로그인I spent eight years raising Dante's children. Three of them, and every single one belonged to him and his arranged wife Bianca. Not one was mine. I fought against it. I really did. But the Costello family needed heirs, and my background was too ordinary. The family would never accept me. Dante always had something to say about it. "Nora, once Bianca has the baby, I'll take you to the States. You can go to art school, open your own gallery. It's what your mother always wanted, isn't it?" Then Bianca had a son, and suddenly the family needed a daughter too, someone they could marry off to another faction. When the daughter came, the elders stepped in and said the mob was a bloody business and you needed enough children to guarantee the line would continue. Eight years. I went from Dante's lover to something worse than a servant. Then I got pregnant. I was so happy I could barely breathe when I told him. I thought this baby would finally be our way out. But there was no smile on his face. Just a look that was pained and apologetic, like he already knew what he was going to say. "Nora, you don't have a place in this family. Neither does your child. He'd disrupt the line of succession. We can't let him be born." I pressed my hand to my stomach, just barely starting to show. Hot tears hit the floor. Fine. If we couldn't leave together, I would leave alone.
더 보기Tears ran down his face. I turned to go.He dropped to his knees in front of me and wrapped his arms around my legs."Nora. Everything that happened was my fault. I didn't protect you when you needed it. I know that now.""You were with me so long that I stopped seeing you. I couldn't feel what you were giving anymore. But the second you were gone, I understood how much of my life was held together by you.""Bianca, I divorced her. I had the heads of several families witness it. It's done.""The family elders cut ties with me when I went through with it. They don't claim me anymore.""I'm free now. I can keep the promises I made you. Art school. A studio near campus. Painting together. Your mother's dream."I looked at this man crying at my feet and felt nothing. Not pity. Not a flicker. Only revulsion."Dante. Since you brought up my mother, do you know that everything she left me is gone? Your son destroyed it. The recorder. The case. Everything.""My mother's wishes are not somethin
My mother's recorder was fixed. The sound was fragmented in places, but that only gave her voice a strange, weathered quality, something beautiful in it, actually.A few months later, at the student showcase, I built the recording into a sound installation mounted behind a series of paintings. I called the series The Gallery That Never Arrived.It was about a woman finding her way out of a life she'd been kept in, and everything she felt on the way: the confusion, the helplessness, the damage, the fight, the grief.The artists who came through stopped in front of it for a long time. Classmates asked me about the concept, the source material, where it all came from.I hesitated. That past was far too painful for me.The dean appeared beside me. She told them what she'd seen in my work over the past months, that great art comes from talent and discipline, yes, but also from having lived something real.As she spoke, fragments from those years rose up behind my eyes. Even now, even this f
Bianca heard everything. She wasn't worried.She poured herself a glass of red wine."Dante. Do you really think going after her now means anything?""She's gone because of you. Every single thing that happened to her, you caused it.""The family gave the order, yes. But she could have run away back then. You were the one who drugged the necklace. You put her on that table yourself."She swirled her glass."There's one more thing the Don neglected to mention. The procedure wasn't done under anesthesia. I heard it from the doctor directly. She woke up during it, passed out from the pain, then woke up again. That's how the whole thing went."Dante stood very still.This woman, the one he'd promised to protect for the rest of his life, had been inside this estate being put through something inhuman. And he'd done nothing. He'd been the one who handed her over.When he went to her with a ring, he thought he could give her the life she'd always wanted. He had no idea he'd become the person
Dante watched all of it from the top of the stairs, and it brought things back.Eight years of passing Nora in the halls of this house. She was always holding a baby, sometimes two, one in her arms and one on her back. Her clothes were perpetually stained with formula and worse. When she came to him it was usually to ask for help, and he'd looked at her like she was bothering him. The elders pushed him toward Bianca and the children, and he let them, without ever once stopping to see what Nora was carrying.These weren't even her children. She had no obligation, none at all. But she'd taken care of every one of them with real care and genuine responsibility.And their actual mother, Bianca, had never once, in all the years he could remember, looked after a single one of them herself. The jewelry never stopped. The nails were always done. The heels never came off.He searched his memory for one image of Bianca with a child in her arms. There wasn't one.Below him, Bianca was trying to c






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