her other messages. Lydia grabbed the phone back immediately, locked it, and tossed it onto the bed. “That little psycho is obsessed with you.” “She won,” I whispered numbly. Lydia’s eyes widened. “No, she didn’t.” “She has him. She has his baby.” I whispered. “She has a cheating man with commitment issues and mommy problems.” Lydia snorted. “Congratulations to her, I guess.” “No.” I shook my head, and Lydia stepped toward me, reaching out to grab my hand. “Congratulations to me. She just sent me his face. I can now prove it is him in all the other pictures. I can now prove he was cheating and violated our pre-nup.” Lydia smiled widely as she nodded with excitement. “Time to pay up, pretty boy. You deserve every cent you are going to get from him, Charlotte.” Finally, my smile came naturally. Justin Moretti was going to pay for this. That night, after Lydia finally left, I wandered through the silent house one last time. I went through the giant living room with the floor-to-ceiling windows, the state-of-the-art kitchen with the large marble island, to make sure I hadn’t missed anything. Justin had said I had deserved all of it, but it had all just been a lie. I didn’t need any of it. I didn’t want any of it. Not if he came with it. I paused at the kitchen island, staring down at Derek’s jacket still hanging over the chair. I hadn’t returned it yet, but for some reason, I couldn’t bring myself to. My fingers brushed over the dark leather softly before my phone suddenly rang in my other hand. I almost ignored it, seeing the unknown number and not wanting to deal with Tara any more… Almost. But something in my chest twisted painfully, and I knew I had to answer it. “Hello?” “Mrs. Moretti?” My stomach dropped instantly. I hated hearing that name. As soon as the papers were signed, I would be Ms. Valente again. “Yes?” “This is Memorial Hospital.” The nurse sounded breathless and panicked. “Your mother’s condition has suddenly worsened. You need to come immediately.”CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.I froze as he shouted, the words hitting me in the face like a punch. Even my lungs stopped working as I stilled in his arms, too scared to move.Derek’s eyes widened, and his chest began to rise and fall faster as he realized what he had just said.He loved me. Derek Moretti was in love with me.Derek glanced between my eyes, and for the first time since we met, I saw a side of him that wasn’t controlled and calculated. He looked absolutely terrified that he had just yelled that at me in frustration, but his shouting it versus his whispering it wouldn’t have made too much of a difference to the swarm of butterflies in my stomach.After several minutes, Derek rolled onto his back, but didn’t let me go, and I rolled onto his side.It was the same position we had been sleeping in before, but this time I kept my head up and my eyes on his face. I wanted to know what he was thinking, but he hid his thoughts well.Derek reached up with his free hand and rubbed it over h
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.I failed at being discreet as I leaned forward in the passenger seat and watched my best friend through the side mirror. It was obvious that Lydia and Paul were together now, or at least sleeping together, but I couldn’t help the little giddy wiggle that burst free as I watched him open the passenger door of his car for her, closing it behind her once she was inside. “Oh, my god!” I whispered. “They are so cute together!”I turned back to Derek to find he didn’t care even a little bit about watching Lydia and Paul like I had been. His eyes were locked on me, his eyebrows raised in amusement, and he rubbed his hand over his mouth as he shook his head. “What am I going to do with you?” He asked before grabbing the gear shift. “Am I allowed to move the car yet?” I knew he was being sarcastic, but I looked in the mirror one last time to see them pulling away before I nodded. “Good to go!” “Alright,” He said, and as we reached the parking lot exit, I looked down at
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. For the first time in months, the constant beeping of the machines didn’t sound so scary. My mother was alive, my father was laughing again, and I had a job and Derek. “Here we go,” my dad said as he entered the room with a few cups of coffee. He looked exhausted, but happy for the first time in a long time. “Two cups of black coffee,” He whispered, handing one to Derek before placing one down by his seat and offering me the last cup. “And one cup of sugar with a side of coffee.” “Very funny,” I deadpanned, but still whispered a thank you as I took the cup. “I’m sure your mother would want the same thing as you if she could have it,” He said, and I smiled sadly as I stared at my mom. She would have, but she has a long road to recovery ahead of her before she could have solid food, let alone coffee. “Did the doctor say when she can have solid food yet?” I asked, but he shook his head, and I grumbled about us having to wait to talk to the doctor. From the
LYDIA’S P.O.V.Paul sighed as I continued drawing circles with my finger on his chest. It had been years since I had felt so alive and happy. The only thing that had come close was when I opened my restaurants. Even then, the happiness didn’t last long, and I would return to my empty home.I was terrified that once we left this room, we would be crushed under the weight of reality. We had been apart for so long that we didn’t really know each other anymore. I had changed, and I could tell that he had too. He was more closed off and quiet than before, but maybe that was just how he acted in public. Paul seemed to have no problem talking when he was alone with me, but he kept everything short and sweet with other people. “You snore now,” I mused, gently running my finger through the hair on his chest. “I absolutely do not,” He said, and I turned my face into his warm chest and kissed it. “You do. It’s cute.” I said, and he ran his hand over his face. “Well, there goes my career i
PAUL’S P.O.V. Seeing her in my large shirt next to me made me feel different, like who I was before the military. I wanted to hold onto that feeling for as long as possible, but even if I couldn’t be the old me again, at least I could have her again for a little while longer. After the kiss last night, she had shut down. I could see the moment the light left her eyes, and I held her close. When I tried to let her go, she didn’t do the same. She kept her arms around me, holding on even tighter. Eventually, I felt her start to doze off, and I carried her to my room, where she pulled on one of my shirts and crawled in without me having to invite her or ask her to. She just curled into my side and fell asleep, as if the emotions of the day had drained her, and I wouldn’t blame her if that had been the case. I stayed awake for as long as I could, staring at her. I knew that when I woke up, she would probably be gone, but she surprised me by staying. She was still in m
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.It took me several minutes before I was able to put space between us. I hadn’t been able to talk to my mother in so long, and now she was here. “Charlotte,” My mother said, and I looked up to see her staring over my shoulder to the doorway where Derek stood. “Who’s that?” I froze, my entire body tensing as I tried to get the courage up to lie to my mother. It was for her health, but it also just felt so wrong. We didn’t lie to each other… ever. Even if I did tell her the truth, I didn’t even know how to explain who Derek was to me. The title I had given myself of his girlfriend hadn’t really been something we talked about, but he also hadn’t corrected me. Plus, everything we had talked about this weekend made it sound like he wanted us to be together… I still just needed to hear it from him, so I would know I wasn’t pushing this on him too fast. Before I could answer, my dad cleared his throat and smiled, waving Derek into the room. “This is Derek. He has help
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. The drive to the hospital was a blur of red lights and panic. I barely remembered the car coming to a stop or my driver opening the door, though it was probably going to be one of the last times he drove me anywhere. By the time I sprinted through the main entrance and reached
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.My heart dropped to my stomach as if I had just been caught doing something wrong, and I tore myself away quickly. Justin’s face was red with fury as he stormed toward us, but his anger dropped instantly as recognition flashed in his eyes along with something close to fear. I g
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. I didn’t think it would be possible for my heart to break any more than it already had, but it felt like it stopped this time. I stood there staring in shock until the fog lifted and I could think again. My footsteps were quiet as I followed after them, watching from a distance
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. I wanted to set it on fire. It took me a moment to collect myself before I rushed outside to the car and yanked the door open. I could hear Justin laughing behind me in the kitchen, but the sound just grated on my nerves. I didn’t want to find anything, but with my camera rec







