Ivory stood by the window a moment longer, the cool morning air brushing her skin, her mind still tangled in the conversation with Arlo. She had said no to the movie invitation, but her heart wasn’t sure what it wanted. The familiar ache lingered — the one she’d been trying to bury for months— and now it was crawling its way back to the surface, stubborn and insistent.Her phone buzzed on the kitchen counter, pulling her from the spiral of thoughts.Willis: Hey, how’s your day? Thinking about you.She stared at the message, her thumb hovering over the keyboard. Her fingers wanted to type something warm, reassuring — to hold on to the safe and steady world Willis offered. But the words stuck, tangled in the knot of guilt and desire inside her.Ivory sighed, locking her phone without replying. She wasn’t ready yet.⸻Later that afternoon, Ivory found herself pacing the length of her living room, the oversized hoodie she wore doing little to shield her from the storm inside. She kept rep
Ivory didn’t sleep much last night. She’d tried— but couldn’t. So after the conversation at the window, after Arlo had turned away from her and left her standing there, breath caught, skin hot with shame, chest hollow with something she didn’t have a name for, she hopped back into bed. But sleep wouldn’t come.Instead, she paced her home like a ghost, tracing memories with every step. The light switches she hadn’t touched in weeks. The scent of dust and old perfume in the hallway. She changed the sheets on her bed not because they were dirty, but because they held a scent she no longer wanted. Or maybe because they didn’t smell like anything at all.In the quiet, she realized how long she’d been gone—from this place, from herself.She walked barefoot into Marvin’s room just before sunrise. He wasn’t there, of course—he was still asleep next door at Arlo’s—but she stood by his bed anyway, tugging at the edge of the rocket ship duvet she’d bought years ago. She fixed the corners with
Ivory’s fingers hovered over the doorbell for a heartbeat before she pressed it. The soft chime echoed through the quiet neighborhood, but no one stirred immediately. The air was thick with spring warmth, yet the weight inside her chest made it hard to breathe.After a moment, the door swung open. Arlo stood there— taken aback, caught off guard. But other than the surprise, he was just as she remembered: calm, steady, and a little guarded, like he wasn’t sure how to handle her sudden appearance. His dark eyes held a flicker of something unspoken.“Hey,” he said softly, “come to check on Marv?”Ivory gave a soft nod, as she crossed the threshold, swallowing the lump rising in her throat. The smell of coffee and cigarettes filled the air. Her brows creased. “Are you smoking with Marvin in the house?”Arlo looked like he had seen a ghost. “Is that bad?”“Arlo, he’s is five. Five! Yes it is bad. Smoking is bad.” “I didn’t know what else to do, I’m bored out of my mind.”“Read a book! S
Chapter 106Ivory’s heart hammered the moment she stepped inside Willis’s home. It was late, but the house was not truly quiet. She stood for a moment, breathing in the calm that always lived here. The calm Willis carried with him, like a steady pulse beneath his easy smile.The familiar golden glow from the lamps bathed every corner in warmth, reminding her that she was in a safe place.Yet, something twisted deep inside her chest, a gnawing unease she couldn’t shake.We’re supposed to be together. The words echoed—Arlo’s voice, lingering like a ghost she couldn’t shake, clanging in her head like cymbals.At the end of the hallway, Willis appeared, his damp hair tousled from a shower, bare feet padding silently on the floor. He held a cup of tea in his hand, the steam still curling upward, and his eyes caught hers with that familiar, steady calm. Like he had been waiting for her.Ivory hated that those words still haunted her. She hated that her heart was pounding so hard she coul
The ride to Arlo’s house was quiet. But this time, it didn’t feel hollow. It felt like something had shifted.Marvin’s words had sunk into the car like smoke, seeping into every crevice: “The kids at school said it’s weird that I have three parents… they said no one wants me…”How do kids come up with these things? Ivory thought to herself. Every time she glanced at the rearview, Arlo was wiping a tear from him. She gripped the steering wheel tighter, eyes fixed on the road, but not really seeing it. She could feel her heart buckling. When they arrived at Arlo’s townhouse, no one said a word. The door clicked open, and Marvin trudged in first, dropping his bag with a heavy thud. Arlo picked it up and followed behind watching Ivory and Marv walk to the living room. Ivory knelt beside Marvin, brushing a hand through his curls. “What do you feel like eating, baby?”He shrugged. “I’m not hungry.”Arlo’s voice came low. “You have to eat something, champ, everything feels better with foo
Chapter 105The drive to Marvin’s school felt longer than it should have.Ivory gripped the wheel with trembling fingers, her mind racing faster than the car. She didn’t even know what she’d said to Denise after the message. Just that she was on her way. That was it. No follow-up. No plan. Just pure maternal adrenaline.At a red light, she tried calling Arlo. No answer.Of course not.He was probably still angry. Or busy. Or both.When she finally pulled into the school parking lot, she barely put the car in park before yanking the keys out and slamming the door shut behind her. Her heels clicked furiously across the pavement—every step a silent prayer.Let him be okay. Let him be okay. Let him be okay.Inside, the front office was hushed with the artificial calm of bad news. A young receptionist with a nervous smile stood as soon as Ivory entered.“Ms. Hollis?”Ivory nodded, breath shallow. “What happened?”The receptionist’s smile faltered. “Principal Howard is with Marvin now. Righ