6. Hell

     Patricia had so much to say to me. She had babbled about why I should keep on living and not try ending my life. She even made me promise to her not to. On the verge of tears, I hugged her. My spirits made me feel so alone. I knew deep down; I was just this small girl who had been misunderstood by lots of people. And, I never even bothered to explain myself again because they just never believed anything I said.

     She left me after a while. The guards watching me informed me of their Alpha’s proposition. He had ordered to see me for some reason. And now, I was on my way to wherever he was located, with two bulky guards at my side. They all made it seem like I was some psycho that needed watching and it irritated me.

     As we halted in front of the Alpha’s workplace, I saw one of the guard’s pupils dilate, I knew he had just mind linked the Alpha. The next thing I knew we were already entering through the door. And, just like that, I was left with the unknown Alpha Merida claimed was my second chance mate.

“He is, you dumb ass!” She scolded, making me scoff. That grabbed the Alpha’s attention that instant. He stood tall from his seat, with his gaze hovering all over me. It was strange that I never noticed how tall he actually was. His muscled and toned body was a whole lot of that. It made strange feelings lurk between my thighs, pooling them with heat. His mouth immediately carved a firm smile before opening to talk to me. “What’s so funny?” Alpha Killian asked. I loved his name. Killian. Though it sounded so demonic but something about me made me want to say it over and all over again.

For a minute, I couldn’t process what he said. I was drooling over his features, with both hands at the sides of my dress. This was crazy! What was I doing? Gosh… I shouldn’t be doing this. Right? Then why was I? Why was I? 

These were what I asked myself as those mysterious brown eyes dug into mine in a questionable stance. His sudden throat clear immediately brought me back to reality. My lips quivered before actually opening. “That’s… I-mean… It’s nothing.” And that was how I, Celeste embarrassed myself in front of my second chance mate. This was a well-deserved action to trigger rejection from his side. I mean, what was wrong with me? I was a total clown and gosh… It sucked big time.

“You don’t expect me to believe that, do you? Now tell me mate, do I look so entertaining?” Cockily, he asked with a firm brow carved up. Now, what was I supposed to do with that? And… what was this woodsy scent I perceived from him? It smelled so delicious; totally lickable. “N-No.” I replied straight forward. I also couldn’t make a proper sentence without stuttering. Great!

My brows arched up when I saw Alpha Killian making his way towards me. I narrowed my eyes as he drew nearer. What was he up to? I had to do something, right now before I would do anything I would regret. Thus, my mouth moved immediately. “Let me go, Alpha.” I said that instant. It was something to divert his attention. I said it without even thinking.

I didn’t miss his look of confusion. I had expected it to stop him from approaching but instead, it even improved his footsteps. They thudded hurriedly towards me. I saw him ball his fists. In fact, he appeared so angry and pissed. Dear me, what did I do. “Now you’re dead.” Merida hissed. I rolled my eyes at her statement. Alpha Killian had already halted in front of me. He came closer and closer. As he did, I moved back, totally clueless of why he appeared pissed.

“Firstly, I’ll never let go of what is mine so consider this as your new home. On the second note, if you just tried to kill yourself and expect me to leave you alone then you must have the wrong thing coming.” He seethed. I thought he was done but when he took one more daring step toward me, I inwardly cringed inside. What was I going to do? His body heat was really turning me on and I was so helpless. I shouldn’t be surprised in anyway. I’ve always been this poor Omega who had been helpless for a while now.

“I am your Alpha and I ask that you remain beside me as my Luna, the mother of my pups and my mate. Is that too much to ask?” he concluded, though through more of a question. My back had already pressed against the wall. My face was definitely flushed from staring at him so intently. Oh, no! What was he up to? I was certainly not ready for whatever he was up to?

“I’m a useless and powerless Omega. Why must it be me?” I asked him. His enticing mouth moved, constructing a grin. Next, he was all focused on me. I shyly looked down from his optical force. They had this dominating glance that appeared so controlling. My stomach housed lots of butterflies from merely thinking of this all.

Death, Celeste.

You should want to die not thinking of this Alpha that would reject you soon. A voice at the back of my head told me.

“Cause the Moon Goddess never makes a mistake, love. If you were made mine, then you are mine. Mine and mine only.” My body reacted to that statement. My nipples froze in reaction to what he had said. Alpha Killian sniffled, directing his nasal structures to beneath my chin. His gaze was back up, staring at me like I had just dropped from an alien’s planet.

“I could smell your arousal, you know. Are you that turned on by me that easily?” he asked with a really demonic smile. My heart thudded in panic. I hated this! Why were mates so sensitive to each other’s scents? I wished I was able to twist the times to when I was inside that river. I would have gone to the deeper parts and ensured nobody ever found me. Perhaps, I would have peace of mine with my mum and dad. I won’t have to worry about mates!

“Y-You're m-making things up,” I retorted, stuttering and still looking down. He angled his face towards me, lifting up my chin. “We both know I’m not. I would rather keep it calm if I were you because next time you are aroused, I won’t be able to keep my hands off you.” Alpha Killian constructed. His frame retreated from mine. The next thing I knew he was going out the door. His guards entered that minute. They directed me to where I should stay.

Hell of what, Moon Goddess?

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A/n Sorry for the late updates, guys!! Lost inspiration to pen down anything at all which is unfair on your side, I know. My sincerest apologies.

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