Aria's POV
"That was freshman year." "Still counts." She jabs a finger at me. "And don't forget the sleepover incident. One of those moments of you begging me to stay and watch that horror movie with you, even though I told you I'd pee myself. And guess who screamed so loud your brother came to check? Me. Again." I stare at Lily, fighting the urge to laugh. "You didn't pee yourself." "Not the point. The point is... I do all these best friend things for you, and now it's your turn. So you're coming to the diner." "Lily, you always do this. You wear me down until I say yes. But will saying yes shut you up?" She grins. "Yes." I cover my face with my hands. "Fine." "Atta girl." She's already halfway to the door when she adds casually. "Oh, by the way, there's this guy you should meet." I frown, wondering when I began meeting guys. But since it's my best friend talking, I say... "Uhm... Okay." Maybe this is what I even need. Food. To forget everything about today. The car ride to the diner starts with Lily blasting the radio so loud my ears buzz. She's belting out some old pop song off-key, while smacking the steering wheel, forgetting it's not a drum. Despite myself, I give in halfway and join her. Our voices together would make a sane, human deaf. They overlap, it's like we are squeaking and it's totally off the rhythm. But who cares? "THIS! IS! MY! JAM!" Lily screams, dragging out the note. I stop singing, clutching my stomach and laughing. Lily keeps tossing her hair and singing until I get distracted by the buzzing in my lap. I glance down. Mom Monroe. Dad Monroe. Two missed calls. Three unread texts. I turn the screen face down. "Who's blowing you up?" Lily asks. "Nobody," I say too quickly. She looks at me. "That wasn't a nobody. That was a somebody." I sigh. "It's his parents." Jason's parents. "What do they want from you?" "Nobody cares. I can't with them right now." I shove the phone deeper into my pocket. Lily studies me for a second, then nods. "Okay. No questions asked. You don't want to deal, we don't deal. Period." I send her a grateful look. "Thanks, Lily." "Anytime." She flicks her blinker and pulls into the parking lot. "Anyway, enough about them. We're here." I look up at the neon lights of the diner that glows against the snow. It's a pretty sight. It's been a while since I came here, though. I arch a brow. "Who's the guy?" I'm tempted to ask. Don't blame me for being extra inquisitive. I mean, I once dressed up to go on an actual date with a gay guy. What if this one was worse? "Trust me, Aria. You'll like the guy." "How do you even know him?" "Hey," she points at me as she kills the engine. "Have a little faith in me, Ria. When have I ever set you up with someone terrible?" "Do you want me to list the names or alphabetise them?" I stare at her. "Rude." She leans into the mirror, fluffing her very pink hair. "Okay, check yourself. Do I have lipstick on my teeth? I think I can feel..." "Nope. All good." I follow her out and she loops her arm through mine and tugs me toward the glowing diner doors. "Smile," she whispers as she pushes the door open. The little bell above the door jingles as we enter. The place smells like fried foods and coffee... the exact kind of comfort place Lily would drag me to when I was in a mood. Lily scans the room, her eyes landing on someone at a booth near the window. Her grin widens, and she grabs my hand. "There. That's him." I squint, trying to keep up, and then all I do is stare when I see him. He looks about our age, maybe a little older, with messy brown hair and a goofy smile. I think this is the time when girls my age tell their type in guys and try to see if the guy they have just met fits in. But me... I do not have a type. Since I've never dated anyone, I don't know what to look for. But this guy... he looks nice. And I'm going for nice. Before I can object, Lily is tugging me forward. The guy stands up when we reach the booth, and the smile is still plastered on his face. "Hey," Lily says, sliding into the booth. "This is my best friend, Aria. Aria, this is Matt. Matt, this is the genius I've been telling you about." I blink, heat rising in my cheeks. "Genius?" I give her a look. "Yes, genius. Don't argue.". Lily waves me off and turns back to Matt. "She tutors literally everyone and still manages to be cute while doing it. She's the principal's daughter, and she..." "Lily, stop." I pinch her. "Forget about the last part." Matt laughs. "Well, it's nice to meet you, Aria." He extends his hand. I shake it quickly, wishing I could melt into the diner floor. "Nice to meet you too." "Okay, okay, small talk's cute and all," Lily interrupts as she grabs a menu. "But I already know what I'm getting, so Aria..." She leans in to whisper. "Why don't you, like, actually talk to him while I go grab some ketchup or something?" My eyes widen. I am not ready for this. "Lily..." But she's already sliding out of the booth. "Be nice," she winks. "I'll be right back." And just like that, I'm alone with Matt. He gives me a small, amused smile. "Does she always do this?" "All the time," I mutter, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. What now? "Uhm... how do you know Lily?" I ask. "Next door neighbours." He says simply. Right. He doesn't elaborate or anything. I get the memo dude. You're not up for more discussion. Well, this is some awkward shit. Where the hell is Lily? Does it usually take this long to get ketchup? "Looking for Lily?" Matt asks me. "Huh? Yes." I admit. She's kind of... relentless." "I can tell," he chuckles. "But hey, I don't mind. Means I get to meet you." Is that a pickup line? Because it's damn cheesy as hell. But it doesn't stop the blush that comes to my cheeks.Aria's POVI didn't realise we were already at Lily's. Her door was slightly ajar as she poked her head out while planting a weird wide smile on her face."Is this Matt's sister?" She glanced at me, then at Elisa who was now surprisingly quiet."Yeah, she's the one. Her name is Elisa. Elisa, meet Lily." I introduced and Lily stuck her hand out for a handshake. Elisa glanced at me, and when she made to take her hand, Lily pulled her in and hugged her.I laughed, and so did Elisa. "The handshake is pretty formal considering we stay next door and you are about my height. And you like a boy and you're not even sure that he likes you back... we do have a lot in common already." Lily grinned after the hug."You like someone?" Elisa asked as I entered and shut the door behind me."Sure. His name is Aiden, and he's pretty cute, and I don't know if he likes me back." Lily chuckled as she led us up the stairs to her room. "Well, have you talked to him?" Elisa probed.Lily's lips twitched. "Yo
Aria's POV"No you do not.""Yes, I do. Happened to be at the library today and you two weren't very subtle in your actions and conversations."My cheeks reddened as I remembered what we'd done. The kiss... Who else saw us?"You saw all that?" "Yeah, I did. I'm not gonna tell anyone though."I released a breath I didn't even know I was holding since Matt had said that he knew about my relationship with Jason."You'd do that?" I asked then I sighed. "What's the catch?" Because I couldn't believe that there was no catch. If he knew about us, and he was ready to keep it a secret, he wanted something in return."There is no catch. I just want you not to hate me and talk to my sister. She appears happy on the outside but I see her cry in her room whenever it's late. She and my mum used to have these late-night conversations, and I'm so sure she misses that. I would do them for her if I even knew what they talked about. I never did join." "I'm staying at Lily's tonight. Do you think she c
Aria's POV"Oh." Lily glanced at the ceiling. Then at the lights. "Oh." She said again."Are you gonna talk to me and not 'oh' at me?" "Are you gonna make out with your boyfriend and let one thing lead to another?" She retorted with a slight snort.Her reply made me annoyed. "I want to know that I'm ready." I tried to make her understand "I didn't know that I was ready." She shrugged."Lily, this is not a joke. I can't just sleep with him because he's cute.""Then do it because he's your boyfriend. It's just sex!""It's not just sex to me. It's gonna be my first time. Don't you understand? I'm not like you, who's had it all the time, okay? I came here because you are my best friend and I trust you and now... you're just making me really miss my mum." Tears rolled down my face, and Lily stared at me, now quiet."Today sucks, okay. And it sucks even more, because of you." "Ari..." She reached for my hands, an almost apologetic look on her face."No, don't. Please." I didn't let her t
Aria's POVIt's much easier to notice how everything comes to a still. How the cold air is hitting the glass of the car and how I'm breathing too fast with the silence that follows Jason's confession.We've been staring at each other, his own eyes wide because... yeah. He did say something stupid.And I refuse to believe that he just said what he said. Let's not even talk about whether he actually slept with Dary. I'm far too broken tonight to be broken all over again. Instinctively, my hands touched the door of the car and I shut my eyes."You've been having sex with her?" I almost could not recognise that squeak as my voice. "Shit. No. I haven't!" Jason cursed as he hit the steering wheel in frustration. Anger? I didn't know what to make of the emotion on his face."B...but you just said so! You've been sleeping with your ex-girlfriend because I won't let you touch me?"He shook his head. "Aria, no. I have not...""Or maybe it's just because you missed her you couldn't stay away.
Aria's POV"Who said anything about sex?" Jason's amusement was long gone by now. I folded my arms, watching his every reaction. To be honest, I really wanted to know if he meant what he said. He had to be honest with me."Did you mean it or not?" I asked.He twisted the pen in his hand, then ran a hand through his hair and looked at me. "No, I did not."I didn't believe him. But when he smiled and winked, it was hard not to. "That was just me joking around, okay?" He smiled again and I nodded, totally believing his words. "Alright, I'll just finish up these." He said and he looked down at the paper, focusing his attention on the questions.This was good right? He didn't mean what he said. We were gonna be okay. Jason would find a way to make sure his family would be okay with us being together and then we'd be public.I heaved a sigh of relief and smiled. He was staring at me when I turned. I walked and sat at the table, in the chair opposite his."What?" I placed my chin in my
Aria's POV"She's just a kid.""I don't care." I almost yelled.Jason tilted his head, watching me with one of his many looks. And when I raised my brow at him, he shook his head. "You're staring at me with your weird look." I pointed at him with a finger.He smiled. "What? I don't have a weird look.""Yes, you do. And your weird look is different from your 'you look good, I want to kiss you look."Jason leaned back on the chair and laughed while I stopped pacing around, just to stare."Sunshine, the girl did nothing to you." "I know, I know. Don't make me feel bad. All I'm saying is that Matt doesn't have the right to ask favours. He did me dirty. He hurt me." "And he apologised." "And his apology wasn't accepted." Jason looked down at the questions I'd given him, he tapped on the desk and looked up at me. "You are better than holding on to grudges, okay? If that girl can't get through losing her mum, I'm confident that you can help her. Because that is what you do. You help peo