“God, I can’t remember the last time that I was this happy,” I said as I grabbed my sister. Mom was having a barbecue to celebrate her being cancer free. I offered to do it at my house, but she wanted to do it at home, With the family. I could tell that Emma and Mason being invited made them both feel part of the family. Then again, Mason comes to every damn family event. People used to laugh and ask if he was my girlfriend; he was the only person that would come with me to an event that I would show up with more than once. Every girl I did bring, and there were very few, only came once or twice and then no one saw them again. No one bothered asking if they were coming back. I had a reputation and not a very good one. But, I had a feeling that they knew Emma was different. Besides, handing in her notice hadn’t gone down very well. I felt like a shit, making her do it. I wanted to go with her, but she said that it wasn’t a good idea, that it would mean that she could probably never
It was our first vacation together and I knew that he was going to ask what was wrong. He kept going on about it on the way there. Subtly hinting about me not having my period for the last two months. What is it with men?Why don’t they say exactly what is on their mind? He asked if we should stop at the store on the way to the airport, because I forgot to pack something. I ignored him, pretending that I didn’t know what he was on about. I could see the disappointment on his face when I said that there was no need. Was he upset, because he knew? Or was it the fact that I didn’t tell him?The season was starting and he needed to get his head back in the game. He had been jogging and doing exercises with Mason when he had managed to get out of bed. Which hadn’t been often. The thing is I knew that I wanted to be with him. There was no doubt about that in my mind, but the thing that got me was the fact that we had moved so quickly.Kind of too quickly!I had to think about a job, and
I had wanted to spend the whole two weeks in the room. But I drew the curtains, grabbed my clothes and left. She was calling after me, screaming my name. I couldn’t believe that she had been so selfish. All this time she had been keeping it quiet, because she was thinking of getting rid of it. This was our first official fight and I hated myself for behaving this way. After all, a woman has rights too, but what about the guys? I had millions in the bank. I could have hired someone to look after the baby if she wanted to go to work. So be it. I had never thought about being a dad until now, but the whole idea that I could potentially have been one and never known about it, made me fucking angry. “Don’t go.”I ignored her plea. I opened the door and left. I couldn’t talk when I was angry; all the things would come out the wrong way. The best thing to do was to be on my own. I felt as if I was going to explode. I didn’t make it far before she was behind me. I had just reached the step
MasonIt was still fucking daytime, but with all the curtains closed and windows covered, the room looked dark. Not that I gave a damn what time it was outside, because I didn’t plan on leaving my home.There was a part of me that was angry for locking myself in, and feeling sorry for myself. I still wouldn’t leave the house, though.I didn’t have the courage to leave, after all. Not anymore.“Fuck, this is boring,” I grumbled, drinking the last of my beer, then crushed the can and tossed it in my trashcan. The can went in, and I smirked, but it quickly dropped with a sigh as my eyes turned back to the TV. “If they’re gonna show this kind of play to people, they at least need better players.”Like me, I thought, then cast that thought away, too. It was a dangerous thought to have for me recently, but sometimes, I couldn’t keep myself from wishing.I was watching a football game, and it was already in its last quarter. I wasn’t on either side, but the team on the losing side was a fair
I was a little intimidated by the glare Mason had aimed at me, but I wasn’t going to back down. Besides, I knew he wasn’t going to hurt me, anyway. Not just because of our past, but because he wasn’t the kind of guy that got off on beating other people up, even when they were annoying.“I came to visit you,” I said, tilting my chin up and giving him a stubborn frown. “Now move aside and let me in.”He let out a little, sardonic laugh. “Aren't you a bit forward for someone that just came to visit?” he challenged, not moving an inch. “Make me move, Sophia. It’s the only way you’re coming in here.”I frowned at him. I hadn't forgotten he was about as stubborn as I was. It was the only reason I had left him alone this long when I knew he was doing something stupid. Too soon and he would just send me away again, too long and I might be late in providing any sort of help.I might have waited too long already, I thought to myself in worry.He didn’t let me see a thing inside before he covere
Fuck.Sophia was one of the last people I wanted to see at the front of my door because I knew how stubborn she could be when she put her mind to it. I didn’t want her there for a lot of reasons. I was embarrassed at how I’d let myself go, at how quickly I’d changed in such a short time. I also wasn’t ready to face the world and people again, and I didn’t know if I would ever be ready. Hell, I hadn't spoken to my own family yet, and I didn’t see that happening any time soon.What do I do…?When I decided to lock myself away, I’d had a plan. And in this plan, once I felt I could pick myself up and give life a try again, I would reconnect with the people I was currently pushing away. If I had to be honest to myself, Sophia wasn’t only on the list, but among one of the first people I would reach out to, besides my parents and even above my best friend. Sophia was Sebastian’s sister, but if she really stopped talking to me, I knew that bastard wouldn’t help me. No matter how close we we
I slumped back against the door as I panted, trying to catch my breath. My legs felt weak, the one I had around Mason’s hip trembling. I knew I couldn’t keep the stance I had for long, but Mason wasn’t moving, either, and he was still inside me, so I couldn’t bring myself to move.“Are you going to move or what?” I huffed once I caught my breath, pushing lightly over his shoulder.Mason took a deep breath, then chuckled. “Yeah, I’m moving.”Slowly, he pulled himself back. My breath I hitched as his softening cock spilled out of me, Mason letting out a hiss.“Sensitive?” I guessed.He nodded, sighing as he reached down to tuck himself back into his pants.“Are you gonna let me go, too, or…?” he teased, arching an amused eyebrow.I moved my leg from around his hips, holding on tightly to his shoulder as I put my foot on the ground. It was a good thing I was holding onto him because when I got both feet on the ground, my legs buckled.“Shit.”How long had it been since we last fucked? Be
With a groan, I rolled to the side, so I wasn’t crushing Sophia, hissing when my soft, sensitive cock slipped out of her. I kept my arms around her, rolling her with me, holding her close to my chest.My whole body felt exhausted. My chest wanted to heave for every breath, but I controlled it, taking in slow deep breaths to get my lungs to stop screaming at me. I probably stopped breathing near the end there.Shit, I really did let myself go if I can't even do this without breathing hard. Maybe I really should be going to my physiotherapy sessions…?I sighed as my eyes slid closed, my body relaxing. I couldn’t remember the last time I was this content. I slept just fine when I was alone, in fact, I was asleep more than I was awake these past weeks, but it was often fitful. I went to sleep in a bad mood and woke up in a bad mood, making myself more and more depressed every day. Besides, having a warm body close again to me felt amazing.“Mason?”I heard Sophia call my name, but it soun