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Chapter Thirty-Two: The Weight He Carried

作者: Manuel
last update publish date: 2026-06-17 05:51:57

Selene’s POV

I do not run.

I want to. My body wants to move faster than walking allows, wants to cover the distance between the side entrance and Bowen’s quarters on the ground floor with something that matches the feeling climbing up my chest. But running in a pack house at night pulls people out of rooms and I do not want people pulled out of rooms right now. I do not want a crowd. I do not want whatever is happening in Bowen’s quarters to become a thing the whole house witnesses before I hav
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