I thought I had it all. I thought I’d finally cracked the code. I thought my mom was wrong when she said all men are the same-that all men are scum and will leave you without notice. Well, the saying “Mama knows best…” I learned it the hard way. Because indeed, Mama knows best. I should’ve listened when she warned me. I should’ve been more cautious. After two years of marriage, Nate decided he didn’t want me anymore, and I don’t even deserve to know why. That night, he took everything from me. He turned everyone against me. And just when I thought life was going back to normal, when I was finally picking up the broken pieces, he comes knocking. “I’m sorry, Elara. I want you back. Please, come back to me,” Nate pleads. “I will do whatever you want me to do.”
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“So, when are you going to tell your husband?” Dr. Rivers asks, her tone laced with concern, but not without the familiarity of someone who knows me well enough to press for answers. “I’ll tell him soon,” I reply with a soft laugh, even though she can’t see the forced smile stretching across my face. Four days ago, I found out I was six weeks pregnant, and it still feels surreal. Nate and I have been trying for almost a year. After every negative test, I tried not to lose hope, but disappointment clung to me like a shadow. When my period was late this time, I didn’t let myself get excited. I went to the clinic for confirmation, too afraid to believe the two faint lines on the home test. And then Dr. Rivers confirmed it. I’m pregnant. A little flutter stirs in my chest just thinking about it. I’ve imagined this moment so many times, telling Nate, seeing his face light up, the overwhelming joy of knowing we finally made it. But my joy comes with an undercurrent of worry. “There’s something else,” Dr. Rivers had said at the clinic, her tone soft yet serious. “Your uterine lining is very thin. There’s a high chance of complications, Elara.” She explained that I’d need regular monitoring, possibly bed rest. If we want to protect this pregnancy, Nate and I will need to attend her clinic together. He’ll have to sign some documents before we move forward with any treatment plans. “You can’t put this off for long,” Dr. Rivers urges again now, her voice gently prodding. “I need to start you on medication at your next appointment. It’s really important.” “I know,” I say quickly, my voice tight with guilt. “I will tell him. I promise.” “Elara…” Her tone carries that familiar warning, like she knows I might not follow through. “I swear, I’ll tell him tonight.” I inhale deeply, trying to sound more confident than I feel. “It’s our anniversary. I’ll give him the big news over dinner. I want it to be special.” There’s a pause on the other end, and then she softens. “Well, happy anniversary! I hope it’s everything you want it to be.” “Thank you—” “Elara Lilith!” my mother’s voice bellows from the kitchen, pulling me back to reality. “I’ve got to go, Rivers,” I say quickly. “I’ll see you soon.” “Don’t forget, no excuses this time.” “I won’t,” I promise and hang up before she can say anything else. I hurry toward the kitchen, heart pounding in my chest. “If you dragged me here for anything other than that casserole, I’m going to be very annoyed,” my mother says the moment I step into the room. She sits on the kitchen island, legs crossed, holding a glass of wine as if she’s a queen surveying her domain. “Mom!” I gasp, rushing to the stove just in time to save the potatoes from burning. “You couldn’t turn off the burner? What if they burned?” She shrugs without a trace of guilt. “Well, you weren’t too worried about them while you were off whispering God knows what to who ever it was you were on the phone with.” Heat floods my cheeks. I haven’t told anyone about the pregnancy yet not even my mom. I wanted Nate to be the first to know. “I only agreed to help with the casserole because it’s for your anniversary,” she grumbles, swirling her wine. “I can’t believe you’re making me cook for a man.” “Mom!” I laugh, giving the potatoes a final stir. “You know my rule, men do not deserve my culinary genius,” she adds, sipping from her glass like she’s reciting gospel. I shake my head, amused. “Nate isn’t just any man though, he’s your son-in-law.” “Only because you married him,” she says with a huff, though there’s a twinkle of affection in her eye. Despite her complaints, she spent the entire afternoon perfecting the casserole. My mom isn’t just any cook she’s a five-star chef with four Michelin stars to her name, and she takes every opportunity to remind people of that. “Well, if Nate gets an exception, maybe other men will, too,” I tease. “Say something like that again, and I’ll leave you to finish the casserole alone,” she threatens, though her grin gives her away. She places her empty wine glass on the counter and i stare the nearly finished meal. “Are you sure you don’t want to go out tonight? I could always pull some strings at the restaurant for you.” “No, thanks,” I say, arranging the plates on the dinning table. “This year, I wanted something a little more intimate just the two of us. No distractions, no waiters.” My mom arches a brow. “Sometimes I think you were switched at birth. There’s no way someone with my DNA prefers home cooked meals over a five star dining experience.” I laugh, nudging her playfully. “I guess you’ll just have to accept that I’m a hopeless romantic.” Her phone buzzes on the counter, and she glances at the screen with a sigh. “I need to take this.” She steps into the living room, leaving me to finish setting the table. After a few minutes, she reappears, purse slung over her shoulder. “I have to run, sweetheart. Something came up at the restaurant Alejandro’s messing things up again.” I try to hide my disappointment. “Already? Can’t you stay a little longer?” “Sorry, honey. Duty calls.” She grabs my car keys from the hook by the door. “Happy anniversary, sweetheart,” she says, pressing a quick kiss to my cheek. “Thanks—” The door shuts behind her before I can finish. I stand there for a moment, letting out a small sigh. I was hoping she’d stay longer, but I knew better than to expect it. At least she helped with the casserole. With everything ready, I head upstairs to get dressed. Nate will be home soon. I pull out a short red dress, his favorite and carefully apply some makeup. After brushing my hair, I glance at myself in the mirror and smile. Tonight is going to be perfect. On the dresser sits a small brown envelope: the one with the test results inside. I pick it up, my heart thumping with anticipation. In just a few minutes , Nate will know. The sound of the front door opening makes my heart leap. I rush out of the room, clutching the envelope tightly in my hands. At the top of the stairs, I spot him Nate, standing in the entryway, still in his black suit. His brown hair is slightly tousled, and the weariness in his eyes tells me it’s been a long day. “Nate!” I call out, practically flying down the stairs to greet him. I wrap my arms around him, inhaling the familiar scent of his woody cologne. “Happy anni—” “I want a divorce,” he says, cutting me off before I can finish.ELARA’A POV My hand hovers on the office door longer than it should. I read my nameplate once. Twice. Then again. Last time I walked into this office, it ended with a bloody note and my stomach emptying all over the floor. Ana’s silent gaze burns into my back. I force myself to twist the knob. The door swings open, revealing the familiar beige walls and neat arrangement of furniture. Everything’s back in place. No blood. No police tape. Like that night never happened. But dread curls in my stomach when I spot a massive bouquet on the coffee table at the far end of the room. I freeze. My feet won’t move. Is Nicolas trying to play another trick on me? What if it’s worse this time? The questions pile up, then still when I notice a small card tucked between the stems. My fingers tremble as I open it. I hope you miss me, because I miss you so much, love. A little red heart is drawn at the end. Love. Relief breaks through the panic. A smile almost slips out. Of course. It
ELARA’S POVThe waiting room smells Nothing like the warmth of Nate’s cologne that’s still clinging to my sweater.It smells like lemon polish and anxiety. It’s too clean. Too quiet. The kind of quiet that makes you hear every breath you take, every second ticking off the clock on the wall.I sit on the couch, my purse clutched in my lap like a shield. My fingers keep brushing against the pink diamond on my ring finger. The dread tightening in my stomach, felt nothing like the past two days.The Two days of peace.Two days of him.The mornings had been soft again. He’d kissed my forehead more times than I could count, traced my stomach with his thumb like it was something sacred. And when I got ready for my day, he’d left me breakfast with cute note that currently tucked away in the safety of my purse. In that moment, I forgot how it felt to be terrified. Now, sitting here, that peace feels like a lie I told myself to survive.The door opens.“Mrs. Hales?”The therapist is ca
ELARA’S POVThe sound of his cufflink snapping into place pulls me from the haze of sleep.Sunlight cuts through the curtains, glinting off his watch as he adjusts his tie in the mirror. He looks calm. Too calm. Like the man standing there isn’t the same one who had me trembling under his touch hours ago.My throat feels tight.The weekend bled out faster than I’d like. For once, I didn’t have to think about anything other than me and Nate, just us. No fighting, no running, no worrying about what he might be hiding.Over the past two days, it felt like nothing stood in our way. Well, except the constant challenge of keeping our hands to ourselves.I push back the tight feeling in my chest and focus on his reflection.He’s really going.“I can’t believe I actually convinced you,” I say, my voice still rough with sleep.He glances at me through the mirror, a small smile tugging at his lips. “You didn’t convince me, Elara. You just reminded me what I needed to do.”“That’s what convin
ELARAS POV. My breath catches, but I force the words out. “You should go on Monday.” He stills. The teasing disappears from his face, replaced by something deeper. “We’re not doing this now.” “Yes, we are,” I say quietly. “You said you’d think about it.” His jaw tightens. “I did. And I’m not leaving you.” I’ve accepted it. He’s not leaving. I don’t even want him to. But how do I pretend it’s fine when I know what he’s risking just to stay? he could stay and keep what he loves. “It’s just a meeting, You’ll only be gone for a day,” I insist. “Marcus will help you handle things. I’ll be safe here.” “Elara,” he says, shaking his head, “you really want to talk business while I’m this close to you?” He rests his arm on the edge of the tub, his fingertips trailing absently through the bubbles. The small ripples he makes reach me a few seconds later, brushing against my skin like a whisper. It’s maddening. The way he keeps his distance but still feels everywhere. I
ELARA’S POVThe door creaks open behind me.I don’t need to look to know who it is. “You’ve been taking too long,” his voice slides in, smooth and low, carrying that teasing warmth that always finds a way under my skin. “Do you need help, love?”I open my mouth to say no, but the word dies on my tongue as his reflection moves closer in the mirror. He steps into the steam filled bathroom, every sound softened by the hum of running water.He crouches beside the tub, dips his hand into the water, and frowns. “Getting cold.”“It’s fine,” I mutter, focusing on the bubbles instead of him. Things felt a little awkward the second he sent me down in the penthouse. I don’t know why I’m felt shy all of a sudden. As the everything that happened in the range replayed in my head. I did things a little too fast. I stupidly kissed him earlier… and I now I couldn’t even think straight. And I’m suddenly, I thinking about every single thing he said… Ans it was all too much for me. So I decide to
NATE’S POV “Elara…” “Nathan, I don’t want you to stay here and suffer with me.” Her voice shook, sharp and trembling. “I can’t let you wither away when you could be doing so much better. You’re a businessman, in your fucking prime. You should be in New York signing deals, working all those hours like you’ve always enjoyed. Then you go home to a wife who—” “I have a wife,” I cut in, I don’t like where this is going “I have you.” “Not like this.” Her voice cracked anger, hands clenched into fists at her aside, as if struggling to regain composure before speaking again. “You deserve a woman that would fit you perfectly, someone who brings you peace, happiness. Not someone carrying baggage as heavy as mine.” Her breath hitched. “Those bruises… I know how you got them. I don’t need the details to know that he could’ve—” “I don’t want a perfect woman,” I groaned, unable to take the pain in her words any more. “I don’t want any other woman. I want you. You are my perfect woman
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