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Mature content ahead. Skip by bold words.*~*~*~*"Good morning." I greet, shocked by the silence I look around. "Where's Noelle?" I ask.Mr Grey turns around, "morning señorita, she's at the beach with Nicholas." He explains sliding a bowl of Natillas to me, I mutter a small 'thank you' and dig in, instantly moaning at the different flavours exploding in my mouth."Oh my, did you make this?" I ask dumbfounded, a small smile tugs at his lips."You still have a lot to learn about me, señorita. I will be in my office if you need anything." He says about to leave, I quickly swallow down the food and stop him."Uhm yeah, I was wondering if I could go to the mall, do a little sight seeing if that's alright with you?" I ask, he raises an eyebrow."And if you get lost?" I take my phone and raise it waving it around. "G****e maps will help." He shakes his head."I'm coming with you, be ready in an hour." He instructs, I stare at his retreating back shocked for the hundredth time in two days.*~*~*~*A brief knock resounds on my door, tying my sandals I grab my bag then open the door. On the other side, obviously, stands my boss.I take a second to gape at him, he's wearing a black pair of jeans ripped by the knees, a tight white V-neck shirt which accentuates his built body which I presume is sculpted to perfection.A small tattoo peaks out on his chest, his hair ruffled up in a badboy kind of way, a whiff of his scent sends my mind wild for some reason; a hint of smoke, after-shave and cologne but the smell of apples overpower the rest.They weirdly work well together.He clears his throat directing my attention to his brown eyes which hold a lot of amusement, blushing, I look away."Ready?" I nod humming, he chuckles lowly and follows behind me to the black SUV waiting outside.*~*~*~*"Catedral basilica menor de San Juan Bautista." I whisper under my breath, the building looks a little worn out than what I've seen from the pictures.Not waiting another second I run up the stairs; gently open the door and gaze in awe at the beautiful interior.Beautiful mahogany benches on both my sides, beautiful intricate designs on the ceiling.A few tourists are scattered around quietly chatting, I snap a picture of the altar. Behind me, Mr Grey is casually glancing around but I spot the twitch of his eye as a group of people laugh loudly.I quickly snap a picture of him and turn around just as he notices, blowing at the picture I place it in my bag, he walks up besides me and together we just walk down the aisle, my fingers skimming the benches."My parents got married here, way before I was born. Then they renewed their vows three years ago but I couldn't come because I had work." I quietly whisper, he stays quiet.We slip into a lane; sit and stare at the altar. Tucking a strand of hair away I glance at him, his eyes are squinted slightly. A habit he has when he's deep in thought, I stare at him until he finally gives in."What happened to your mother?" He asks, I blink away the oncoming tears and suck in a harsh breath."You don't have to answer." He adds, I shake my head smiling slightly."It's okay, she uhm, she succumbed to cancer a year after renewing their vows. She suffered from it for as long as I can remember, but she died peacefully." I blankly look forward deep in thought.Memories of that day flash through my mind, breaking my heart piece by piece. "I hadn't seen her in so long. I worked fifteen hours a day to afford the chemo, to help out at home. I was the last to find out about her death, I had been so caught up in trying to help her live that I didn't notice that that's what she wanted.To stop the suffering, the fear, she wanted to spend her last days happy with her family but I wasn't there. She ended up taking azacitidine, left a letter that explained why she did what she did and how much she loved me." I wipe away a stray tear sniffing."I'm sorry." He apologizes.I laugh quietly, "twice in five days, I'm beginning to think I'm starting to take an effect on you."He cracks a genuine smile, "we're in a church, it's only the right thing to do." He jokes.I smile standing, "okay, you ready to go?" He replies by sliding out of the bench allowing me to pass.For the other two hours we've toured at least three more landmarks and by the time Mr Grey asks about the mall, I was too tired to agree.Now we're in the car, on the way back to the house. "Tomorrow you will be accompanying me to meetings back and forth." He announces.I nod my head humming, after half an hour of driving we finally arrive at the house. Giggling echoes throughout the house, we find Nic and Elle playing in the living room."Nicky! You can't deny the princess!" Noelle giggles hitting the princess doll in her hand against Nic's."What if I like someone else?" He asks, Noelle places a hand on her chin thinking."You are not allowed to." She states, Nic laughs making me smile."Can I join?" I ask, both their faces light up and snap to us. The little girl jumps up and runs into her father's arms."Daddy! Uncle Nic took me to the beach and we saw the dolphins and then we went to the cinema and watched Encanto then we came home and Nicky made me Tortillas and then...and then...and then..." She rants running out of breath.This girl's English never ceases to shock me.All of us laugh as she tries to catch her breath, Mr Grey gives her a kiss on her forehead and smiles at her."Seems like you had a pretty busy day, but now it's time for you nap 'kay?" He asks, she pouts and nonetheless nods."Thank you Nicholas." Mr Grey says and disappears around the corner leaving Nic and I alone.I go down next to him and help clean up the toys, "you really love her don't you?" I ask.He grins at the thought of it, "I was the first person Xander called when he figured her mother was pregnant. I was there with him googling how to change diapers, going to the parental classes, when she started teething and whatnot. You could call me her second father."The glint in his eyes prove his statement couldn't be a lie, we close up the container and sit on the couch."So how'd you enjoy your first full day in San Jaun? I'm betting you took a lot of pictures?" He asks, I give him a pointed look."And if I didn't?" He points to my fallen bag with a few photographs spilling out and the camera hanging around my neck.I quickly reach for the bag and place the photographs back in blushing, he gives me a smirk. Rolling my eyes I take out a few and keeping the rest in the bag.Okay so what if I wasn't focused on most of the landmarks we saw? And what if I found something better to look at? Can you really blame me?Nic and I go through the stack I took out, Mr Grey appears when Nic and I are laughing at a photo I took of a seagull hovering over Mr Grey's head who has a deep frown etched onto his face.Correction, no frown but you can clearly tell he's pissed off...like right now for some reason.His glare comes to me making me shudder slightly then goes to the man besides me, sensing something going on I take the photo's and stand up."I've got papers to go through, it was nice seeing Nic." I smile, he stands up and leaves a kiss on my cheek making me squirm and blush but a little uncomfortable at the same time."You too Rose." He winks, I take that as my leave and rush upstairs.Once I'm in the comfort of 'my' room, I go through the rest of the photos smiling like an idiot to myself the whole time until I actually decide to go through the papers for tomorrow.*~*~*~*"He knows. Dirty secrets that I keep, does he know its killing me. He knows, he knows d-d-does he know? Now those hands have touched my skin, I wknt tell where I've been.He knows, he knows, he knows. It's tearing me apart, and she's slipping away. And I'm just hanging on to all the words she used to say, the pictures on her phone and she's not coming home.Coming home, coming home. I know what you did last summer, just lied to me there's no other. I know what what you did last summer tell me where you've been. Look me in the eyes as my lover, I know what you did last summer, tell me where you've beenI know, I kno–" my words are cut off once I turn and catch my boss staring at me curiously.Blushing I place the wet cloth on the counter and take off my headphones, "Morning." I mutter sliding a plate of waffles, bacon and eggs to him."Morning senorita."I think I almost see a small smile tug at his lips making me blush even further, Keepin my head down I clean up the mess I made then sit across Mr Grey and eat my breakfast while silently thinking to myself."–hobby?" I look up at my boss dumbfounded, amusement swirls in his eyes."Pardon?""Your favourite hobby? What is it?" He repeats, shocked at the question I gape at him before pulling myself together."Singing, reading and cooking." I state the obvious, he nods and continues eating. I do the same occasionally glancing up at him curiously."And you sir?" I ask finally, he stops eating and glances at me."We'll be leaving in an hour." My lips tug down slightly, he stands up and disappears around the corner.Frowning to myself I finish my food and wash the dishes then go upstairs to get ready for the day.*~*~*~*It's only two p.m and we've been to at least seven different meetings since eight I the morning.He wasn't lying when he said back to back.Right now we're on the way to another meeting in some hotel with yet another important person.I've realised that most of these meetings we have today, I didn't even know about meaning I get there unprepared and just taking down random notes.*3 years later*Xander's P.O.VI look up from my laptop to see Lucia leaning against my doorframe.It's crazy how she's grown up to look nearly the exact replica of her sister."Hey."I close the device and give her my full attention. "Hi."She scratches her head and gives me a nervous smile, "I-" She stutters as someone behind her clears her throat."We were hoping we could ask you for something." I raise an eyebrow."Well, I'm moving out to college in a few weeks and it's nearly uhm Rosie's memorial day, and we were hoping we could get some things that belonged to Rosaleigh. For memories?"My heart stops for a moment before it continues its job."Haven't you already been doing that for the past three years?" I try to laugh it off even though it's pissed me off every time.Although, Rosie was her sister and she deserves something just as much as I'd love to have kept everything of hers to myself.She hasn't moved things around, I'm grateful for that."I have and I would have continue
"Xander, man. Open up!" It's Nic. I wonder why he's here."The children are with Julia. Open up brother. What is going on?" he asks, I haven't moved in hours.Qaia is asleep in my arms, her face reminds me so much of Rosie's."If you don't open up the door, I am going to break in." Nic announces, he can't but I don't want him hurting Qaia when the door cracks from the impact, so I stand up and unlock it.He walks in, "you look fucked up." He comments the moment his eyes land on me.I don't respond. I don't have the energy to. "What's wrong man? You've got the kids all worried. And where is Ros-" his sentence dies off when he looks at the bed."Fuck." Tears well up in my eyes again.He pulls my head towards his and connects our forehead, "I'm so sorry." Tears are strolling down both our faces. "I-I don't know what happened. Noelle told me she wasn't breathing and... I just shut down. She can't be gone, Nicholas." I sob harder."I know, man, I know. I'm so sorry." His voice is soft,
*Two hours later*"Congratulations, Mr. and Mrs. Grey, it's a healthy baby girl."No words can explain the feeling that is spreading throughout my body. My heart feels so... I just don't know how to describe it.Rosie and I connect eyes, I can see the pure bliss going on behind them like a storm of some sorts, tears stream down her face, and I lean over to wipe them off."You did it, mariposa." I kiss her forehead. Our baby girl's cries fill the entire room, I throw my shirt off and accept her small frame. "8 pounds and 10 ounces," he tells me.Her face is reddened as she cries out, I sit beside Rosie and hand her over. Rosie starts to hiccup as silent tears stream down her face. She runs her finger over our baby's face."Shh-shh baby, mommy and daddy are here." she whispers, looking up at me. She cries even more when she sees me. She reaches out with one hand and wipes away the tears I didn't know I was shedding."We did it," I smile.We hold her for a while longer until the docto
After the heart to heart, if I can call it that, Xander took the pills and fell asleep. I, on the other hand, could not.I sat for hours just staring at him, so many times his face morphed from peace to anguish and from anguish to peace. It hurt me.My heart was broken. It still is.When dawn started to settle in, I spent my time on his laptop till full sunrise. I read up on the email he'd been reading, and a part of me felt guilty for not wanting to take the chemo.The other part of me was still insistent on not taking it. It would be a miserable play for all parties, I know from experience.I felt horrible for being happy and recalling all my favorite memories to my dad when all he could do was lay in his bed, hooked on machines. I ended up getting emotional and stressed, so I shut the laptop and began the day. To get my mind off everything, I had a virtual tour of the institute, then had an interior designer meet me at the house to discuss.After that, I spent time with Noelle as
"I think it's a girl. Only she can allow you to eat something like that," I freeze, my wrap just about to dip into my McShake.Ice cream turned into more cravings.I give him a deadly look, which has him laughing out loud. "She'll be an exact replica of you. She'll have your smile, your hair, your eyes, and your laugh. She's going to break many hearts because she won't be allowed to date until we're the same age." He smiles, I giggle."So, never?" He kisses my forehead."She'll have your smarts too," I finish my shake and turn to him."Well I for one, know it's going to be a boy. He'll have my hair color with your teenage curls. Everything else about him will be yours, his facial features; his voice, his eyes. Maybe he'll be lean," I shrug.His eyes hold suspicion in them, "So Jeremiah Fisher is out of the picture?"Shocked, I playfully slap his arm. "Firstly, that was one time. Secondly, that wouldn't be a bad idea either. Either way I—"Everything I ate in the last hour comes up my
Despite my wishes to keep my birthday small and at home, Xander thought otherwise, and by otherwise, I mean:He bought a private island near the Maldives, we didn't stay at it because it was barren, but we did go to it and suggested that we name it and soon talk to designers, for a beach house.A virtual meeting with a Hermès designer for a custom Kelly bag, I don't know how he did it, but he did. To say I was lost would be an understatement, Xander just laughed at me when i didn't know what to answer when it came to the leather types.He took me shopping, obviously, skiing, and I tried surfing but failed profusely. Xander, on the other hand, looked like Gabriel Medina at his best.There's nothing this man can't do.We spent a day at the villa and gave each other massages and watched movies.I loved those three days, but when we came back to the United States, I realized that I love being home rather than being away, or maybe it just has something to do with being around the girls.I