I tested the door first—not because I expected it to open, but because I needed to confirm the extent of my confinement. The handle turned easily enough, but the lock held firm. Heavy iron that would require more than determination and a hairpin to overcome.
The walls were next. Solid stone, fitted so precisely that mortar was barely visible between the blocks. No convenient loose stones, no hidden passages, no melodramatic escapes waiting to be discovered. Just rock that had been standing for centuries and would likely stand for centuries more.
The barred window offered the most unsettling discovery. Beyond the iron lay not another room or corridor, but genuine darkness—the kind that spoke of vast spaces and considerable depth. I could feel air moving through the bars, carrying scents that made something primitive in my brain recoil with instinctive wariness.
This isn't a dungeon, I realized with growing unease. It's something else entirely.
The cell wasn't designed to keep prisoners from escaping. The bars, the lock, the solid construction—all of it was meant to keep something out rather than keep someone in.
But what?
I wrapped my hands around the iron bars, testing their strength. They were warm to the touch despite the cold air flowing through the gaps, and carved with symbols that hurt to look at directly. Not decorative flourishes, but purposeful marks that seemed to pulse with their own dim light.
Protection, my instincts whispered. Those symbols are meant to protect.
"Protect me from what?" I said aloud, my voice echoing off stone walls.
The darkness beyond the bars seemed to shift in response to my words, though that was surely imagination born of stress and fear. Nothing could live in spaces that deep, that cold, that completely removed from sunlight.
Nothing human, corrected a voice in my head that I tried to ignore.
I was still standing at the window, still trying to make sense of the symbols carved into iron, when the sound began.
Low and mournful, it seemed to rise from the very foundations of the castle. Not quite a howl, not quite a song, but something that combined elements of both into music that spoke directly to parts of the human soul that civilization had tried to forget.
Wolf, my mind supplied automatically. That's a wolf howling.
But even as the thought formed, I knew it was wrong. I'd heard wolves before—distant calls drifting across the moors near our country estate, lonely and wild but recognizably animal. This was something else entirely. Something that carried intelligence and intention and a sorrow so profound it seemed to have physical weight.
The sound rose and fell with musical precision, and I found myself straining to catch nuances that felt almost like language. Almost like...
A name.
My name.
That's impossible, rational thought insisted. You're overwrought, imagining patterns where none exist.
But my ears insisted otherwise. In the spaces between notes, in the way the howl shaped itself around certain syllables, I could hear something that sounded disturbingly like "Catherine" being called from the depths.
Stop, I commanded myself. This is hysteria brought on by stress and confinement. Wild animals don't call people by name.
The howl came again, closer this time—or perhaps not closer in physical space, but somehow more immediate. More personal. And despite every rational instinct screaming warnings, I found myself pressing closer to the bars.
Don't respond, common sense begged. Whatever's down there, you don't want to attract its attention.
But something deeper than conscious thought was already responding. Some part of me that recognized that call, that had been waiting to hear it without understanding why.
The sound that escaped my throat wasn't intentional—part gasp, part sigh, part acknowledgment of something I couldn't name. But it carried clearly through the bars, down into the darkness beyond.
The silence that followed was absolute, profound, terrifying in its completeness.
Then, from somewhere far below, came the whisper of movement. Something large shifting through shadows, disturbing air that had been still for who knew how long.
It heard me, I realized with mounting alarm. And it's coming closer.
I should have stepped back from the window. Should have moved to the far corner of the cell and waited for whatever morning might bring. Should have done anything except what I actually did, which was remain exactly where I was, hands gripping iron bars, straining to catch any hint of what moved in the darkness below.
What are you? I thought, the question directed toward shadows I couldn't penetrate. What are you, and why do I feel like I should know?
The howl rose a third time, and this time there was no mistaking the intelligence behind it. Whatever made that sound was trying to communicate, trying to bridge the gap between human understanding and something altogether more primitive.
Calling me, whispered that dangerous voice in my head. It's calling me home.
The thought should have terrified me. Should have sent me scrambling away from the window and toward whatever meager safety the cell's interior might provide.
Instead, it sent warmth flooding through my chest that felt dangerously close to relief.
Home, I found myself thinking. Finally, someone calling me home.
Which was madness. Complete, irrational madness.
But madness that felt more real than anything else in my life had for a very long time.
The silence that followed stretched between us like a blade. In those two words—you won't—I heard everything he'd been too careful to say directly. This wasn't hospitality. This wasn't even a business arrangement between civilized people.This was captivity, however elegantly disguised.Say something, I commanded myself. Challenge him, defy him, make it clear that you won't be cowed by pretty threats.But what could I say that wouldn't make my situation worse? What argument could I make that would change the fundamental reality of my powerlessness here?"I understand," I said finally, the words feeling like swallowing glass.I understand that you're holding me prisoner while pretending to offer me freedom.I understand that my family's survival depends on my compliance with rules I'm not allowed to question.I understand that you have the power to enforce your will, and I have none to r
I was examining the contents of the wardrobe—dresses in my size, in colors that complemented my complexion, in styles that suggested someone had been paying very close attention to my preferences—when the knock came."Come in," I called, though I remained where I was, running silk fabric between my fingers and trying to calculate how much such garments would have cost. More than Father had seen in months, certainly. Possibly more than he'd earned in years during the height of our prosperity.What does he want from me that's worth this kind of investment?The door opened with the quiet precision of well-maintained hinges, and I turned to find Kieran MacAllister filling the doorway like he owned not just the castle but the very air within it.He looked different in daylight—less mysterious, perhaps, but no less imposing. The golden eyes that had seemed supernatural in torchlight were simply unusual now, though they carried the same intensity that m
Catherine -I woke to the sound of voices in the corridor—hushed, urgent conversations that carried the particular tension of servants receiving orders they didn't entirely understand. After a night spent on the narrow bed in that stone cell, my body protested every movement, joints stiff from sleeping on a mattress that felt more like penance than comfort.How long was I meant to stay there? I wondered. Days? Weeks? Until I learned to be grateful for whatever scraps of courtesy Lord MacAllister chose to offer?The lock turned with a sound that had become familiar overnight—heavy iron mechanisms that spoke of age and purpose and the kind of security that wasn't meant to be bypassed. I sat up on the bed, smoothing my skirts and trying to arrange my features into something approaching composure.Don't let them see fear, I reminded myself. Whatever's happening, don't let them see weakness.The door opened to reveal
"Do you?" Lucas pressed. "Because from where I stand, it looks like you're preparing to repeat the same mistakes. Using force where persuasion should suffice, demanding loyalty without offering reasons to give it freely."The same mistakes. The phrase cut deeper than I wanted to admit, because there were parallels I'd been trying to ignore. The way I'd isolated Catherine, the way I'd used her family's desperation as leverage, the way I'd imprisoned her rather than trust her with truth.But she's not Lydia, I insisted silently. She doesn't have Lydia's capacity for cruelty, her willingness to destroy others for personal gain."Lydia chose her path," I said aloud. "Catherine... Catherine is here because she had no choice.""Exactly." Lucas's voice carried satisfaction, as if I'd finally grasped a point he'd been trying to make. "She's here because circumstances forced her hand, not because she wants to be. And treating her like a
"She doesn't understand what she's gotten herself into," I said, hearing the defensive edge in my own voice. "If she knew what I really was, what this place really is—""She'd run." Lucas's interruption was sharp, unforgiving. "Of course she'd run. Any sane person would run from a man who imprisons women in dungeons and calls it protection."Any sane person. The phrase stung more than it should have, carrying implications I didn't want to examine. Because if sanity meant fleeing from what I represented, what did that make Catherine's presence here? What did it say about the bargain her father had struck, the circumstances that had made such an arrangement seem preferable to alternatives?"Her father understood the necessity," I said, though the words felt like ash in my mouth."Her father was terrified," Lucas corrected. "Desperate enough to trade his daughter for gold and too frightened to refuse whatever terms you set. That's not understanding—
Kieran -The brandy burned going down, but not nearly enough to silence the voice in my head that kept cataloguing my failures. I sat in my study, the same room where I'd held Catherine's stolen rose like a talisman, and tried to convince myself that I'd done what was necessary.She's safe, I told myself. Protected. The cell will keep her contained until the full moon passes.But safety felt like a thin justification when I could still smell her fear clinging to the air hours after she'd been escorted below. Could still see the way her spine had straightened when she realized the beautiful chambers had been a lie. Could still hear the careful politeness in her voice as she'd thanked me for hospitality I had no intention of providing.Coward, my conscience whispered. You couldn't even tell her the truth yourself.No, I'd left that task to servants who knew better than to question orders, no matter how distasteful.