ログインCHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.
My heart dropped to my stomach as if I had just been caught doing something wrong, and I tore myself away quickly. Justin’s face was red with fury as he stormed toward us, but his anger dropped instantly as recognition flashed in his eyes along with something close to fear. I grimaced as he wrapped his arm around me, yanking me a step back into his side. “Uncle,” Justin said, almost hesitantly. “Justin, he was just giving me a ride home,” I said, looking at Derek with a forced, polite smile that he did not return. His dark green eyes were locked on my husband, and he looked furious. “A ride home? Uncle, thank you, but she is MY wife. You didn’t need to do that.” Justin said, and my head snapped to the side to stare up at him in surprise. I had no way home, and he had a problem with a member of his family giving me a ride? Unbelievable! Derek lifted one eyebrow, and the small movement made Justin tense further. “She has the finest cars and her own driver… I take care of my wife!” Justin defended as he tightened his hold around my waist, making me wince. “Take care of your wife?” Derek repeated with disgust, and I discreetly shook my head at him, not wanting him to bring up Tara right now. I couldn’t afford to lose the upper hand in the divorce. “You left your wife stranded in the pouring rain. That’s how you take care of her?” “But I am fine now!” I interrupted, moving to stand between the two men, placing my hands on Justin’s chest to guide him back toward the house. “I am fine, and I am home. Let’s just go inside before we all get sick from the cold.” The air seemed to thicken with the tension between the two men, and I pushed against Justin’s chest again to urge him inside, but he shrugged me off and stepped around me. “Go inside, Charlotte.” He demanded, and my eyes widened in disbelief. Did he really think he could just boss me around? “No!” I snapped, my hands balling into fists at my sides. “Please, go.” Derek insisted from behind me, and I whipped around to send him the same glare, only he didn’t bother to meet my eyes. His were locked on Justin. “Why? Should I go inside for a ruler?” I asked bitterly, but neither of them responded for several moments as I glanced back and forth between them. “Fine! Suit yourselves!” It took everything I had not to stomp as I stormed away from them in anger at their absurd behavior. Yet, even as I wrapped a towel around my shoulders and went to heat water for tea, I couldn’t help but peek out front every few minutes at the two men arguing until Justin pointed toward the house. My heart slammed in my chest like a kid getting caught searching for presents before Christmas. I dropped to the floor, hoping I hadn’t been seen, before crawling back to the kitchen on my hands and knees to pretend I hadn’t been spying on them. I jumped to my feet, pulling the towel tighter around me as the front door slammed open and Justin stormed in. His face was red with anger as he marched toward me, stopping only a foot away. “Stay away from him!” Justin ordered, anger laced in each word. “Stay away from all men, for that matter! Do you know how bad it makes me look for you to be alone with another man? Even my uncle! If the press had gotten a whiff of this…” “Excuse me?!” I wanted to laugh at how absurd it was. He had gotten another woman pregnant, but he didn’t want me to simply be near another man?! “This isn’t the 1800’s, Justin! I’m not putting my reputation and honor at risk by being alone with a man!” “That’s not what I am saying! I just…” Justin paused, closing his eyes and sucking in a deep breath. I held mine as he opened them again, reaching forward to place his hand on my cheek. “I just want to know you’re safe. It would kill me if anything happened to you.” Good. Suffer. I thought as I turned my head to pull away from him, but my back was already against the counter. “And you think your own uncle would hurt me?” I asked. “Maybe not him directly…” The towel dropped from my shoulders as I squeezed between him and the counter to escape, but the sound of Justin’s voice cracking as he called out my name made me pause. He sounded pained, but I couldn’t understand why. I had the chance to do something, to betray our vows, and I had chosen not to. He couldn’t say the same. “Charlotte… is that his?” Justin asked, though I could see the irritation in his eyes. Glancing down at myself, I nodded slowly before slipping it off and placing it over the back of the breakfast bar stool. “Yes, it was raining, so he let me use it to warm up. I’m home now, though, so I don’t need it anymore.” Justin looked pained as he glanced from the jacket to me before his face softened as I removed my hand from the jacket. “You’re right. Forget about him. I’m glad you’re okay. Come here,” He whispered, pulling me into his arms. “You look freezing.” Every muscle in my body tensed as his hand began to rub up and down my back slowly. “What are you doing?” I asked hesitantly as he moved his hands to my sides, his right thumb swiping back and forth on my hipbone. His gaze grew more heated, burning with desire as he pulled me flush up against him. “Warming you up. Let me take care of you.” I swallowed hard as a shot of pain hit my heart when he leaned down and kissed my cheek, his lips lingering a breath longer than they needed to. “Justin,” I breathed, ready to tell him to stop, but his next words surprised me. “No other man will ever make you as happy as I can. I can give you everything you want.” He said, running the tip of his nose across my cheek until it brushed the tip of my own. “A car, a house, a baby…” “A baby?” I repeated, stunned that he would really be considering having both of his women pregnant at the same time. “Why not?” He asked, and I pressed my lips together to stop myself from shouting a million reasons why not. “Your mom wants a grandchild, and I’ve always wanted one with you.” I stepped back, grabbing his wrists to force his hands off me when he refused to let go. “I’m on my period.” I spat, my voice as cold as my heart felt. Justin didn’t seem to notice, as his phone chimed, distracting him. He quickly turned, stepping away to open it. “It’s work.” He mumbled distractedly. I narrowed my eyes at him, my arms crossing over my chest as I watched him smile down at his screen. Leaning over, I placed my hand on Derek’s wet jacket once more to hold myself steady as a picture of a woman in lingerie popped up on the screen. ‘If only you were still here…’ The message read. My mouth went dry as he stared for a long moment before texting her back. ‘I need you.’ Those three words made the bile rise in my throat, but I straightened quickly as he turned to face me, acting as if I hadn’t seen what it was. “There is an emergency at work. I have to go.” He said, leaning in to kiss me. I quickly ducked my head, and his lips connected with my forehead as my gaze landed on the bulge in his pants. I couldn’t believe that he could be touching me one moment and running to her the next. Justin didn’t wait for a response. He raced out of the house before I could say anything. That night, I couldn’t fall asleep. It felt like I was punishing myself, wondering if he was going to come home. I should have known better. Just as my eyes began to close, my phone vibrated with another message from Tara. An image opened first, and I raced to the bathroom to dry heave into the toilet before I could take another look. It was the top of Justin’s head with her hand in his hair, her thighs on either side of his face. ‘He will always choose me.’CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. FIVE YEARS LATER “Hey, Boss,” Sophia exclaimed from my right as I looked over the party going on in our backyard. It looked so different from when Derek first showed it to me. The large open space was now quite full with a playhouse, a trampoline, and a swing set. It was incredible. “Hey, Partner,” I corrected as I glanced over at my color friend and co-worker. We had survived a lot of hostility and drama at our last firm, but it was over now. “What would you think of framing those giant scissors and hanging them in the new building?” She asked, and my smile widened as I nodded. “That sounds perfect!” I exclaimed, picturing where the ribbon-cutting ceremony scissors could hang in my office. Derek had been my biggest cheerleader, encouraging me and helping me every step of the way as I opened my own firm. Now I had my own company and didn’t have to report to anyone but my clients. As the back door of the house opened and two large men stepped out, but
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.For the next few weeks, everything was falling into place. We had settled into a rhythm where we went to his house on the nights he knew he would have to work late, and to mine on the others. It was a nice balance, but it didn’t escape my notice that we were never apart. I loved it. Derek made me feel wanted and cherished in a way that I had never experienced before, and I was happy that he seemed to want to be around me as much as I wanted to be around him. “If you don’t tell me where we are going, how am I supposed to know what to wear?” I asked as we walked up the steps leading to my apartment. “It’s a five-star restaurant.” Derek hinted as we reached the top, and I smiled at him before pushing up onto the balls of my feet to kiss him in appreciation. “Five-star, I can do.” I nodded, turning and sliding my key into the lock. Yet, as I began to push the door, I instantly knew something wasn’t right. Alarm bells rang in my head, and my heart dropped as a gus
PAUL’S P.O.V.It had been a long time since I had woken with a hangover like this, but I knew before I opened my eyes to see her head on my chest that it was because of Lydia. She had been topping off my glass all night, and I had let her. It wasn’t often that the world felt calm enough for me to let go and indulge, but last night, I knew she was safe. I had built the security system that Derek had installed, and nothing was getting through it without our knowledge. Squinting into the bright light, I glanced down at Lydia. Her mouth was hanging open, and there was a rather large spot of drool on my chest that was getting bigger by the minute. She was adorable. I scanned the room, seeing nothing had moved or changed since we had gone to sleep and that we were still alone, so I gave in to the pounding in my head and let my eyes close again. Only, Lydia had other ideas. Before I could fall back asleep, she jumped from the bed, staring down at me in horror as she wiped the side of h
CHARLOTTE’S P.OV. Everyone hovered behind my mom as my dad pulled out her chair at the table, and she sat down. It was only then that I felt like I was able to breathe again, and I reached out to grab Derek’s hand as if my hand had a mind of its own. I was just so used to him being there that it was automatic, and he didn’t disappoint me. He gently guided me over and pulled out the chair beside my mom for me to sit down. It was such a simple and sweet gesture that it warmed my chest. Pressing up on the balls of my feet, I let my lips linger on his cheek for a moment as a rush of something went through me. I wasn’t sure what it was, but as I sat down, I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. “So, I know how you met, but I want to hear about how you two got together. I bet that will be a story you might need to adjust for the kids.” My mom asked, nudging my elbow with her own as her eyebrows bounced up and down. “Mom!” I groaned, even though I was secretly enjoying every second o
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.“Charlotte! We talked about this! What is this?” Lydia exclaimed as she looked over my shoulder at my cutting board.“If you don’t back off, I am going to take this knife and…” “Easy, ladies! Everything is okay.” Paul exclaimed from the other side of the counter where Lydia had him rolling and kneading some dough she said we would need for the dessert. Though I wouldn’t exactly call it kneading since it had started as a ball and was now a pile of goo, stuck to his hands. “Is it? Is it really, Paul? You doing okay over there?” I asked, and I could practically hear Lydia’s molar’s squeak as she turned to see the mess he had made. “Yeah, this is fine. Isn’t this what it is supposed to look like?” He asked, before his concern for us went out the window, and I watched his life flash before his eyes as he saw Lydia about to explode. “When it was first getting mixed, maybe, but definitely not at this stage… That’s not right.” I said, relieved when Lydia moved toward h
PAUL’S P.O.V.I couldn’t take my eyes off Lydia as she walked through my living room, pulling her hair up into a messy bun on the top of her head, wearing nothing but my shirt. My head dropped back, and I groaned as she turned, the shirt lifting just enough to show a peak at her perfect ass. Fuck, she looked so good. I was never going to get over how lucky I was to have her here in my home, in my arms, and in my bed. As she bent over and opened the fridge, I couldn’t take it any more and got up quickly from the couch. “Wow,” She mused as she looked around. “I’m impressed.” Glancing over her shoulder, I stared at my fridge full of food. Up until now, I was spending all my money at the cafe when I wanted a home cooked meal. Now, I had a cook book for dummies and had gone out and purchased every ingredient that was listed in the book so I was prepared. “Nope,” I said as she reached for something, pulling her back by her hips. Lydia laughed, spinning to face me. “What do you mean
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. The drive to the hospital was a blur of red lights and panic. I barely remembered the car coming to a stop or my driver opening the door, though it was probably going to be one of the last times he drove me anywhere. By the time I sprinted through the main entrance and reached
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. Justin didn’t come home that night… or the next, or the one after that. At first, I told myself I didn’t care and that I was happy that he was gone. I packed boxes in silence, folded clothes, put them into my suitcases, and sorted through years of our lives together piece by pi
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. I didn’t think it would be possible for my heart to break any more than it already had, but it felt like it stopped this time. I stood there staring in shock until the fog lifted and I could think again. My footsteps were quiet as I followed after them, watching from a distance
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. I wanted to set it on fire. It took me a moment to collect myself before I rushed outside to the car and yanked the door open. I could hear Justin laughing behind me in the kitchen, but the sound just grated on my nerves. I didn’t want to find anything, but with my camera rec







