MasukI thought I had it all. I thought I’d finally cracked the code. I thought my mom was wrong when she said all men are the same-that all men are scum and will leave you without notice. Well, the saying “Mama knows best…” I learned it the hard way. Because indeed, Mama knows best. I should’ve listened when she warned me. I should’ve been more cautious. After two years of marriage, Nate decided he didn’t want me anymore, and I don’t even deserve to know why. That night, he took everything from me. He turned everyone against me. And just when I thought life was going back to normal, when I was finally picking up the broken pieces, he comes knocking. “I’m sorry, Elara. I want you back. Please, come back to me,” Nate pleads. “I will do whatever you want me to do.”
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“So, when are you going to tell your husband?” Dr. Rivers asks, her tone laced with concern, but not without the familiarity of someone who knows me well enough to press for answers. “I’ll tell him soon,” I reply with a soft laugh, even though she can’t see the forced smile stretching across my face. Four days ago, I found out I was six weeks pregnant, and it still feels surreal. Nate and I have been trying for almost a year. After every negative test, I tried not to lose hope, but disappointment clung to me like a shadow. When my period was late this time, I didn’t let myself get excited. I went to the clinic for confirmation, too afraid to believe the two faint lines on the home test. And then Dr. Rivers confirmed it. I’m pregnant. A little flutter stirs in my chest just thinking about it. I’ve imagined this moment so many times, telling Nate, seeing his face light up, the overwhelming joy of knowing we finally made it. But my joy comes with an undercurrent of worry. “There’s something else,” Dr. Rivers had said at the clinic, her tone soft yet serious. “Your uterine lining is very thin. There’s a high chance of complications, Elara.” She explained that I’d need regular monitoring, possibly bed rest. If we want to protect this pregnancy, Nate and I will need to attend her clinic together. He’ll have to sign some documents before we move forward with any treatment plans. “You can’t put this off for long,” Dr. Rivers urges again now, her voice gently prodding. “I need to start you on medication at your next appointment. It’s really important.” “I know,” I say quickly, my voice tight with guilt. “I will tell him. I promise.” “Elara…” Her tone carries that familiar warning, like she knows I might not follow through. “I swear, I’ll tell him tonight.” I inhale deeply, trying to sound more confident than I feel. “It’s our anniversary. I’ll give him the big news over dinner. I want it to be special.” There’s a pause on the other end, and then she softens. “Well, happy anniversary! I hope it’s everything you want it to be.” “Thank you—” “Elara Lilith!” my mother’s voice bellows from the kitchen, pulling me back to reality. “I’ve got to go, Rivers,” I say quickly. “I’ll see you soon.” “Don’t forget, no excuses this time.” “I won’t,” I promise and hang up before she can say anything else. I hurry toward the kitchen, heart pounding in my chest. “If you dragged me here for anything other than that casserole, I’m going to be very annoyed,” my mother says the moment I step into the room. She sits on the kitchen island, legs crossed, holding a glass of wine as if she’s a queen surveying her domain. “Mom!” I gasp, rushing to the stove just in time to save the potatoes from burning. “You couldn’t turn off the burner? What if they burned?” She shrugs without a trace of guilt. “Well, you weren’t too worried about them while you were off whispering God knows what to who ever it was you were on the phone with.” Heat floods my cheeks. I haven’t told anyone about the pregnancy yet not even my mom. I wanted Nate to be the first to know. “I only agreed to help with the casserole because it’s for your anniversary,” she grumbles, swirling her wine. “I can’t believe you’re making me cook for a man.” “Mom!” I laugh, giving the potatoes a final stir. “You know my rule, men do not deserve my culinary genius,” she adds, sipping from her glass like she’s reciting gospel. I shake my head, amused. “Nate isn’t just any man though, he’s your son-in-law.” “Only because you married him,” she says with a huff, though there’s a twinkle of affection in her eye. Despite her complaints, she spent the entire afternoon perfecting the casserole. My mom isn’t just any cook she’s a five-star chef with four Michelin stars to her name, and she takes every opportunity to remind people of that. “Well, if Nate gets an exception, maybe other men will, too,” I tease. “Say something like that again, and I’ll leave you to finish the casserole alone,” she threatens, though her grin gives her away. She places her empty wine glass on the counter and i stare the nearly finished meal. “Are you sure you don’t want to go out tonight? I could always pull some strings at the restaurant for you.” “No, thanks,” I say, arranging the plates on the dinning table. “This year, I wanted something a little more intimate just the two of us. No distractions, no waiters.” My mom arches a brow. “Sometimes I think you were switched at birth. There’s no way someone with my DNA prefers home cooked meals over a five star dining experience.” I laugh, nudging her playfully. “I guess you’ll just have to accept that I’m a hopeless romantic.” Her phone buzzes on the counter, and she glances at the screen with a sigh. “I need to take this.” She steps into the living room, leaving me to finish setting the table. After a few minutes, she reappears, purse slung over her shoulder. “I have to run, sweetheart. Something came up at the restaurant Alejandro’s messing things up again.” I try to hide my disappointment. “Already? Can’t you stay a little longer?” “Sorry, honey. Duty calls.” She grabs my car keys from the hook by the door. “Happy anniversary, sweetheart,” she says, pressing a quick kiss to my cheek. “Thanks—” The door shuts behind her before I can finish. I stand there for a moment, letting out a small sigh. I was hoping she’d stay longer, but I knew better than to expect it. At least she helped with the casserole. With everything ready, I head upstairs to get dressed. Nate will be home soon. I pull out a short red dress, his favorite and carefully apply some makeup. After brushing my hair, I glance at myself in the mirror and smile. Tonight is going to be perfect. On the dresser sits a small brown envelope: the one with the test results inside. I pick it up, my heart thumping with anticipation. In just a few minutes , Nate will know. The sound of the front door opening makes my heart leap. I rush out of the room, clutching the envelope tightly in my hands. At the top of the stairs, I spot him Nate, standing in the entryway, still in his black suit. His brown hair is slightly tousled, and the weariness in his eyes tells me it’s been a long day. “Nate!” I call out, practically flying down the stairs to greet him. I wrap my arms around him, inhaling the familiar scent of his woody cologne. “Happy anni—” “I want a divorce,” he says, cutting me off before I can finish.NATE’S POV I didn’t turn the heater on. The cold inside the car kept my head sharp, kept my anger from boiling over into something I could not take back. The incompetent PI Elliot hired was supposed to meet me ten minutes ago. This will be his last damn job. If he brings me anything useless again. It has been two hours since I left Elara. Two hours of nothing but incompetence, dead ends and useless reports. Every second away from her feels wrong. It feels like pieces of me are being scraped out and tossed somewhere I can’t reach. I look back at the hospital entrance. She is probably asleep by now. Or still talking with her mother. She is safe. And so is our baby. But for how long? The silence inside the car carried too much weight. Then a sharp knock hit the window. I unlocked the passenger door. Gareth slid in as usual his eyes scanned the car for second longer then dropped a sealed folder on the dashboard. The thing just sat there like bad news wrapped in paper.
ELARA’S POV My mother’s expression sharpens. “Do you remember your Aunt Gina?” she asks, her tone suddenly careful, too careful even. My head lifts, confusion slicing through the frustration. “What does Aunt Gina have to do with any of this?” I ask, narrowing my eyes. The air shifts. My mother and Aunt Gina despise each other, everyone knows that. Every holiday ended in disaster. The only time they weren’t at war was in their childhood photos, photos aunt later burned one visit and never came back after that. Mom even forbade us from mentioning Gina in the house. “Long before I got pregnant with you, your aunt got pregnant. With her first son.” “I thought Logan and I were the same age?” “Before Logan,” she corrects gently, “your aunt had another baby…. And when she was pregnant with him, the doctors told her the baby had abnormalities due to a chromosomal issue. He couldn’t develop legs.” She pauses, breath shaky. “They told her the best option was to abort.”
ELARA’S POV Her smile widens as she pulls the overbed tray closer and sets out several bowls. “How have you been, Mom? How’s the restaurant?” I don’t even know where to start. It’s been so long since we’ve had an actual conversation without a terrible connection ending it abruptly. Or one of us forgetting to reply the chats. “Everything’s fine,” she says, pulling out a spoon. Her nails are painted blue and nude, her forever go‑to colors. “I’ve been so busy with the restaurants… I haven’t gotten a chance to take another trip since I got back from Malta.” If I remember right, she came back from Malta last month. “Really?” I prop myself up more. My cheeks are starting to hurt from how much I’m smiling. “But maybe that’s a good thing. The second you’re out of here, we’re going on that mother‑daughter trip I told you about.” “You never told me anything about that.” “I sent you a link on your socials. It’s the new trend these days.” A laugh slips out of me before I ca
ELARA’S POV Nate places another kiss on my forehead. His lips linger longer than the last three times. “I know I look like a ghost,” I sigh just as another silent sting hits my lower back. My whole body feels like it is falling apart. Even though the bleeding has stopped completely, I keep drifting in and out of sleep. The IV needles have left tiny bruises and punctures all over my hands. At this point even breathing feels like a chore. “You do not look like a ghost, my love.” He smiles and snuggles closer, acting like this narrow hospital bed was made for the two of us. “Oh really?” I lift a brow, but my voice comes out so faint it is almost a whisper. “Yes,” he says, sounding entirely too confident. “You were staring so much I could see my dark circles reflected in your eyes.” He turns to me, studying my face with the seriousness of a surgeon. “I don’t see any dark circles here.” I can’t help but smile. “You don’t have to lie. I am supposed to look like a ghost, yo












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