ログインCHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.
My heart dropped to my stomach as if I had just been caught doing something wrong, and I tore myself away quickly. Justin’s face was red with fury as he stormed toward us, but his anger dropped instantly as recognition flashed in his eyes along with something close to fear. I grimaced as he wrapped his arm around me, yanking me a step back into his side. “Uncle,” Justin said, almost hesitantly. “Justin, he was just giving me a ride home,” I said, looking at Derek with a forced, polite smile that he did not return. His dark green eyes were locked on my husband, and he looked furious. “A ride home? Uncle, thank you, but she is MY wife. You didn’t need to do that.” Justin said, and my head snapped to the side to stare up at him in surprise. I had no way home, and he had a problem with a member of his family giving me a ride? Unbelievable! Derek lifted one eyebrow, and the small movement made Justin tense further. “She has the finest cars and her own driver… I take care of my wife!” Justin defended as he tightened his hold around my waist, making me wince. “Take care of your wife?” Derek repeated with disgust, and I discreetly shook my head at him, not wanting him to bring up Tara right now. I couldn’t afford to lose the upper hand in the divorce. “You left your wife stranded in the pouring rain. That’s how you take care of her?” “But I am fine now!” I interrupted, moving to stand between the two men, placing my hands on Justin’s chest to guide him back toward the house. “I am fine, and I am home. Let’s just go inside before we all get sick from the cold.” The air seemed to thicken with the tension between the two men, and I pushed against Justin’s chest again to urge him inside, but he shrugged me off and stepped around me. “Go inside, Charlotte.” He demanded, and my eyes widened in disbelief. Did he really think he could just boss me around? “No!” I snapped, my hands balling into fists at my sides. “Please, go.” Derek insisted from behind me, and I whipped around to send him the same glare, only he didn’t bother to meet my eyes. His were locked on Justin. “Why? Should I go inside for a ruler?” I asked bitterly, but neither of them responded for several moments as I glanced back and forth between them. “Fine! Suit yourselves!” It took everything I had not to stomp as I stormed away from them in anger at their absurd behavior. Yet, even as I wrapped a towel around my shoulders and went to heat water for tea, I couldn’t help but peek out front every few minutes at the two men arguing until Justin pointed toward the house. My heart slammed in my chest like a kid getting caught searching for presents before Christmas. I dropped to the floor, hoping I hadn’t been seen, before crawling back to the kitchen on my hands and knees to pretend I hadn’t been spying on them. I jumped to my feet, pulling the towel tighter around me as the front door slammed open and Justin stormed in. His face was red with anger as he marched toward me, stopping only a foot away. “Stay away from him!” Justin ordered, anger laced in each word. “Stay away from all men, for that matter! Do you know how bad it makes me look for you to be alone with another man? Even my uncle! If the press had gotten a whiff of this…” “Excuse me?!” I wanted to laugh at how absurd it was. He had gotten another woman pregnant, but he didn’t want me to simply be near another man?! “This isn’t the 1800’s, Justin! I’m not putting my reputation and honor at risk by being alone with a man!” “That’s not what I am saying! I just…” Justin paused, closing his eyes and sucking in a deep breath. I held mine as he opened them again, reaching forward to place his hand on my cheek. “I just want to know you’re safe. It would kill me if anything happened to you.” Good. Suffer. I thought as I turned my head to pull away from him, but my back was already against the counter. “And you think your own uncle would hurt me?” I asked. “Maybe not him directly…” The towel dropped from my shoulders as I squeezed between him and the counter to escape, but the sound of Justin’s voice cracking as he called out my name made me pause. He sounded pained, but I couldn’t understand why. I had the chance to do something, to betray our vows, and I had chosen not to. He couldn’t say the same. “Charlotte… is that his?” Justin asked, though I could see the irritation in his eyes. Glancing down at myself, I nodded slowly before slipping it off and placing it over the back of the breakfast bar stool. “Yes, it was raining, so he let me use it to warm up. I’m home now, though, so I don’t need it anymore.” Justin looked pained as he glanced from the jacket to me before his face softened as I removed my hand from the jacket. “You’re right. Forget about him. I’m glad you’re okay. Come here,” He whispered, pulling me into his arms. “You look freezing.” Every muscle in my body tensed as his hand began to rub up and down my back slowly. “What are you doing?” I asked hesitantly as he moved his hands to my sides, his right thumb swiping back and forth on my hipbone. His gaze grew more heated, burning with desire as he pulled me flush up against him. “Warming you up. Let me take care of you.” I swallowed hard as a shot of pain hit my heart when he leaned down and kissed my cheek, his lips lingering a breath longer than they needed to. “Justin,” I breathed, ready to tell him to stop, but his next words surprised me. “No other man will ever make you as happy as I can. I can give you everything you want.” He said, running the tip of his nose across my cheek until it brushed the tip of my own. “A car, a house, a baby…” “A baby?” I repeated, stunned that he would really be considering having both of his women pregnant at the same time. “Why not?” He asked, and I pressed my lips together to stop myself from shouting a million reasons why not. “Your mom wants a grandchild, and I’ve always wanted one with you.” I stepped back, grabbing his wrists to force his hands off me when he refused to let go. “I’m on my period.” I spat, my voice as cold as my heart felt. Justin didn’t seem to notice, as his phone chimed, distracting him. He quickly turned, stepping away to open it. “It’s work.” He mumbled distractedly. I narrowed my eyes at him, my arms crossing over my chest as I watched him smile down at his screen. Leaning over, I placed my hand on Derek’s wet jacket once more to hold myself steady as a picture of a woman in lingerie popped up on the screen. ‘If only you were still here…’ The message read. My mouth went dry as he stared for a long moment before texting her back. ‘I need you.’ Those three words made the bile rise in my throat, but I straightened quickly as he turned to face me, acting as if I hadn’t seen what it was. “There is an emergency at work. I have to go.” He said, leaning in to kiss me. I quickly ducked my head, and his lips connected with my forehead as my gaze landed on the bulge in his pants. I couldn’t believe that he could be touching me one moment and running to her the next. Justin didn’t wait for a response. He raced out of the house before I could say anything. That night, I couldn’t fall asleep. It felt like I was punishing myself, wondering if he was going to come home. I should have known better. Just as my eyes began to close, my phone vibrated with another message from Tara. An image opened first, and I raced to the bathroom to dry heave into the toilet before I could take another look. It was the top of Justin’s head with her hand in his hair, her thighs on either side of his face. ‘He will always choose me.’CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. I couldn’t stop fidgeting with the bottom of my dress as I sat outside the courtroom, waiting to be called in for my testimony. If I were alone, I would have just walked out, but I wasn’t. Beside me, also waiting to testify was a professional evaluator of some kind that my lawyer said was there to testify to temporary insanity, and… Tara. I was surprised to see her there instead of inside, and I had to wonder what she was going to say during her testimony and if it was going to help or hurt my case. We exchanged pleasant nods in greeting, but the hallway was silent after that, and I could feel the tension rising with each passing second as I waited for the court to be ready for us. Movement from the corner of my eye made me glance over, and I watched for a few seconds as Tara rubbed her bump. It was crazy for me to think that at one point, I had been desperate to want to carry that man's baby, but now I was grateful that it had never worked out for us. Being
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.“Mh,” I hummed, nodding my head in understanding. “I see how you want to play this.” “Play what?” He said, and I narrowed my eyes at him, feeling him hard against my stomach, but he wasn’t pushing me to do anything. He was barely even flirting. “I just wanted to hold you.” Pushing up on my toes, I paused with my lips just barely hovering over his before grabbing my razor from the shelf behind him and turning away.I heard him let out a deep breath, but he kept his hands to himself as I shaved one leg. The second I reached for more soap, his hands were on my hips, moving down my thighs, up to my butt before going back to my hips. My mind went blank, and I immediately starting picturing what it would be like to be taken in this position, but I shook my head as he pulled away, allowing me to finish, but it took me a moment to remember what I had even been doing. “I’d say we’re even,” I mumbled as I worked on the other leg. “Even?” He asked, watching me with an amu
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.I had never loved Mondays. I had never even tolerated them. They were normally the bane of my existence, and Lydia and I had discussed in length how to obliterate them from being a thing on several occasions. But this morning, I woke up smiling, happy and excited for the day.At some point in the night, we had shifted positions and Derek was the one laying on my side, his face pressed against my breast like it were a pillow. From this angle, I could have sworn he was even smiling in his sleep. I lifted my hand, wanting to run it through his hair, but I was enjoying the moment too much to disrupt him. Everything just felt so… perfect. My mom was awake and her cancer was shrinking. That in itself was proof that miracles did exist, and I would never stop trying to thank any and every greater power out there in appreciation for bringing my mom back to me. Derek was going to be thanked as well, but in a very unholy way and probably far more often. And he loved me. H
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.I froze as he shouted, the words hitting me in the face like a punch. Even my lungs stopped working as I stilled in his arms, too scared to move.Derek’s eyes widened, and his chest began to rise and fall faster as he realized what he had just said.He loved me. Derek Moretti was in love with me.Derek glanced between my eyes, and for the first time since we met, I saw a side of him that wasn’t controlled and calculated. He looked absolutely terrified that he had just yelled that at me in frustration, but his shouting it versus his whispering it wouldn’t have made too much of a difference to the swarm of butterflies in my stomach.After several minutes, Derek rolled onto his back, but didn’t let me go, and I rolled onto his side.It was the same position we had been sleeping in before, but this time I kept my head up and my eyes on his face. I wanted to know what he was thinking, but he hid his thoughts well.Derek reached up with his free hand and rubbed it over h
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.I failed at being discreet as I leaned forward in the passenger seat and watched my best friend through the side mirror. It was obvious that Lydia and Paul were together now, or at least sleeping together, but I couldn’t help the little giddy wiggle that burst free as I watched him open the passenger door of his car for her, closing it behind her once she was inside. “Oh, my god!” I whispered. “They are so cute together!”I turned back to Derek to find he didn’t care even a little bit about watching Lydia and Paul like I had been. His eyes were locked on me, his eyebrows raised in amusement, and he rubbed his hand over his mouth as he shook his head. “What am I going to do with you?” He asked before grabbing the gear shift. “Am I allowed to move the car yet?” I knew he was being sarcastic, but I looked in the mirror one last time to see them pulling away before I nodded. “Good to go!” “Alright,” He said, and as we reached the parking lot exit, I looked down at
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. For the first time in months, the constant beeping of the machines didn’t sound so scary. My mother was alive, my father was laughing again, and I had a job and Derek. “Here we go,” my dad said as he entered the room with a few cups of coffee. He looked exhausted, but happy for the first time in a long time. “Two cups of black coffee,” He whispered, handing one to Derek before placing one down by his seat and offering me the last cup. “And one cup of sugar with a side of coffee.” “Very funny,” I deadpanned, but still whispered a thank you as I took the cup. “I’m sure your mother would want the same thing as you if she could have it,” He said, and I smiled sadly as I stared at my mom. She would have, but she has a long road to recovery ahead of her before she could have solid food, let alone coffee. “Did the doctor say when she can have solid food yet?” I asked, but he shook his head, and I grumbled about us having to wait to talk to the doctor. From the
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. The drive to the hospital was a blur of red lights and panic. I barely remembered the car coming to a stop or my driver opening the door, though it was probably going to be one of the last times he drove me anywhere. By the time I sprinted through the main entrance and reached
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V.I woke up with a pounding headache that was only made worse by my phone ringing. My hand slid across the bed as I searched for it, but I froze as I touched a warm, hard chest instead.A flash of dark green eyes and a devilish grin popped into my mind, and I tensed as I tried to r
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V. Lydia grumbled under her breath as she shoved the hotel keycard into the slot for the third time. The light flashed red again, and I groaned, stumbling to the side a few steps before regaining my footing. We had been at the club all night, and there was no way I wanted to retur
CHARLOTTE’S P.O.V"Ms. Valente, the divorce papers you requested will be ready within a week."I forced a tight-lipped smile to my lawyer, nodding my head as I stood. “I look forward to it. Thank you,” I said, pulling on my coat at the door, feeling my phone vibrating in the pocket. My best frien







