MasukELARA'S POV
"Don’t joke like that," I chuckle, trying to brush it off, giving him a light shove. Nate isn’t usually one for jokes, but every now and then, he surprises me. I wait for that familiar glint of mischief to break the tension, the hint that he's teasing me. But… it isn’t there. He looks at me, his eyes flat and unyielding. "I’m not joking, Elara. I want a divorce." The words are a sucker punch. My chest tightens as I stumble back a step, the brown envelope I’ve been holding slipping from my grasp. I tighten my grip on it instinctively, clinging to it like it’s the last piece of reality keeping me grounded. A divorce? Why? My head spins, trying to process his words, to find sense in them. Yes, we’d been distant lately, but it was nothing serious. We still shared our bed, ate our meals together, and spent time in each other’s arms… he even kissed me on the forehead this morning before he left for work. “If this isn’t a joke, then why, Nate?” I whisper, barely recognizing my own voice. He doesn’t answer. Instead, he slides a set of papers from the inner pocket of his jacket and holds them out to me. My hands tremble as I reach for them, a sinking feeling in my gut. Sure enough, the words "DIVORCE AGREEMENT" are written across the top in thick, capital letters that seem to mock me. “Sign it,” he says, thrusting a pen in my direction. I don’t take it, can’t even comprehend the demand. My eyes burn, but I fight back the tears. Am I awake? Or is this some twisted nightmare I can’t escape? I search his face, hoping to find the man I married the man who once loved me. But his expression is as cold as stone. “Nate… I don’t understand,” I murmur, my voice cracking. “What’s going on? Why are you doing this?” A low sob slips from my throat. He scoffs, his expression twisted in disgust. “I don’t want to be in this marriage anymore, Elara. That should be clear.” “But… why?” My voice is barely a whisper, the pain piercing. “I don’t remember doing anything to deserve this. Please, Nate, just tell me why.” He sighs, rolling his eyes like I’m an inconvenience. “Let’s skip the theatrics. Just tell me how much you want to sign these papers and let me go.” Money. My heart sinks. He can’t possibly mean that. But before I can respond, he thrusts a blank check in my face. “If you’re too shy to name your price, write it down. Whatever it takes to get you to stop wasting my time with this little performance,” he sneers. “Performance?” I choke, blinking back tears. “You think I’m acting? Nate, of all people, you should know how much I love you. I know you love me, too. We’re a team, remember? If I did something wrong, we can work through it together like we always have.” He lets out a cruel, humorless laugh. “Oh, enough with the sob story. Your emotional blackmail isn’t going to work on me. Not this time.” Cold disbelief chills me as I stare at him. “Two years, Nate. We’ve been married for two years. I have never lied to you or manipulated you. Wanting a divorce is one thing, but questioning my character and my love for you? That’s cruel.” He raises his eyebrows, crossing his arms. “If you’re as devoted as you claim, then sign the damn papers and set me free. Or does your ‘love’ mean you get to trap me in a marriage I don’t want?” Each word he says slices deeper, but I force myself to nod. I take the pen, flipping through the papers and signing each line with hands that shake so badly it’s almost illegible. The date next to his signature almost a month ago crushes what’s left of my heart. “Here,” I say, shoving the papers against his chest. “This is how much I love you. I won’t trap you if I’m so ‘suffocating.’ I’ll set you free.” He checks the papers, his mouth curling into a faint smile as he sees that I’ve signed every line. “Good. Now, once you’ve decided on your price, go to the bank and take it. Take whatever you want. It’s the least I owe you.” He pushes the blank check toward me. I look down at the check, then rip it into tiny pieces, tossing them at his feet. “I didn’t marry you for your money, and I won’t divorce you for it. It hurts to know that’s what you think of me.” He shrugs, as if I’m just a minor inconvenience. Without another word, I turn and head upstairs, my heart pounding so hard I can barely breathe. I pack what little I need into a suitcase, grabbing my purse on my way out. As I reach the door, my foot bumps against something on the floor the brown envelope with my test results. I pick it up, staring at it, feeling the weight of my heartache all over again. Despite everything, Nate deserves to know about our baby. he had always been there with me after every negative result. I look around the living room, but he’s nowhere to be found. With a deep breath, I drag my suitcase outside. My gaze lands on him sitting in his car, his eyes meeting mine briefly before he looks away. “Nate, wait!” I call out, rushing toward him. “I have something to tell you!” But before I can reach his car, he starts the engine, his expression hard and unmoved as he drives off, the wheels splashing muddy water onto my dress as he leaves me standing there, alone in the dark.ELARA’S POV The babies came home on a Tuesday. No warning. No gentle transition. Just two car seats placed in the living room, and suddenly the house wasn’t ours anymore. It belonged to them. The silence did too. Because the house is never quiet now. There is always something. A cry slicing through the early hours of the morning. A bottle warming on the counter. Tiny fists flailing like the world has personally offended them. My shirt is damp. My hair smells faintly like milk no matter how many times I wash it. I’m exhausted in a way sleep alone can’t fix. And somehow… I’m smiling. I sit on the couch with one baby pressed to my shoulder, her small weight warm and real against me. Across the room, Nate paces slowly with the other, murmuring something that sounded a song.. under his breath, completely unfazed by the chaos. We talked about getting help. Everyone expected us to. We could afford it. It would make sense. But every time the conversation came up, it quietly fade
ELARA’S POV I hesitated before touching them. My hands were still weak, slower than they used to be, trembling slightly as I flipped through the documents. Land ownership papers. My breath caught in my throat. “Nate…” “You told me about the foundation,” he said quietly. He was watching me closely, like he was afraid one wrong word might shatter me. “About the women you wanted to help. The ones who never get a second chance. When you showed me the blueprint, the way your eyes lit up even when everything else was falling apart…” He swallowed. “I kept thinking, what better way to start than giving you a place that’s yours.” “You didn’t have to do this,” I whispered. The words came out thinner than I meant them to. When I told him about my plans, I honestly thought he was joking when he said he wanted to be part of it. “But maybe,” he continued gently, “helping you build something that was always yours… something you control, something you manage… maybe it gives you a place to s
NATE’S POV “What do you mean… he survived?” Her entire body goes rigid. The words barely make it past her lips, nothing more than a whisper. “Even after all the shots, the bastard survived,” I say. The second I see her shoulders tense further, I add quickly, “He’s in police custody. Everything he had on him was seized. With the amount of evidence stacked against him, there’s no way out of this. None.” She doesn’t respond. Her lips part slightly, dry. Her hands curl at her sides, knuckles pale. I brace myself for anger. For tears. For her to look at me like I betrayed her by letting her believe she killed a man. Instead, she whispers, “I… I’m going to bed now. Dr. Chase said I need as much rest as possible. I’ll see you in the morning.” The way the words come out tells me everything she isn’t saying. She wants space. She wants me gone. And for the first time in weeks, I don’t argue. I don’t cling. I don’t tell her it’s going to be okay like I’ve been repeating on a loop, hopi
ELARA’S POV “I made the potatoes just the way you like it,” Nate says, dropping into his seat. Today was supposed to be an off day for the staff. And somehow, Nate had decided that meant we should have dinner. Just the two of us. Like this was an ordinary evening. Like the hospital wasn’t only a many miles away, holding everything that mattered. The plates sat between us, steam curling into the air. The food smelled good. Comforting, even. And that almost made it worse. I stared down at it, fork resting uselessly in my hand, my chest tightening with every second that passed. That was when the thought slipped out of me, heavy and sharp. “Don’t you think it’s weird,” I said, pushing my fork around the plate, appetite long gone, “eating while our kids are still in the hospital?” Nate’s eyes lifted from his phone for the first time since he got to the table. “It is” He set the phone face down and reached across the table, his fingers closing around mine. His grip was firm
ELARA’S POV. The bathroom feels too bright. Steam fogs the mirror as Nate turns on the water, testing the temperature with his wrist like he’s afraid of getting it wrong. I sit on the closed toilet lid, hands folded in my lap, staring at nothing. “Sit tight,” he says. “I’ll grab a towel.” I nod. When he comes back, he crouches in front of me, moving slowly, giving me time to pull away if I need to. I don’t. He helps me stand. The motion sends a dull ache through my body, deep and persistent. I hiss quietly before I can stop myself. “Easy,” he murmurs. “I’ve got you.” “I know you do” I tell him. He only smiles, The adult diaper feels heavy when he helps me remove it. Embarrassing. Humbling. Real. There’s blood. Not fresh panic-red, but dark, steady, undeniable. I stare at it like it belongs to someone else. “This is normal,” Nate says softly, like he can hear my thoughts. “The doctor explained it. You’re okay.” I nod again. I keep nodding a lot these days. He helps me
ELARA’S POV The nurse adjusted the paperwork at the foot of my bed.“You’re cleared for discharge today.”Discharge.The word sat wrong in my body, like it didn’t belong to me yet.I nodded anyway.Five days had passed too fast. Too full. Too heavy.Somehow, I’d crossed the line into motherhood without ever really holding my children.Nate stood beside me, already holding my bag, already ready. He looked proud. Like I’d passed something important. Like surviving counted as an achievement.My eyes drifted to the empty bassinet by the wall.“So…” My voice came out quieter than I meant. “I just… leave?”The nurse’s expression softened immediately. “For now. You can come back whenever you want. They’re in very good hands.”Good hands.I pressed my lips together and swung my legs off the bed. The movement tugged at my stitches, sharp and unforgiving, a reminder that my body had done something irreversible.At the NICU doors, I stopped.Since my delivery, I’d only been able to see Liam and







