Aryan-
“You are a lifesaver!” I rushed forward, once I met Dirk by my car, to throw my arms around him, in a tight hug.
“It isn’t that serious. The damage wasn’t that bad. It was done an hour ago. I just figured I would use the car as an excuse to have lunch with you.” Dirk chuckled.
Stepping back, I didn’t bother correcting him. He knew pretty much everything about me, but he didn’t know about Kierian. Although humans weren’t supposed to know about werewolves, sometimes it was inevitable. He happened to show up at my house freshman year and discovered it by accident.
It wasn’t just him, it was our mutual friend Lilly Montrose, who also knew about it. At first, they had been stunned, but they never looked at me any differently than before. If anything, it only made us grow closer.
“Well, I still can’t repay you enough.” I playfully smacked his arm.
“As long as you have lunch with me, that is agreement enough.” Dirk turned slightly and grabbed a brown paper bag off the top of my car.
“That is a deal.” I smiled brightly, thankful to have a friend like him.
Dirk has always gone out of his way to help me any time I have asked. Knowing that I could count on him for anything, made him a rare friend to have. Sometimes I thought he had a crush on me, but whenever I would ask, he would just laugh and tell me I was thinking too much.
“By the way, how is your first day as a senior going?” Dirk asked, while he dug into the bag and handed me a burger.
“Not bad.” I lied since I didn’t want him to worry. “I am almost ready to start my next phase of training.”
“Your kind doesn’t have an easy life. I couldn’t imagine doing all my schoolwork, and extra just to be able to graduate. High school is hard enough.” Dirk shook his head as he took a fry out of the bag and shoved it into his mouth.
Other than a comment here and there, I would have forgotten that Dirk was human or that I was a werewolf. I knew he didn’t mean to point it out, but it just reminded me that our worlds were far apart. For now, things might be okay, but eventually, I would probably need to cut ties with him.
He knew my plans for the future, which he supported fully. What he didn’t know, is that I couldn’t let him get involved. I knew he wanted to stand by me to help, but there wasn’t much he could do. At most, he would just get fatally hurt.
Dirk might be a great friend, but it made me realize that even if all humans accepted werewolves, they would never be able to stand with us. Our world was too dangerous for them. It would be better if werewolves stayed in the shadows and protected humans without them knowing.
“Maybe, but it is necessary for us. We must be able to blend in with humans but also need to worry about the supernatural side of things.” I shrugged before taking a large bite of the best burger that was in Florida.
There is a shack along the Montecroix Pier that has the tastiest burgers that I have ever had. It was my favorite place to eat. It was where Dirk and I met for the first time. There were a few more days before school started and I went there with my mom.
Dirk had been at the Pier with some friends playing. Since I was a child at the time, I wanted to play with the other kids, while my mother was ordering food. At first, Dirk’s friends didn’t want a girl playing with them, but Dirk said he was the boss and that I could join.
I never thought I would see him again until school started, and he became my deskmate. Since then, we have been best friends. He was more like a brother to me than anything. I have never had any romantic interest in him. Not to mention that I knew Lilly had been chasing him since long before I met them.
“By the way, what are you going to do if you can’t shift?” Dirk leaned against my car as if it were his.
“I will figure that out when the time comes. Either way, I won’t give up.”
Dirk didn’t say anything more after that, as it looked as if he were deep in thought. Every time the topic came up, it always looked as if something was bothering him. I knew better than to ask what he was thinking about because he never told me. He would just end up telling me that it was nothing and then change the subject.
“Oh, by the way, we were thinking of going to the Pier this weekend to have a small party. Some kids from school thought it would be fun to end our summer vacation that way. I know that you don’t attend Milbourne High anymore, but everyone wants you to come too.” Dirk managed to change the subject even though I didn’t ask him what was wrong.
“I will need to talk to my godparents about it, but I don’t see any reason that I can’t go.” I smiled and then took the last bite of my burger.
“Going into senior year without you isn’t going to be as great as we planned.”
“I know, but I had no choice. If I want to take back what my father gave his life for, I need to finish out my time at school learning everything that I can.” I nudged him lightly in the hope he would cheer up.
Before my family died, Dirk and I had been looking forward to senior year. Mainly because we wanted to do something big for Senior Prank Day. It was the one day we were allowed to prank the teachers without getting in trouble.
We started planning it on the first day of junior year. Now, I wouldn’t be able to do it. Grandview Academy didn’t have anything like that; even if they did, it wasn’t like I had any friends to team up with at the school. I missed being able to attend human public schools.
“Well, I need to get to class. We will chat later.” I forced a smile, as I started backing away from him.
“Wait!” He yelled, as he reached into his pocket and then threw my keys toward me.
Catching them, I waved them in the air before hurrying off. Technically I had about fifteen minutes left of lunch, but I didn’t want to talk about things that made me feel sad. I couldn’t lose sight of why I was attending the Academy. It had been my decision to give up the freedom I once had.
Heading inside the building, I saw the halls were still crowded. Not wanting to chance running into Kierian or Liam again, I hurried to my locker to grab what I needed for my next class. Since I had some time before class started, I made my way into the bathroom.
The stalls were all full, except for the one at the end. Entering the stall, I hung my bag on the hook on the door. It didn’t take long to relieve myself, but I decided to take a few extra minutes. After wiping and pulling my clothes back up and tucking in my shirt, I leaned against the side of the stall.
With the thoughts of my old life running through my head, I figured I needed to clear my head before attending class. Taking a minute, I wondered if it was possible to still attend my old high school and do what I needed to do. Since it wasn’t the first time, I had thought about it, it didn’t take me long to reach a judgement.
No matter how difficult it was, this was the only way I could accomplish my goal. With my determination set again, I grabbed my bag and exited the stall. Just as I finished washing my hands, I was reaching for a paper towel when the bathroom door opened, and Brianna walked in.
“Just the loser I wanted to see.” Brianna’s tone wasn’t friendly at all, but I ignored it as I grabbed the paper towel and dried my hands.
“What can I do for you?” I remained calm since I had no intention of letting her have any power over me.
“I already told you, but you didn’t listen. Since you didn’t take my warning seriously enough, about staying away from Kierian, I will just need to teach you a lesson.” Brianna shoved me into the trash can just as I turned to throw away the disposable towel.
Catching myself in time, I managed to not fall completely. With my hand supporting my weight against the wall, I took a deep breath. As much as it irritated me that she put her hands on me, I couldn’t retaliate. It would be her word against mine and I couldn’t afford to get kicked out of school.
Fighting back the urge to hit back, I straightened my spine and faced her. “Liam just bumped into me, and he was apologizing.”
“I am not stupid. You offered to eat lunch with them some other time.” She glared at me with enough hostility that I was sure her wolf was on the verge of coming out.
“It was simply out of politeness, nothing more. I didn’t mean it.” I didn’t know why I bothered trying to explain myself.
“Oh please, do you really think I believe that? No one is as innocent as you claim to be. I bet you even planned it so they would bump into you. Not just once, but twice.”
I didn’t say anything this time because I felt like it wouldn’t matter what I said. Brianna seemed to have made up her mind about me. If I kept my mouth shut, maybe I could keep the situation from escalating.
“You are pathetic. There is no way that anyone would ever take a second look at you. You are trash.”
Brianna raised her hand, but this time I was quick to react. Just as she was about to slap me across the face, I stopped her hand by grabbing her wrist. She looked surprised for a moment, but then her eyes flashed with anger.
“It is time I taught you a lesson about who is in charge around here.” Brianna pulled her hand back and turned to leave.
When the door closed behind her, I let out a long breath. “This is going to be a long year.”
My next class, which was Future Leaders, taught by Mr. Benson, was the only way I would learn what I needed. Although I have been trained to be the Next Alpha, I still had some things to learn. I wouldn’t let Brianna, Kierian, or anyone get in my way.
Not willing to let myself be hindered by what Brianna said, I took an extra minute in the bathroom before walking toward the door. When I tried to open the door, it wouldn’t budge. Letting out a frustrated groan, I already knew that Brianna had locked me in the bathroom.
I could kick it down, but I couldn’t damage school property without severe consequences. Although it hurt my pride, I knocked on the door with my hand a few times and called out for someone to let me out. I did that for almost ten minutes, which made me late for my next class.
When the door finally opened, the school Janitor, Mr. Watson stood in the hall with a worried expression. “How long were you in here?”
Noticing the sign that said ‘Out of Order’ on the door, I clenched my teeth to keep from saying something nasty. I don’t know why Brianna had it out for me, but it wasn’t for anything I essentially did. It was obvious she had some sort of disorder where she only heard what she wanted to hear and not what was being said.
“I need to get to class.” I told the janitor as I rushed out of the bathroom without an explanation.
When I reached the room to my class, I knew I was going to get in trouble when Mr. Benson’s eyes landed on me. He looked annoyed, but to my surprise, he just released a sigh as he pointed toward the back of the room. I always heard he was a little harsh, but it could just be a rumor.
“It is nice of you to join us, Ms. Blakley, if you wouldn’t mind taking your seat in the back row.”
Looking toward the back, I cringed when I saw that the only empty seat was between Brianna and Kierian. Great. This day just couldn’t give me a break. Dragging my feet, I made my way toward the seat and frowned when I saw my last name carved into a gold plate at the edge of the desk.
Both Kierian and Brianna looked at me when I sat down. Kierian didn’t seem as interested in me as Brianna did, as he merely glanced for a moment. Brianna on the other hand was glaring at me.
“Your last name is Blakley?” She whispered in a not-so-friendly tone.
“No talking in my class. Eyes forward or you will sit out in the hall until the lesson is over.” Mr. Benson barked. Maybe it wasn’t a rumor about him being harsh.
Aryan-Over the next few days, I kept my head low and was extra careful to avoid everyone. Not that I was able to get away from Brianna. She played dirty tricks on me, like putting fish in my locker, placing thumbtacks on my seat, sticking gum all over my desk, and a few other things.They were mostly childish things, but they were annoying. If that were the best she could do, I didn’t see a reason to make a big deal out of it. I just paid closer attention to things and stopped putting things in my locker. Anything important that I couldn’t carry around, I put in my locker in the gym.Thankfully, Kierian stopped attempting to talk to me, and even Liam left me alone. Neither of them attempted to convince me to eat lunch with them. For the most part, they ignored me. Except I did see Liam cleaning gum off my desk once. There was a time when Kierian had been standing next to my locker while the janitor cleaned the fish out of my locker on the third day.I wished they would just ignore me
Aryan-To my relief, Kierian returned to his seat, leaving me alone. I wasn’t sure how to feel about him kissing me, but I didn’t have much time to worry about that. The game continued, but I excused myself. Walking away, I found myself getting more alcohol, without paying much attention.I refilled my cup a few times before the effects of the booze hit me enough to relax again. When I returned to the party, the game had gotten out of hand and instead of going in a circle, it was completely random. A few people began to leave the party, as they were being carted away by their friends that hadn’t been drinking.Dirk was completely drunk, but Lilly stopped drinking when she noticed that Dirk wouldn’t be able to drive home. Since they came together, I didn’t need to worry about how either of them was going to get home. I also didn’t bother to care how I was going to get home, because I could always call my godparents.It wasn’t like they didn’t know that I had a few drinks with my friend
Aryan-Why do I bother drinking? Every time I do, I either drink too much and forget everything, or I don’t drink enough and end up doing something foolish and remembering everything. I didn’t know if it was a good thing or a bad thing that I don’t remember what happened Friday night.The last thing I remember was Kierian and the others showing up to the party, but after that everything was foggy. I vaguely remember Kierian kissing me, but I hoped it was just a dream. If he really did kiss me, I would never be able to live down the embarrassment I felt.If it weren’t for Lilly telling me that Kierian took me home, I wouldn’t have known how I arrived. So, when I woke up Monday morning, I wanted to pretend to be sick, so I could avoid the ridicule I was sure to face. The best thing for me to do was just act like I didn’t remember anything and go about my day as if nothing happened.Not that it would be hard since I really didn’t remember anything. Giving myself a pep talk, I made my way
Aryan-As soon as school was over, instead of heading home, I went to sit on the bleachers, by the football field. I still couldn’t believe I had agreed to the bet. More than that, I can’t believe I had initiated the bet.Groaning, I grabbed my bag and pulled out the homework I had for the day. Maybe I could just focus on my homework and worry about the rest later. As soon as I opened my book and started on my work, I heard someone jogging up the bleachers.I didn’t need to look up to know it was Kierian making his way toward me. Werewolf or not, Kierian’s presence demanded attention. Lycans had a very distinctive scent to them, that could attract anyone, including humans.They each had a different scent, but Kierian’s scent was the strongest. At least I noticed whenever he was nearby. I didn’t know if it was like that for everyone, or if it was just because I was more familiar with his scent. He had a deep woodsy smell, mixed with a hint of vanilla, along with the scent of night.It
Aryan-Standing in the gym, as I waited, I felt a little uncomfortable. Cheerleaders were still lingering after practice, either talking or coming out to the girl’s locker room. With my hands folded behind my back, I kept to the background, hoping no one would notice me.Kierian hadn’t been inside the locker room for long, so I knew it would take a while before he finished. Quietly walking along the wall, I slipped behind the stack of mats used for training. The stack was high enough that I didn’t need to crouch down.Peeking around the mats, I didn’t see anyone looking in my direction. As long as no one looked in my direction after leaving the locker room, I should be able to remain hidden. Every so often a cheerleader would exit, causing me to hold my breath until they walked off.When I was sure all the cheerleaders had finished showering and changing, my shoulders relaxed. There were a few girls that still lingered in the gym, but after ten minutes I thought I was in the clear. Tu
Aryan-While waiting for Callie to bring the fruit cake, coffee, and sandwiches for Kierian and me, we sat quietly. I wasn’t sure what to say or do. I still didn’t know what happened the night of the party and I kept thinking about the bet.Guilt chewed at me when thinking about the bet since it was just one more thing that I knew I was doing wrong. It was bad enough that I kept my identity from him, now I was hiding the fact I bet Brianna, I could get him to take me to the dance and game. At this rate, I wouldn’t blame him if he hated me, when he learned of the truth.At least Kierian seemed comfortable as he leaned back in his chair and looked around the café. His gaze met mine a few times, but they didn’t linger. The awkwardness that I felt was making me worried I would say something I shouldn’t.“This place is pretty cool. I expected things to get weird with me being here.” Kierian broke the silence.“Weird how?” I shifted in my seat awkwardly as this was exactly how he referenced
Aryan- When we left the café, I thought he might take me back to the school to grab my car, but he turned off the road, a mile from the school. Confused, I couldn’t remember him saying that we were going to be doing anything else. Looking out the window, I couldn’t think of anything that was in this direction that I knew. “What are we doing?” I asked when I could no longer figure anything out on my own. “I am not ready for this to be over, so if you don’t mind, I want to take you somewhere.” Kierian tightened his grip on the steering wheel, making me wonder why he was tensing up right now. “I don’t mind.” I lied. I did mind, but I couldn’t turn him down. Upsetting him was the last thing I wanted to do on top of all the wrong things I was already doing to him. If I could make his time with me a little bearable, perhaps he would let me off the hook a little. I had hoped to put an end to this outing with him, so I could process everything and not live in guilt all day long. Not want
Aryan-My attention stayed on him for a long time, after returning to his side to watch. I didn’t know why, but seeing his eyes narrow on his target, the set of his jaw, the way he turned his body slightly to adjust his stance, and the focus he held as he prepared the dart, made me fall in love with him all over again. Seeing him take this outing seriously, the memory of the bet came rushing forward.I knew that there was no way I could win this bet. If I won, I would want him to hate me. However, if I purposefully lost the bet, then maybe I would have a chance with him. I couldn’t tell him about the bet now, at least not until after the deadline, so he would see that I had lost on purpose.At least, that was the only thing I could think of that might salvage things. There was still the matter that he would hate me for lying to him about who I was. I had to believe that if I proved that everything between us was real, he would understand why I had to keep it from him.It was beyond me