ログインKaelira POV
The corridor felt longer than it ever had.
Each step echoed too loudly against the marble floors, as if the walls themselves wanted to announce my humiliation.
Luna.
Barren Luna.
Weak Luna.
The words weren’t spoken outright, but I heard them anyway. The guards straightened without bowing. On the way, two maids paused mid-whisper as I passed, a also warrior quickly looked down when our eyes met.
I kept my spine straight.
If they wanted to see a fracture, they would have to carve it out of me.
The doors to Darius’s office had barely shut behind me when the air shifted. My lungs burned as if I’d run miles instead of standing perfectly still while my husband discussed “alternatives” to secure an heir.
Alternatives.
My fingers curled into my palms until crescent marks dug into my skin.
He hadn’t raised his voice.
He hadn’t needed to.
“You know what the pack requires,” he had said, not looking at me, gaze fixed on reports scattered across his desk. “Stability.”
Stability had a name now.
Seraphine.
I walked past a cluster of council aides. One of them muttered, “If the Luna cannot provide.”
I didn’t slow down.
If I did, I might have turned.
And if I turned, I might have bared my teeth.
By the time I reached my chambers, the mask had fused to my face so tightly I wasn’t sure where it ended and I began.
Maelin opened the door before I touched it.
Her eyes searched mine quickly, sharp and assessing. “You were in there longer than usual.”
“I stayed until he was done speaking.” I stepped inside.
Serenya rose from the window seat, skirts rustling softly. Unlike the others in this pack, she didn’t look at me with pity or calculation. She looked at me like I was still whole.
That almost broke me more than the whispers had.
“He called the council again?” she asked.
“Yes.”
“And?”
“And nothing.” I removed my gloves slowly, placing them on the vanity with deliberate care. “They’re concerned about the future.”
Maelin’s jaw tightened. “The future has a name.”
I met her gaze in the mirror. “Say it.”
“Seraphine.”
The name slid into the room like smoke.
Serenya moved closer. “It’s more than talk now, Kaelira. The elders have been visiting the west wing.”
“Visiting,” I repeated softly.
Maelin crossed her arms. “Gamma Laura has been encouraging it.”
Of course she had.
Laura Veyne never moved openly. She preferred the elegance of suggestion. A tilted head. A thoughtful hum. A carefully placed question that sounded harmless.
“She’s been questioning your judgment in closed meetings,” Maelin continued. “Saying grief has made you distant. That your wolf’s silence is… concerning.”
My chest tightened at that.
“My wolf is not her concern.”
Maelin hesitated. “She’s framing it as the pack’s concern.”
Serenya stepped between us gently. “What exactly is she saying?”
“That Luna should embody strength. Fertility. Power.” Maelin’s eyes flicked to my abdomen before she could stop herself. “She’s been reminding the elders that Seraphine carries pure northern blood. That she’s… unclaimed.”
Unclaimed.
Like territory waiting for conquest.
A slow heat crept up my throat, but my voice stayed level. “And Darius?”
“He hasn’t denied it,” Maelin said.
That hurt more than any whisper.
I walked toward the balcony doors and pushed them open. Cold air rushed in, biting against my skin.
Months ago, my wolf would have surged at the scent of the forest. The pine. The earth. The distant musk of warriors training.
Now.. Nothing.
Just a hollow space where she used to breathe.
I pressed my hand to my chest.
For weeks, there had been only stillness. A numb, heavy silence like something buried too deep to reach.
But now.
A flicker.
Faint.
Like claws scraping against stone.
I inhaled sharply.
Serenya noticed. “What is it?”
“I felt… something.”
Not outside. Not foreign.
Inside.
A low, warning growl echoed faintly in my ribs.
But there.
My fingers trembled against my collarbone.
Maelin stepped closer. “The healer warned you.”
“Yes.” My throat tightened. “She said the bond was suffocating her.”
The words had haunted me since.
Unnatural strain.
Suppressed instinct.
Poisoned tether.
I hadn’t understood it then.
I was beginning to now.
Serenya’s voice dropped. “Maelin. Tell her the rest.”
Maelin’s expression shifted. Careful.
“There are whispers,” she said slowly. “About the alliance between your father and the late Alpha Magnus.”
My stomach twisted.
“Go on.”
“It wasn’t just political.”
My heartbeat picked up.
“They say,” Maelin continued, “that something was performed the night the treaty was signed. Something binding. Not recognized by the old laws.”
Serenya added quietly, “An enforced mate tether.”
I stared at them.
“No,” I said automatically.
But memories surfaced. Fragments I had ignored.
The ceremony had felt wrong. Heavy. Like chains instead of silk.
My wolf had howled that night.
Not in joy.
In protest.
“The massacre happened weeks later,” Maelin whispered. “Your mother’s Crescent bloodline… wiped out.”
The air thinned.
“You think the alliance was a cover,” I said slowly. “To control what remained.”
“To control you,” Serenya corrected gently.
My knees felt weak.
All these years, I had blamed myself.
My body.
My failure to produce an heir.
But what if..
What if this bond had never been natural?
What if it had been forced into place like a blade shoved between ribs?
My wolf stirred again. Stronger this time. A flash of teeth in the dark.
Not submission.
Resentment.
Anger.
I welcomed it.
“I won’t be replaced,” I said quietly.
Neither of them responded immediately.
“I won’t stand aside while they parade her through my halls,” I continued. “If there was manipulation in the past, I will find it.”
Serenya’s eyes darkened. “Digging into this could reopen wounds the council buried on purpose.”
“I’m already bleeding.”
Maelin exhaled slowly. “There are records in the old archives. Restricted. Laura oversees access.”
Of course she did.
A silence settled between us, thick with implication.
Serenya touched my arm. “If you pursue this, they will see you as a threat.”
I turned to face her fully.
“Perhaps it’s time they did.”
They left me alone an hour later.
The chamber felt different in their absence.
Quieter.
Heavier.
I walked to the small chest at the foot of my bed and opened it carefully.
Inside, wrapped in faded silk, lay the only thing I had from my mother.
A silver pendant shaped like a crescent moon.
I lifted it.
The metal was cool against my palm.
“Tell me what they did,” I whispered.
The room didn’t answer.
But my wolf did.
A sudden surge exploded behind my eyes..
Blood.
So much blood.
A field torn apart by fire.
Crescent banners burning.
Screams.
And in the distance, a figure running into the trees.
Tall.
Broad-shouldered.
Not wearing Ironfang colors.
My breath hitched.
Recognition clawed at my chest.
My wolf lunged toward the image..
Then it vanished.
I staggered back, the pendant slipping from my fingers and clattering against the floor.
My heart pounded violently.
“That wasn't a memory,” I breathed.
It felt like something buried deep inside my blood had just cracked open.
A knock echoed sharply at the door.
Three firm raps.
Controlled.
Deliberate.
I didn’t need to ask who it was.
Maelin’s voice drifted faintly from beyond. “My Lady… Gamma Laura requests an audience.”
Of course she did.
I bent, picking up the pendant, closing my fist around it.
Another knock.
Louder this time.
“Luna Vale,” Laura’s smooth voice carried through the wood. “I believe we need to discuss the pack’s future.”
My wolf growled.
Not weak.
Not silent.
Low and rising.
I lifted my chin.
“Let her in.”
Kaelira’s POVThe northern wind whipped against my face, carrying the scent of frost and iron, and I realized I hadn’t drawn a full breath in minutes. My hands were clenched so tightly around the edges of my cloak that the seams groaned. Yet I didn’t stop walking. Not for Darius, not for the guards, not even for the fear clawing at the edges of my mind.Serenya followed a half-step behind me, eyes darting to the walls, to the watchtowers, and finally settling on me. “Kaelira… you should wait. At least have reinforcements.”I shook my head, forcing my legs to carry me forward despite the ache in my ribs from the bond’s violent rupture. “No,” I said firmly. “I don’t wait for anyone. Not for him. Not for… anyone who doubts me.”Maelin moved along my other side, her eyes scanning the horizon and the approaching gate. Her face was calm, but I knew that behind it, her mind was calculating every possible threat.“We’re close,” she murmured. “The Lycan isn’t far. Guards report he hasn’t har
Kaelira POVThe moment I decided to reject him, the air in my chambers felt thinner.Healer Mira stood near the doorway, her fingers wrapped tightly around a steaming cup she hadn’t touched. She looked older tonight. Not in years but in worry.“You shouldn’t have come here openly,” I said quietly.Her gaze lifted to mine. “I came because you are running out of time.”I didn’t flinch.“Time for what?”“For your wolf.”The words didn’t strike like thunder. They sank like poison.“She’s not dead,” I said.“No.” Mira stepped closer. “She is restrained.”My jaw tightened.“By what?”She hesitated.“The bond between you and the Alpha is not natural.”I stared at her.“You confirmed our mating ceremony yourself.”“I confirmed the symptoms.” Her voice lowered. “Not the origin.”My pulse thudded painfully in my throat.“The ritual used to bind you was old. Forbidden for a reason. It forces compatibility where fate has not marked it. It suppresses rejection.”My fingers curled into the fabric o
Darius POVI stood behind my desk long after the door closed, staring at the grain of the wood as if it could rearrange itself into sense.My wolf shifted restlessly beneath my skin.Not anger, dominance but Disquiet.I pressed a hand against my chest. There should have been something there.A thread. A pull. Even faint irritation.Instead…cold.A hollow stretch of nothing that made my jaw tighten.“She’s dramatic,” I muttered under my breath.My wolf did not agree.The bond hadn’t snapped. It still lingered..thin, strained but it felt… unstable. Like a bridge built over rot.Father’s voice rose uninvited from memory.Do not awaken what must remain dormant.I was younger then. I am eager to prove myself. Obedient.He never explained what he meant.He didn’t need to.The ritual night flashed through my mind, candles. Blood. Cedric Vale’s rigid expression across the altar. Words spoken in a language older than pack law.Kaelira had trembled when the tether sealed.Not from joy.From res
Kaelira POVThe corridor felt longer than it ever had.Each step echoed too loudly against the marble floors, as if the walls themselves wanted to announce my humiliation.Luna.Barren Luna.Weak Luna.The words weren’t spoken outright, but I heard them anyway. The guards straightened without bowing. On the way, two maids paused mid-whisper as I passed, a also warrior quickly looked down when our eyes met.I kept my spine straight.If they wanted to see a fracture, they would have to carve it out of me.The doors to Darius’s office had barely shut behind me when the air shifted. My lungs burned as if I’d run miles instead of standing perfectly still while my husband discussed “alternatives” to secure an heir.Alternatives.My fingers curled into my palms until crescent marks dug into my skin.He hadn’t raised his voice.He hadn’t needed to.“You know what the pack requires,” he had said, not looking at me, gaze fixed on reports scattered across his desk. “Stability.”Stability had a n
Darius POVThe door closed behind Kaelira. The echo lingered longer than it should.I remained standing where she left me, staring at the space she occupied. The air still carried her scent, faint lavender, steel beneath it.Divorce.The word scraped against my thoughts.She had never asked for anything in seven years.Not jewels, influence and affection.And today she asked for freedom.I exhaled slowly and returned to my desk. Papers wait. Reports from the western border. A petition from the council. Numbers that refused to stabilize.Work is simple and predictable. Mates are not.I signed one document harder than necessary. The pen ripped slightly through parchment.She should not have gone to the healer alone.The thought came uninvited.I dismissed it.Her wolf's withdrawal is stressful. Wolves react to weakness.And Kaelira has been fragile lately.Too quiet.Too distant.The pack notices.The council notices more.No heir.Seven years.Seven years of questions dressed as concer
Kaelira POV“Shift.” She murmured. The healer didn’t look at me. Her fingers hovered above my wrist, where my pulse should be steady. Instead, it fluttered, uneven and weak.I closed my eyes. No brush of fur against my mind. No low hum beneath my ribs or heat curling down my spine.Just… emptiness. The healer exhaled slowly. That sound tells me more than her words ever could.“She hasn’t surfaced in days,” I said, keeping my voice low. “She hasn’t done that before.”The healer’s hand tightened around mine. “Not like this.”I forced myself to look at her.“She is withdrawing, Luna.”The word tasted bitter.“Withdrawing?” I repeated.“She hasn’t responded to your call in months. You haven’t shifted in nearly a year. If she continues retreating…” The healer swallowed. “Your body will begin to fail.”A pause.“You may not survive another year.”The words settled in my chest like stones. I nodded once.Of course. Seven years as Luna. Seven years untouched by fate.Seven years barren….I r







