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CHAPTER THIRTEEN

Penulis: Mairee
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-07-26 00:01:56

#Paulina’s POV#

He really thinks he can ignore me.

After everything.

After all the times I defended him, paid his damn rent, posted him like he was a walking trophy and not a man who barely picked up after himself. After I stood in front of my parents and lied—bold-faced lied—about his background. About how he wasn’t some washed-up mechanic from a bad zip code with a God complex.

He thinks he can ghost me?

He thinks because he moved to Jersey and started playing nurse to some random sick bitch, I’d just… forget?

Nah.

He must’ve forgotten who my family is.

#•#

I look good. Even for a red-eye flight.

Black cropped jacket, sharp jeans that hug my hips right, and a pair of brown boots that stomp when I walk. Not squeak. Stomp. Like power.

My hair’s in its signature blowout—jet black, layered, and cut to slice—and my makeup is minimal, except the lashes. I don’t do Jersey dust-face. I do Paulina.

When I walk through arrivals, I know people are watching me. I smell expensive and I walk like
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