I sit up frantically. I must’ve fainted and that frightened me but what was even more frightening was where I was. I was in a hospital bed, and I heard a man speaking with the doctor just outside the door. It sounded as though they were talking about me. Just as I tuned into their conversation,
They come into the room. The doctor introduces himself and asks how I’m feeling. I give a quick reply. I was more curious as to who he was talking to. Just then I see the man who saved me walking in slowly, peaking around the corner before entering. It wasn’t Leo although I remember exactly who he is. “What are you doing here?” I should’ve said ‘thank you’ or ‘hello’ but shock same first. It was Jordan Taylor. We had graduated Architectural school together although I hadn’t seen him in many years after he took a job opportunity abroad. He was famous in school for his innovation. Jordan was one of the only people I’ve ever considered a friend. “Hey, I was out walking my dog Boomer when I saw you on the sidewalk. You turned pale so I ran to help you and brought you here. It’s nice to see you, Claire.” He says in a gentle smile as if a smile alone could break me into a billion pieces like glass. “Last time I saw you - you were packing your bag and holding a one-way ticket to Europe. When did you come back?” I was happy to see him but confused and shocked that we’d meet again like this. I was always happy for Jordan’s success, but I didn’t think I’d ever see him back here. The doctor asks if he can examine me once more to make sure I’m okay. “You arrived without a moment to spare.” He turns to Jordan. “Your wife could have miscarried had you not brought her in as quickly as you did.” I see Jordan blush. Clearly the doctor was mistaken. “I’m sorry doctor but this isn’t my husband. He’s just my friend.” I see what looks like disappointment on Jordan’s face. He didn’t know I was married. “Oh, I apologize for assuming. Well then, i would like to add that is very important you share this with your husband. This could have been serious. Signs of miscarriage during early pregnancy can bring many complications - some life-threatening. Your baby is okay now, but you need to be careful.” With that the doctor wishes his best, gives me his contact information for emergencies and leaves the room after I thank him for his advice which I intended to follow religiously. My thoughts drift to Leo and I feel my heart aching. He had abandoned me in a time of need once again. He didn’t stop the car, and he was with Charlotte while I sat in the hospital at risk of losing our child. A repetition of before when I had fell in the bathroom and hurt my leg. I had called Leo urgently but was sent to voicemail as he was with Charlotte. I was alone so I had to call an ambulance myself, go to the hospital and order an Uber back to our home. He wasn’t there then. And he wasn’t here now. What would have happened if Jordan hadn’t seen me today? Would I have miscarried, or would I have died? Having made it in time and hearing the doctor say that another moment longer and I would’ve lost the baby and potentially life - was devastating. It sent a shudder through my entire body. “I can take you home... or call your husband to come get you, if you’d like?” Leo was with Charlotte and blamed me for everything that had happened today. He would only humiliate me if I asked. He wouldn’t come to my rescue like he does for Charlotte. At this moment, I didn’t want to love and care for him anymore. It was one-sided and it was destroying me emotionally trying to salvage something that will never blossom. “Thank you for helping me today but I don’t want to be a bother. I’ll just call a taxi to take me home.” I say with a small smile. “Claire.” He trailed off deciding whatever he was going to say didn’t need to be said at this time. “Well, I just started my own construction company and it’s home-based so I’m here permanently. You can call me at any time if there’s anything you need.” He hands me his business card. It was a beautiful metal dimensional card. He was always thinking outside of the box, and I appreciated everything he’s done for me today. He had become so successful in the years since graduation. He built a company and worked on previous projects whereas I became a housewife. I intended to continue working after marrying Leonardo, but his family imposed - stating it would cause unnecessary rumors and hostility in the company and Leonardo agreed. “I’m happy for your success! You finally found your dream!” “Thank you. Which company are you working for now? I would love to recruit you, well more like steal their greatest architectural asset, and hire you in my Company. We offer competitive salaries.” He was trying to convince me. He’ll be more than disappointed to hear my lack of success, and I was already embarrassed. “Actually, I’m a full-time housewife now. I’m not actively working in architecture.” I give a self-pitying smile. I was disappointed in who I had become and for the person I became it for. “Claire, you were brilliant in school and your skills are astounding. How could you waste your talent?” He looks surprised and then places his hand on my shoulder. “I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. I don’t want to upset you.” He cared about my feelings. That was something I hadn’t experienced in a long time. “It’s okay.” I go to grab my bag which Jordan must’ve brought for me and look back at Jordan. “You’re right. I need to go back to work. Wasting my degree is a mistake.” I smile at Jordan. He always knew just what to say and when I needed to hear it. “Claire.” I hear from the doorway behind me. I turn knowing that voice instantly. It was Leonardo. I see his eyes look into mine and then settle on Jordan’s hand that still placed on my shoulder. I see an emotion that I hadn’t seen in him before - jealousy.The last few weeks have been a haze. From finding out that I’ve killed someone, to being pregnant with another set of twins and raising our boys, Logan and Lucas. Life has been busy but our house is finally being cleared from its previous status as a crime scene. I watch as our home comes into view and remember all the things my therapist had told me. ‘A place does not hold memories of trauma, we do. You cannot blame yourself for having a reaction to an action. You are healing. You will be okay.’ I see Leo smiling at the front door as he waits for Elena and I to approach with the boys. I hadn’t seen Leo since that day. I had stayed at jasmines along with Elena and asked for some time. After all that I’ve been through for him, I had to sit back and reflect on whether this was something I would be able to recover from and if my marriage to Leonardo was worth this trauma. I had been disfigured, threatened, kidnapped, abused, attacked and forced into miscarrying. The last year of my lif
Did she shoot me? I feel this pain in my shoulder and I grasp it but I don’t have time to process as I stumble back in response to the force of that one small bullet. Never in a million years did I think she’d actually fight back. She’d always been a pest and nuisance but never confrontational.What changes a woman so abruptly?“Motherhood.” My mother says as I lose my balance, falling over the banister from the second floor.“Would you have felt this for me?” I ask in a daze. I remember killing my mother but never thought once about how she felt or what her thoughts were in her final moments and I’ve never bothered to ask. “Even after what I’d done to you?”“Yes. I would have ran through the flames of that house to find you.”“Why?”“Because you’re my child. I would’ve done exactly what she had done to you if the roles were reversed. That is motherhood.”“But you can’t save me now.” I say sadly as I feel tears building in my eyes.“I can’t. But I can hold you.” She wraps her hands ar
I feel a pulsating pain radiating through my skull and sit up slightly to find a broken vase at my side. Charlotte must have done this. Where is she? I look side to side but am stopped when paramedics rush to assess my wounds. It wasn’t until they bandaged my head that I remembered what had happened. Charlotte was trying to kill Claire. I have to stop her. I jump up and push the paramedics back as I rush up the stairs to find my wife.I’m met by Mason just at the top of the stairs and I can see Claire crumbled down to the ground. She looked like she’d seen a ghost and although her body shook, she was still.“Claire!” I rush to her side and try to ground her by wrapping myself around her. Mason tells me that she is the only one able to account to what happened here. Thankfully our boys were alright.“Elena, did you see what happened?” I ask as I watch her put the boys down for naps. “Yes, Mr. Leo. Ms. Claire was protecting the boys and myself. She did well.” She says sadly as she watc
Even with the storm, I could swear that I heard a gunshot and I quickly jump out of the bed to grab my own and arm myself as I run out the door. “What’s wrong? Where are you going?” Jasmine calls after me as I run down the driveway.“Call the police and give them Leo’s address. I think they’re in danger.” I yell back as I continue running, holding gun and preparing to fire at any assailant. I push the gate open and continue down the block to their home where I see a random car parked. This couldn’t be good.I quickly pull my phone out and call the facility to check Charlotte’s status but there’s no answer. I decide to abandon that thought and focus on the danger ahead. I push forward as the wind threatens to sweep me from under my feet when I finally catch a glimpse of their house. Everything seemed to be intact but I had to make sure. I run to the door and knock but hear no response until I kick down the door. Just as I walk into the threshold, j see Leo is unconscious on the ground
Leo asked that I wait upstairs while he checked the door. I scoot closer to the bassinet where the boys were sound asleep and watch the door carefully. I didn’t realize how long I had been holding my breath until I see Leo reappear and let out a deep sigh and gasp for air.“It’s okay. It must’ve been the wind.” He says as he rushes to my side, holding me form doh long over as I try to inflate my lungs rapidly.“Okay.” I nod quickly as I continue heaving.“It’s okay. We’re all fine.” After a few minutes of silence, I hear my alarm on my phone indicating that it was, once again, feeding time. “How about you stay here and I’ll grab the bottles.” “No, it’s okay. I can do it.” I reassure him. The truth was that I needed a moment alone. I then get up to get my pump supplies and their bottles while Leo watches the boys as Lucas had begun to stir.I could still feel the weariness of the storm lingering over me as I descend the stairs and walk towards the kitchen. It felt like I was walking
Some may think it’s odd that I’d feel so comfortable as to knock on the front door, even to knock as though it were urgent. But there was a method to my madness. I know Leo. He’s far too chivalrous to allow Claire to open the door, nonetheless during a ramped storm. He’s going to be the one to come to the door and while he makes his pace, I’ll be making mine to the back to find a point of access and try to catch a view of where my target was.I watch as Leo goes to the door and I have to fight the urge to run back to the front and jump into his arms. I watch as he examines the area and returns inside and I find that the back sliding door’s lock had been damaged by the falling debris. Just my luck coming into play, I have the perfect point of entry.“You cannot do this! You cannot harm those you love.” My mother screeches at me in the pouring rain.“I would never hurt Leo.”“But you have.” I decide to ignore her. Seeing as I could be heard at any moment.I wait until I see Leo go back