LOGINELARA'S POV
"Don’t joke like that," I chuckle, trying to brush it off, giving him a light shove. Nate isn’t usually one for jokes, but every now and then, he surprises me. I wait for that familiar glint of mischief to break the tension, the hint that he's teasing me. But… it isn’t there. He looks at me, his eyes flat and unyielding. "I’m not joking, Elara. I want a divorce." The words are a sucker punch. My chest tightens as I stumble back a step, the brown envelope I’ve been holding slipping from my grasp. I tighten my grip on it instinctively, clinging to it like it’s the last piece of reality keeping me grounded. A divorce? Why? My head spins, trying to process his words, to find sense in them. Yes, we’d been distant lately, but it was nothing serious. We still shared our bed, ate our meals together, and spent time in each other’s arms… he even kissed me on the forehead this morning before he left for work. “If this isn’t a joke, then why, Nate?” I whisper, barely recognizing my own voice. He doesn’t answer. Instead, he slides a set of papers from the inner pocket of his jacket and holds them out to me. My hands tremble as I reach for them, a sinking feeling in my gut. Sure enough, the words "DIVORCE AGREEMENT" are written across the top in thick, capital letters that seem to mock me. “Sign it,” he says, thrusting a pen in my direction. I don’t take it, can’t even comprehend the demand. My eyes burn, but I fight back the tears. Am I awake? Or is this some twisted nightmare I can’t escape? I search his face, hoping to find the man I married the man who once loved me. But his expression is as cold as stone. “Nate… I don’t understand,” I murmur, my voice cracking. “What’s going on? Why are you doing this?” A low sob slips from my throat. He scoffs, his expression twisted in disgust. “I don’t want to be in this marriage anymore, Elara. That should be clear.” “But… why?” My voice is barely a whisper, the pain piercing. “I don’t remember doing anything to deserve this. Please, Nate, just tell me why.” He sighs, rolling his eyes like I’m an inconvenience. “Let’s skip the theatrics. Just tell me how much you want to sign these papers and let me go.” Money. My heart sinks. He can’t possibly mean that. But before I can respond, he thrusts a blank check in my face. “If you’re too shy to name your price, write it down. Whatever it takes to get you to stop wasting my time with this little performance,” he sneers. “Performance?” I choke, blinking back tears. “You think I’m acting? Nate, of all people, you should know how much I love you. I know you love me, too. We’re a team, remember? If I did something wrong, we can work through it together like we always have.” He lets out a cruel, humorless laugh. “Oh, enough with the sob story. Your emotional blackmail isn’t going to work on me. Not this time.” Cold disbelief chills me as I stare at him. “Two years, Nate. We’ve been married for two years. I have never lied to you or manipulated you. Wanting a divorce is one thing, but questioning my character and my love for you? That’s cruel.” He raises his eyebrows, crossing his arms. “If you’re as devoted as you claim, then sign the damn papers and set me free. Or does your ‘love’ mean you get to trap me in a marriage I don’t want?” Each word he says slices deeper, but I force myself to nod. I take the pen, flipping through the papers and signing each line with hands that shake so badly it’s almost illegible. The date next to his signature almost a month ago crushes what’s left of my heart. “Here,” I say, shoving the papers against his chest. “This is how much I love you. I won’t trap you if I’m so ‘suffocating.’ I’ll set you free.” He checks the papers, his mouth curling into a faint smile as he sees that I’ve signed every line. “Good. Now, once you’ve decided on your price, go to the bank and take it. Take whatever you want. It’s the least I owe you.” He pushes the blank check toward me. I look down at the check, then rip it into tiny pieces, tossing them at his feet. “I didn’t marry you for your money, and I won’t divorce you for it. It hurts to know that’s what you think of me.” He shrugs, as if I’m just a minor inconvenience. Without another word, I turn and head upstairs, my heart pounding so hard I can barely breathe. I pack what little I need into a suitcase, grabbing my purse on my way out. As I reach the door, my foot bumps against something on the floor the brown envelope with my test results. I pick it up, staring at it, feeling the weight of my heartache all over again. Despite everything, Nate deserves to know about our baby. he had always been there with me after every negative result. I look around the living room, but he’s nowhere to be found. With a deep breath, I drag my suitcase outside. My gaze lands on him sitting in his car, his eyes meeting mine briefly before he looks away. “Nate, wait!” I call out, rushing toward him. “I have something to tell you!” But before I can reach his car, he starts the engine, his expression hard and unmoved as he drives off, the wheels splashing muddy water onto my dress as he leaves me standing there, alone in the dark.ELARA’S POV. The bathroom feels too bright. Steam fogs the mirror as Nate turns on the water, testing the temperature with his wrist like he’s afraid of getting it wrong. I sit on the closed toilet lid, hands folded in my lap, staring at nothing. “Sit tight,” he says. “I’ll grab a towel.” I nod. When he comes back, he crouches in front of me, moving slowly, giving me time to pull away if I need to. I don’t. He helps me stand. The motion sends a dull ache through my body, deep and persistent. I hiss quietly before I can stop myself. “Easy,” he murmurs. “I’ve got you.” “I know you do” I tell him. He only smiles, The adult diaper feels heavy when he helps me remove it. Embarrassing. Humbling. Real. There’s blood. Not fresh panic-red, but dark, steady, undeniable. I stare at it like it belongs to someone else. “This is normal,” Nate says softly, like he can hear my thoughts. “The doctor explained it. You’re okay.” I nod again. I keep nodding a lot these days. He helps me
ELARA’S POV The nurse adjusted the paperwork at the foot of my bed.“You’re cleared for discharge today.”Discharge.The word sat wrong in my body, like it didn’t belong to me yet.I nodded anyway.Five days had passed too fast. Too full. Too heavy.Somehow, I’d crossed the line into motherhood without ever really holding my children.Nate stood beside me, already holding my bag, already ready. He looked proud. Like I’d passed something important. Like surviving counted as an achievement.My eyes drifted to the empty bassinet by the wall.“So…” My voice came out quieter than I meant. “I just… leave?”The nurse’s expression softened immediately. “For now. You can come back whenever you want. They’re in very good hands.”Good hands.I pressed my lips together and swung my legs off the bed. The movement tugged at my stitches, sharp and unforgiving, a reminder that my body had done something irreversible.At the NICU doors, I stopped.Since my delivery, I’d only been able to see Liam and
ELARA’S POV “Thank you” Nate whispers placing a kiss on my forehead. “For them-“ “I’m sorry to interrupt but We’ll need names for the birth records,” the nurse said gently. The words landed heavier than they should have. I looked down at the two small bundles beside me. Breathing. Warm. Real. My mind was still elsewhere. Still stained with red and noise and fear. Still stuck on what almost happened instead of what did. I swallowed and turned my head toward Nate. “Do you have anything in mind?” His brows drew together slightly, caught off guard. “Me?” I nodded once. My voice felt thin. “I… can’t think straight right now.” That was all I said. It was the truth. He studied me for a second, like he was afraid this was something I’d take back. Then his gaze dropped to the babies. The boy first. “He came out fighting,” Nate murmured. “Strong. Didn’t let go.” My hand tightened around the blanket. “Liam,” he said quietly. The name settled into the room like i
ELARA’S POV He chokes violently, eyes wide, coughing as his body finally goes still. The gun slips from his fingers. I stand there, breathing hard, gun still raised, blood dripping from my skin. His eyes were wide. Pale. Relentless coughing. I could help him. I could press down on the wound, grab gauze from the cabinet, stop the bleeding. I could stop him from dying. I could stop myself from being labeled as the woman that took justice in her hands. Or a killer. But I didn’t. I watched him choke on his own blood on the floor of my dream home. I watched until his eyes lost their color. Until the struggling stopped. Until the muffled words faded into nothing. The doors broke open. Footsteps thundered in. But my eyes never left the monster lying before me. “Elara—” Elliot’s voice broke. “What did you do?” His gaze dropped to my nightgown. “Your water broke.” That’s when I saw it. The white puddle between my legs. No, this… it’s not possible, “
ELARA’S POV I rush to the nearest window, heart slamming against my ribs. For half a second, I let myself hope. That maybe Nate came back. That maybe I imagined everything. Then I see the guard. Blond. Tall. One of Ana’s regulars. His gun is raised. Aimed at something outside my line of sight. Then he drops. Just like that. My breath locks in my chest. I stumble back from the window, every nerve screaming. He’s here. There is no time to think. No time to panic. I sprint to the closet and rip open the locked case. Same place Nate pulled the guns from earlier. My hands shake as I grab the first one I see. Pulling the Safety off I Grip tight. Breathe. The panic room. I grab my phone, dial 911 with clumsy fingers, then Nate. Straight to voicemail. I don’t try again. I run. My feet ache, swollen and heavy, but fear gives me speed. I won’t protect Nate tonight. I failed at that already. But I will protect my baby. I turn left down the hallway to
NATE’S POV The road blurs under the headlights, but my mind is sharper than it’s been in months—too sharp, too awake, every nerve pulled tight like wire. Elara’s voice keeps cutting through me like broken glass. “You’re choosing death over us.” “You promised me.” “I don’t want to give birth alone again.” I slam my palm against the steering wheel, rage and guilt twisting together. I promised her. I fucking promised her I wouldn’t lose my head when this moment came. And I meant it. But the second I heard Marcus’s voice—or what sounded like it—everything inside me split. Some men can lose a sibling and still breathe. I’m not one of them. As irritating as Marcus can be when it comes to his life decisions. my brother has spent his whole damn life trying to protecting me in his own way. Heck I’m alive thanks to him. Years ago if he didn’t show up at the mines- No. Not now. If I let that memory surface, it’ll tear me apart before Nicolas even gets the chance.







