I thought I had it all. I thought I’d finally cracked the code. I thought my mom was wrong when she said all men are the same-that all men are scum and will leave you without notice. Well, the saying “Mama knows best…” I learned it the hard way. Because indeed, Mama knows best. I should’ve listened when she warned me. I should’ve been more cautious. After two years of marriage, Nate decided he didn’t want me anymore, and I don’t even deserve to know why. That night, he took everything from me. He turned everyone against me. And just when I thought life was going back to normal, when I was finally picking up the broken pieces, he comes knocking. “I’m sorry, Elara. I want you back. Please, come back to me,” Nate pleads. “I will do whatever you want me to do.”
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“So, when are you going to tell your husband?” Dr. Rivers asks, her tone laced with concern, but not without the familiarity of someone who knows me well enough to press for answers. “I’ll tell him soon,” I reply with a soft laugh, even though she can’t see the forced smile stretching across my face. Four days ago, I found out I was six weeks pregnant, and it still feels surreal. Nate and I have been trying for almost a year. After every negative test, I tried not to lose hope, but disappointment clung to me like a shadow. When my period was late this time, I didn’t let myself get excited. I went to the clinic for confirmation, too afraid to believe the two faint lines on the home test. And then Dr. Rivers confirmed it. I’m pregnant. A little flutter stirs in my chest just thinking about it. I’ve imagined this moment so many times, telling Nate, seeing his face light up, the overwhelming joy of knowing we finally made it. But my joy comes with an undercurrent of worry. “There’s something else,” Dr. Rivers had said at the clinic, her tone soft yet serious. “Your uterine lining is very thin. There’s a high chance of complications, Elara.” She explained that I’d need regular monitoring, possibly bed rest. If we want to protect this pregnancy, Nate and I will need to attend her clinic together. He’ll have to sign some documents before we move forward with any treatment plans. “You can’t put this off for long,” Dr. Rivers urges again now, her voice gently prodding. “I need to start you on medication at your next appointment. It’s really important.” “I know,” I say quickly, my voice tight with guilt. “I will tell him. I promise.” “Elara…” Her tone carries that familiar warning, like she knows I might not follow through. “I swear, I’ll tell him tonight.” I inhale deeply, trying to sound more confident than I feel. “It’s our anniversary. I’ll give him the big news over dinner. I want it to be special.” There’s a pause on the other end, and then she softens. “Well, happy anniversary! I hope it’s everything you want it to be.” “Thank you—” “Elara Lilith!” my mother’s voice bellows from the kitchen, pulling me back to reality. “I’ve got to go, Rivers,” I say quickly. “I’ll see you soon.” “Don’t forget, no excuses this time.” “I won’t,” I promise and hang up before she can say anything else. I hurry toward the kitchen, heart pounding in my chest. “If you dragged me here for anything other than that casserole, I’m going to be very annoyed,” my mother says the moment I step into the room. She sits on the kitchen island, legs crossed, holding a glass of wine as if she’s a queen surveying her domain. “Mom!” I gasp, rushing to the stove just in time to save the potatoes from burning. “You couldn’t turn off the burner? What if they burned?” She shrugs without a trace of guilt. “Well, you weren’t too worried about them while you were off whispering God knows what to who ever it was you were on the phone with.” Heat floods my cheeks. I haven’t told anyone about the pregnancy yet not even my mom. I wanted Nate to be the first to know. “I only agreed to help with the casserole because it’s for your anniversary,” she grumbles, swirling her wine. “I can’t believe you’re making me cook for a man.” “Mom!” I laugh, giving the potatoes a final stir. “You know my rule, men do not deserve my culinary genius,” she adds, sipping from her glass like she’s reciting gospel. I shake my head, amused. “Nate isn’t just any man though, he’s your son-in-law.” “Only because you married him,” she says with a huff, though there’s a twinkle of affection in her eye. Despite her complaints, she spent the entire afternoon perfecting the casserole. My mom isn’t just any cook she’s a five-star chef with four Michelin stars to her name, and she takes every opportunity to remind people of that. “Well, if Nate gets an exception, maybe other men will, too,” I tease. “Say something like that again, and I’ll leave you to finish the casserole alone,” she threatens, though her grin gives her away. She places her empty wine glass on the counter and i stare the nearly finished meal. “Are you sure you don’t want to go out tonight? I could always pull some strings at the restaurant for you.” “No, thanks,” I say, arranging the plates on the dinning table. “This year, I wanted something a little more intimate just the two of us. No distractions, no waiters.” My mom arches a brow. “Sometimes I think you were switched at birth. There’s no way someone with my DNA prefers home cooked meals over a five star dining experience.” I laugh, nudging her playfully. “I guess you’ll just have to accept that I’m a hopeless romantic.” Her phone buzzes on the counter, and she glances at the screen with a sigh. “I need to take this.” She steps into the living room, leaving me to finish setting the table. After a few minutes, she reappears, purse slung over her shoulder. “I have to run, sweetheart. Something came up at the restaurant Alejandro’s messing things up again.” I try to hide my disappointment. “Already? Can’t you stay a little longer?” “Sorry, honey. Duty calls.” She grabs my car keys from the hook by the door. “Happy anniversary, sweetheart,” she says, pressing a quick kiss to my cheek. “Thanks—” The door shuts behind her before I can finish. I stand there for a moment, letting out a small sigh. I was hoping she’d stay longer, but I knew better than to expect it. At least she helped with the casserole. With everything ready, I head upstairs to get dressed. Nate will be home soon. I pull out a short red dress, his favorite and carefully apply some makeup. After brushing my hair, I glance at myself in the mirror and smile. Tonight is going to be perfect. On the dresser sits a small brown envelope: the one with the test results inside. I pick it up, my heart thumping with anticipation. In just a few minutes , Nate will know. The sound of the front door opening makes my heart leap. I rush out of the room, clutching the envelope tightly in my hands. At the top of the stairs, I spot him Nate, standing in the entryway, still in his black suit. His brown hair is slightly tousled, and the weariness in his eyes tells me it’s been a long day. “Nate!” I call out, practically flying down the stairs to greet him. I wrap my arms around him, inhaling the familiar scent of his woody cologne. “Happy anni—” “I want a divorce,” he says, cutting me off before I can finish.ELARA’S POV “Wow.” The word slips out before I can stop it. Just when I thought my day couldn’t get any worse. Just when I thought all I had to worry about were the vomits and finding a place to sleep tonight. Then I find this… I don’t know what Nicolas is trying to achieve with this. To scare me? To remind me he’s still lurking, waiting for the perfect time to strike again? Whatever his plan is… I think it’s working. The bloody letter in my hand makes my stomach twist. I read the same words over and over, until my knees threaten to give out. The room spins, Nate’s voice in the background blurring into static, and then warm, steady hands close over mine, prying the paper away. I flinch before I can stop myself. Through blurry vision I catch his eyes, dark, tight, burning with something I can’t name. Pain? Fury? Fear? Shit. Tears sting at my lids again. I blink hard, refusing to let them fall, refusing to let anyone see me cry again. I swore I was done crying to
ELARA’S POV The drive to the restaurant wasn’t anything I expected. Kyle didn’t ask a single thing about how disoriented I looked or why I was walking alone in an area I clearly had no business being in. Surprisingly, all he talked about was art. While I had left for New York or… hell, which honestly feels like a better way to describe the past few weeks of my life. Kyle had been studying more art and color theory. “I saw a piece at the last exhibition I went to. You would’ve loved it.” “You’ve not only been studying… you’ve been going to exhibitions too?” I raised a brow. “Who is this new Kyle?” I couldn’t help the small smile that tugged at my lips. “I’ve had a lot of free time.” He shrugged, taking another spoonful of his pasta. “You definitely did” “We’ve been focusing more on construction these days… things have been a little slow. ” I couldn’t help that little pang that guilt that knotted in my chest. Things must’ve been hard after I left without any notice.
ELARA’S POV I don’t know how long I had been walking, but I could count the few times I had to stop and puke on the side before pushing myself to keep going. A part of me screamed at me, begged me to stay back with Nate, to take in his words, believe everything, and just go with him. But for some reason… I couldn’t. I didn’t want to. It just didn’t feel right. Every single time I fell into a huge mess, I never got the chance to solve it myself or even think it through. This time, I wanted it all to be my decision. I knew I would be safer with him, but… I just don’t think I can trust anyone right now. So, I kept walking. Trying my best to see through my blurred vision, I walked until I could no longer hear Nate’s footsteps behind me. Until I couldn’t take another step. I had no idea where I was going or what I was supposed to do next, but one thing I knew for sure is I needed to be by myself. I took the next turn to my left. I tried to think of a single place or a single friend I
ELARA’S POV “Elara.” The sound of Nate’s voice cuts through the parking lot, his footsteps closing in. But I don’t stop. My chest is tight, bile rising, tears clawing at my throat. And I’m trying so damn hard to keep everything in check. “Elara.” Hearing him only fuels my anger. I don’t want to talk. Not to him, or anyone else… Not after Elliot. Not after everything. His hand catches my wrist, pulling me still. The throbbing pain eating sharper at my barefoot. “Let go of me! ” “Where are you going?” “that’s none of your business, Nate.” I try to pull away but His grip doesn’t falter, like if he lets go I’ll disappear. “Elara, we need to get you home its not safe your health-“ “Leave me alone Nate” I try moving but he doesn’t budge, “if you keep walking barefoot like that, you’ll hurt yourself” he was right, my entire foot has changed color but I didn’t even pay attention to the throbbing is nothing compared to the ankle brace I had on not long a go. “I told yo
ELARA’S POVFor years, I tried to erase that name from my memory. To bury it so deep it would feel like Jeremy never existed, like he was nothing more than a nightmare I once woke up from.Nobody in my family ever mentioned him again. I thought we had all silently agreed to leave the past in the past.“The man who killed Jeremy?” My words scrape out of me in a whisper. Those words alone knock something loose in my chest.Elliot’s eyes flash with rage, his forehead creasing. “You know who he is. You saw what kind of man he can be. And after all that, you still—”“After all these years, you still haven’t come to terms with what happened to him,” he spits.I knew Elliot had never liked Nate. I never understood why. I thought it was for my sake—because of the divorce. But standing here now, I can’t help but wonder if it’s always been about Jeremiah.“There was nothing to come to terms with,” I snap. “We all know the truth, Elliot. We all know whose fault it was.”“Your prince charming had
ELARA’S POV “Elliot, wait.” My voice scraped out between ragged breaths as I pulled back with every ounce of strength I had left. He stopped so abruptly I nearly stumbled into him. The air outside felt like fire in my lungs. hot, dry and unrelenting. the blazing sun slammed into my skin for the first time in days. My head was throbbing as the world swaying in and out of focus. My stomach clenched hard, forcing me to bite down on a gasp. Elliot had dragged me down two flights of stairs before I could even think, and now we stood in what looked like an open parking lot. Rows of cars aligned but little to no one in sight . “The car’s over there,” he said shortly, reaching for my hand again. “I’ll explain in the car.” “No.” I yanked my hand back, harder this time. My pulse thundered in my ears. “No,” I repeated, my voice sharper. The flash hit me fast Nicolas’s grip crushing my arm, the way he’d manhandled me when he took me. “What?” “Where are you taking me?”
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