6-Nap time?

Talia POV.

It's three am, I can't sleep, I turned to my left and then to my right but I'm still wide awake, nightmares are invading my sleep, it's so bad that I decided I don't want to sleep anymore.

By six am I hardly had two hours of sleep, I know I planned on taking pills or some alcohol, but the strongest alcohol I had in my apartment is beer, and the pills scare me. What if I took them and didn't wake up, what if I'm late and Felix wasn't there and Marco punished me again. My bum is still warm from the punishment he gave me, I'm not a little, I'm plain vanilla, they assured that idea when they did all those horrible things.

How does anyone enjoy being humiliated and forced is strange to me, I know to each their own, when subs go to their headspace it's pure blessings but the only place I went to was this is my worst mistake let me out.

I got up and got ready for the day, we all have a dress code depending on what section we work in, little section meant skirt, dresses, shorts, knee high socks, firly socks, overalls. For the trainers it's just jeans and a button up shit, other departments have a different dress codes.

My formal friends, they only wore dark clothes, tight dresses, high heels, some even wore leathers. After yesterday events, I'm not wearing another skirt, I'm going with some jeans overalls, not giving anyone a quick access for my bum.

I brushed my hair my brown locks and applied some concealer, powder, and some blush to hide how tired I am. I walked to my job locking my door behind me, I didn't have a car, but that's what the bus is here for.

I got to my work and walked in, the security won't let you in unless you show your ID card or a special inviting card to get in. I smiled and got in, going straight to my spot, my office is right next to Felix, sometimes I double up as his secretary.

I was just setting my stuff on my desk when Felix called me in his office, I walked in with a smile on my face, it was a bit forced but better then be asked what's wrong with me.

"Talia, what's that I heard you being naughty" he asks right away, my smile dropped how did he know this quickly?

"Nothing" I say with a pout.

"Really nothing? Cause I heard you had a paddling after I left last day" he says with a raised brow.

"Nu fair! He didn't have the right to!" I say with a giant pout.

"When little Talia missbheaves she get a punishment you know that" he says in a firm voice making my pout bigger.

"Then I wanna tell you about Marco he punished me and had no right to" I say, still going with my death wish, acting all bratty with Felix.

"What got you this fussy Talia, did you have breakfast?" He asks changing the topic, I frown at that, just nod my head, I didn't eat anything but I'm not telling him so.

"Then get to work Talia" he says dismissing me, I frowned and went toward my desk. I started my work as usual, it was a slow daily thankfully, I kept yawning every now and then, my eyes wanted to just fall close.

"Talia" Felix calls startling me and making me jump up, I look at him with a glare, did he have to do this.

"Yes Felix?" I ask through gritted teeth.

"When was the last time you slept, you look like hell" he asks and I just shrug it's been about a week now.

"Thank you man" I reply with a glare.

"Nope you can't work like that" he says, so he's sending me home, woho!

"Go to the trainers and tell them to put you down for a nap" he says making my mouth fall open what?

"What?" I ask loudly.

"You haven't slept in what a week? I can see it in your eyes, I know all this fussiness is from lack of sleep. So be a good girl go and let them put you down for a nap" he says and I shake my head no.

"Your wellbeing is my job, you need a nap, go on your own or I'll take you" he says, we're gonna have a problem here.