"Whatever happens. I want you all to live your best lives. There's no Red Blades pack anymore... We don't have the luxury of choosing. Fighting or defying isn't an option for us anymore. Even if not for us, let's think about our children. The little ones that need to survive"
I arrived just in time to hear those heroic words. I didn't need to strain to know who said them because i recognized the voice very clearly. It was as soft spoken and soothing as i last remembered. I didn't say anything at first, instead, i looked at the gathered group, squeezed up in the same cell Zed was in. His hair, bright red, making him stick out from the rest of the group. In all those years, he hadn't changed at all. Not one bit. He was still small, almost fragile. "How very touching!" I mused and a smirk appeared on my face. When Zed got up and turned to look at me, i sighed deeply. Zed's blue eyes lit up for a moment when he recognised me. "Ryder?" He called out and i almost choked out from the building emotions. "𝐎𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐦? 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡" I heard Max's voice, my wolf, taunting me and i frowned. "I heard you wished to speak to the alpha. What can i do for you?" I asked, moving my hands behind me and leaning a little closer to the bars. "You're....you are the alpha of Silver moon?" He asked and i leaned back, straightening my composure. I didn't answer him. I didn't feel like i owed him anything. Not after the way we had left things the last time we saw each other. Zed seemed to figure it out all on his own and he gripped the bars that were keeping me outside and him inside. My eyes dropped to the way he gripped the bars before i looked into those blue eyes. "Ryder. Please. We have children here. Some aren't going to make it through the night. If they can atleast get something to eat. We've been walking all day under the hot sun..." He pleaded softly. The helplessness in his tone tugged at the strings in my heart. Something i wasn't sure i had anymore. "Please Ryder....please?" Zed's big and round eyes pleaded and Ryder found himself in a position where he couldn't refuse him. It was just like when I was a teenager again. "Alright, fine. Gather the kids together. I'll have someone come get them in a while-" I declared before i turned around to leave. I had barely taken a step away when i felt something holding me back. I looked over my shoulder to see Zed tugging on the hem of my shirt. "Ryder. Thank you-" He said and i grunted in response. I didn't want to be there anymore. I couldn't be around Zed without thinking about kissing him. It wasn't just me, i could sense Max reacting to Zed's wolf. He wanted to come out and Max in charge would ruin everything for him. "Yeah. Now stop yelling so my men can get some rest" I ordered, moving my hand over Zed's. For a moment, i felt the electricity jolt right through me but i didn't flinch. I couldn't show any weaknesses. Instead, i pulled his hand away from my shirt and let it go. I didn't bother looking at him as i walked on. My steps came to a halt when i heard gasps behind me. Suddenly overwhelmed with worry, i looked behind in time to see Zed on the ground, coughing up blood. I rushed back and crouched near the bars where Zed was. "Zed? Are you hurt?" I asked, oblivious to his situation. "No...no..." Zed's attempts to talk were masked by his bloody coughing. "The kids. It's the kids.." Zed said and i completely ignored him. If anything wasn't done soon, I knew i would loose Zed. As much as i hated him, i couldn't stand the thought of losing him, now that i had found him. I stood up and looked at the chains that locked the cells. Without thinking, i grabbed the chains and ripped them off. It felt like something had torn open inside of me but i didn't mind. I couldn't afford to care. I crouched down and scooped Zed into my arms. His lips were bloody and his eyes were hazy, almost out. "Keep your eyes open Zed. Look at me dammit!" I roared, in an attempt to keep him awake. Seeing him drift off fast, i rush past the door and within a short moment, i had brought Zed back into my residence. With so many of my men injured from the battle, i practically had the doctor dragged to my residence to care for Zed. "It's been well over an hour? Shouldn't Marcus be out already?" I asked as i paced outside my bedroom door. The doctor had been tending to Zed for a while now and i was beginning to get agitated from not getting any news at all. "I'm sure nothing is wrong, Ryder. Calm down-" Charlie, my best friend who was also my right hand man and a beta, said. Being told to calm down though, only irritated me even more. I stopped and just as i was about to say something, the doors suddenly opened, grabbing all of my attention. "Marcus? How is he?" I asked, though before the door was closed, i could see Zed sleeping on his stomach on my bed. He didn't have his shirt on and i could see the whip marks on his back. Even from where i stood, i could see how deep they bored into his back then the door closed. I frowned deeply. "Are you sure he's a werewolf?" Marcus, the pack doctor, asked and i continued to frown. "Yes. What sort of stupid question is--" "I don't think he has his wolf-" Marcus said, cutting me halfway from the cuss i was about to finish. I frowned at first before i laughed. It was short but i realized that Marcus was being serious. "He's not healing Ryder. The wounds on his body that were supposed to have healed, haven't. His wounds have been infected, that's why he is weak. I had to do treatment the traditional way and it should be so until they heal" Marcus said before he looked behind at the closed doors. "He's one of the rogues, right? Do you know him?" Marcus inquired curiously and i glared at him. "Get out Marcus. I'm sure lots of other people need your help" I simply said and walked to my bedroom door. My hands hesitated at the door knob.. "I left some drugs on the table and some instructions on how to clean his wounds," Marcus said from behind me. I turned the knob and the door opened. My eyes settled on Zed's sleeping form but from the expression on his face, i could tell that he was in so much pain. I had barely taken five steps inside the room when his eyes opened and he looked directly at me. For some reason, his gaze left me frozen…"Don't...stop!"Maybe Ryder had been right. Maybe i was jealous and that is why we were both out here. I knew Ryder wanted me but a bigger part of him was still holding onto their unresolved past. I knew how things could go very wrong if we ended up fucking but i still asked him to keep going. Ryder hovered over me, his eyes darkened, pupils dilated and his breathing hard against my skin. His nose pressed up against mine, rubbing at it softly before he brushed his fingers against my cheek. My eyelids fluttered slightly before i leaned up in an attempt to brush my lips on his again. When i opened my eyes, Ryder was staring down at me, dangerously so as if i was a prey he was savoring before pouncing on. His finger tips grazed my jaw,slow and deliberate before moving down to my neck. Despite Ryder trying to be gentle, i could feel the struggle within him, if the way his hand wrapped around my neck was taken into account. This wasn't an alpha that wanted to fuck me. He wanted to own me
{Zed's Pov} I couldn't think about anything apart from my kiss with Ryder. I watched him walk away, leaving me reminiscing about his lips on mine. The kiss was raw, needy, desperate but very sweet nonetheless. We were never that intimate before but this wasn't our first kiss either. Ryder had left a tingling sensation on my lips, a reminder of some promise. A promise of what was to come tonight. I smiled softly and turned around to go back when i saw Liam, standing by the entrance of the house, watching me. From the expression on his face, it was quite obvious he had seen what had transpired between Ryder and i. "Not sleeping with him, huh?" He asked and i sighed, at a loss. I didn't have an excuse. An explanation as to why i was kissing the man i said i had no relationship to merely minutes before. "Liam--" I called out his name softly. "No. You are full of shit. You're sleeping with the man that killed your father and brother. Have you no shame at all?" Liam asked and i
{Ryder's Pov} I told him i wanted to fuck him. Although i only intended to scare him into staying in my room, my heart skipped a beat when i saw Zed walking out of my house. He still looked as precious as he did back then. The way his eyebrows knitted together or the puzzled expression he had on his face when he couldn't figure things out. I anticipated seeing Zed again but i didn't think it would affect me this much. I was supposed to hate him, to make him pay for rejecting me but like a stubborn dog, i simply wag my tail whenever i'm close to him. I wanted him. Not just physically. I wanted Zed in ways i couldn't understand. His love. His loyalty. His utmost devotion. I wanted Zed to want me in the same way i wanted him. "You know, it's so much easier if you told him how you really felt-" I looked away from the window and away from Zed limping away to see Charlie had walked into the room. It was obvious he had been observing me for a while now, if that ridiculous smirk he had
There was nothing to think about, that was quite evident with how fast i walked out of that door as soon as Ryder left. It wasn't a matter of giving into Ryder's demands or anything, at least not for me. I had so many people to put first. Like Austin who was lifeless the last time i saw him. As i made my way back down, all i could think about was everyone's safety. As far as i was aware, they were the only family i had left. True to Ryder's words, nobody had stopped me. If anything, they acted as if i was invisible. Invisibility is good. Or so i thought. I did ask around about where the rouges stayed. For one, i was relieved that they weren't kept in dungeons. Those filthy and cold dungeons we were bundled in when they brought us in. It was a relief that was only short-lived when i saw where the remaining members of what used to be my pack stayed. Ruins. Nobody was in sight when i walked into what seemed to have been a compound. The residence wasn't far out but it wasn't very clo
My heart was in my hands while i watched Austin fight not just for himself but the rest of us who couldn't. I've watched Austin grow since he was a little child when his family first joined the Red Blades pack. He was an exceptional fighter but Ryder's were better. I knew. Ryder knew. Everyone knew.It was like fate had decided to deal with me first hand. Ever since the battle, it had been blow after blow. First my father died by the man i have loved for years, being homeless and now this. My fate was Ryder. He was the weapon being used to deal with me. "No...no...stop!" I screamed when Austin started to take blow after blow. Everyone seemed to be enjoying the fight. Everyone but us. Ryder? I wasn't sure. He wasn't looking at the fight. He was looking right at me, watching my every expression. A predator, toying with his prey. I felt like that. Like a piece of unwanted meat was being kept because the predator wasn't ready to eat yet. My eyes fluttered while i looked at Ryder. The fi
My eyes fluttered closed when the towel hit my face. I didn't bother to grab it and instead, watched Ryder's back as he walked out to the bathroom. His bitch? What did that even mean? I didn't think there was so much hostility between me and Ryder. Not to this point where he'd insult me and degrade me just to feel better about himself. My fists were clenched when i thought about how Ryder had spoken to him. I followed Ryder from the bathroom to his bedroom. He was cleaning after me. Seeing him do the opposite of what Ryder had just told me only angered me even more. When he straightened the sheets, i grabbed them and ripped them from the bed and tossed them on the floor. Ryder ignored me at first but i didn't make it easier for him, instead, i grabbed one of the pillows and hit him with it. "Zed--" he called out, resigned and annoyed. I wasn't having any of it. "You are a vile person Ryder. A heartless monster and one with a very filthy mouth-" I said and Ryder closed the distanc