Aqua’s POV
After I learned that I had a second brother yesterday I decided to confront Konn. We met in the same place as yesterday morning when he assigned me my job. “Okay, Cade is assisting Lexus today, which mean-”
“I’d like to spend time with you today,” I cut him off.
Konn raised his eyebrows. “Alright, you can shadow me for the day. I’ll assign someone else to assist the princess today.” He wrote notes down on his clipboard. “Follow me.”
I started to follow him down the hall. “I heard you have another son.” I thought it was weird he never mentioned it to me and neither did Cade.
Konn kept walking without saying anything for a few minutes. “I do have another son. Gray is my youngest child. I didn’t mention him because I haven’t told him about you yet.”
I think him not telling Gray about me was weirder than him not telling me about Gray. I had so many unrelated questions, but I didn’t want to overwhelm or upset him. “He wouldn't like the idea of having a sister?” I thought about all the younger siblings I left behind.
“That’s not the reason I haven’t told him. He has his hopes up that he’s the holder. These abilities help you see the future like an oracle but also abilities oracles don’t have.” So, Cade wasn’t the one I was really taking anything from, it was Gray. “You would have intuition and be able to see things currently going on through your third eye.” Two abilities I already had. “They’re able to see possible futures through dreams while Oracles have conscious visions. Unlike oracles you’ll also be able to see dreams of the past. Some early holders were able to speak with the moon goddess in dreams.” I could ask her why I had a mate when no one had in centuries. “A holder hasn’t been able to do that in centuries but there’s always the possibility.” I might not be able to ask her after all.
“If you tell him about me, you’re basically taking away any hope he has that he’s the holder.” Gray really was going to resent me.
“You’re so sure you’re the holder. Gray claims to have intuition too,” He said. He walked to a group of workers and gave them paperwork then continued to wall.
I had more than just intuition, but I hadn’t told anyone else other than Sadia. “I’m able to see the present with my third eye, I did it once yesterday.”
Konn stopped walking then turned to me. “What did you see?”
I wasn’t sure if I should have been telling him about how I saw Cade fighting with his girlfriend when he was supposed to be working. “Cade in the castle… working.” I lied. “Test me if you want, I can do it again.” I’m not sure where the confidence came from, but it was there.
“Okay, close your eyes and think about the guards.” He looked out the window at them.
I closed my eyes and thought about them, but it wasn’t the same as last time. I couldn’t see anything happening. After a few minutes I gave up and opened my eyes. “I can do it, it’s just not the same right now.”
“Hm.” Konn turned and continued to walk. “Let know if it happens again.” I’m not sure if he even believed me but I wasn’t making anything up.
Most of the time Konn was telling other workers instructions and checking in with the guards. It was like he ran this whole castle. “I have a meeting with the King and Queen. It’ll be around an hour. It’s confidential so meet me back here in an hour.”
“Okay.” I watched him walk into the great hall then I started walking around the castle. I was heading towards the area with the window seats. I felt weird when I saw Lexus already sitting there. We were staring at each other while I debated with myself about what I should do. I turned around because it was better to avoid him but behind me was Cade and a girl who might have been Vella. “Hey…” I greeted awkwardly. I glanced back at Lexus for a second and I could smell his scent from here.
Cade smiled. “Perfect, I wanted you two to meet each other. Aqua this is my girlfriend Vella, Vella this is my half-sister Aqua.” He introduced us.
“It’s nice to meet you.” Vella shook my hand.
I couldn’t believe I was meeting the first girl Lexus cheated on Sadia with. “You too.” It made me want to steer clear of Lexus even more, maybe that was the push I needed.
The next thing I know Lexus is standing right next to me. “Don’t you have work to do Vella?”
Vella looked hurt for a second then pulled herself together. “I do but I wanted to talk with Cade a little first.” She turned to him. “I’ll see you after.” She glared at Lexus before walking off.
“Things are getting better?” Lexus asked.
Cade wasn’t sure from what I could tell. “We’re getting there, what did you think of her Aqua? Any intuition?” I wasn’t expecting him to ask me that. When I met her, I was focusing more about who she was to Lexus. I wasn’t thinking about what I sensed from her.
“I’d probably have to be around her more, but I thought she was cute.” I looked at Lexus. “Don’t you think she’s cute?” I teased.
Lexus chuckled. “You’re funny Aqua,” He said sarcastically. “Don’t you have to work too?”
“Actually, I’m on break since Konn is in a meeting with your parents but I should make myself more familiar with the castle. Bye Cade.” I waved then walked to the hallway. I looked down at my phone when it vibrated. Calvin text me to let me know he got my number from Sadia. I still hadn’t decided if I was going to give Calvin a chance to get Lexus out of my head.
“Hey Aqua.” Stewart and Arma said when I passed them while Stewart was cleaning. I waved to them and continued walking down the hallway.
After the hour was up I met Konn outside the great hall. “How was the meeting Konn?”
Konn didn’t stop to talk so I followed him. “It was business,” He answered. “I’m going to introduce you to my wife Lynn and our son Gray.”
I didn’t expect for him to make that decision so quickly. “Did something change? Your wife knows about me, right?”
Konn chuckled which caught me off guard. “She’s known about you. Nothing changed, I just don’t like putting things off.” I thought that was funny because he’s put off telling me a lot of things I still don’t know.
I followed him to his room, and it wasn’t that far from mine. It was a lot bigger than mine and had a door that attached itself to another room, probably Gray’s. “You’re back early.” A woman said. I assumed she was Lynn; Cade looked a lot like her. “Oh,” she reacted when she saw me walk from behind Konn into sight. “You must be Aqua.”
Konn nodded. “Lynn this is my daughter Aqua, Aqua this is my wife, Lynn.” I didn’t expect him introduce me as his daughter. I was looking a lot more forward to meeting Gray. I felt awkward around Lynn.
“For now,” Lynn joked.
Konn ignored her joke and looked around. “Where’s Gray?”
Lynn sat down on their couch. “He’s with my parents, he’ll be back sometime tomorrow. They picked him up this morning for a surprise. I think they’re just taking to a really nice flying spot.”
That reminded me that Konn still hadn’t unsealed my shifting ability. “I can’t wait until I get to fly.” I said so he might tell me when he plans to unseal my ability. A part of me wanted to take Lexus up on his offer to teach me how to fly when I’m able to shift but I wouldn’t. Lynn looked at me a little strangely then looked away.
“It’ll come soon. I have to get back to work Lynn, I’ll be back later.” He walked to her and kissed her forehead then left with me.
“I don’t get it, why can’t you unseal my abilities now? I’ve done everything else you’ve asked me to do.” I yearned more and more to fly.
I was walking at Konn’s side and he didn’t look as sure as he usually did. “The process is a little complicated. I didn’t think I’d ever have to unseal it. Don’t worry about it, you will shift but I need time. To make up for it I’ll answer any question you have.”
That seemed fair to me. “Okay, where is my mother?” If I got one question, I was going to make it a good one.
Konn hesitated. “She disappeared. Early in my marriage with Lynn I had an affair with her and you’re a product of that. After I refused to leave my wife for her, she gave me you and disappeared. She knew I wouldn’t keep you, but she thought I’d make a better decision about where you’d end up. There’s not much else I can tell you.”
That was better than nothing. “Why’d you have an affair if you knew you’d never leave your wife?” I was only asking so I could understand why Lexus would want to cheat on Sadia but not leave her.
“I said you get one question,” Konn reminded me. “But it’s a simple answer. When you’re drawn to someone you know you can’t be with your impulses take over and you give into that desire. The right thing was to stay with the woman and son I already decided to give my life to instead of running away with the one I desired more.”
It wasn’t the most satisfying answer, but it gave me insight. “What does it really mean to be a holder?” I changed the subject.
“It means that you’ll use the abilities you hold to help our kingdom move forward and stay protected. My grandfather was the last holder and he accomplish a lot. He was able to protect our kingdom in ways no one else could. I was able to watch him at his peak and at that age I viewed him as the most powerful person. It’s a big responsibility but it’s never been given to the wrong person. Some accomplished more than others but they’ve all helped improve our kingdom. A holder offers a lot of insight we wouldn’t have otherwise. They’re another source of knowledge of our past, present, and future.” It was a lot to live up too, but he made it sound effortless in a way. I’m not sure what kind of holder I would be. Would I be the kind Konn would be proud of?
“I see.” I thought more about his reason for staying with his wife. “You stayed with your original family because of a sense of duty?” Talking about this with Konn made me feel like he trusted me. I doubt this was something he’s told Lynn or Cade. He was opening up to me in a way. My intention was telling me he was holding back telling me something else.
“Yes, but I also love them,” He added but he already implied that he loved my mother more than Lynn. I wondered if Lexus desired me more than Sadia. I don’t mean because of the mate bond but something more.
I stayed up late thinking because I felt like I had so much unresolved. I looked at my phone when it started ringing. It was an unfamiliar number, so I let it ring. I stared up at the ceiling thinking about my birth parents. I wanted to spend more time with Konn and learn more about my mother.I didn’t even know her name yet. When my phone rang again, I couldn’t ignore it, so I answered. It might have been important since they called twice in a row. “Hello?” “It’s Lexus.” I wasn’t sure how he got my number. I wouldn’t be able to believe he asked someone for it. “And? Why are you calling?” “I need a place to sleep.” He was asking to sleep in my room. That would be the comp
Monday came around sooner than I expected which meant I couldn’t avoid Lexus anymore, even though I was only successful avoiding him Sunday last weekend. I waited by his room so I could assist him. He might have been sleeping in since his first class didn’t start for another two hours. “Hey get back here!” A little girl yelled at another child who was running and slighting flying in his dragon form. Children were a lot smaller in their dragon forms but still a lot bigger than in their human forms. They were small enough to fit in the castle in their dragon forms unlike adults. “You can’t shift in here!”They still weren’t allowed to. Another girl came running from around the corner out of breath. “You guys wait!” She put her hands on her knees and panted. “You know I’m not as fast.” The first girl turned to her. “If I slow down for you, he’ll get away!” She continued chasing the boy. I watched the boy as he tripped and tumbled. He shi
The wolf in front of me shifted into his human form and I realized it was Calvin. “Hey, sorry if I frightened you. The guys sent me to see where Lexus had gone but then I saw you were here with him.” I frowned. “You’re one of the ones making trouble for this village?” I was disappointed. “Not because I want to but because a pack sticks together. It was Rubens' idea and he’s the alpha’s son. It’s not like I had much I could say,” he defended himself. “Although I’m glad I got to see you.” I couldn’t enjoy what he said because I was thinking about how upset Lexus was. “You were just following orders…” I’m not sure if that could justify his actions but I didn’t know much about werewolf packs. “You’re not going to tell anyone about me growing up in the human realm and not really being able to shift yet, right? The King and Queen don’t want anyone to know so it’s kind of a secret now.” He smiled. “Don’t worry about it, I told you I wouldn’t say anythi
Lexus walked back into my room, I closed and locked the door behind him. My heart was throbbing and so what something else. I did what I thought I wouldn’t and made the first move. I grabbed his arm to pull him closer, leaned up on my tip toes and kissed him. It felt like we were kissing for the first time again. My inner dragon felt pleased. He pushed me up against the wall and his hand moved under my shirt at my waist while the other arm was against the wall. We made out for a while until he moved his mouth to my neck. I moaned and dug my nails into his back. He put his hand over my mouth so I wouldn’t make any more noises. We moved to my bed and made out with him on top of me. We stopped when his phone rang. He rolled off me and was lying beside me. He panted for a second before he answered the phone, “Yeah Sadia?” I felt a panic run through my body. “That’s fine, I’ll meet you at the pack house tomorrow after my last class, okay?” How could he talk to
I thought a lot about how the king and queen would react with me telling them about my holder dream. They didn't expect much of me since I'm from the human world. “Why should we tell your parents?” I asked. Lexus put his blunt out and put it away. “They need to know that you are the holder, this is proof. And we’ll feel even worse if we didn’t take the very precaution in stopping this from happening. If they know then our chances of changing the possible future are higher.” “Okay. We’ll tell them after your last class.” He leaned forward to kiss me, but I moved away. “What’s wrong?” I was thinking about what the woman said about how I should stop seeing Lexus. “Last night felt amazing but what about Sadia?” I wasn’t close to Sadia, but she saw us as friends. “She won’t know, we can continue this until the full moon. We can reject each other then get rid of the X. Well stop, then I’ll mate with Sadia a month later.” I wasn’t sure if I cou
I stood beside Lexus in front of his parents King Peter and Queen Jane with Konn behind us. “You believe you’re the holder?” “We believe she’s the holder because of the power of sight in her third eye. She also had a holder dream last night,” Lexus answered. The King looked down at me. “What have you seen with your third eye?” I thought about Cade arguing with Vella during work and Princess Hannah sneaking out to ditch class. I couldn’t say either of those because it would throw them under the bus. “I saw Konn speaking with the two of you here this morning. You two were disagreeing about something then Konn left, and Gray was waiting for him outside the door.” I looked at their desk. “There were papers on the desk, documents of the kingdom’s complaints.” I tried to remember other details that were different. I looked at the tv. “An interview was playing on the tv.” “That's enough,” The Queen stopped me. “We believe you. Now what was your d
My eyes rolled back with pleasure and he put his hand down my pants. Like last time we were interrupted by his phone ringing. He pulled away and answered his phone. “Sadia?” Sadia called again; the universe must have hated me. “Hannah told me to call you before the guards took her back to the castle. She was in the forest about midway from the pack house and castle.” “Do you want me to head over?” “Come over around eight, I have work to do.” So, Lexus had work too. He hung up then put his phone away. “Come on let’s get this work done. My parents like to give me responsibilities, like how we helped that village. Some of it is paperwork and some of it is making calls. Cade helps with this stuff usually and he was going to today but you’re my full-time aid now so he’ll be assigned something else.” I was still sexually frustrated while he completely moved on. “Okay…” “Are you a virgin?” He asked. I wasn’t expecting
“I’m glad you enjoyed your classes so much,” Lexus replied after I went on and on telling him about how much I loved them and everything I learned today. “You were really focused on our piano lesson.” “Yeah, I was hyper focused…” I mumbled. “It was exciting. I haven’t learned a new instrument for a while.” He looked concerned. “Hyper focused? Did you take your meds this morning?” I looked away nervously. “No… I was so excited for the day I forgot to but it’s fine. Hyper focusing isn’t the worst thing.” “It was hard to get you to want to leave, the lesson went on for another twenty minutes. You must be hungry right?” It wasn’t like he was my boyfriend so it was hard seeing him care so much when he would only be my boss or something like that. “That’s because time went too fast.” I sighed. “Yeah, I am hungry... I’ve been hungry for a while. I’m supposed to be the one looking after you, it’s my job.” Lexus rolled his eyes. “That doe