ARIANA'S POV
The room was dark and the air stale. I could tell that the sun was up but the last thing I needed was the sun shining its rays on my loneliness so I kept the curtains drawn.
I was seated on a white leather couch in the sitting room cradling my baby bump and sighing for the umpteenth time.
Something weighed heavily on my mind. But I did not want to believe it was regret.
I did not want to cast my mind back to the events that led to the now:
me, pregnant, sitting in a dark room all alone, my husband gone.
“I'm gonna be fine”, I whispered to myself. “You hear that baby?” I said, directed at the baby bump. “We're gonna be fine”.
Even as I whispered those words, I knew that what I truly wanted was the company of my husband.
I wanted him to be sitting right there with me, the curtains open, letting in the sun and the two of us holding hands while whispering sweet nothings and looking forward to the birth of our son.
Just so my husband could look at me with approval. With love?
What else could I do to make him love me?
I cast my mind back to the several quarrels we had been having. Robert slamming doors angrily, walking out on me and refusing to even talk to me.
Robert was always home late nowadays and nothing I did ever seemed to make sense to him. It was as though I irritated him.
Today we had an appointment with the OB/GYN by 3pm and Rob had promised me he would show up.
If not for me, at least for our baby. For our family.
I really hoped he would even though a small voice in my head kept telling me he would not.
“Maybe I need to have some warm tea, don’t you think so, baby?” I said, caressing my baby bump “After that, daddy would come,”
I knew I was lying to him. I wanted him to feel daddy’s love so it’s a white lie.
If Rob could pretend that he loves our baby, I don’t need to continue lying after his birth.
That’s what I was hoping for.
At about 2 pm, I started to worry. I knew I was supposed to be used to Rob's late coming by now but I could not reconcile myself with the fact.
I loved him and that was all that mattered. He was supposed to be by my side.
Pregnancy was not supposed to be lonely, was it?
Frustrated, I flung myself on my bed. Wishing I had something to do, I walked out of the bedroom to the kitchen to make another tea.
I had read somewhere that tea calmed the nerves and now more than ever, I need that.
If I could not have Rob by my side, perhaps tea would have to do.
Being a lonely pregnant woman for such a while, I have already taught myself how to ease myself so that I won’t be bothered by depression in pregnancy.
But as I walked to the kitchen, I still couldn’t help thinking of our endless arguments. The times I had cause to believe Rob was cheating on me but couldn’t confirm it.
I was constantly hearing rumors that he was going out with his secretary but Rob always assured me grudgingly that I was wrong.
“Why are you always so paranoid?” Rob screamed at me one day.
“Because you leave me no choice”, I screamed back at him.
“How? How? Don't you think you should get back to work? Perhaps that would save you from all these imaginations of me cheating!”
“Are you insinuating that I'm jobless?” I demanded.
“You left your job Ariana! For no good reason…”
“For no good reason? I said I wanted to focus on us, on our baby, so we could be a happy family!” I cut in.
“Enough! I never asked you to do that. You were good at your job Ariana. You were one of the most successful ones in business! Perhaps you miss that?”
I went too emotional to control my tears. “Why are you being mean to me? I did it for our marriage! If you don’t want to be the one who sacrifices, then I’ll do it! I thought we agreed with that! ”
Rob had never been able to stand me crying but he never tried to console me either and like he had always done.
Like he had always done.
Indifferent. Irresponsible. And most importantly, doesn’t love me.
“You should balance your work and our baby. That’s what mothers do.”
That’s the last word he said before he left.
I hated myself when I recalled what he said, but sometimes I think he should be the one I hate.
I sighed as I told myself mentally that Rob was not going to make it to the doctor's appointment.
It was up to me to call one of the chauffeurs to come pick me up and as usual, go through the process alone.
Would he be there when I give birth? Once again, I couldn't help thinking.
Regret started to wash all over me but I quickly snapped out of it.
There was no use crying over spilt milk. What was done was done.
I stood up and began to walk towards the bedroom feeling fatigued and at the same time enraged, when the phone began to ring.
Angry at the interruption and knowing for a fact that it wasn't Rob calling, I ignored it and went into the bedroom to have a shower.
I pushed every ill thought as I washed my body and admired my baby bump.
I was going to shower my baby boy with all the love in the world. I smiled and stepped out of the bathroom.
I changed into a long floral gown.
When I returned to the sitting room, the phone was ringing persistently so I angrily yanked it off the cradle.
“Ariana Stone”, I said crisply.
“It's me, Judith. Where are you Ari?”
Feeling irritated, I snapped. “At home Judith, where else would I be by this time of the day?”
Judith was silent for a heartbeat. “I'm sorry Ariana, we've not spoken for a long time, I assumed you'd be at work…”
I was only getting more irritated and pissed off by the minute “I'm at home Judith, I took a break from work”.
I was certain Judith was mulling this new piece of information over in her mind but she quickly said, “Okay get this: I am seated in a bar and your husband walks in and orders a drink, now, he's talking to a girl who…”, she paused. “She looks like Flora, Ari”.
I gasped. “Flora? My sister?”
“Uh huh…”
“You're telling me Rob's talking to a lady who looks like my dead sister?”
“Yeah”, Judith said quietly.
“Give me the address,” I knew my voices were shaking, “I'm coming there.”
ROBERT'S POVI have been an unhappy man since the day I lost her. I lost her in the wedding with Ariana, her sister. It was for business reasons but I’ve never thought about it could make my life become this way. I mumbled a goodnight to my secretary and other staff as I exited the office building. The last thing I wanted was to go home to Ariana, the one who’s my wife, but also the one who always reminds me of her death.Ariana was the workaholic heiress who controlled an entire department of her parents’ conglomerate. She was pretty, tough, and passionate about everything. She’s good. But she’s not Flora.The lady whose smile lit up my world. “How perfect should I do to get your attention? To drag you back from her so that you can face reality? To face me and our baby?” She once shouted to me with tearful eyes.“You are so wrong, Ariana. Flora’s not perfect. She’s just kind, naive, and caring. Compared to you, she’s just a normal person with a normal personality you can see ever
ARIANA'S POV I knew I was panicking and that if I did not calm down, I would not be able to do anything. I did not want to believe Judith, Rob could not still be pining after Flora after all these years! Flora was dead. That much was certain, why should her ghost still haunt our relationship?If Flora’s back, what more could I do to make him love me? If Flora’s back…No, it can’t be true. I saw her dead, with my own eyes. I began to dial my best friend's number. I haven’t called her for a long time from my side. We had a deal. A deal not to contact each other after Flora’s demise, and now, she might just be alive.I shouldn't call her. It could jeopardize the whole thing.But she's the only one who understands…I held my breath as I clicked on Barbara’s number.It rang, and on the second ring, she picked.“Hi Barbara,” I said softly“Ari,” she whispered “I’ve missed you so much,”“Me too. I don't know what to do anymore. There’s a problem, Barbara. ”“What's the matter, Ari? What'
ROBERT'S POVOn the drive down to a hotel, I could not keep my hands off Emily. I was like a starved man finally in front of a banquet and I was eager to start feasting. When we arrived at the hotel, I quickly paid for a room. The moment we were left alone in the room after being shown, I pulled her and we fell into the bed… I sighed now and turned on the bed cuddling Emily. I knew she was not Flora but just for tonight, I pretended she was. Emily stirred in bed and turned to face me, her almond shaped eyes with their hazel color almost bringing me to tears.“I have to go”, she said.“So soon? Thought we would be together all night.”“I've got work tomorrow,” Emily replied, sitting up in bed and beginning to get dressed.I wanted to grab her and pull her back to me, I wanted to savor this moment with Flora's look alike just so I could be catapulted to that far away time when me and Flora had had the best time of our lives but I said nothing and simply began to get dressed too. “I'
ARIANA'S POV I felt as though I was dreaming. Everything was surreal and I could not make sense of the past or the present.All I recalled was hearing Barbara and Rob's voices shouting my name as I ran down the streets angry and hurt and suddenly, I was floating and the whole world was blurry. What has gone wrong? Where was I? Was I stuck in a bad dream? It had been a few weeks to their wedding and the two families; the Stones and the Vanderbilts were both in a frenzy. The marriage was a form of amalgamation. It would make the two families partners and increase their wealth. The Vanderbilts, my family, were the second richest company in Chicago. The Stones were the richest family in Chicago and Rob Stone had made his family so. I was chosen to be the one he would wed because of my knowledge about the business world.Then, Rob had been a tall, young man, 6 '5, handsome, and one of Chicago's most elite bachelors. Apart from that, he had a head for business and was fast advancing
ARIANA’S POVI had been in the hospital for over a week now but I knew I did not want to go home. Without my baby, home was not going to feel like home anymore. Not after what had happened, I knew I was going to spend all my time hating Rob. I could not forgive him for the loss of my baby. As I laid on the bed mulling over the events of the past days that had brought me to this moment, Dr. Josh walked into the hospital room with a few resident doctors in tow, and a nurse. They seemed to be talking about something funny, and Dr. Josh's smile was very bright. It was as if the gray cloud looming over my head disappeared with his appearance.“How are you today?” He asked, benting to examine me.“Vital signs are okay,” He announced, “you should be able to leave the hospital in two days”.My heart skipped a beat but I kept my eyes focused on his smile that seemed like 1000 watts of light.I bet no one can stay calm when they see this gorgeous smile.I cleared my throat, and said, “Yes, I
ARIANA’S POVWhen Rob came in, I could see on his face that he was remorseful. He was not his usual proud and haughty self. He came and sat beside me, attempting to touch my hand but I pulled it away. “I’ve called my lawyer Rob and he will be here soon, I want a divorce”.“A divorce?” Rob asked, shocked.“Yes Robert Stone, a divorce”.“That… that would destroy us. Not just us, the business world in this city! Besides, a divorce is not the answer to everything. We can make things work, Ari”.“My decision is final Rob; we cannot stay married”.“Fine, I’m not going to sign the papers. You can do whatever you want, draw up any paper you want but I sure as hell am not signing any damn papers”.“You cannot fight this, Rob. If you wanted our marriage to work, you wouldn’t have cheated on me”.“I said I am sorry, Ariana”.“Sorry doesn’t make it go away Rob; you hurt me, you embarrassed me, you made me look pathetic and more than that, I lost my baby.”“Well, it was my baby too, Ariana. Why d
ARIANA’S POVIt was as though my world suddenly crumbled before me. “I don’t understand”, I said.“I followed her because let’s face it; that resemblance is uncanny. I felt there has to be more to it and then I saw her talking to your mom”, Barbara replied.“What could they have been talking about? Babs, have you considered the fact that Emily could be Flora?”Barbara frowned and gave me a look, it was her thinking face. She was looking up with her lips pulsed.“It’s impossible Ari; we were both at her funeral. Flora’s dead, it could never be her.”I stood up from the bed and began to pace inside the small room.“Just what if? Just consider it Babs, damn! My life would be a living hell all over again. I had a terrible childhood living in Flora’s shadow and I simply cannot imagine it happening to me again”.Barbara sighed. “I’m aware of that Ariana, I could never forget. We all know that the Vanderbilts favoured their second daughter even though you were the one killing it in the busin
ARIANA’S POVMy mother started to stutter and my father stood beside her at a loss for what to say. Robert was even more stupefied because I was certain he had not expected me to bring up his cheating in front of my parents in that manner. My mother cleared her throat. “Well, we were introduced. She works for my friend Jasmine and she could not help but notice that Emily looks a lot like your sister.”“So she is not Emily then?” I asked in a small voice.There was pin drop silence in the room until my father spoke to me in an abrasive manner as though I was a foolish little child.“Your sister is dead Ari; you were there at her funeral”.“I know”, I said and started to sob, relieved yet sad at this turn of events. “Now, now, wipe your tears Ari. You don't have to be so dramatic about everything. I would love for you and Emily to be good friends. She is such a nice and lovely lady.” My mother’s voice had all the colors of the rainbow now. The way it always sounded when she was genui