SELIN
"Oh my goodness!" I mumbled while I held tightly to my tummy.I am in my four weeks pregnant and every morning the scene in this house was like this, running inside the toilet and puking even though nothing comes out. It was tiring but somehow, I am more excited to see this little peanut soon.This was taking my energy the whole time in the morning, but I have to get back myself because Demir might be awake from now.Shit!Cursing internally while staring at the mirror. My stomach was like a roller coaster and I could not understand why I am being like this.
I'm here in the kitchen, and I am trying to make breakfast for Demir because it's Sunday, and it was supposed to be our day to be together and visit the doctor later at lunch.After preparing the meal for us, I couldn't take away my smile at the presentation on the table. Well, I miss doing this, especially on Sundays wherein many guests were there at the restaurant and spending time with their families. But, since I married Demir and being pregnant, it was hard for me to continue my job, which was being a chef.
"Perfect," I whispered and caressed my belly as the food looked enticing.
Oh, cravings! I have to watch my weight every time that I will eat these kind of food. As everyone knows, I have a plump type of body and having this made me more insecure about those women in magazines and his business partners.
Washing my face is a must, because Demir hated it whenever I smell like a kitchen or a strip of bacon. So, I must be extra careful with my hygiene as well. He didn't want any dirt in the house and everything that surrounds him.
"Good morning, Demir." a smile appeared on my face and I could even hear my heart thumping like a drum.
He didn't respond and just went straight to the table. I know he wasn't in a good mood since last night. I think it's about work-related stuff. I don't know about it; he was so drunk and couldn't walk.
He sighed deeply seeing my arms full of bruises. I sparingly smiled at him and didn't mind about it besides it has no pain at all.
"I've prepared all your favorites. Dig in," I smiled at him and slowly walked through the living room.
"Here let me help you with this."
Demir tapped away my hands as I was just trying to help him with the table napkin to put on his lap.
"Stop, Selin. I can handle it myself." then he lightly shook his head.
I have never eaten with him ever since we got together in his penthouse. The reason was it's part of the contract. I was here in the living room to clean up all the mess that he did last night. Demir didn't want his penthouse to be dirty, and that's what he always told me.
Every single corner must have been clean.
"Ouch" I mumbled as the glass pinned my ring finger. Letting out a heavy sigh after I realized what happened last night, and it was like a nightmare that I didn't want to remember at all.
Before I could reach the broom, I heard the crash of plates in the dining are. My heart thumped loudly as I knew what had happened, but I was still hoping that it was not like that.
"Please not again."
"Selin!"
I held my chest when I heard his loud voice cursing my name, but my blood ran cold as I stood in front of him and met his eyes that were frozen as ice.
"What's this?!" he pointed to the food in front of him.
"Do you think I can eat this food with an insect on it?!" he yelled and stood fast in front of me.
"Serving food is the only thing you need to do and yet you're sloppy. I couldn't believe that you are a chef."
One insult look before he went in front o me. Then, he grabbed my wrist and forced me to lean over just to see the bread with a small insect on it. I don't know what to say, so when he turned to me and saw his eyes bulging in rage and, in a swift, his hand landed on my cheeks and made me fall to the ground.
"Demir,"
I whispered and crouching at the edge of the dining area. Tears are now running through my cheeks as I felt the pain. This wasn't him, and Demir was completely opposite before. I still believed that he would come back again.
I sniffed and continued, "I- I'm sorry, Demir. I didn't know that it was spoiled already. The lights were off and..."
He cut me off and threw me the bread, "If you think you can poison me with that rotten bread, well, you're wrong!"
His eyes were full of anger and his fist almost hit me, so I crouched to protect myself from his violence. My face turned sour as he pulled my hair to face him and said, "You remember this Selin, no matter what you do, it will never change the fact that I married you just for that bastard in your belly."
An emphatic tone of his voice echoed through my ears and the numbness ran all over my body after hearing those words. I could accept all his sharp words on me but not to my child; our child.
He just flipped the table and all the dishes went all over the floor. I silently sob as he was going out of this penthouse and, just like the other days, Demir treated me like a rug. I don't understand why he was so mad at me. We were in a relationship for almost a year and I guess I have known him from that but after he found out this baby in my belly, my father talked to him and he asked me to marry him in a civil wedding. Fast forward after the wedding, he suddenly changed into someone that I do not know.
A monster that came out from nowhere. Hunger for its’ prey. Skin of a lamb that has a lion underneath.
I am frightened for myself as well as my baby.
Will he ever realized the fact that this was his child?
or
He’ll just beat me to death.
DemirLifting my head at the ceiling of this wide space office was quite relaxing, but I felt annoyed about what happened this morning. I have to focus on the meeting that will be held an hour from now.A knocked on the door caught my attention and she went inside and holding my coffee. But what gets more of my attention is that her dress was perfectly carved her body, and those t*ts that I could barely see it."Coffee, Mr. Demir." she said seductively.I gulped a couple of times as my eyes loving the view in front of me. Well, no one could resist my secretary and that is why I hired her. Looking at her figure was giving satisfaction on me as well as the other business man I encountered.Then after she put the coffee on my table, her fingers ran through the sides of the table and she sat on the edge of it. Revealing her long slender legs and the spoon licked by her mouth before she dropped it on the floor.My manhood was being awaken once again, the heat was rising underneath my cloth
SelinAs I opened my eyes, the white ceiling approach, and a beep sound kept on hitting my ears and when I looked around I saw a machine near to me.What happened to me?I felt weak and could not even move myself.What am I doing here?Thoughts were running through my head as I realized that I slowly remembered what happened earlier. My eyes widened and I quickly touched my belly."My baby!"I panicked and called the nurses and doctors that could help me to know if my baby was still here. I pressed the device that was on my hand and I keep it steady until the doctor arrived. My tears are already sweeping the makeup on my cheeks which I didn't mind at all because my baby was more important than anyone else."Calm down, Ma'am,"I looked at the doctor and saw that she was holding a syringe and pointing at me while the nurses were holding tightly on both of my arms. I tried to pull back but it’s useless."Please, don't put that thing on me!" I screamed but it was too late because I felt s
Selin"How dare you?! My father saved you from this." I couldn't control myself and I knew that this might perish me but I'm already in my limits."Your father saved me?! In which hell did he save me? My company saved you and your filthy father who has nothing but full of debt." My eyes widened after hearing it from him. But I knew my father would never be like that because I look up on him. "Well, it might be surprising to you but not in the business world." he let out a heavy sighed and pout both his hands on his pocket."Now, I am not giving you an option, Selin. You wanted this show and I give it to you. Do I look like I care for that child?"He turned his back and I saw him clenched his fist. His voice was cold that I get used to it but hearing it from him to abort the child was the worst of all."Blame it to me and never to our child, Demir." I said emphatically and did not mind the tears that was on my cheeks. I felt the sting pain from my abdomen and touched it gently."Our
DEMIRStupid!Does she really think that I will give my sympathy to her child?Damn it!I clenched my fist and threw all the things on the floor. She was making it hard for herself, until now she was still in believe that it was our child. It will never be my child.She's lying!Letting out a heavy sigh, I tried to re-read once again the paper that came to me a few months ago. Crucial and all has been on me, giving up, it was getting into my head during that time and I was about to explain it but, I found out about her pregnancy."I will let her suffer!" I clenched my fist and stared all the mess on the floor.Why did she even do this to me? My reputation has been stained by Selin and I will never forgive her about this.Someone buzzed on the door and I pressed the button to let the person in. I did not look and just continued reading to some of the documents on the computer. I have no time for someone else opinion right now. I'm fed up with all this sh*t!"Mr. Demir, someone wanted
SelinMidnight. I'm still awake and felt the swollen eye on my right was getting worse. Last night he went drunk again and suddenly as I tried to help him to get up because he could not even barely stand on his own, instead he hit me and I bumped to the metal cast on the wall.If only these things around me were alive, they would certainly be there to help me. They witnessed all the hardships that I got from Demir.Few days ago after I was discharge from the hospital, and Demir wanted me to stay in this mansion. This place was far from the city where many thought I was living like a princess by the perfect man they saw in some magazines. The man they ever dreamt about. A perfect figure to many but if they only knew how he’s been behind those lights and glamorous surroundings.A devilStaring at my phone and I was thinking of calling him at this hour, but I shook my head. I don’t want to interrupt him whenever he’s working overtime because this was his passion ever since I knew him beh
Selin After I left the hotel I quickly ran to the parking lot even though my hips were aching in pain. I want to talk to him, and explain everything about what happened in the picture. My face sour as I felt more of pain from my back in every step I took. Not now please, baby. “Demir! Please let me explain!” I shouted as soon as I saw him in front of the car. He stopped and hope rose in my chest, but this body was not cooperating well because I couldn’t run faster to be in front of him, I pause and stared at him from afar and when I moved he went inside the car and did not even look at me. “Demir, let’s talk about this. I- I can explain to you everything.” I kept knocking on the door of his Rolls Royce car, and the woman who was now sitting next to him was shaking her head while telling Demir to leave the place. Our eyes met and her insulting looked were pinned on my head. I am not like her, and we’re completely opposite but for the last time I want to talk to Demir without her.
Demir kept on declining the call from Selin because he knew the argument would always be the same. And he’s tired of having it over and over again. “This is the consequence Selin and do as what I told you to do so.” he whispered. He inhaled deeply and let the smoke ran through his nose. Staring at the city lights was making the nights more vulnerable and for Demir everything was a perfect place for him. The situation might be vulnerable right now but he didn’t mind about it as long as he’s with Laura, and with every smoke from his cigarette was bringing more comfort than before. He’s been waiting for this happen and now he has a chance, so he would not let it slip away. "Babe, could you please stop smoking?" Laura said, and even tried to pull out the cigar from his mouth. He stepped back and signed his finger on her before another heavy smoke. "I get used to this." "I know but don't you remember that I'm asthmatic?" Laura then wrapped her arms on his waist and let him turned to
SelinLet out a heavy sigh. “He didn’t even answer my calls.”I get inside the car and as usual it was getting harder for me to move as I felt strange through my body, but I know it was normal because of being pregnant. The doctor told me that I should be extra careful especially that my baby was growing fast.“Finally,” after spending a couple of days in the hospital. I could finally be home. But the man who helped me just post a message through post it on the table beside me.I know you will refuse about my offer to you. So my driver will take you to your home. Be safe and your baby.“Where are we heading?” the driver looked through the mirror and waited for my answer.“The Heron.” I answered.I lightly shook my head because Cena was the only one who was there for me. She was about to reach to Demir but I lied once again. I told her that he’s on a business trip and that’s more important. I quickly wiped out the tears from my eyes as I remembered what happened at the hotel. Fanning