I had spent the day after the evening with Sarafine and Jarek locked in my room. Once because I didn't want to see anyone and twice because I didn't dare.Xavier was far too freaked out last time, even though I was only in the garden. I didn't have to take another risk.Melody had visited me and brought me something to eat. Otherwise I hadn't seen anyone, which was fine with me. I didn't want to leave my room the next day either, but someone else had other plans. It was afternoon and when there was a knock on my room door I assumed it was Melody so I opened the door with a smile.To my surprise it said Sarafine. I hadn't expected her. She gave me an apologetic smile and said, "Hi Layla." It took a moment, but finally I answered: "Hello Sarafine." "I would pick you up for a run." The word run had fallen and Lilia immediately said: "Run! We can go out and transform! Say yes, Layla! Just say yes."The usual reaction of the inner wolf when it comes to morphing. Still, she had startled m
Xavier roughly pulled me back towards the house. He didn't say a word and I didn't dare say anything.I almost tripped over the stairs as he practically dragged me along. The fall didn't come because Xavier held me too tight. He was probably thinking how incompetent I was.When we got to the first floor, we turned left and went to the second door. Xavier tore it open and pushed me into my room, and not in a friendly way.He pulled the door behind us and it slammed shut with a bang. Since he had pushed me into the room, Xavier had let go of my arm. I immediately took three steps back and fear was written all over my face. I couldn't play it anymore. The man scared me too much for that.He took a big step towards me and involuntarily I took a step back. A distance would be for my own safety.I would have asked what exactly the problem was, but I was unable to speak.Xavier was faster than me and closed the gap between us. He roughly grabbed my forearm and asked, "What are you thinking a
As soon as Jarek had asked this question, Xavier abruptly let go of me. He didn't answer and stormed off. In all his anger and footsteps echoed down the hall.No one said another word or expressed any emotion. The bomb had dropped that I was his mate. He probably hadn't intended to say that. That would explain his departure.Shortly thereafter, a door was heard slamming. It reassured me that it meant that Xavier had disappeared into some room. For now, he wouldn't come too close to me. That was a small relief.Jarek was the first to come alive and he asked, "You're his mate?"Should I lie? What would that get me? But Xavier hadn't looked like it was on purpose to say so. Would he be mad if I admitted it? I couldn't find a correct answer to that.Not daring to answer, I turned and went back to my room.Sarafine shouted, "Layla! Wait!" No, I certainly wouldn't. I could very well do without another conversation. That would only get on my nerves and that was enough for today.Lucky for me
Sarafine said goodbye after our conversation, which was more than fine with me. I didn't have to talk about it any longer.I lay down on my bed and stared at the ceiling. There was a lot to think about. Way too much. The thoughts in my head raced. My life had become one big mess.The fear that I would soon have to face Xavier nagged at me. The man could do anything to me. He kept getting angry, so Xavier would find a reason again. And I dreaded it.So I hid in my room for the rest of the day. I didn't want to go out and face reality, it scared me too much for that. Lilia eavesdropped on my thoughts and said, "Layla, you have been chosen by the moon goddess to be the perfect Luna for the most powerful pack. After all, we are Xavier's mate. So you are neither weak nor afraid. We're going out of this now, and we'll do it with our heads held high ." I just couldn't. Lilia was right, we were chosen as Luna, but this was all new and unexpected. In addition, Xavier lived in this house.How
I was frozen at that tone and unable to come up with an answer. An answer I didn't have in the first place.What did I do to him? No, I basically did nothing. I would voluntarily avoid him. It just wasn't possible for me tonight because Xavier asked for my presence, or rather forced me to.His black eyes pierced me and that made this whole situation that much more awkward.Still able to think, Lilia said, "Tell him we're mates. I think he means the mate band." That sounded realistic and was definitely a possibility.I cleared my throat and Lilia had given me a little courage. So I managed to answer quietly, "We're mates, if that's what you mean." Our eye contact continued, but I couldn't quite make out what was going through this man's mind. He made it anything but easy for me.I cleared my throat and dared again: "I basically do nothing, this is the mate band that the moon goddess gave us." Maybe that appeased him and saw that it wasn't my fault.Lilia gushed: "The moon goddess, wh
A whole two weeks went by and I heard absolutely nothing from Xavier. I didn't see him once. I spent most of my days with Melody. Sarafine had stopped by a couple of times and we'd become friends.I've only been here a short time, but had already made two friends. I could be proud of that.The only problem was that I hadn't seen Xavier again. Lilia spun the bike and could hardly stand it. She infected me with that and I felt this restlessness myself.How did Xavier stand it? He had to feel it too. Or was it possible not to feel it? If so, he should give me tips.I had planned to do it today. I would go ahead and see him again. Before I went completely insane and wanted to appease Lilia.I had been awake for two hours waiting for Melody to finally come. I didn't take a step in the estate without her. I avoided unnecessary trouble.Finally the door opened and I shot up from the bed. Melody walked in with a big smile and said, "Good morning Layla." I was too nervous to smile, but I tried
Xavier left his office and I immediately followed him. I practically had to, and my heart was racing even more than before. We would seriously do something together. My physical reaction was forgiven and it was justified.Lilia said, "Oh, that's exciting. I'm so excited." I should put her on a leash and calm her down. Bringing them to reality would be just as sensible. "Let's see how that turns out, Lilia. This man has severe mood swings.""Time with your own mate is always good. You can't find an alternative word for that." But I could, and infinitely many with Xavier. But basically it was my own fault, after all I had asked him. Xavier walked pretty fast, which made me almost run. The problem with short feet, others walked quickly, so I had to start jogging.We exited the house through the front door and Xavier headed for a car.Theoretically I could ask where we were going, but I didn't dare. He may be looking calm at the moment, but I definitely wanted to keep that vibe. We both
When his lips met mine, I immediately felt those wonderful sparks. I kissed back and when I kissed, the sparks were like an explosion. It felt incredible. I automatically returned the kiss. I could never have done otherwise and I wanted that kiss too. Just for the sparks.His lips moved against mine in perfection. Those perfect soft lips against mine. That feeling was incredibly intoxicating. The sparks, I couldn't get enough of it, rather not enough of this man.Xavier didn't seem to see it any differently and picked me up. I wrapped my legs around him and put my arms around his neck. He held me by my thighs and pinned me against a tree with my back. A little tight since he was so boisterous, but I didn't care.The kiss deepened and I laced my fingers in his hair. Best of all, we never stop doing it.Sparks, sparks, just sparks.The kiss had a hint of desperation. It had taken far too long for my mate to finally kiss me. It usually never took that long. We were late sinners then.Bu