LOGINAria's POV
"That was freshman year." "Still counts." She jabs a finger at me. "And don't forget the sleepover incident. One of those moments of you begging me to stay and watch that horror movie with you, even though I told you I'd pee myself. And guess who screamed so loud your brother came to check? Me. Again." I stare at Lily, fighting the urge to laugh. "You didn't pee yourself." "Not the point. The point is... I do all these best friend things for you, and now it's your turn. So you're coming to the diner." "Lily, you always do this. You wear me down until I say yes. But will saying yes shut you up?" She grins. "Yes." I cover my face with my hands. "Fine." "Atta girl." She's already halfway to the door when she adds casually. "Oh, by the way, there's this guy you should meet." I frown, wondering when I began meeting guys. But since it's my best friend talking, I say... "Uhm... Okay." Maybe this is what I even need. Food. To forget everything about today. The car ride to the diner starts with Lily blasting the radio so loud my ears buzz. She's belting out some old pop song off-key, while smacking the steering wheel, forgetting it's not a drum. Despite myself, I give in halfway and join her. Our voices together would make a sane, human deaf. They overlap, it's like we are squeaking and it's totally off the rhythm. But who cares? "THIS! IS! MY! JAM!" Lily screams, dragging out the note. I stop singing, clutching my stomach and laughing. Lily keeps tossing her hair and singing until I get distracted by the buzzing in my lap. I glance down. Mom Monroe. Dad Monroe. Two missed calls. Three unread texts. I turn the screen face down. "Who's blowing you up?" Lily asks. "Nobody," I say too quickly. She looks at me. "That wasn't a nobody. That was a somebody." I sigh. "It's his parents." Jason's parents. "What do they want from you?" "Nobody cares. I can't with them right now." I shove the phone deeper into my pocket. Lily studies me for a second, then nods. "Okay. No questions asked. You don't want to deal, we don't deal. Period." I send her a grateful look. "Thanks, Lily." "Anytime." She flicks her blinker and pulls into the parking lot. "Anyway, enough about them. We're here." I look up at the neon lights of the diner that glows against the snow. It's a pretty sight. It's been a while since I came here, though. I arch a brow. "Who's the guy?" I'm tempted to ask. Don't blame me for being extra inquisitive. I mean, I once dressed up to go on an actual date with a gay guy. What if this one was worse? "Trust me, Aria. You'll like the guy." "How do you even know him?" "Hey," she points at me as she kills the engine. "Have a little faith in me, Ria. When have I ever set you up with someone terrible?" "Do you want me to list the names or alphabetise them?" I stare at her. "Rude." She leans into the mirror, fluffing her very pink hair. "Okay, check yourself. Do I have lipstick on my teeth? I think I can feel..." "Nope. All good." I follow her out and she loops her arm through mine and tugs me toward the glowing diner doors. "Smile," she whispers as she pushes the door open. The little bell above the door jingles as we enter. The place smells like fried foods and coffee... the exact kind of comfort place Lily would drag me to when I was in a mood. Lily scans the room, her eyes landing on someone at a booth near the window. Her grin widens, and she grabs my hand. "There. That's him." I squint, trying to keep up, and then all I do is stare when I see him. He looks about our age, maybe a little older, with messy brown hair and a goofy smile. I think this is the time when girls my age tell their type in guys and try to see if the guy they have just met fits in. But me... I do not have a type. Since I've never dated anyone, I don't know what to look for. But this guy... he looks nice. And I'm going for nice. Before I can object, Lily is tugging me forward. The guy stands up when we reach the booth, and the smile is still plastered on his face. "Hey," Lily says, sliding into the booth. "This is my best friend, Aria. Aria, this is Matt. Matt, this is the genius I've been telling you about." I blink, heat rising in my cheeks. "Genius?" I give her a look. "Yes, genius. Don't argue.". Lily waves me off and turns back to Matt. "She tutors literally everyone and still manages to be cute while doing it. She's the principal's daughter, and she..." "Lily, stop." I pinch her. "Forget about the last part." Matt laughs. "Well, it's nice to meet you, Aria." He extends his hand. I shake it quickly, wishing I could melt into the diner floor. "Nice to meet you too." "Okay, okay, small talk's cute and all," Lily interrupts as she grabs a menu. "But I already know what I'm getting, so Aria..." She leans in to whisper. "Why don't you, like, actually talk to him while I go grab some ketchup or something?" My eyes widen. I am not ready for this. "Lily..." But she's already sliding out of the booth. "Be nice," she winks. "I'll be right back." And just like that, I'm alone with Matt. He gives me a small, amused smile. "Does she always do this?" "All the time," I mutter, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. What now? "Uhm... how do you know Lily?" I ask. "Next door neighbours." He says simply. Right. He doesn't elaborate or anything. I get the memo dude. You're not up for more discussion. Well, this is some awkward shit. Where the hell is Lily? Does it usually take this long to get ketchup? "Looking for Lily?" Matt asks me. "Huh? Yes." I admit. She's kind of... relentless." "I can tell," he chuckles. "But hey, I don't mind. Means I get to meet you." Is that a pickup line? Because it's damn cheesy as hell. But it doesn't stop the blush that comes to my cheeks.LILYI thought I loved my babies while they were in me, but nothing, absolutely nothing, could have prepared me for the insane, all-consuming amount of love I have for them now that I can see them, hold them, feel their tiny breaths against my skin, and... I just can't let them out of my sight.It's overwhelming. The love, I mean. It's so crushing and soul pushing that I did cry for ten minutes after birthing Aurora and Asher. All I did the second day was stare at them. My babies are so perfect. I can't believe I made them. All those back-aches, the bizzare cravings, the nausea, the pains... I think they're worth it.Jace and Bailey are so excited and they haven't shut up about the babies since we got home. Cole is happy and congratuled Aiden and I. Tyler... Tyler is just Tyler. I can't read him. I don't really care how he feels right now, not in the way I used to. That sounded rude, even to my own ears. I do care, of course, but... I have more important things to worry about now than
LILYSix days.Six days ago, I was certain the world was ending in the hallway. Like... when the pain started, it just refused to go away. And then I heard shouting and then I couldn't feel my legs and Aiden was there and... Phew.Today, I'm standing in front of a hospital mirror, bracing my hands on the cool porcelain of the sink, and actually recognizing the girl looking back at me. She's Lily. With the bump. I look six months pregnant now. My skin is a bit translucent, and the dark circles under my eyes look like bruised thumbprints, but I’m upright.Yesterday, getting to the bathroom felt like climbing Everest with Aiden acting as my human crutch. My mom says I should take it one step at a time but... I felt useless just taking orders from Louisiana. I mean... all she adviced was rolling in bed, dangling my legs, sitting upright and stuff.I touch my abdomen, feeling the pull of the incision beneath the high-waisted mesh underwear. It stings. I’ve been coping by taking it one bre
AIDENLily used to lean on me all the time. I'd laugh and tease her about how obsessed she was. But today, I'm not laughing. Because... I think I'm the obsessed one. The weight of her leaning against me is the only thing keeping me grounded. It's a good thing that she's trying to be brave and talk through the pain. "Aria... she's good," I say. I try to focus on the conversation, to be the distraction she needs. "She's doing so well with Jemaya. And Jason... they miss you so much."Lily gives a tiny, pained smile, her eyes fluttering shut. "You have no idea how much I miss my best friend. And... Jemaya?" She raises a brow."Their little girl. God... you should see her. She's so..." I pause. "She's so good." My voice lowers. Fuck. I'm getting all sentimental and emotional."I want to see her." Lily mumbles. "She'll be the best big sister to our babies. Shushing her dolls so they don't wake up..." I stare at Lily. She's rambling. Her body goes rigid, her hand, which was resting loosel
LILYIt hurts.It fucking hurts. Nothing in this world could have prepared me for these stupid pains that I'm feeling. Sure, menstrual cramps can get worse some months but these... they get whole lot worse, then recede, then pick up, then... Fuck! I'm tired already.I hate it. I'm gripping the armrests of the wheelchair so tightly. I keep pressing my lips together like I can keep it in. Honestly, I don't know what the point is. Aiden is here. He apologized. He wants to be involved. He's just as caring as he was. He knows I'm trying not to scream because he's here. I'm trying so hard to make him think that I'm strong. I've survived without him for months and I can do that now as well.But another contraction roll through me and you know what it's like? It's like an invisible belt being pulled around my stomach. I press my lips together. Don't make a sound.Don't make a sound.I'm starting to care less about what Aiden thinks.Elizabeth walks beside me, one hand on my shoulder, whi
AIDEN"But... since you're here." She glances behind me, then sighs tiredly. "I don't know.. I'll need all the help I can get. It won't kill me to say that I..." She pauses, breathes in and out, then our eyes lock."Are you okay? Do you need to sit down?" I walk to her. The urge to touch her is huge, like all consuming. The urge to hold her and breathe her in is large. I just have to control myself and be there for her the way she wants me to. This isn't about me. It's all about her and I am not going to take this moment from her. I heave a sigh of relief when she lets me touch her hand and hold it. Her grip on mine tightens but she doesn't say a word. Staring at her face, I see it. So many hidden emotions that she's trying to keep hidden. She's in pain. She's not fucking okay. And she's trying to hide it?"Lily," I call."Mmmm," she hums, shutting her eyes and gripping my hand tighter."You're not okay. Come on, let's get you in the car. Are you... are you hurt?"She shakes her hea
AIDENIt's every fucking emotion I'm feeling at this point, all swirling in a chaotic way inside my chest. There's relief that she did keep the baby, that my worst fear hadn't come through. Then there's the crushing guilt for breaking up with her, for being such an asshole and making her go through all of this alone. There's happiness in seeing that she's well taken care of. Elizabeth is clearly looking out for her. And then there's... just a gaping, aching, void of regret for all the time I've lost, all the moments I wasn't here.Wow. Just wow. She looks pregnant, obviously. Like, really pregnant. I don't know why I'm gaping like some idiot who's never seen a pregnant woman before. I've seen pregnant ladies before, plenty of them. It's just.. I haven't seen Lily pregnant. And holy hell, it does look deadass good on her. I haven't always thought about my girl as thin, but I used to tease her about it when we were still cool, still us. Now... now she's far from thin. She's all fleshy
Aria's POVI opened my mouth to speak, but no sound came out. His face... was etched with such profound betrayal and disgust that it physically hurt to look at him. "Tell me, Aria," he repeated. "What did you sell me for? I know but I just want to hear it from your lips.""I... I didn't sell you,
Jason's POVThe click of billiard balls was the soundtrack to what my life looked like these days. Just the Click, Thud and then the silence. It was late, close to eleven, and the air in the basement game room smelled like old wood, beer and then my dad's cologne.I chalked my stick slowly. The br
Aria's POV 🔞🔞After what felt like an eternity, Jason pulled the car into a private, secluded drive leading up to a large, dark house perched high on a hill overlooking the lights of the distant town. He cut the engine. He stared out the windshield, his jaw clenched so tightly I could see his mu
Aria's POVHad Jason's voice ever been this low and terrifying? No. Had his eyes ever blazed while directed at me, the answer was still no.Fuck! I could feel the cold plaster of the wall pressing against my back. For three minutes, we stood that way, none of us speaking. When he tilted his head t







