As we are pulling up to the house I see a car, I become nervous hoping that isn't who I think it is. Once we come to a stop, I get out of the car, Ms Davis slides across the seat and follows me out of the car we continue to walk up the steps, but then I hear the car door. Opening we stop and turn around.
I watch as the person is getting out of the car, praying it's not him. But my prayers aren't answered as I see him my mate. I go to turn back around and run, but I then hear his stern voice, “Stella, stop.”
I don't want to stop, but I know if I don't the Consequences will be so much worse, so I just stop, but Before I can open my mouth Ms Davis steps in front of me. And says, "We had a girl's day.”
“I didn't address you, so why are you speaking?”
“She needed to get out of the house, there was no harm done.”
I watch as he is approaching us and his hand raises I close my eyes waiting for him to hurt me but wh
It's so dark that I don't know the difference between day and night. I wait and wait for someone to come to get out of the darkness, even if it's only for a second. I thought my life was bad before, it was heaven compared to this life. I feel so dirty from having him all over me. I just want to wash him off of me.The worst part is I'm so cold I want to fight, but I'm not sure how. My hope is fading away. I'm not sure how to even be hopeful nothing positive has happened to me, only negative things. All I have ever wanted was for one person to care about me, just one is that really too much to ask for.I go to move, but it's hard, my body is in so much pain it is overwhelming. It's so hard for me to move. My body is broken, I'm covered in bruises and cuts that he inflicted onto me. He left my legs untied, which is nice, I guess. But not for my benefit the only reason he left them untied is, so he could fuck me whenever he wants to and any which way he desires. I hate when he touches me
As I feel like I am completely gone, I'm rudely awakened by pain in my side. As I open my eyes the light is Blaring I wonder if I'm in heaven. Then I realized I couldn't be more wrong as I see the man standing over me, kicking me into my ribs.“You dumb fucking bitch, I don't understand why you can't just fucking listen to me.”I then hear another voice that I don't recognize. “Stop it, stop, you're going to kill her. You need her To continue our generations.”“She's a waste no I hate her more than anything in this world nobody knows about her, we can find someone else.”As the conversation continues, I'm thankful since he stopped kicking me. The pain is still radiating, but at least he's not adding more to it. I listen as they speak “She is your true mate you dumb ass, you cannot have heir from another person. It would be weak and pointless; it could never compare to your true heir from your true mate.”“Fine, but once she has my heir, then she has gone.”“As long as it is a male, I
"Stella Stella wake up" I don't react to the voice that is trying to wake me, making me nervous not knowing who is shouting my name. I will say though the more I listen, the less nervous I become the voice is beautiful like music to my ears I start to become calm as I listen I feel lighter like a weight has been lifted off of me. I want to know who is shouting for me. Who is having such an effect on me?I finally get the nerve to open my eyes. But instantly becoming disappointed when all I see is whiteness all around me. I look in every direction, and it all seems endless. Not seeing anyone, I begin to wonder if I imagined the voice. Was it even real, why is there no one here I heard someone I wasn't imagining it. I felt it, the warmth that it let out on me the love.I become frustrated, not wanting that feeling to disappear I shout "hello is anybodyhere?"Hoping to hear something anything damn it why. This happens every time once I feel any kind of warmth, and it just disappears. It
I know I need to figure something out. But I am lost for words, I lay in darkness. Not wanting to be weak, but knowing I have a choice to be strong. But it's not The Choice that I want to make. All my life, I was forced to do what everyone else has wanted me to do.I'm not certain why I'm holding on to this world. Or what kind of purpose I may have. I should have died, anyone else would have. But not me, I keep fighting without having any reason to fight. I'm not sure what my purpose really is. But I have to have some purpose or why would I be here?My wolf made me feel invincible, powerful. All the feelings that I have never felt in my life. I don't understand why I can't just accept who I am. But it's almost like if I accept it, I lose myself. I'm not sure if that is worth accepting.I knew my life would be full of Pain, but this torture is almost impossible to bear. I know that I am alive. I can hear them talking, I can't make out the words, but I hear them. And the constant beepin
I force myself to open my eyes. Everything is blurry. I start to blink as my vision is clearing. I become shocked when I realize I am at my father's. I become confused as I am still dreaming how did I get here. My body begins to relax, grateful that I'm alone.I spend the time that I'm alone examining the room, trying to figure what is happening or what is about to happen. I am not sure why Zealand would allow me to come back here. But I know that the reasoning will not be beneficial to me anyway.I go into the bathroom, I look into the mirror, my face is clean from bruises and cuts. I am not sure how long I have been out, but knowing it's been long enough for my marks to disappear. My hair has even grown, I feel strong.I turned around to the shower and I turned the faucet on, feeling the warmth with my hand, loving the feeling. I go and turn on the shower and I watch as the steam fills up the bathroom. I then undress, I see the new scars that he created, but I try not to let it both
I don't know how to act, I'm so angry at this man, I hate him. I don't even want to look at his face. I look down into my lap, not looking him in the eye. I can't let myself feel anything, it only causes me sadness.I then feel a warmness underneath my chin, realizing it's him, my father's hand as he pushes my chin up for me to look him in the eye. I shut my eyes, not wanting to see him. “Stella, I know you're angry and hurt, but please let me explain.”I'm so confused, I don't know how to feel about any of this. I would like to be able to trust him, but I can't, he's no better than Zealand. I'm only going to be left disappointed. “Stella, open your eyes, so I can explain all of this.” I then feel him grab a hold of my face, squeezing my cheeks. I squint in pain, trying so hard not to react to him. I can't take it any longer, I then open my eyes just so I can scream in his face “you left all of this happen to me now you want to talk fuck you.” I then feel his hand slamming across my
I have been spending most days in my room. Miss. Davis told me that Zealand is coming to visit me. She isn't sure when but she knows he is coming now that I'm awake, he wants to speak to me. I don't want to see him, but I know that it doesn't matter what I want. I don't want to go back with him.I knew me being here was too good to be true, that it wouldn't last. I become nervous. I can't go back, I just can't. Tears begin to feel in my eyes, I then hear a knock at my door. I become terrified, my breath becomes heavy, I begin to panic, I look around the room trying to find a place I can hide.I begin to scramble, tripping over things in my room and falling to the floor. I then put my head up, looking around. I then scoot myself under the bed. Into Hiding, I slow my breathing trying not to make a sound. My body stiffens as I try not to move.I watch as the door opens. I close my eyes, not wanting to watch him become closer to me. I feel my body jump with every step he takes. Terrified
I allow myself to let all my frustration out. I take a deep breath over and over until I finally feel relaxed. I get up from the floor and walk into the bathroom. I turn on the faucet to the sink to let the water warm. Once it is warm, I wet my wash cloth. I wash my face, getting rid of all my tears. Getting ready to face whatever is next. I don't wait for Miss Davis to come back to my room. I unlock the door and head downstairs. I'm done being told what I'm going to do. It's time I say what I want. If I'm going to have any kind of happiness, I need to gain some kind of control.I see my father and I walk up to him. I'm not sure what I'm going to say, but I need to be stern. If I'm going to gain any control of my life. So, here I go I can do this, I take a deep breath" Styrell we have to talk.”“I'm not in the mood right now, Stella, It is going to have to wait.”“No it can't wait, I want to talk to you and I want to talk to you now.”I come close to him with a stern stance, showing