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Author: Emily lee
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Have you ever felt like you were so sad that you became numb? You couldn't move. Couldn't do anything. After crying myself to sleep last night, I lay in bed, staring at the wall blankly. I still felt that horrible pain in my chest, it throbbed with it as my mind forced me to relive Dameon Snapping at me. It emphasized every word he said, telling me how much he must have hated me.

Deep down, I knew he said he didn't mean it, but how could he have said it and not meant it? What did I expect when I Did the worst thing possible: bring up his dead mom when he was drunk? I didn't know why I did that. Maybe it was because I was desperate for a connection. I wanted to be someone he could confide in. Kinda...like how one had to rely on a mate. I wanted to be that for him. But Lia's Talk about us possibly being mates just got to my head and I went too far. I was The worst, and I know that.

When I thought about how happy we were, and how good our relationship felt, I felt like shit. I spoiled i
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