Mag-log inROMANO'S P.O.V.
I have met a fair share of women in my life. At the age of thirty-three, I was already weary of them. They all wanted the same thing, love, affection, and all that romantic büllshīt I couldn't give. I've never believed in coincidence or fate, but what happened today seems like such. Calista Vitale. The very surname I've hated my whole life. And worse, she was the bride of Matteo Orsini, the other name I hate as much as Vitale. I saw her walk into my bar in the early hours of this morning, looking every bit of the angel she is. Pale skin, silky mahogany hair that cascaded over her shoulders and stunning blue gray eyes that gleamed of innocence. The kind I was supposed to keep my tainted hands from. I watched her half an hour and I could tell something was off with the way she drowned the alcohol. It wasn't my nature to pry into the lives of strangers, no matter how breathtakingly beautiful they were. I was Romano Cappellucci, the aloof businessman or mafia boss, whichever you will. My initial reaction would have been to ignore her, but there was something about Calista that pulled me like a sailor to a siren's call. Beautiful, enchanting, disasterous. I've seen cute women, pretty women, beautiful women. But there was beautiful, and there was her, I couldn't resist Calista, and the minute I knew who she was. It was it. A long sigh worked its way out of my throat; I tried to focus on the road rather than the woman sitting beside me. Her soft floral scent, her short, cute sighs. If this were a real marriage...there were so many ways I would have marked her, made her mine and mine alone. Starting with exploring the lushness of her lips and the sweet taste I can't get out of my fucking mind. “Dammit.” I cursed, tightening my grip on the steering wheel. I shouldn't be thinking about her like this, I shouldn't be thinking about her at all. Calista is a means to an end. A way for me to move Matteo in his face. I only married her to use her “Is something wrong?” her concerned voice plucked me away from my troubled thoughts. “No,” I replied softly, which was a stark contrast to my personality. I was standoffish and blunt. Romano Cappellucci never spoke softly, unless it involved his wife. I have a wife Despite myself, I almost laughed. My Nonna has been on my neck for years, begging—demanding that I get married soon, and while I loved my grandmother and would do anything for her, I never indulged the thought. But seeing that opportunity this morning, the bride of my long-time enemy and daughter of Chicago's mob enemy. It was the perfect convenience. “You seem tensed,” she said. My focus was on the road, but I could feel her stare burning through me. “It's nothing.” I took a bend, my eyes briefly snapped towards her and my breath caught in my throat. What is it about this woman that makes her look so damm enthralling each time I look at her? “Callie.” her nickname rolled out of my tongue before I could stop myself. She let out a soft gasp, and I swear it took all my self-control, and then some, to not park my car in the middle of the road and kiss her senseless. This isn't good. I have never met a woman who made me almost lose my composure, and I've known Callie for less than twenty-four hours. I prided myself on being a man who was not carried away by women, and I wouldn't change that. Nothing would change that. “Remember what this is,” I said, my voice even; my mind was anything but. That small sound from Calista made me feel hot for no reason, it wasn't even a physical touch. “This is a marriage of convenience. So do not expect fancy dates or sweet nothings. I do not indulge in useless romantic activities.” I needed to set out boundaries clearly, for both our good. Calista's eyes narrowed to slits. “Of course. How could I forget when you made it very clear, Romano” she threw me a small tight smile that didn't reach her eyes. She had fire in her. And I shouldn't have liked that as much as I did. “Roman” I supplied. “Call me Roman” Her eyes widened but she said nothing else and I continued. “You'll have you room and I'll have mine. I know I said we would have no romantic relationship, but if you're ever in need of the physical ones, feel free to seek me out” Calista's expression morphed from shock to astonishment and then into indignation. “I will not come to you for anything!” she snapped. Her blue-gray eyes came ablaze with anger. “Be rest assured that I expect nothing from you except your protection.” I smirked at her spirit. I suddenly wanted to strip all her layers till she laid bare before me. An image popped into my mind about stripping her literally, but I quickly shoved it in a box. “So women say. But by the time you come begging for my cock, I will remind you of this.” I was pushing us both, there was no way this would end well. The rational thing would be to keep her safe while I fabricated my plans, but a little teasing wouldn't hurt. Right? Calista shook her head; her nails dugged into her palm in suppressed annoyance. “You would be the one begging for a taste of me first.” My lips twitched into a wicked, dark smile. She said it with such self-assuredness I was suddenly ready to take her up on a challenge. “How about a bet?” I proposed as I took another turn. We were in Chicago now. “A bet,” she repeated, looking uncertain. Calista reached out a pulled her hair out of her face. My eyes zeroed in on it. I could imagine those slender fingers wrapped around my... “What kind of bet?” she sat up, getting more interested. I tried to focus on what we were talking about “Instead of different rooms, we'll share a room. And the first person to lose their cool and make a move loses the bet.” it was a stupid idea, something that would benefit us in no way, but I couldn't help it back down. I blame it on my competitive spirit. “And is there a time frame for this bet?” “A month.” I could keep to myself for a month. A month was good. Calista mulled over it for a moment. “And if neither of us loses?” “Then you win. You can move out, and I’ll never bother you again.” I glanced at her, letting my next words drip very low. “But if I win, you’ll give me anything I want.” She lifted her chin high in defiance “And if I win, you'll give me anything I want.” This was not a good idea, but I found my self chucking dryly. “Deal” My car screeched to a halt in front of my Villa and Calista's streched out a delicate hand. “Deal” I took her hand, and a bolt of heat shot through me. Her pulse thrummed against my skin, steady and intoxicating. For the very first time in years, I doubted myself. One month. That’s all it would take for her to fail. I could keep to myself for one month. “Deal,” I murmured. Her lips curved in the faintest smile. “Deal.” And as her hand slipped from mine, my body instantly warmed. Revenge was supposed to be cold, but few hours meeting Calista, and she was already making me burnCALISTA'S P.O.VI would leave the Villa.Not like run away—no, I'm not doing that again. But leave for a minute or two. It's been two days since the incident at Roman's office, where he put down one of his men like a rabid dog with no life value. That makes it two days of not really speaking to each other, save for little conversation if I was feeling odd or if I'd eaten or not.Roman still annoyingly insists I stay in the villa. Any time I bring up something like shopping, he orders what I need and has it brought home to me. It's beginning to get on my nerves.And for some reason, he still won't tell me why, Roman tripped the security and guards, made sure every single corner was protected. The uprightness and way he moved had all of us feel like we were preparing for war On the third day, I couldn't take it anymore. When Roman got out of bed in the morning, I pretended to still be asleep because I knew he'd try to talk to me if I wasn't, he'd try to ‘explain’ why he killed a man
CALISTA'S P.O.VIt was only the scent of amber musk and spice that made sense to me There were times when I used to have these... dreams. No, not dreams and not entirely nightmares, it's different, like I'm in a loop of some kindMy mind is on a brief suspension, and everything begins to blur. I know that doesn't make sense, but that was the point of it, none of it made any sense to meI'd regain my consciousness after this...loop passes, but for the few seconds, I have to think really extra hard to remember where I am or what happened.The scariest one—sometimes I have to remember myself who I am.Thankfully, this moment wasn't the one where I forget my own existence and my name, the only thing I'm trying to remember as I sit up in bed was what happened a few moments ago A pained sigh slipped past my lips as I sat up, clutching the side of my throbbing head.“Here” I flinched slightly at the voice. I didn't know someone was here with me. Wait, where am I?“It's me" He spoke again,
ROMAN'S P.O.VMan of the old ways my bloody foot.I watched Anito's life essence drain from his skull, the blood pooled around my Italian rug, and that pissed me off more than the dead man in front of me.I was. PissedTo. My. Fùcking. Bones.Every minute when I was away, thinking about Calista's safety was like a ticking bomb. I don't care who the fuck a person is to me; if they fail to respect my wife, their life automatically becomes irrelevant.If Anito can't respect Calista, how can I count on him as my soldier to protect her? And if he can't protect the most important person to me, what use is his life, other than to make a statement and a show of power?I didn't think before I killed him, only that I was filled with rage, but I didn't regret it one bit “You see this,” I spoke in the eerie calm only a Capo possesses. “This is the punishment for failure to respect my wife. Anyone who disrepsts her will face a more painful death”The guards didn't move, they knew better than to r
CALISTA'S P.O.VI barely registered Roman taking my wrist, leading me to our room and softly closing the door against meSaying something's about how he was in calling an impromptu meeting for the ‘threat' he ‘ordered me not to question him about Roman ordered me to stand down, not as my husband but as my Capo And that made me mad. It made me really, really mad. I wasn't his subject, and he wasn't my Capo.Roman is my husband. And I demand to know the truth about what this threat was.I clenched my fist hard by my side, annoyance morphing into anger and anger into something hotter. Roman may want to protect me, and while I don't fault him for that, his approach minutes ago wasn't working with meI've been kept in the shadows my whole life, treated like a helpless damsel in distress who could not protect herself. And that was the thing, I wanted to learn how to protect myself, I didn't want to be a burden to Roman at every attack, and he should know that.But if he doesn't know, I'll
CALISTA'S P.O VThe balcony was my place with Lilian.Her baby blue eyes were duller today, it was as if every time we were apart, something had sucked the light out of her, and I couldn't bear it.For a moment, I understood a fraction of the fear Roman felt after rescuing me from Joel's safehouse, then my eyes were tired and dull too, and I wanted it all to endLilian looks like that today, and I can't bear it.I placed my hand over her tightly folded ones. “Don't tell me that Lilian, I know something's wrong"She forced a smile, but it didn't reach her dull eyes. “It's really nothing—"“Please” I begged imploringly, softening my voice and expression. “Do not lie to me, Lilian. I am your friend, I can tell when something is wrong."Her chin quivered like she was about to cry, but Lilian shook her head, willing herself to be strong. She looked like she was about to brush off the issue again, so I tightened my hands on hersThe soft breeze from the garden blew past us, whipping our ha
ROMANO'S P.O.VI used to like it in the Casino.The noise, the chaos, the money, and the deals we made here. I used to like it in the Casino, until I found home not in a place, but in a person.I parked my car in the underground lot of The Phoenix, the largest casino in all of Chicago. A gentle breeze blew past my face as my soldiers lined the way.It's been a while since I was here. It was time to make a statement. To tell the world that Romano Cappellucci is still the same Mafia lord they should fear and cower at.Calista's soft voice floated into my mind, and my stiff shoulder loosened a fraction. I adjusted my gun tucked in the bulletproof vest under my tailored suit.My men parted ways as I walked through the floor. From the corner of my eyes, I saw the fearful gasps, curious eyes watching me with every step I took towards my office aboveI've been away for too long.Different sounds mingled together: Laughter, chips clinking, dice rolling, people screaming over their winnings, s







