CALISTA
“Are you certain about this Roman? I've known you since you were a little boy. Such.. err.. sudden decision is not in your nature at all.” Roman's resolute voice echoed in the near-empty cathedral, “Yes, Father.” “And you child? Are you certain of this?” The priest questioned me. “Yes, Father,” I replied, my throat thick with nostalgia. It was strange to be in the presence of a priest again. I was born into the Catholic church, and my family, like many other mafia families, were strong followers of the Catholic faith; growing up, I had a profound love for the church; the grace with nuns carried themselves, the early morning refreshing mass, and our daily prayers. My fondness became too much, and one day, over dinner, I blurted out how I aspired to be a nun. My mother's mouth was opened in shock and my father turned beet red with rage. As the daughter and only child of a capo, I had duties to fulfill, duties that could not be understood by a five year old child After that day, my father limited my access to the church until eventually, I lost all interest. Even after he died, I couldn't bring myself to go back; it was a painful reminder of everything I had sacrificed to be the perfect daughter. “Very well.” The priest gave us a small smile. His brown eyes were warm beneath the spectacles he wore. For some reason, I couldn't place it; he reminded me of Santa Claus. “Since you both are certain, let us proceed. As you requested an immediate wedding, we will have to forgo some of the traditional ceremonies. We'll keep it simple." Roman dipped his chin in appreciation. “Thank you, Father.” I glanced at the man who, in a matter of minutes would be my husband. Our words from the bar replayed in my head. ‘There would be no meddling in each other's personal affairs. You have your life, and I have mine. There will be no romantic expectations, emotional support, or shared personal lives. We'll maintain separate lives, you'll be my partner in name only. I will protect you from the Orsini boy and you will stay safe within the Chicago territory’ A marriage of convenience with a stranger or an arranged marriage with a man I thought I knew? ‘What would you gain?’ I had asked. ‘You are giving me the greatest protection a Capo can give someone- your name, what would you gain from me?’ Romans's lips tilted by the side, and a smile hovered on his handsome, rugged face. He took my left hand and slipped the ring he pulled out from his smallest finger, and then he whispered ‘Everything.’ “Roman, take Calista's hand and face me.” the priest's words dragged me out of my thoughts. Roman took my hand in his. His big, callused hand covered my small one. He squeezed mine reassuringly, and some of my unease washed away. During our drive here, he had stopped at a shopping mall for me to quickly freshen up and change into a new dress. The dress was a simple white gown, hardly a wedding dress but given our situation, it was the best I could make do with. “Do you, Roman Cappellucci, take Calista to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do you part?” I searched Roman's face for a flicker of uncertainty, for him to bail out on me and laugh about this absurdity. “I do,” he replied with confidence. The priest turned towards me, reciting the same words he asked Roman. “I do.” Roman would protect me from Matteo. I could live a free and safe life in Chicago. I could even be happy again, even though our marriage was as fake as the smile I plastered on my face. “Then, by the power vested in me, I now pronounce you, Roman and Calista, husband and wife. You may kiss the bride." I tensed. Roman and I had come to an agreement that there would be no sort of romantic intimacy between us, but we didn't think about this moment. Roman's whiskey-coloured eyes held mine. He leaned forward and cupped my cheeks. There was an unreadable expression on his face as he brought his lips down to mine. Roman, ever so softly, kissed me, like I was a fragile doll that would break if he didn't take care. His lips brushed mine, and I felt his hot tongue brush over my mouth, seeking entrance; my breathing hitched; just as I was about to open my mouth so he could deepen the kiss, he pulled back, taking the warmth and sweetness of his mouth away. He schooled his face into that impassive mask again. I sighed, trying to get the taste of him out of my mind. He tasted like sweet nectar, and honey and everything manly. “Congratulations Mr and Mrs Cappellucci.” After signing on some marriage documents, Roman led me down the altar. He was quiet in a way that made me nervous. “What now?” I asked as he led the way outside. “Now, we help you get your revenge against your stepmother and the Orsini boy,” he said so casually we might as well have been talking about the weather. “My revenge?” I never talked about seeking revenge on Matteo and Maria - my stepmother. Roman's lips twitched at the side, but he smothered back the smile. Early morning sun seeped in through the tinted glass of the church, making the ends of his brown hair gleam. Roman looked at me with an alarming intensity in his amber eyes; I noticed a tiny gold fleck in them, and my mouth went dry. I have never seen a man so disarmingly handsome. He placed his hands on either side of my shoulders, drawing up to his full height. At five foot eight, I was in no way a short lady, but Roman's towering build made it seem that way. “You are now my wife Calista. Whether our marriage is based on convenience or not. And when someone messes with my wife,” he paused, a murderous gleam flashed in his eyes, but it was gone as quickly as it came, “they mess with me.” “But...but...” I stuttered for the right words. “But what?” “But that happened before we even met.” Roman ran his thumb over my shoulder blades. I stiffened, that single act was enough to send shivers all over my body. The good kind “It doesn't matter. If I have to find everyone from your past who has ever hurt you, I will. You're Mrs Cappellucci now. My wife.” I gulped down the foreign sensation spreading its way across my stomach. I tried to steady my voice when I spoke next. “So what do you plan to do?” Roman smirked at me, the sensation spread wider all over my body. “We're going to Evanston, to attend the Orsini's boy wedding.”CALISTATrepidation made my insides churn as Romans drove us in his Lamborghini back to Evanston, followed by some of his men. I didn't know what his plan was, but my gut told me it was no good. I glanced at the man beside me. Romano. It felt surreal to think that he was my husband when I knew nothing but his infamous reputation and his name. A strange feeling tightened my chest, but I reminded myself that this was the only way for me to escape Matteo. After shooting him, he would have made my life hell. I couldn't run away. I had tried it before, but I was found, and the days that followed after I ran were a living nightmare. I took a deep breath to calm my nervousness. It was almost noon, Matteo would be going half mad trying to find me, and me and my stepmother would be happy with me being away. I knew they couldn't hurt me now that I was Mrs Cappellucci; there were laws guiding the mafia, and our Cost Nostra was a thing to be honored, but I was scared regardless. However, the
ROMAN'S P.O.V.I have met a fair share of women in my life. At the age of thirty-three, I was already weary of them. They all wanted the same thing, love, affection, and all that romantic büllshīt, but that could never be me. I'm a practical man, which was why I took my shot when I saw an opening.Calista Vitale.My breath swooshed out my lungs when I saw her walk into my bar in the early hours of this morning, looking every bit of the Angel she is. Tall with tanned skin, silky mahogany hair that cascaded over her shoulders and stunning blue gray eyes that gleamed of innocence. The kind I was supposed to keep my tainted hands from.I watched her for over an hour, I could tell something was off with the way she drowned the alcohol, not to mention the odd combo. It wasn't my nature to pry into the lives of strangers, no matter how breathtakingly beautiful they were. I was Romano Cappellucci, the aloof businessman or mafia boss, whichever you will. My initial reaction would have been t
CALISTA'S P.O.VIn one day, I made two most reckless decisions of my life. First, marrying a man whom I barely know, then agree to not touch said man for a month. That couldn't be difficult, considering he has an ego the size of Jupiter. I would rather eat grass than eat my words. If anything happens between me and Roman, he'd be the one who made the move first. My pride was at stake here. “Callie.” Roman offered his outstretched hand to me. “We're home.”I stared in wonder at the massive villa in front of us, regal golden iron gates and ivy climbing along the walls, its rich cream paint was a stark contrast to the gray manor I had grown up in. “Home” I repeated in a whisper. The words seemed foreign to me.Roman placed a hand on the small of my back. I shivered involuntarily and resisted the urge to lean into his touch. “Yes, Callie. Home ” There was a touch of wistfulness to his voice, I didn't know why but we just stood there, basking in the comfortable silence, even after his
CALISTA'S P.O.V An hour passed. He left me in here for sixty minutes. I tried to think of anything but him, yet my mind always wandered back. It didn't help that I was in his room, surrounded by his belongings. I didn't know Roman - my husband well enough, but his bedroom had come as no surprise to me. It was exactly what I imagined it would be. The king-sized bed sat in the center of the room, covered in black cotton sheets with a heavy charcoal throw folded neatly at the foot. Floor-to-ceiling windows, thick matte blackout curtains framed them. Dark oakwood panels trimmed the walls, and a large seascape oil painting hung high over the headboard. Everything smelled faintly of Amber musk and leather, rich, dark, and unmistakably him. An hour and fifteen minutes passed. I debated going outside to find him, but my mind spiraled. Maybe Roman had changed his mind, maybe he thought I wasn't worth the risk and decided to have Matteo come get me, or perhaps he was discussing with Luc
ROMAN'S P. O V. CAZZO! Alberto always has the worst timings. If it weren't for the dammed call, I'd still be with Callie right now. Fúck!I was known for having a firm ground, I wasn't easily swayed by women, but when I walked into our room, and seeing Callie in that gorgeous red dress, all I could think of was how prettier it would be polled around her feet, while I explored and marked every slope and curve of her body.Double Fúck!I took a sharp turn towards my casino- The Phoenix, where Alberto had called me about an Irish mob situation. His call was both helpful and frustrating.Frustrating because It brought my time with my wife to a halt, and helpful because I'm losing my goddamned mind!I made a bet and so easily was I ready to tap out just in was less than fifteen hours. Romano Cappellucci never lost, Romano Cappellucci never backed down from anything, yet I'm going against the reputation I've built for myself.“Move!” I blared my horn at the car in front of me before over
CALISTA'S P.O.V“This gown suits the color of your eyes.” Lilian held up an aqua-coloured dress to me. I considered it with a tired gaze. The dress was beautiful, with Its low V-cut neck and silky fabric, but that wasn't my problem. My problem was the Charity brunch Nonna insisted I attend with her. Don't get me wrong, I love charities. Its the thoughts of getting introduced to her circle that makes me apprehensive. “Okay. I'll wear it.”Lillian's mood dropped, she's been my ally since Roman left. Nonna rested most of the time. Lucas, on the other hand, was barely here, but I still saw him around the house, and he'd give me his sly smile.Roman?Either he'd forgotten he now has a wife, or he's simply doesn't care about me. Nonna and Lucas have the same excuse for his prolonged absence - Work.I know it has to do with the mafia dealings, and sometimes, they can be very demanding of the Don-Roman, but the fact that he left so suddenly and hadn't reached out even once? That hurt more
ROMAN'S P.O.VTWENTY YEARS AGO.“Come here Romano.” Papa gestured to me. He sat behind his oak desk, a permanent scowl etched on his face. I walked slowly towards him, my eyes focused and sharp. He took a long draw of his cigar, letting the smoke twirl in front of me. My eyes watered, and I felt the urge to cough, but I didn't. If I did, Papa would use his belt on me. “What is it I hear?” Elio Cappellucci asked with a deep frown.My throat bobbed, I knew where this was going, but I tried to show no sign of fear. Fear was a weakness I could not afford.“I'm sorry Papa. I will get it right next time.” The word barely left my mouth when Elio's angry hand connected with my face. I heard the thunderous sound, before feeling the impact - white hot pain.Tears gathered in the back of my eyes, but I couldn't cry; the first and only time I did, Papa beat me up; he said he was getting rid of all my tears. I believe it worked.Elio stood up from his leather seat with much force, it went flying
CALISTA'S P.O.VThere are kisses and there are kisses.Roman kissed me like he was making art, like he could drink me in for eternity and not be sated, with slow, loving precision, unhurried as though he had all the time in the world. His kiss was smothering, fanning the embers of my desires, reaching the place that I had locked away and tucked deep inside of me.“God, Callie.” he groaned, tipping my chin to deepen the kiss. “You taste just like I've been dreaming of.” he pulled back, his amber eyes searching mine. I placed a hand on his chest, his muscles flexed beneath my touch “Roman.” my voice came out as a breathy whisper,“Yes”“Don’t stop.”He made a gravelly sound at the back of his throat before his lips crashed down on mine with a ferocity that stole my breath away.Roman's tongue swept over the roof of my mouth, demanding entrance. I parted my lips with a soft moan; the sound seemed to have snapped something inside of him because one moment, he was holding me softly, and
CALISTA'S P. O. VWarm sunlight touched my skin like a tease. My body was still heavy from how spent I was last night, but the ache felt good, one I hadn't experienced in…forever. I stretched my stiff limbs, slow and lazy, cracking one eye open before shutting it.I wasn’t in the guest room. My eyes fluttered open, I brought my hand to my face to shield the lines of sunlight seeping in through the curtains.I blinked at the ceiling, my mind slowly registering the bustle of New York life outside the windows and the feel of silk sheets against my skin. Dark amber musk and leather clung to the pillow beside me.His scent, His bed.I bolted upright, my heart rattling in my rib cage. I recalled some flashes from last night. Dancing, music, the way he held me, the look in his eyes, my memory fogged. I couldn't remember what happened after that.I raised the comforter from my body to find that I was still in my dress from last night. It was wrinkled but still intact. I let out a sigh of r
ROMAN'S P. O. VShe fell asleep on the drive home.We were in the car when her head tipped to the side, resting on my shoulder. Her breathing was soft, those long lashes fluttered sleepy, and I stroked her cheeks till she evened out.Riccardo drove us back to my penthouse, Fabiano took his drunk wife home. The moment I spotted them, with Callie in this sorry excuse of a dress that showed more than it covered, I knew it was all Isabella's idea.I couldn't for the life of me understand what I was feeling. What this dull ache in my chest is that makes me want to pull her closer, eat up her warmth, her scent, her smiles, and soft murmurs Tonight, the world seemed different, like it was all softness and calm. A tap on the car window pulled me out of my rare peace. Riccardo opened the car door, and I carried Callie up to the penthouse myself.I shrugged out of my coat and draped it over her body, then I pulled her into my arms. She was asleep, but she looped her arms loosely around my nec
ROMAN'S P.O.V“This is good,” I said as Fabiano pitched his most recent nine-figure scheme.“I know it is,” he smirks while taking a long draw of his cigar. “And you know what's better? We get to buy these buildings cheap from city auctions or through political bribes.Fabiano's idea to go in on a real estate empire had intrigued me. Since we both took over as the leaders of our outfits, we shared a common vision to own more and more Legitimate business and investment, step out of the shadows without giving up powerIt took some time, but I brought down every prostitution ring Elio built. Most of the girls were trafficked or underage. I gave them payouts, resources, and options. There were a few who wanted to stay behind, so I placed them in our clubs where they were protected, paid, and respected.Since then, I've been venturing into hotels, shares investment, clubs, bars, and spas across Illinois, and now, we're stepping into real estate.Because if there's one thing a billionaire l
CALISTA'S P. O. VIsabella and I sat in the lounge. From the corner of my eye, I saw Roman and her husband walk out the door. Fabiano winked at her and waved her goodbye.Roman, on the other hand, left without a word, no glance, no wave. Nothing.It was either he didn't care, or he didn't care.I tried to focus on my surroundings while pushing the ugly feeling away. Black velvet couches big enough to accommodate a 6’4, one hundred and fifty pounds of muscled man, and dark wood floors that gleamed under the galaxy like a chandelier, a view of the Manhattan beyond the windows. “Have you been to New York before?”Isabella asked, she was seated across from me, her legs crossed in practiced elegance. She gave off this sharp, feminine energy, the kind of woman who never stumbled, and most certainly wouldn't be caught in anything below fabulous. Her cashmere sweater and Christian Louboutins spoke loud enough.“No. It's my first time.” I wasn’t sure what to expect from her, but she’d been wa
ROMAN'S P.O.VIf Elio could see me right now, he'd put a bullet in my head to put me out of my misery.I'm sure my old man must be groaning in his grave, or hell, to see his son, the one he trained to be ruthless, emotionless, and unfeeling, turn soft over a woman.What is wrong with me? This whole trip was to partner with Fabiano, the leader of the New York outfit; although he did invite me and my wife, I could have left her, like I did the last time, but after that kiss yesterday, something shifted. It's her lips. No questions. They were made for seduction. After that kiss, I couldn't bear to leave her for two weeks, unattended to. Alone. And so I made a last-minute decision to convert this into a honeymoon.“Thank you, Roman,” she says again, those blue-gray eyes bright in a way that fists my chest tight. I only manage a nod. What the hell was I thinking? Offering to take her on a tour around New York City like some college boy trying to impress his girl. Fabiano is not going
CALISTA'S P.O.VWhen it's your first time leaving a state you've been trapped in all your life, you tend to be giddy. Being nearly twenty-three years old doesn't stop your excitement; in a way, it only adds to it. I pressed my face to the window like an overgrown toddler the second Roman's plane touched down.“We're headed to Manhattan now.” I hear Roman speak over the phone as the chauffeur drives, I don't pay him much attention. How could I when I'm seeing the streets of New York for the first time in my life? Busy streets, busier people. There were honks of different cars and rushing footsteps; everyone was headed somewhere; they didn't even seem to care about the next person. Voices loud, murmuring, cursing, laughing.A heartbeat of people and beautiful chaos.A dull ache pricked my chest; in another life, I could be one of these people; maybe I'd be headed for classes at NYU, or maybe I'd be waitressing in a cafe with my name misspelled on my name tag.What would it be like?“
CALISTA'S P.O.VThere are kisses and there are kisses.Roman kissed me like he was making art, like he could drink me in for eternity and not be sated, with slow, loving precision, unhurried as though he had all the time in the world. His kiss was smothering, fanning the embers of my desires, reaching the place that I had locked away and tucked deep inside of me.“God, Callie.” he groaned, tipping my chin to deepen the kiss. “You taste just like I've been dreaming of.” he pulled back, his amber eyes searching mine. I placed a hand on his chest, his muscles flexed beneath my touch “Roman.” my voice came out as a breathy whisper,“Yes”“Don’t stop.”He made a gravelly sound at the back of his throat before his lips crashed down on mine with a ferocity that stole my breath away.Roman's tongue swept over the roof of my mouth, demanding entrance. I parted my lips with a soft moan; the sound seemed to have snapped something inside of him because one moment, he was holding me softly, and
ROMAN'S P.O.VTWENTY YEARS AGO.“Come here Romano.” Papa gestured to me. He sat behind his oak desk, a permanent scowl etched on his face. I walked slowly towards him, my eyes focused and sharp. He took a long draw of his cigar, letting the smoke twirl in front of me. My eyes watered, and I felt the urge to cough, but I didn't. If I did, Papa would use his belt on me. “What is it I hear?” Elio Cappellucci asked with a deep frown.My throat bobbed, I knew where this was going, but I tried to show no sign of fear. Fear was a weakness I could not afford.“I'm sorry Papa. I will get it right next time.” The word barely left my mouth when Elio's angry hand connected with my face. I heard the thunderous sound, before feeling the impact - white hot pain.Tears gathered in the back of my eyes, but I couldn't cry; the first and only time I did, Papa beat me up; he said he was getting rid of all my tears. I believe it worked.Elio stood up from his leather seat with much force, it went flying
CALISTA'S P.O.V“This gown suits the color of your eyes.” Lilian held up an aqua-coloured dress to me. I considered it with a tired gaze. The dress was beautiful, with Its low V-cut neck and silky fabric, but that wasn't my problem. My problem was the Charity brunch Nonna insisted I attend with her. Don't get me wrong, I love charities. Its the thoughts of getting introduced to her circle that makes me apprehensive. “Okay. I'll wear it.”Lillian's mood dropped, she's been my ally since Roman left. Nonna rested most of the time. Lucas, on the other hand, was barely here, but I still saw him around the house, and he'd give me his sly smile.Roman?Either he'd forgotten he now has a wife, or he's simply doesn't care about me. Nonna and Lucas have the same excuse for his prolonged absence - Work.I know it has to do with the mafia dealings, and sometimes, they can be very demanding of the Don-Roman, but the fact that he left so suddenly and hadn't reached out even once? That hurt more