Talia POV.
It's three am, I can't sleep, I turned to my left and then to my right but I'm still wide awake, nightmares are invading my sleep, it's so bad that I decided I don't want to sleep anymore.By six am I hardly had two hours of sleep, I know I planned on taking pills or some alcohol, but the strongest alcohol I had in my apartment is beer, and the pills scare me. What if I took them and didn't wake up, what if I'm late and Felix wasn't there and Marco punished me again. My bum is still warm from the punishment he gave me, I'm not a little, I'm plain vanilla, they assured that idea when they did all those horrible things.How does anyone enjoy being humiliated and forced is strange to me, I know to each their own, when subs go to their headspace it's pure blessings but the only place I went to was this is my worst mistake let me out.I got up and got ready for the day, we all have a dress code depending on what section we work in, little section meant skirt, dresses, shorts, knee high socks, firly socks, overalls. For the trainers it's just jeans and a button up shit, other departments have a different dress codes.My formal friends, they only wore dark clothes, tight dresses, high heels, some even wore leathers. After yesterday events, I'm not wearing another skirt, I'm going with some jeans overalls, not giving anyone a quick access for my bum.I brushed my hair my brown locks and applied some concealer, powder, and some blush to hide how tired I am. I walked to my job locking my door behind me, I didn't have a car, but that's what the bus is here for.I got to my work and walked in, the security won't let you in unless you show your ID card or a special inviting card to get in. I smiled and got in, going straight to my spot, my office is right next to Felix, sometimes I double up as his secretary.I was just setting my stuff on my desk when Felix called me in his office, I walked in with a smile on my face, it was a bit forced but better then be asked what's wrong with me."Talia, what's that I heard you being naughty" he asks right away, my smile dropped how did he know this quickly?"Nothing" I say with a pout."Really nothing? Cause I heard you had a paddling after I left last day" he says with a raised brow."Nu fair! He didn't have the right to!" I say with a giant pout."When little Talia missbheaves she get a punishment you know that" he says in a firm voice making my pout bigger."Then I wanna tell you about Marco he punished me and had no right to" I say, still going with my death wish, acting all bratty with Felix."What got you this fussy Talia, did you have breakfast?" He asks changing the topic, I frown at that, just nod my head, I didn't eat anything but I'm not telling him so."Then get to work Talia" he says dismissing me, I frowned and went toward my desk. I started my work as usual, it was a slow daily thankfully, I kept yawning every now and then, my eyes wanted to just fall close."Talia" Felix calls startling me and making me jump up, I look at him with a glare, did he have to do this."Yes Felix?" I ask through gritted teeth."When was the last time you slept, you look like hell" he asks and I just shrug it's been about a week now."Thank you man" I reply with a glare."Nope you can't work like that" he says, so he's sending me home, woho!"Go to the trainers and tell them to put you down for a nap" he says making my mouth fall open what?"What?" I ask loudly."You haven't slept in what a week? I can see it in your eyes, I know all this fussiness is from lack of sleep. So be a good girl go and let them put you down for a nap" he says and I shake my head no."Your wellbeing is my job, you need a nap, go on your own or I'll take you" he says, we're gonna have a problem here.Talia POV. We are gonna have a problem, I'm standing here arguing with Felix over the fact that I need a nap, when I clearly didn't."Enough with you Talia, you either go on your own or I'm taking you" he threatens again, but I'm still standing. "As you want" he says before lifting me off the ground, I wasn't even that small or light, he just had me over his shoulder like I weight nothing.He walked us with me still hitting his back, screaming and demanding he put me down. I even threatened to call the HR, he laughed and told me to do it, he's just doing his job, it's me who's being fussy and not abide to my work contract. If they didn't pay me well, if I didn't need this job so desperately I would've left, but what can I say I need this so desperately, it's what's paying my bills and my mother's. Once we got to the little training segment the room was mostly quiet thankfully there wasn't many people around. She okay? A female voice asks making me blush, great now random people's
Talia POV. Flashback.(trigger warning, skip till after the flashback) I screamed, I yelled my safe word over and over again but Zeus was still pounding into me, fucking me mercilessly. It hurt, this is not enjoyable nor pleasure, I don't see the joy in pain, all I'm seeing is white pain.Athena just had her turn with me before him, she was watching us while touching herself, the scene of my pain was turning her on."You like this don't you little toy?" He ask and I shake my head no, this wasn't. It was pleasurable first, weird to be honest, but I enjoyed it, it was my first time doing a threesome or ever having an experience with a girl. But this wasn't, once Zeus was almost done, he touched me, making my body obey when I didn't want to, we both came in the same time, me screaming with pain and him screaming with joy. Once he was done they sandwiched me between them again, my hands tied up above my head. They both just kissed my cheeks telling me I did so well, before leaving me,
Talia POV.Stupid brain, stupid heart, stupid lungs, stupid stupid stupid Talia!!!"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" I screamed into my pillow, I'm so stupid. I got myself into this, what happened with me was a panic attack, where fear got hold of the best of me. I didn't die, thankfully but I did raise the HR attention toward me, they says now I'm instable. They are going to revaluate my performance, you don't work in a bdsm company if you're a kink-phobic. We accept everyone and every kink, no shaming, no disgust, every employee goes through a mental check up once a year. Mine came early, if I'm not stable, if I'll have random panic attacks, if I get an anxiety attack every time I have to deal with a dom. Then this job isn't made for me, they'll give me some financial settlement before kicking me out. What am I gonna do now! I decided to call my momma, she always knows what to do that if she remembers who I am. She had me late in life, she called me her little miracle, it was a miracle she c
Talia POV.It's been a full week since my evaluation, no one would tell me anything, not even Felix. The other trainers would just smile kindly at me when we crossed road or they needed anything from me. The work is back to normal, Marco and a little are sitting at my desk right now, the little wants his contract determined, while Marco was listening for reasons and I was taking notes. Apparently this little dom took his favorite stuffy for a wash and never brought him back, he's accusing his dom of neglect, Marco wasn't taking this very lightly either. He was extremely mad, he asked the littles more details about his relationship, he asked about his aftercare, sexual relation, and punishment. The little said all about being loved and cared for, but the missing stuffy was a big red flag for him, he wants his stuffy back and he's not staying with any stuffy murderer. Marco thanked the little and gave him a lollipop for acting so well, he got the dom on the phone putting him on spea
Talia POV.After I was done crying, I cried a bit some more, had a giant tub of ice cream, cried again before going to sleep, my night was filled with nightmares, I saw them again. I remembered the beginning of our weekend when it was fun and exciting, until the first slap came, I had my face as hard limit. It came from Athena, I didn't obey the order fast enough, that earned me a slap on the face, my first red flag, I should've known things would go down from there. But stupid me though it's gonna be okay, a quick hug and being called a good girl had me staying, being stupid, I should add it to my cv. I couldn't sleep anymore, I don't have work tomorrow, so I sat up and got my contract they explained a bit to me about it but I wasn't really paying any attention to what's being said. So now I have to sit down and read it from the start, the first part of this contract was the same as my old one. It all said about swearing secrecy, never talking badly about the company, no kink shami
Talia POV. Time passes quickly just when you not expecting it to, when you want it to go slow it'll jump, run, fly, it'll do anything to just pass and leave you asking where the last forty-eight hours went. Now I had to make this decision, I go to work and sign, or I go and resign and start searching for a new job. What to do, what to do? I ask myself again and again!! Ahhhhhh! Okay, decision made, I got ready as I usually do and walked outside my door, I'm not gonna be late, even if this is my last day there I refuse to leave a bad impression. I walked in, scared, this felt like my first day here in this work, I'm scared, nervous, and don't know what's waiting for me. I didn't go to my desk right away, instead, I went to HR, same as the first day, they welcomed me and asked for my answer. I either sign my contract or sign my resignation letter, they had both options for me and I had to decide, I closed my eyes took a deep breath, and finally took my decision. I signed the paper a
Marco POV.We had someone new in the company, she's a little thing, but she doesn't like being called little, her job is mostly to help us all with the paperwork. I had my eye on her, I knew a little when I saw one, I saw how she blushed when she got praised on her, even fussy sometimes. I had my eye on her, I wanted to invite her to try being a little with me, but it was never a good time, I knew when to ask and when to give someone their space. It was all going well until she skipped work for a full week, she took a vacation saying she's too sick to come. I asked Felix about her, he's the head of our little department, he's in charge of everyone while I'm in charge of my trainers, all nine of them are my students. We teach both littles and dom, help them adapt to the lifestyle, show them what's it's all about, we recruit new littles and dom. We knew something was wrong with her, she came back scared, looking behind her shoulder, I knew from Felix who happens to be a very good frie
Talia POV.It's been what almost a week now? I'm trying to set back a routine, well everyone else is, Felix says I need one to help me, that the stability would help me and help with my nightmares. I agreed with him on having a routine, it really did help, I have to spend time with Marco, I have to get back to my old work routine. It's not the work, it's not my usual tasks, it's everyone else and the way they are treating me, I was used to the trainers being nice to me. But now they are just taking it to a next level, making sure I'm okay, the help with my work, just spending some time with me, getting treats from them randomly.My time with Marco is still on the light side, I saw other littles, I saw how they treat them but not me, all Marco does is talk to me, he'll make me help him in his work or just sit down and we watch the cartoon together. "Talia in my office please," Felix says calling me to his office, I move from my desk and into his office. "Close the door and take a se