Chapter 54: It Wasn't For Me

It's so hard for me to accept everything. I got used to waking up in the morning to see Agatha. I got used to being her sweet and loving daughter, but now she is gone. I just lost her! Agatha is no longer there to hug and kiss me to relieve my tiredness and worry. I'm even more hurt because I'm also used to always being with Roswell, and I was spoiled by his love, which turns out not to be for me, and it's hurt me so much!

I was looking at the big picture of Agatha in the front. There are flowers in front, and in the middle is her urn. I can't believe that my daughter is there, and I miss her so much.

I felt Anthony next to me, but I didn't look at him. Our last conversation was not good. As usual, he still blames me for Agatha's death because I was careless. He said that I prioritized useless things more than looking after Agatha.

For some reason, what he said had a point, and I admit that until now I blamed myself. I just didn't accept the last thing he said to me: that I put my lov