CALISTA
Trepidation made my insides churn as Romans drove us in his Lamborghini back to Evanston, followed by some of his men. I didn't know what his plan was, but my gut told me it was no good. I glanced at the man beside me. Romano. It felt surreal to think that he was my husband when I knew nothing but his infamous reputation and his name. A strange feeling tightened my chest, but I reminded myself that this was the only way for me to escape Matteo. After shooting him, he would have made my life hell. I couldn't run away. I had tried it before, but I was found, and the days that followed after I ran were a living nightmare. I took a deep breath to calm my nervousness. It was almost noon, Matteo would be going half mad trying to find me, and me and my stepmother would be happy with me being away. I knew they couldn't hurt me now that I was Mrs Cappellucci; there were laws guiding the mafia, and our Cost Nostra was a thing to be honored, but I was scared regardless. However, the presence of Roman provided a comfort that dulled some of my fear. I knew he would never let them hurt me again; I didn't know why I was so certain; I just was. “He can't hurt you,” Roman said without looking up away taking his eyes off the road. My cheeks flamed and I instantly turned my eyes away, embarrassed to be caught staring at him. “Look at me.” Roman requested in a soft voice one would use on a child. And this is the man whom they said was the devil's recanted? A small smile touched his lips “Are you afraid?” “No. Yes.” I said in a rush. Roman took one hand off the steering wheel and squeezed my thigh. “You are now my wife, Callie. He should be scared of you.” Butterflies erupted in my stomach. A whole swarm of them. “Callie?” “Yes.” the smile remained on Romans's lips. “It suits you.” his gaze lingered, and my heart skipped a beat. For a moment, I thought I felt a connection tug between us. I instantly wanted his lips on mine again, his taste was imprinted on my mind. Those whiskey eyes stole the breath away from me. I wanted...him. “I like it. Callie.” I said evenly and turned away. I couldn't let myself start appreciating his handsome, flawless features and poise that oozed masculine strength and confidence. It was too risky. Roman had made it clear that this was a marriage of convenience; we were to have no personal interest in one another until we figured things out. Not to mention that I still didn't know what he stood to gain from marrying me. “We're here.” Romans's voice sounded different, more clipped than it had just been. My hands turned clammy as I beheld the manor I had grown up in, the home of the Vitale, which was supposed to be Matteo's by reason of our marriage. The black gates opened automatically, no doubt the men on security duties would have alerted Matteo of our presence. Roman's Lamborghini screeched to a halt, and beside us were five other cars with soldiers. My heart twisted in my chest as I took in the sight of the Vitale Manor, dull unadorned walls with dry vines snaking up the sides. The inside was as gloomy as the outside. Roman got out of his car with the lethal grace of a panther. There wasn't the faintest fear of being in the enemy territory. “Mrs Calista Cappellucci.” he offered me his arm when he opened my side of the door. Behind us, his men stood firmly. Their hands placed in thier holster which no doubt, held their guns and weapons. I took Roman's -my husband's hand. He smiled at me, his amber eyes twinkled and he ran a hand over my hair. “Umm... Roman ” my voice carried a note of urgency when I noticed Vitale soldiers closing in on us. Roman smirked, aware of them too. “It's alright, Callie.” I knew Roman was a feared mafia lord, but I was still apprehensive. Once all the members of the Evanston mob family heard that the Roman was in the Vitale Manor, we would be outnumbered, not to mention... “What. The. Actual. Fūck?” Matteo's icy voice thundered as he stormed out from the manor doors. His jade eyes as icy as the Arctic. His eyes danced from Roman, who wore a smug smile, to the soldiers behind us, then to me. “Calista,” Matteo drawled my name with such venom that it had me shifting closer to Roman. There was a bandage around his arm where I had shot him, but otherwise, he was fine. Roman clicked his teeth, his expression that of utter calm, even though there was a figurative ticking bomb waiting to explode. “If it isn't the Orsini boy.” Roman kept calling him a ‘Boy’ when Matteo was twenty-eight years old. I guessed it wasn't about age but more about a long-term feud. From where I stood, I could see Matteo's jaw clench in anger. He stepped forward, the soldier behind us all pulled out their guns, and so did Matteo's. Tension cracked the air, and a beat passed, but neither man did anything but size the other up. “What are you doing with him? We've been looking for you since....last night.” Matteo said the word ‘him’ with distaste. Roman placed his hand on the small of my back. Very low, suggestively low. Despite myself, my body tightened to Roman's touch. Matteo's eyes widened, both out of shock and out of fury. He stepped forward, Roman's man inched forward. “I'd suggest you refrain from what you're planning to do Orsini.” The calmness with which Roman spoke was something to be studied. “Calista. Come here.” Matteo ordered. Roman's hold on me tightened. Red-hot rage slashed over his face. Although his body was perfectly calm, when he spoke his voice sounded low and utterly deadly. “Be careful how you speak to my wife.” I could have sworn Matteo froze into concrete, “Wife? What are you talking about? Calista is my...” Matteo abruptly shut up when he noticed my white dress and the rings on our fingers. “You married him.” It wasn't a question, but I answered anyway, tilting my chin up despite the anxiety eating my insides. “Yes. I married him.” Matteo breathed like an enraged bull “Calista. He's not the man you think he is. Whatever lies he told you...” “He didn't tell me any lies.” I deadpanned. “And he certainly didn't sleep with my stepmother a night to our wedding.” One of the Roman's whistled, the rest let out a small cackle Roman's eyes glinted with pride as he glanced at me. “That reminds me, the stepmother. Bring her out.” I arched a brow at Roman, silently questioning him. He only gave me a small smile before one of the Vitale soldiers led Maria outside. My anger flared when she came out, shivering like a wet bird. Roman tilted his head at one of his soldiers, who brought out scissors from his coat. I barely had time to make sense of the situation before he handed it to Maria. “Cut your hair. Down to the scalp.” Roman ordered. Maria, Matteo, and I stiffened. Shock, anger, and surprise on our respective faces “I would have blown your brains out, but I'm afraid my wife wouldn't appreciate such violence on our wedding day. Roman yawned when Maria didn't make a move “As you know, I am a very busy man. I do not have time to waste. Besides..” he cast a loving look at me that would have fooled anyone. “I just married this devastatingly beautiful woman here, and there are other things I'd rather be doing.” Matteo's jaw hardened so much, it could have cracked. Heat polled in my stomach and settled in my thighs, if only it were true. Romans hands on my body. His mouth on mine. Tangled limbs and breathless pleas. I shuddered. For a split second, Roman's eyes darkened at the corners, like he had been thinking the same dirty things too. Maria began crying when the blond soldier from the bar took the scissors and cut her hair. “Matteo, stop them,” she begged. But neither he nor any of the Vitale soldiers moved a muscle; they were all too scared of Roman. When the blond man finished, Maria looked hideous. Her brown hair was cut short to her scalp, and she looked older than her thirty-nine years. “We're done here,” Roman said curtly, but Matteo stopped him. “It's because of Valentina, right? That's why you stole my Bride. ” Roman stilled, his eyes narrowed to dangerous slits. “Do not fūcking talk about her,” he growled. Matteo had the good sense to remain quiet, but I didn't miss the way they held eye contact longer like there was more they'd want to say but couldn't. Matteo took a step back, he couldn't fight Roman. The Capo of Chicago outfit was the most powerful man in Illinois. With his power, influence, and connections, nobody dared him. Roman hissed and led us to his car. He drive off, leaving an ego-bruised Matteo and an embarrassed-nearly-bald Maria behind. Roman's calm facade had slipped, replaced by a tension that wasn't there before. I was supposed to bask in happiness over the revenge he had taken for me. But I couldn't stop thinking about who Valentina was and her connection to Matteo.LILIAN'S P.O.VI stared at the headphones lying on my bed It's been a while since I wore them. Usually, loud music—Rock, electronic, hip-hop, or whatever — loud music used to make me happy.No, not happy, more than thatIt used to make me feel Alive. It consumed all of my senses and drowned the voices in my head. Loud music was a place of comfort, a place I ran to for escape.The beat held my falling frame together, and the stinging ring in my ears when the music finished made my splitting mind less of a problem.But lately, nothing had been able to hold me together. Not even music. No matter how loud I turned it to, those voices in my head kept tormenting me.I thought I had somehow been free from them. But they just proved themselves to be Ghosts. Ghosts that disappear and reappear whenever they like, with the intent of tormenting their victims to death.It's been months since I met them at Mr Cappellucci's casino—The Phoenix, and after that day Alberto caught me, I thought I was f
CALISTA'S P.O.V I was lighter on my feet today. More relaxed, more at ease, more comfortable in my skin, and if I were being honest, it was all because of my husband, Roman. He's been by my side like a watch keeper, his eyes always checking to make sure I'm alright, eating well, sleeping fine. If It wasn't for him, I would have long given in to the reflection in the shower glass and ended my life. Now, I don't see the reflection anymore, and sometimes, in some rare moments when I look into the mirror, I see what Roman sees in me. Someone strong, beautiful, and strong enough to endure all I have. So yes. I am strong. I am brave. I was barely seven when my mother looked me in the eye and told me that she loved me, but committed suicide an hour later. I didn't let that define me. My mother was trapped in a marriage she never wanted to be in, and she had a child she would otherwise not have chosen to have. My father had tolerated my existence, if only so he wasn't tagged ‘Childless’
ROMAN'S P.O.VKindness and mercy were a language I didn't understand. To rule as Capo, to stand as Don, to wear the crown of a Mafia king in this world, to even be a successful businessman, I had to be brutal, unforgiving, and ruthless.And I was damm good at being ruthless. I thrived in it, I built a name from it. Romano Cappellucci wasn't just a person, he was the fear that seeped deep into your mind, the kind of name you don't dare say out loud. The topic only to be discussed in whispers.I have also come a long way from who I used to be. Ever since that early morning when I met Calista, things for me and things around me had changed.None of my ruthless tendencies existed around her, my shadows ran away when her light came into my life. I changed. I did something I didn't think I was capable of. Something that Elio had worked his whole life to make sure I would never become—I fell in love.I'm still falling, in this bottomless depth called love because every day, I mean every si
ROMAN'S P.O.VOn day seventeen, at six fourteen PM, Calista came downstairs for the first time since she returned.I guided her slowly, step by step, our family waiting at the bottom for this very moment: Nonna, Lucas, and Lillian. Calista let me hold her hand as we walked, and the simple weight of her fingers wrapped around mine nearly undid me. That small gesture was proof of her fight, her courage. Proof that my wife was still here.With her free hand, she scratched the back of her neck and then she leaned into me and whispered “I'm not so sure about this, Roman” Calista's blue-gray eyes were large as she took in everything. Her dress hung loosely on her, she had lost some weight since that day, but all the same, she was my Calista. Breathtaking and effortlessly beautiful.My Wife. Beautiful and strong. I've never been more proud of a person.“It's okay,” I told her, quietly but steadily. “Just remember everything we discussed”For the last three days, I've turned into her perso
CALISTA'S P. O. VThe nights were the worst.Roman left the lights on anytime we slept, because the darkness suffocated me. Demons and monsters crawled out from the darkness and nearly strangled me to death.But unfortunately, I never died.Roman had asked if I wanted to see a therapist since I was having sleeping paralysis, and like every other time he offered something that could help me, I refused. I wasn't only refusing his help, I was refusing him.I couldn't let Roman touch me or sleep next to me. That day in the shower had been an exception. The thought of Roman and me being intimate made panic seize my chest. He had tried to touch my hand once, but I screamed and scrambled away like he was bruising me with hot coal. That day gutted me. Roman had tried to mask it—the pain in his face, but I saw right through those beautiful whiskey coloured eyes. I saw the hurt in his face, the flicker of pain, and the way his breath stalled. He had taken a deep breath and whispered to me “D
ROMAN’S P.O.VThe first time I set eyes on Calista, she was looking for a way out.I had offered her something simple, or at least I thought it would be simple— a marriage of convenience, for her freedom from Matteo with no emotions attached.It was never supposed to spiral into something real. I hadn't imagined that I'd wake up praying to see her smile. I didn't know that she'd grow so deep on me, that I'd feel every flicker of pain she felt.I didn't believe I would fall in love, but I did. I fell, brutally, unapologetically in love with Calista CappellucciNow, months later, she's still looking for a way out of... everything, and it's my fault. I promised her I would protect her, I promised her that I would shield her, but I failed.I failed as her husband.If I had just accepted my feelings earlier on, if I hadn't used Coraline to hit Calista's pride, if I had just come to terms with the inexplicable love that consumed me, slithered deep into my bones, and engraved itself in my so