LOGINI ended up at Riverside Park, sitting on the same bench where Marcus had first told me he loved me six months ago. The irony wasn't lost on me.
My hands wouldn't stop shaking. Around me, life continued as normal. Joggers passed by with their earbuds in, lost in their worlds. A mother pushed her toddler on the swings while he shrieked with delight. Normal people living normal lives, completely unaware that my entire world had just crumbled like a house of cards. I tried to piece together the conversation I'd overheard, but it felt like trying to solve a puzzle with half the pieces missing. Who was the gray-haired man? What kind of business did they have together that involved "handling things quietly" and "loose ends"? And what had I supposedly seen that made me dangerous? My phone buzzed again. Another text from Marcus: *Please, baby. Just come home so we can talk.* Then another: *I'm worried about you.* And finally: *You're scaring me, Vanessa.* I was scaring him? The laugh that escaped me sounded slightly hysterical. But underneath the fear, something else was stirring. Anger. How dare he make me the villain in this scenario? How dare he act concerned when he was the one talking about making sure I wouldn't be a "problem"? I thought about all the nights he'd come home late, claiming the bank was swamped with loan applications. All the times he'd stepped out to take "work calls" that couldn't wait. The way he'd started asking about my schedule, about which evenings I worked late at the daycare. Had he been planning this conversation? Had he been waiting for the right moment to... what? Get rid of me? My phone rang, startling me out of my spiraling thoughts. Marcus's name flashed across the screen, and for a moment, I almost answered. Almost fell back into the familiar pattern of trusting him, of believing whatever explanation he'd spin for me. Instead, I declined the call and immediately dialed my best friend Sarah. "Vanessa?" She picked up on the second ring, concern already evident in her voice. "Aren't you supposed to be at work?" "Sarah, I need to ask you something, and I need you to be completely honest with me." My voice sounded steadier than I felt. "Have you ever thought there was something... off about Marcus?" Silence stretched between us, long enough that I wondered if the call had dropped. "Sarah?" "Why are you asking?" Her voice was careful now, guarded in a way that made my stomach clench. "Just... please. Have you?" Another pause. Then: "Vanessa, where are you? You sound upset." "I'm fine. I just—have you ever thought Marcus might not be what he seems?" "Honey..." Sarah's voice was gentle, the way she talked to her daughter when she was upset. "I've always thought Marcus was charming. Almost too charming, if you know what I mean. And there's something about the way he looks at people sometimes. Like he's calculating something." My free hand pressed against my chest, where my heart felt like it was trying to beat right out of my ribcage. "What do you mean?" "It's probably nothing. I mean, I barely know the guy because he never comes to group hangouts. But the few times I've met him, there's this moment where his mask slips, just for a second, and I see something else underneath. Something harder." I closed my eyes, remembering the look on Marcus's face when he thought I wasn't watching. The cold calculation in his expression when he was on certain phone calls. "Vanessa, what's going on? You're scaring me." Before I could answer, I saw a familiar figure walking toward me across the park. Tall, dark-haired, wearing the same expensive suit from this morning. Marcus. "I have to go," I whispered into the phone. "Vanessa—" I hung up and shoved the phone into my purse, my heart hammering as Marcus approached. How had he found me? Had he been following me this whole time? He looked devastated, his hair mussed like he'd been running his hands through it, his tie loosened. If I hadn't heard that conversation this morning, I would have rushed to comfort him. Now I stayed frozen on the bench as he sat down beside me, careful to leave space between us. "We need to talk," he said quietly. "Do we?" I was surprised by how steady my voice sounded. "Or do you need to 'handle' me quietly?" His face went white. "You heard." "I heard enough." I turned to face him fully, studying the man I thought I knew. "Who was that man, Marcus? What business do you do?" For a moment, I thought he might lie. His mouth opened, then closed, and I could see him weighing his options. Finally, he ran a hand over his face. "It's complicated." "Try me." "The bank... It's not just a bank, Vanessa. We provide certain financial services to clients who need discretion." "What kind of clients?" His jaw clenched. "The kind who pay very well for privacy." "That's not an answer." "It's the only answer I can give you right now." The fear I'd been holding at bay all morning crashed over me like a wave. "Are you in danger? Are we in danger?" "No." He reached for my hand, but I pulled away. The hurt that flashed across his face looked genuine, but how could I trust anything about him anymore? "Vanessa, I would never let anything happen to you. You have to know that." "What I know is that some man was talking about 'loose ends' and you were promising to make sure I wouldn't be a problem. What exactly does that mean, Marcus?" "It means I need to keep you safe. Even if that means..." He stopped, shaking his head. "It doesn't matter. What matters is that you're safe." "Even if that means what?" But he was already standing, backing away from the bench. "I can't do this here. It's not safe." "Marcus—" "Go stay with Sarah tonight," he said, his voice urgent now. "Don't come home. Not yet." "You're scaring me." "Good." His eyes were intense, almost desperate. "You should be scared. Just... trust me for a little longer. Can you do that?" Before I could answer, his phone buzzed. He glanced at it, and his face went completely pale. "I have to go," he said, already walking away. "Stay with Sarah. Promise me." "Marcus, wait—" But he was already jogging toward the parking lot, leaving me alone on the bench with more questions than answers. And the terrible certainty that whatever was happening, it was far from over.Five years later.The gallery was packed for the opening.My biggest exhibition yet.Twenty emerging artists from across Italy.The culmination of everything I’d built.But tonight wasn’t about work.Tonight was about family.“Mama, I’m bored.”Matteo tugged on my dress.Five years old and already master of dramatic sighs.“We’ll leave soon, baby.”“But I want to leave now.”“Five more minutes.”“You said that five minutes ago.”He wasn’t wrong.Giuliana appeared, dragging Aria behind her.“Mama, Aria says we can get gelato if you say yes.”“I said maybe,” Aria corrected. “If Mama agrees.”Nine years old and already negotiating like a lawyer.“Gelato sounds perfect.”“Really?” All three of them lit up.“Really. Let me just say goodbye to a few people.”They scattered immediately.Probably already planning their flavors.Alessandro found me near the back gallery.Still devastatingly handsome in a dark suit.Gray at his temples now, lines around his eyes.But more himself than ever.“Re
Three months had changed everything.The twins were sleeping in longer stretches now.Not through the night, but close enough that I felt almost human again.Matteo had discovered his hands.Spent hours staring at them like they were the most fascinating things in the world.Giuliana had found her voice.Cooing and babbling at anyone who would listen.And Aria had finally adjusted to being a big sister.Most days, anyway.“Mama, Matteo is looking at me!”“That’s because he loves you.”“But he’s staring.”“Babies stare. It’s what they do.”She made a face at him.He smiled.His first real smile, not just gas.“He smiled at me! Papa, did you see? He smiled!”Alessandro looked up from feeding Giuliana.“I saw. You’re his favorite person.”“I’m everyone’s favorite person.”“Modest too,” I murmured.“I heard that, Mama.”The house was finally starting to feel like ours.We’d been in the new place for two months.Unpacking boxes, still figuring out where everything went.But it was home.Li
The house was in chaos.Beautiful, exhausting chaos.Matteo was crying in the nursery.Giuliana had just finished eating and needed to be burped.And Aria was having a meltdown because her favorite shirt was in the wash.“I need that shirt, Mama!”“It’ll be clean tomorrow, sweetheart.”“But I need it today!”“You have ten other shirts that are just as nice.”“They’re not the same!”She stormed off to her room.Six weeks of being a big sister had worn thin on some days.Giuliana spit up down my shoulder.Again.I didn’t even flinch anymore.Spit-up was just part of my wardrobe now.“I’ve got Matteo,” Alessandro called from the nursery.“Can you change him too?”“Already done.”“You’re my favorite person.”“You say that now. Wait until I tell you we’re out of diapers.”“We can’t be out of diapers.”“We’re definitely out of diapers.”I closed my eyes.Six weeks postpartum and I was surviving on three hours of sleep and pure spite.“I’ll order more.”“Already did. They’ll be here in two h
The kitchen was quiet at four in the morning.Too quiet.I couldn’t sleep, so I’d given up trying.The babies had been restless all night.Moving constantly, pressing against my ribs, making it impossible to find a comfortable position.Now I stood at the counter, trying to decide if I wanted tea or toast or just to cry from exhaustion.Eight and a half months pregnant felt like an eternity and also not enough time.Not ready for this.Not ready for two babies.Not ready for any of it.I reached for the kettle.That’s when it happened.A sensation like something breaking inside me.Then warmth running down my legs.“No.”I looked down.Water pooled on the kitchen floor.“No, no, no. Not yet. It’s too early.”Another sensation.Different this time.Tightening across my belly.Sharp and insistent.A contraction.“Alessandro!”My voice came out strangled.The contraction intensified.I grabbed the counter, trying to breathe through it.“Alessandro!”Footsteps thundered down the hall.He
The paint samples were driving me insane.“What’s the difference between Cloud White and Swiss Coffee?” I asked for the third time.Alessandro held them up to the nursery wall.“One is more… white?”“That’s helpful.”“They look the same to me, amore.”“They’re not the same. One has warm undertones, the other is cool.”“Then pick the warm one.”“But what if the cool one looks better with the furniture?”He set down the samples and pulled me against him.Carefully, because my belly was now officially in the way of everything.“The babies won’t care what color the walls are.”“I care.”“I know you do. But you’re overthinking this.”“I’m not—”“Victoria. We’ve been staring at paint samples for an hour.”He wasn’t wrong.Five months pregnant with twins meant my brain simultaneously wanted everything perfect and couldn’t make a single decision.The hormones were making me crazy.“Mama, I like this one!”Aria held up a sample that was definitely more yellow than white.“That’s Butter Cream,
The waiting room was too cold.I pulled my cardigan tighter, watching Alessandro pace near the window.“You’re making me nervous.”“I’m not nervous.”“You’ve checked your watch three times in two minutes.”He sat down beside me, taking my hand.“I just want everything to be okay.”“It will be. This is routine.”“I know.”But his grip on my hand said otherwise.This was our first official appointment.The one where we’d hear the heartbeat.See our baby on the screen.Make it real in a way that the positive tests hadn’t quite managed.“Mrs. De Luca?”The nurse smiled from the doorway.“Dr. Romano is ready for you.”The examination room was warmer, at least.Soft lighting, comfortable chairs, pictures of babies on the walls.Dr. Romano was exactly what I’d hoped for.Kind eyes, gentle manner, and the confidence that came from decades of experience.“So, first baby together?” she asked, reviewing my chart.“Second,” Alessandro said. “We have a daughter.”“Wonderful. And how are you feelin







