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Chapter 1
Riley's Pov
My first mistake was going to Claire's house to cry my eyes out before her to see what marriage did to me.
The second mistake I made was allowing her to drag me down here to get drunk, and the last mistake for the day was sitting down here and eyeing another man who was not my husband.
I knew I shouldn't be doing this even when I was drunk. I shouldn't be here in a bar in the first place. I shouldn't be taking shaky steps towards the elegant Aiden Cole, whose grey eyes remained on my cleavage.
I shouldn't have made it to his side. I shouldn't have leaned in for a kiss on his delicate, juicy-looking lips, nor should I have wrapped my arms around his neck.
I shouldn't sit down on his dick, strangle him with my butt, and eat up his lips aggressively like I was doing.
It was not my fault, my husband made me do it.
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Weeks ago...
"Let's welcome Riley Spears, our guest speaker today on our show HOW TO KEEP YOUR DESTINED HUSBAND AS A PERFECT WIFE." The main presenter welcomed me in, and everyone went into a jubilant mood. Shouting on top of their voices.
I stepped into the camera of the TV show, and with my perfectly practiced smile on my lips. They were expecting to see a perfect woman for a show like this, and a perfect woman they would see.
"Please, Mrs Spears, greet the people watching you from home." I was told.
"Hello, everyone watching from home, it's me again, Riley Spears, the living example of a perfect wife for a perfect husband."
The presenters smiled and clapped.
"Today, I've come with another one of the packaged tips on how to be a perfect wife for your husband, the type of wife that would get your husbands locked in your embrace all day long."
"Oh, I know the citizens watching us would be so anxious right now, they can't wait for you to begin. If they are like me, I would grab a notebook and pen to jot down the points." One of the presenters said smilingly.
"But you are not with any of the things you mentioned, sweetheart." The other presenter said to her.
"Shut up." She scolded and they all laughed.
I took my stage again, "So, as I have said, the first tip I have for you all today is to always smile," I pointed my index fingers to my lips, and repeated, "Smile."
"A wise man once said that when you let out a radiant smile, there are two things involved. One, you spread happiness. Two, people return your smile, and love blooms."
"Wow! I've never heard of that before." One of the presenters said to me, and I smiled at her. "I'll start using that."
"There is another way to keep your husband, this is mostly used when you go out together to parties, meetings, or any gatherings with many people. Normally, in such gatherings, wives are not to disgrace their husbands. Husbands tend to hate wives who disgrace them in front of their friends, business partners, or relatives, so to be a perfect wife, you have to know how to be perfect in front of other people. You have to know how to keep your perfect smile, wave a little when interacting with others, and speak smartly."
"Again, after knowing how to keep the husband proud in front of other people at home, you have to know how to cook and take care of your husband, show your husband that you have nobody else. Try to make him see himself as a god, and with that, you will create a perfect husband out of your husband through your perfect nature. Thank you."
"Oh my goodness! That's the best tips we have ever had for a while, thank you for those, Mrs Riley Spears."
I smiled at them with a delicate fake smile.
The truth was that everything was a lie. My life was not perfect, nor was my marriage. All the things I said to the people listening to me, I did them at home, but that didn't make my husband look at me twice. I was empty inside and broken.
I never knew how I could tell the people that everything I was saying about my perfect marriage was nothing but a fabricated lie. How was I to tell them that with these tips you cannot win your husband's heart like I couldn't win mine?
It felt like a dream to me when I walked down the aisle to meet my husband who was at the altar waiting for me on our wedding day. I had always wanted him, but I never thought he felt the same way for me, and I never minded.
Even with that, I went to the wedding with him. It was not an easy task to win him over and when I did, I felt that I had achieved everything in my life, until after the wedding.
During the wedding, I noticed my husband was not smiling. He did not look mad, but he was void of any emotions. He looked like he didn't want me. What was I thinking when I had it in my mind that my love was enough for both of us? I understood that it was a little bit too late to regret and it hurts me so bad.
"Thank you for coming to our Show, Mrs Riley Spears. Do well to come by again next time when we invite you, and this is the end of the show with Mrs Riley Spears, on our Show, HOW TO KEEP YOUR DESTINED HUSBAND AS A PERFECT WIFE."
I saw that that was the clue for me to return home. When I got out of the TV station, my driver was waiting for me. I entered the car and brought out my phone, desperately wishing that I must have missed a call from my husband because I spent a little bit too long at the TV station. The program was delayed but there was no call at all from him
I did not let it pull me down. I returned home to make dinner, and it was later at night before my husband returned from work. He did not spare me a little glance. He went to his room to rest for the night, while I returned to my room to cry myself to sleep.
Riley’s POVThe drive home was dead silent. Claire kept glancing at me from the corner of her eye, but she didn’t say anything. She didn’t have to. My mind was still stuck in that hospital room, the smell of disinfectant, the steady beep of the monitor, the weight of the doctor’s words echoing in my head.I was pregnant.I had spent the entire ride convincing myself to breathe normally, to look forward to the next day and just get home.When we turned into my street, I thought I was hallucinating. A sleek white Mercedes was parked right in front of my gate, the kind of car that clearly didn’t belong in this quiet neighborhood. For a moment, I thought maybe one of my new neighbors had guests. But as Claire slowed down, I could see her…. Sophia, leaning casually against the car, her arms folded, phone in one hand, she wore that self-satisfied smile that made my stomach twist.I felt Claire stiffen beside me.“What in the fucking hell is she doing here?” Claire muttered, parking the c
Adrian’s POVI wasn’t supposed to be at the hospital this morning. If the board meeting hadn’t been pushed back an hour, I would have been on my way to the office, not rushing through the hospital parking lot, juggling my phone and car keys.But life always had a funny way of throwing you off.I had just gotten off the phone with my secretary when I spotted them… two women by a silver car, one of them clearly struggling to walk properly. The other was trying to help her into the passenger seat, speaking softly and steadying her by the arm.It took me a while to recognize who it was.Riley.My hand froze on the car door handle. For a second, everything around me just blurred.I hadn’t seen her since that day in the parking lot. The day we both pretended not to know what the other was thinking. The day she looked me in the eyes and walked away without saying a single word.And now here she was… I didn’t know why it hit me that hard, but it did. Something about the way she moved or didn
Claire’s POVThe smell of antiseptic had already started to sting my nose. I had been sitting in that white corridor for what felt like hours, my foot tapping against the tiled floor as if it could make the doctor appear faster. I didn’t even realize my hands were shaking until I dropped my phone for the third time.Riley had been inside for over an hour now. When I brought her here earlier, she could barely walk. Her face pale, her lips dry, and her hands… God, they were trembling so much I had to hold them steady just to help her sign up the form.She didn’t even say much on the way here. Just sat there, clutching her stomach and staring out the window like she could see through the world. I kept talking to her, trying to keep her conscious, but she only gave short answers, or none at all. It scared me. Riley was the strongest person I knew, and seeing her like that made me feel utterly useless.The door finally opened, and the doctor stepped out. She was a middle-aged woman, her
Claire’s POVIt’s been over a week since Riley last came around, and every day since, something inside me itched with unease. She always kept saying she was fine, her voice soft and small over the phone. But I knew her too well to believe that. Riley never says much when she’s hurting; she just goes quiet, shutting everyone out, and drowns herself into silence until it becomes unbearable.This morning, I called again.“Riley?”Her faint and dry voice came after a few rings. “Hey, Claire.”“Where are you? I haven’t seen you all week.” I asked, pacing around my living room.“I’m home,” There was a pause, and then, “I’m fine.”She sounded anything but fine right now.“Are you sure? You sound very weak, Riley.”“I’m okay, just tired.”I hesitated, listening to the way her breath hitched on the other end. It didn’t sound like the kind of tiredness that came from lack of sleep. It was heavier, like something deeper and it was eating her up inside.“Alright, just… call me if you need anyth
Riley’s POVI didn’t answer, I just stood, watching her say all she could say.She tilted her head. “Sophia and I spoke. She told me everything.”Of course she did. They would do anything…just anything to bring me down, just like they’ve always had.“Yeah. I’m sure she did,” I laughed bitterly.Samantha’s smile widened, her perfectly glossed lips curving with satisfaction.“She does feel awful about what happened between you and Ethan, you know. She said it all got… complicated. But I suppose marriages do fall apart for all sorts of reasons, don’t they, Riley?”Her words cut through me. But I didn’t flinch, I didn’t shake, but she saw something; her eyes gleamed like she’d found a weakness worth pressing on.“You know, you two were always so perfect,” she continued, folding her arms. “People used to talk about how compatible you two looked together all the time. ‘THE PERFECT COUPLE,’ everyone said. You had the cars, the houses, the connections, the money, the business dinners….and no
Riley’s POVThe scent of roasted beans and something sweet, maybe cinnamon, smelled faintly around the café, but it didn’t lift my mood. I sat there staring at the folder in front of me, the one with the divorce papers, the final end to what used to be my marriage. The folder looked plain, harmless, simple and white….but it felt heavier than a stone sitting on my chest.Across from me was my lawyer, Mrs. Carter, folded her arms and studied me quietly. She was kind, mid-forties maybe, she was the kind of woman who always wore soft colors and spoke like she firmly understood more than she said.“Mrs. Spears, before we go through with this, I just want to be sure. Divorces…they don’t just destroy marriages. They change people. You’re emotional right now. Maybe you should take a day or two to think this through.”I smiled faintly, “I’ve been thinking for months, Mrs. Carter. Every night I’ve had to convince myself to stay when everything inside me was screaming at me to leave. I’ve thoug







