로그인Zoe’s POV
"She's not your girlfriend," M.J. snapped at Arman. I had to pull him back, instinctively wedging myself between Arman and M.J. Arman's grip tightened just before M.J. put his hand on my arm in an attempt to pull me away. "Let go of her!" Arman snarled, his voice sharp and dangerous. He looked ready to fight. Tension radiated through the room, and anger leaked out of both men. "Let's back this up a little bit," I tried again, keeping my voice steady. "M.J., can we postpone my shoot?" M.J. looked livid but eventually nodded. Near the bed, Bri just stayed still, looking like her entire world had ended. "Arman, we're going to need you to calm down. Getting angry isn't good for your health at the moment," I said calmly. It was as if I were back in the hospital—I was the doctor again, and he was my patient. Arman nodded, his expression softening into a shy, boyish look. "I'm hungry." The doctor stepped in smoothly. "You should be; you haven't eaten real food in a while." He turned to Bri. "Why don't you go get him something? Something warm and soft, easy to swallow and digest. Maybe soup or porridge—minimal spice." He ordered it in the form of advice, just like we doctors always do. Then he turned to Arman. "Can I see your girlfriend in my office for a minute? She'll be back before you know it." Arman gave me a desperate look, clearly not wanting to let go, but he finally did. M.J. followed us out of the ward, which I was fine with; I had no assurance M.J. wouldn't say something to trigger the poor guy if left alone with him. "I must confess that I suspected this outcome, but I wanted to wait and see how it would play out when he woke up," the doctor began once we were in the hallway. M.J. lifted a hand. "We really don't care what is or is not up with his brain. I don't give a flying fuck. What's the assurance that the guy isn't just acting to mess with us? It's something he's capable of." M.J. was adamantly refusing to show any pity. I understood that he was tense after canceling an interview he had fought tooth and nail to secure for me. "If you go through the results of his MRI, you'll see that the wound on his head went way beyond the surface," the doctor explained patiently. "What do you advise we do?" I asked professionally. There was no time to waste. "I take it that you're not his girlfriend, as he thinks you are?" the doctor asked. I nodded. "Yes. But I was the last person he was with before the accident, and we'd fought. I don't see why he came to this conclusion," I rasped. "The fact that you've been coming here every day since you heard about his accident is enough for anyone to draw that conclusion, Zoe!" M.J. interjected. The doctor nodded. "It's also possible that it's a psychological reaction. Many people hold on to a false memory just to escape hurt and trauma." "Then we'll clear this false memory so he can get on with his life," M.J. bristled. "I would advise that we indulge him a little." The doctor paused, and I raised a brow, urging him to continue. "The reality he has created for himself is most likely a coping mechanism; it would be brutal to forcefully launch him out of it. It might cause more damage than we can bear to manage." I shook my head. "You're not a psychiatrist." He had no qualification to make that final conclusion. "No, I'm not, but this isn't the first time I’m dealing with something like this," the doctor argued, lowering his voice. "I'm sure you understand." I fought the urge to break something, because he was right, and I was just in denial. "I can't pretend to be Arman's girlfriend. It's too much." "Let me tell you what you can do," M.J. interrupted. "You can walk out of this hospital right now and not look back. Let them deal with their patient." M.J. held my hand firmly. "You do not owe anyone anything." I took a deep breath. M.J. was right; I could turn my back on Arman right now. No one was indispensable. With or without me, they would find a solution to his predicament. The doctor gave me a hopeful look. "You swore an oath," he tried. I fought the urge to bite my nails. *Dear Lord, please help me not to regret this,* I pleaded under my breath. "M.J., let's help him." M.J. looked like he wanted to chop off my head. "Think about it like this: if this gets out to the general public, it could be bad for my image. I left that venue with him; this cannot be good for me. So, we're not doing this for him—we're doing it for me. And boy, when Arman comes back to his senses, both he and his agency are going to owe us big time." I took a deep breath, realizing I had been ranting without catching my breath. M.J. looked more resigned than in agreement. "Deal."ZoeThe ride home was quieter than I expected.Rachel had started the journey with enough excitement to power a small city."You hugged him." She burst at last. I should have known Rachel couldn't bottle that kind of excitement.I groaned and turned toward the window. The city lights streaked past us in blurred lines of gold and white."You definitely hugged him." She said again, this time she dragged it like a song. "Rachel." I warned. "You did." She defended. I pressed my forehead against the cool glass. "Please drive." My cheeks were burning. Not because of her tease but because I had thought what her reaction would be if she had seen us kiss, and then that brought the memories of the kiss in HD.Rachel laughed. "No."I should have known making friends would come with consequences. For most of my life, nobody had cared enough to tease me. Now I had one friend and she apparently intended to make up for lost time. It felt nice though."I only hugged him goodbye."Rachel made a dra
ZoeBridget’s smile faltered.Then she recovered so quickly that if I hadn’t been staring at her, I would have missed it.She laughed softly and folded her arms. Defense.“Arman, come on. Since the accident.”Arman didn't respond.Bridget looked around the room and explained patiently, like she had explained this a hundred times already.“Fans still don’t know your current condition. The last update we gave was carefully controlled. You disappearing completely worked in our favor because people got curious instead of concerned.” She smiled gently at Arman. “Your recovery, you relationship has to become private.”Private.I looked at Arman.His expression did not change but I was beginning to realize that with Arman, the absence of expression did not mean absence of feeling.Bridget continued. “You were confused after waking up. You weren’t ready. Your emotions were unstable and people notice these things. You're not ready to go back out there. Interviews, photos, public appearances—th
Zoe I stared at Sonia Moore and suddenly understood where Arman got it from. Not the face. Standing together now, they did not resemble each other as much as I thought they would. But there was something in the way she occupied space that reminded me of him. The ease. The confidence. The unconscious expectation that people would look at her and stay looking. She was beautiful in a way that made me straighten my back."Mom, stop.” His voice wasn’t harsh but there was something guarded about it. “Why are you here?”For the first time since she arrived, Sonia looked at him properly. Her smile softened.“Oh, darling.” She touched his cheek. “We came because you got into a terrible accident.”The answer sounded right.But something about it felt incomplete.Arman seemed to notice too, his brows pulled together slightly. “You came now?”Sonia blinked. “What do you mean?”Arman looked confused. “I’ve been awake for over a week.”The room became strangely quiet. Sonia laughed softly.“You k
ARMAN“You’re mad at me.” I pulled Zoe to face me. Her face wasn’t expressive, but her eyes were, they had all kinds of sparkles that told of different things, it was a beauty to watch.She shook her head, “I’m fine.” I knew she wasn’t.“I’m sorry.” I pleaded.“You don’t even know why I’m mad!” Zoe lashed out, finally, her face betraying her anger. Still, she remained pretty. “It doesn’t work like that.”“Why are you mad?” I asked, trying to understand, it was hard to see beyond her beauty. It was harder to believe that she didn’t know everyone saw her the way I did.“I said I’m fine.” She stood up, wanting to leave my hold.I let her go for a moment, only to pull her back and capture her between my legs. “Tell me what I did wrong.” I pleaded.Zoe was beautiful and mine, it was almost hard to believe I could touch her if I wanted to. I wanted to. I trailed kisses up her shoulder. “Don’t do that.” But the anger was leaving her voice.It was hard to believe, but my girl liked physical t
*ZOE*We reached for each other the moment we were in the house. Our lips met like we had done this a hundred times, but the feelings that enveloped me were foreign.Warmth burst out on my skin like my sensory neurons were on fire. My clothes, which once felt too short, now seemed like too much.Arman cradled my head like I was something precious, his hands on my cheeks like a soft caress, completely opposite to how he devoured my mouth.I have never been wanton. I had never wanted like this.It was my fingers that tugged at his jacket; it was me that popped his buttons. Every part of me sang when my fingers met his bare chest.“Zoe,” Arman said my name like a plea as he broke away from my lips, yet his lips did not leave my skin, trailing over my neck to come back to my lips.Whatever he was doing worked because I found myself calming down, taking deep breaths and feeling control come back to me.Arman pulled me into a hug, wrapping his arms around me like he was scared to let go.“
It turned out that my shoot was with Arman. We were doing a couples shoot for a brand I didn’t recognize, but I really didn’t care because M.J. handled things like that.Even with his memory gone, Arman was still an awesome model.“Hey,” I met his eyes, “how do you feel?” I asked under my breath.I was sitting on a high stool while he stood between my legs, a hand on my shoulder.“I’m good.” His voice was clipped.Something was wrong. I remember we had talked last night and nothing seemed out of place. He had even smiled when Rachel literally begged for an autograph and he signed his name on her dress. She had been ecstatic.When we were done, M.J. tried to hurry me back but I insisted on going home with Arman. “I need to talk to him about some stuff,” I lied.“About what?”I shifted from one foot to another but said nothing.“Merida!” M.J. sighed.“I’ll be fine. I promise. And I want you to worry less about me. I have Arman and Rachel.” Then I remembered I hadn’t told him about Rache
Arman’s POVI got out of the car, hoping to speak more sense into Zoe. She couldn’t just dash off into the streets like that. I knew she had been indoors throughout her entire stay in the city and didn't know her way around.But a car swerved and stopped right behind mine. M.J.I gave a small smile
Zoe’s POV I did not speak on the ride back. The silence in the car was so heavy you could touch it. The black car sliced through the city like a whisper; I might have complimented the vehicle if I didn't want to avoid saying a single word to its owner. I had no idea what the brand or design was,
Zoe’s POV“Zoe Merida!!”Did I miss that part? It was M.J.’s idea. Adams seemed to be a dull name for the star he was going to make out of me. I needed to drop the name too; maybe my family would have less impact on me.But that didn’t change the fact that the host just called my name for an award!
Zoe’s POV.My fingers itched as I touched the phone. It had been months and my mom was unable to reach me. I wondered if she missed me. Okay, that was doing too much, but I still could not stop myself from hoping she was worried.The sound of my ancient iPhone coming on earned a breath through my l







