Mag-log inLila’s POV
AFTER THE burial, tradition demanded we hold vigil at the house, where family and the inner circle gathered. No press, no outsiders, only blood and those bound by loyalty.
And it was suffocating.
Everywhere I turned, shadows clung to the walls, thick with smoke and grief. The room buzzed with low voices, whiskey glasses clinking, leather jackets shifting like restless wolves in mourning. My heels clicked against the hardwood floor, far too loud, like I didn’t belong in a place carved from blood and grit.
Eyes followed me, some pitying, some openly sneering. I lifted my chin higher, fingers brushing the cool diamond on my hand, as though that sparkle could shield me. Adrian’s voice echoed in my head, sharp as glass: Always hold your head high, Lila. Don’t let them see weakness.
But weakness was all I felt.
I was holding a paper-thin version of myself together when the perfume hit me, heady, expensive, laced with poison.
“Lila Montgomery,” Vivienne purred, her voice slicing through the haze. She stepped into the flickering light like a goddess carved in silk. Her black dress hugged every curve, her lips painted a cruel red that matched the gleam in her eyes. Her manicured nails grazed my bare arm, a touch that made my skin crawl.
“You came back after all. I thought the city had… refined you.” Her gaze slid over me, pausing at the snug dress I’d chosen—wrong for this world, too polished. “Or maybe softened you.”
Heat rose in my cheeks. I forced a smile. “I came for my father.”
Vivienne’s laugh was low, rich, and utterly cruel. “Oh, sweet thing. You’re still clumsy, Lila. Do you think anyone here will take you seriously? Do you think he will?”
The “he” was sharp, deliberate. Jacob.
I swallowed, pulse thudding. “I’m not here for Jacob.”
Her lips curved in a smirk that promised devastation. “Of course, why would you come here for Jacob if you already have filthy rich fiance—what’s his name again?”
I clenched my fist. “Adrian Cross—”
“Right. So where is he now? I heard you brought him here to flaunt his wealth?”
“O-Of course not—”
“So where is he?” Vivienne raised an eyebrow as she waited for me to answer.
“He… He went back to his car for a phone call,” I answered in a low voice. I could feel my cheeks turning red.
“Why don’t you go after him and leave this estate? You don’t belong here anymore.” Vivienne leaned closer, whispering so only I could hear. “And, Jacob would never want you. Not then, not now. You trip over your own feet. You break more than you fix. He’s a man who bleeds steel, and you—” her eyes raked over me with venom, “—you’re made of glass. And glass shatters.”
The words pierced deeper than I wanted to admit. My throat burned. I felt the eyes around us, the weight of judgment.
I excused myself before my voice could crack.
The kitchen was dim and smelled of stale coffee. I gripped the counter, steadying myself, pressing a trembling hand over my chest like it could hold me together. Don’t cry. Not here. Not now.
“Lila?”
I turned at the soft sound of my name. Marco Moore stood in the doorway, tall and quiet, a gentle contrast to the storm outside. His dark eyes softened when they found me, his posture careful as though he was afraid I’d break.
“I—” My voice failed.
He stepped closer, offering a glass of water. “Here. Sip.”
The cool liquid steadied me, grounding me in a way my diamond ring never could. Marco’s presence had always been like that, calm, steady. Even as kids, when the world burned, he was the one who sat with me in silence until the flames quieted in my head.
“You still wrinkle your nose when you’re upset,” he said gently.
My lips parted. “You remember that?”
His mouth quirked into a small smile. “Of course. You used to do it every time your dad told you to stay off the bikes. And every time Jacob teased you until you threw rocks at him.”
A laugh slipped out, small, broken, but real. “I can’t believe you remember that.”
“I remember everything,” he said simply.
The truth in his voice sank into me, warming the cracks Vivienne had carved open. I found myself studying his face, softer lines, a kind steadiness in his eyes that Adrian’s sharp perfection would never have.
“You’re stronger than they think, Lila,” Marco added, voice quiet. “Don’t let them make you forget it.”
My chest tightened. I wanted to believe him. For a moment, I almost did.
But reality clawed back when Adrian’s shadow fell across the doorway. His smile was flawless, polished as ever, but the grip he wrapped around my elbow was iron.
“Excuse us, Marco,” Adrian said smoothly, not waiting for a reply before pulling me away.
Adrian brought me to my old room, where we’d stay as long as the arrangements of my dad’s assets are done. I don’t know Adrian suddenly decided to follow me here at Minnesota, I thought he doesn’t like this place, especially my dad’s biker’s club.
“You embarrassed me tonight,” Adrian told me as soon as the door closed behind me.
My stomach dropped. “What?”
“You hid in the kitchen like a child,” he said, his tone low and controlled, each word precise. “Do you know how that looks? You’re supposed to be Mrs. Adrian Cross. You carry my name, my reputation. You don’t get to run off when someone whispers something unkind.”
I bit my lip until I tasted blood. “Vivienne wasn’t just—”
“Vivienne is irrelevant,” Adrian snapped, then caught himself, smile smoothing back over his face like silk hiding a blade. His hand found mine, too tight. “But what’s very relevant is us. Our future. You need to understand, Lila—your inheritance, your family’s assets, they matter now. To me. To us.”
His thumb stroked the diamond he’d given me, and the gesture made my stomach twist. His touch wasn’t comforting, it was ownership.
“You’ll stop this nonsense,” he murmured, eyes gleaming. “No more running off, no more weakness. You belong to me.”
I turned my face toward the window, hiding the tears burning behind my eyes.
For the first time in three years, I felt regret for leaving my father’s estate… and Jacob.
Lila’s POV“YOU THINK you’re free now?” Adrian’s voice was calm, almost amused.I stopped in the doorway of my bedroom.The lights were off except for the lamp near the window. He stood beside it, jacket folded neatly over the back of the chair, sleeves rolled to his forearms like he was settling in for a long conversation. He looked comfortable. Patient.Like he had been waiting.My pulse began to pound, but I refused to let him see it. I stepped inside and closed the door behind me.“I don’t want you to be here,” I said.He tilted his head slightly. “This is my fiancée’s room.”The word sounded different now. Possessive. Territorial.“I did not invite you,” I replied.“You do not need to.” He smiled faintly. “We are past invitations.”I stayed near the door, keeping distance between us. The events from earlier replayed in my mind. His warning. If you leave me, you lose everything.He watched me carefully, assessing. Measuring.“I assume Jacob enjoyed his dramatic entrance,” he said
Lila’s POVI WOKEup to pain.It was the first thing I felt before thought, before memory, before fear fully took shape. A dull ache wrapped around my ribs. My thighs burned when I shifted. My neck felt stiff, my shoulder sore, my jaw tight like I had been clenching it all night.I stared at the ceiling, unmoving.The room smelled like him.I did not let myself remember everything. Not yet. I catalogued instead. The weight in my limbs. The pressure behind my eyes. The way my body felt foreign, like it had been handled without permission.Adrian was gone.That was the second thing I realized, and it brought a rush of relief so sharp it almost made me dizzy. The other side of the bed was cold. The room was quiet. No footsteps. No voice. No presence pressing down on my chest.I sat up slowly.Pain flared. I bit my lip and swallowed the sound that tried to escape me. When I swung
Lila’s POVTHE SILENCE after Adrian announced the date did not feel real.It stretched too long, thick and fragile, like glass about to crack under pressure. Faces around the table froze into polite smiles, forks hovering midair, breaths held. Someone clapped. Then another. Applause followed, scattered and uncertain, like people testing whether they were allowed to react.My hands went numb.My heart hammered wildly against my chest. I did not remember standing, but suddenly I was on my feet.“I cannot,” I said, eyes wide with so much anxiety and emotional exhaustion.The words came out louder than I intended. Too sharp. Too honest.Every head turned.Adrian’s smile faltered for half a second before he recovered. “Lila,” he said gently, warning threaded beneath the softness. “You are overwhelmed. Sit down.”“No,” I said again, sha
Lila’s POVI LEARNEDvery quickly that wedding announcement dinners were not about celebration.They were about performance.The dining hall had been transformed into something ceremonial, candlelight reflecting off polished silver and crystal like the house itself was holding its breath. White florals lined the long table, elegant and restrained, as if even the decorations understood that excess would only draw attention to the cracks beneath the surface.I sat beside Adrian, my posture perfect, my smile practiced, my hands folded neatly in my lap.Every nerve in my body screamed.He reached for my hand and squeezed it gently, just enough pressure to look affectionate. His thumb brushed over my knuckles in a familiar gesture, one that used to comfort me. Tonight, it felt like a reminder.I was being watched.“Relax,” Adrian murmured, leaning close as guests took their se
Lila’s POVADRIAN’Svoice settled into the room like smoke.Not loud. Not rushed. Just present enough to make the air feel thinner.I did not turn around immediately. I let my eyes stay on the rim of my coffee cup, on the faint ring it left on the saucer, as if that circle could anchor me to something solid.“You look very busy,” Adrian said mildly. “Should I come back later?”Marco straightened beside me. I felt the shift in his posture even before I saw it, the way a man squares himself when patience is already running out.“No,” Marco said. “You should not.”That made me look up.Adrian stood by the doorway, one hand resting on the frame like he owned it. His suit was immaculate, his expression relaxed, almost amused. The kind of calm that only existed when someone believed they still held the upper hand.His eyes flicke
Lila’s POVTHE PARLORroom was too quiet for my thoughts.Sunlight filtered in through tall windows, settling on the polished wood and muted rugs like nothing in this house had ever gone wrong. The coffee in my cup had already gone cold, but I kept lifting it anyway, more for the ritual than the taste.My book lay open on my lap, unread.I had turned the same page three times without registering a single word.All I could see was the edge of my bed.The place where the boot had been.I swallowed and forced my gaze back to the page, but my chest tightened again. Vivienne’s eyes. The way they had swept the room. The way she had paused, as if listening for something that had already betrayed us.I had not told anyone.Not Michael. Not Marco. Not even Jacob.The secret sat heavy inside me, a quiet, dangerous thing.The sound of footsteps broke the stil







